Forgiveness & Surrender

nice oh yeah so um give me a couple of uh what would you like me to talk about today's a couple topics please facing fear silence all right a variety of words facing fear humility the human Journey so on very good it's an interesting thing when we tune into life we tune into our world when we when we look at our life and our experience the human Journey it's an interesting thing because there is but God and yet Humanity

mankind dreams up that there's things other than God which then puts us in a precarious position because Consciousness creates and if Consciousness creates which it does I mean quantum physics is finally catching on and proving that we don't need other people to confirm what we're saying any of us we know what's true so we don't need that but you know people say to me oh my God the Great Pyramid the Hall of Records when will it be opened why you know how do you know they haven't already accessed it and they don't want

to tell you anything you know are you waiting around for mother Mary's messages to the children of Fatima you know they decided not to bring that out for many many years and it was Mother Mary telling the Catholic Church to bring it out and they went no we decided differently how do you do that like that's bizarre you know but it happens on this planet people's fears people their apprehensions this whole thing of of stretching time out and making everything take longer than it needs to take everything simple keeping everything

clear and clean is what we really need to think about doing relationships included Partnerships you know every kind what's what's the condition of this situation and then we change what we can accept what we can't and move on whichever you chose so this human Journey we we have this concept we dream up these bizarre things problems that aren't problems we dream up issues with each other but that's in our Consciousness so in this world we're seeing reflections of our consciousness of our mind

of our beliefs in our heart and soul what we just heard in the sacred reading this morning it's an inside job right it's an inside job and Humanity keeps waiting for someone to fix things whether it's economics or politics or whatever and then strangely they're surprised when it doesn't work but why why the surprise stop going to Outer things to fix inner things and you won't have that problem but the human race still lives in total fear even when we don't realize it we're afraid of ourselves we're afraid

of each other which is why they pull back and and start fighting with each other and so on but we're also afraid of God and people don't even want to believe that or acknowledge that so this this is all changing very radically in the time and the life that we see and this thing called a human Journey it's a journey without distance to a place we never left we are part of God that can never change so then what's changing when we read a book and have a meditation or have a new election or have this all the stuff of planet Earth

whether it's the seemingly spiritual things or the seemingly very human things you know what's really happening it's just us buffering putting distance between ourselves and our total Awakening the good news is we never really fell asleep we just believe we did there isn't really an Awakening that's going to come eventually it's every day every second here and now when you make the decision you know wait right now I think I'm acting insane how do I know because I'm not feeling love and peace and joy

so I must not be thinking in alignment with God now how many people walk around with that level of Consciousness we need to we will the easy way or the hard way get to that place but the easy way would be just see the benefits of it this is kind of cool you know I'm driving down the street and and I just had a memory of something from the past and I'm feeling kind of anxious wait is that God well it might be what do you do you feel peaceful right now well no shh then it isn't God yeah but shh the yeah but is also not God

well but but wait I'm not saying stifle and smother your feelings let them out if you want but get back to God and it's just a decision we make to peace back to happiness back to Joy why would why would we want there to be time before that happens it doesn't make any sense and it's because there's a part of us called the ego that sabotages our return to Awakening why why would the ego sabotage our remembrance actually there's a fairly simple reason for it because if you go back in time far enough to you you to the point where

you go past the moment where the Big Bang took place that's the moment the ego was created if you go back in time one second before that the ego doesn't exist and God is so the ego knows if you go on a search and you find the center within your being which is a portal back to God you're going to find God and that can't be allowed so it makes us worry and overthink everything anything but peace let's let's let's try peace no but what about oh and I have to be at work I'm going to be late I'm going to get fired

I probably can't afford to be fired oh my God and then this is gonna happen then I'm gonna be the failure my mother said I was going to be and then I don't have children either why you can have children you're always working and you're always what just happened all I said was let's try and have a moment of Peace wow like wow so if you have that manic of a mind you know then then just own it and say wow look look what just happened man that wow that was kind of weird it just had the strangest dream

that all this was like crazy okay so go ahead a Buddhist technique go ahead scribble it oh no no no I should have had Kim my mother says I'm a fat get it all written write it all out are you done yet yes no wait there's one more okay get that get it out and when you can't sleep at night sometimes just get up and own that you're not sleeping write it all all the thoughts and worries write them all out you're done yes believe it or not it's a great technique because you've expressed now I'm not one

to try to push the idea that you should express everything you're ever thinking feeling certainly not in an inappropriate way I'm not I'm not a wonder who who it does the enabling of venting on people no no no no there's no sense in doing that unnecessarily so instead you know how can I find peace I'm getting all this written out so that my mind can be clear again do what you need to do to find peace peace that surpasses understanding what humans do because they're controlled by the ego what humans do is you know I

really want to find peace and I think I'll have that as soon as I find the perfect soul mate as soon as I what what are you waiting for well I'm waiting for the report to come back from the doctor's office well but I'm waiting to see you know this and all these things of this world which can't bring you peace some people will literally say well if I just understood why they left me I think I would be able to forgive them oh that's a great one that's you that's a great one because

all the more reason now you'll never understand because the universe is going to say no it's peace that surpasses understanding get peace you'll have understanding well no I won't I'll just have a better feeling I still want my head fed I want to know how and why this happened why well so that I can um you know figure it out and prevent it oh that sounds peaceful you know because I'm going to put a little scope in my third eye and just watch all the people that are out to get me you know and I'll get them first

that'll be my preventative measures it's not peace to try to prevent people from hurting you is not actually peaceful it actually says this is likely going to happen and the only way I can fill any piece is to prevent it me I will prevent it really tell me where were you on January 5th 19 whatever 40 80 whatever do you remember now you don't remember anything you know we we can't find our car keys and we think we can control the world it doesn't really make sense I am not my own best leader guide

teacher we open up to the Divine mother you know it's the beautiful thing and some people oh no I don't believe in that because you're talking about God out there that's a metaphor it's her presence is here but we've blocked her out so it's a metaphor to say we call upon and let it descend into our being we we use that as pictures for the human mind but in reality the God we pray to is actually here inside but I like to use this sometimes the metaphor the analogy of it as though it's somewhere else so that you don't

think this is as good as it gets you know because if you tell people but you are God oh we're in trouble we're in deep trouble because if this is gonna oh my God you know I can even stop from aging and and I'm supposed to control the whole universe you know so it's better to imagine a a being a consciousness that has the power to correct things but God doesn't correct things in the way we think we want them corrected facing fear was one of the comments facing fears is it's kind of like saying

name what it is that's bothering you name a past life from memory name any issues along the way of life go ahead and name them but name them with the goal to let them go not to start filing them and sorting them out for yourself I'm going to file you away for future use because I'm going to remember you five lifetimes from now I'm still not going to trust you that's what the human brain does so instead peace it's all I really want it's and it sounds like I'm saying you want a feeling Called Peace what you really

want is God the feeling the memory the experience of being in God again we say we want peace we want love but that's that's sort of an effect of being in the presence of God what we really want what we really long for is God name anything you think you want I want a soulmate you really want a god you really want God and because you think it's going to come through a soul mate all the more reason you're dangerous because whoever it is you assign to playing the role of what you really want which is God and it ends up being a

person you're going to end up taking it out on them when they can't fulfill that every drink and drug and cigarette and food we've ever ingested or taken on was some sort of compensatory thing I'm either wanting God and I thought it would give me God or I'm not feeling God and that upsets me so I'm drugging myself because I'm upset but it's always about God everything is how could it not be it's the only thing that is the real power and it's the thing that we've disconnected from

everything else is this I just want my hair back no you don't you want the presence of God no I really do want my air back you just think you think you do you just think you do I I want fame you know it's it's not it's fleeting if only I had so it gets to be a very thing interesting thing this this journey that we're on because the human self can write books and we have obviously on this planet plenty of books about the human Journey but really what is it for what's the point of it all we're going a journey without distance

to a place we never left the more we can start living as though we're back at the end of The Journey which is also the beginning of the journey that it was just a weird bad dream the more we can own the truth the more we can start feeling peace again right now but the whole world is programmed differently than that the whole world supports the idea if only you had this thing you'll be happier if only somebody would come back to you if only you understood why they left in the first place these are false versions

of peace and love and wholeness if I only had that information see if somebody's upset and they call me and they say I want a private session I'm afraid because I've had some medical tests they're coming back tomorrow so I really would like your help what you want me to do is jump ahead of the in the queue and give you good news before your doctor calls you to give you bad news or good news right so you're asking me to jump ahead in the queue you're really looking for peace now I'm going

to say well and they'll say Michael just tell me because I know you know you you do this and you're pretty dang accurate about these things so tell me that there's nothing wrong with me the fact that you're asking that's something wrong with you right now but you know but um but what I would say is no no no let's imagine what if there is something wrong what is that bringing up you see what is that bringing up if we can heal the fear that you're feeling that it could go badly it can't go badly

work on the fear of it telling you hey guess what I know that doctor I'm going to call him and get your answer for you you're giving you're being given answers that sort of placates the ego and it's only going to be it's not really going to be play it's not really going to be brought to a place of Peace it'll have something else to complain about wow that that disease it's not there oh thank God oh wait now my elbow hurts I wonder what that is it's going to be something else

the human ego and I'm not talking about in the world of psychology we think of the word personality as being synonymous with ego it's not what we mean even though most personalities coming from the ego the ego in this context when I'm using this is meaning the part of us that sabotages our Awakening our return home so at the end of the day another comment that was made requested humility it really comes back to that it really comes back to humility you know we can get on the spiritual path and we can be great teachers we can

be great authors best-selling authors the Pope the Dalai Lama I don't care what title you give it everybody's in this together and we come to a place of waking up together you see in reality we think of it as like religions often think of it as they're somehow special and therefore they're going to ascend or be saved or gonna you know depending on the religion you know they have different versions of it but at the end of the day the real Spirit the soul in you and I knows that we don't want to go home

without everyone else I know it think we think we do and sometimes oh God that sounds like a great idea I would love to go back and everybody else just go to hell you know but we the real us knows that we we don't want to go home without a single person left behind because you can't God is one so you can't go except for them we the the absolute love in us really wants everyone to go home together it's kind of funny because there's times when I'm praying and we talk about concepts of forgiveness which is a very

misunderstood concept and and another word surrender Michael what's the difference between between forgiveness and surrender well forgiveness is a spiritual concept and let me say right ahead of time here forgiveness the feeling of forgiveness is the second highest feeling you can have on this planet you know you might think well what what isn't happiness more is it less than forgiveness is the second best feeling you can have when you have forgiven someone or something so what's the first most the Bliss you

lost when you didn't forgive so Bliss is the high I know it's love which is the same Bliss and love they are the highest feeling but when you're in a state of bliss you don't even have to think about whether you love or don't love just we have a sink in the back you can drop your phone in anytime I understand I understand foreign yeah always always just shut the phones ahead of time then you won't have to worry about it okay um but it's fine when things like that happen I mean I can trip and fall on the

stage will you forgive me I hope so things happen Okay forgiveness is the second highest feeling higher than that you can say is love as I said but Bliss doesn't have to think about loving it's just sits there in a state of bliss we think of another word besides Bliss it's called love and that is the mother aspect of God God is one it's not like there's a mother and a father two entities they're the same but once upon a time we only knew the Bliss of God the the concept of the love of God

became an extension where God chose to extend the Bliss towards its children and that's when the mother stepped out of the father not literally but it seems to have individuated it didn't but it seems like it so all of a sudden that which is became that which does and the mother became the active principal of God there she is I am that I am and the Bliss says to the love look we have children wow this is amazing look at us there's this Divine family we'll call it but look look honey look the children are

going to sleep why is it they're free will they're going to sleep and they're wondering what life would be like without us ah what do you think we should do and she said I'll go with them you'll go away with them I'll go into the illusion I'll go into their dreams and I will be the voice of sanity in their dreams I'll be the voice of what love because that's what she does so I'll be the voice of love so we have this idea there's something called surrender is surrender the same as forgiveness not

really forgiveness is rooted in spirituality surrender might be you have you might have a spiritual moment of surrender but surrender can also be what an animal does when a predator animal captures it it surrenders it gives up that doesn't sound really bright forgiveness is empowering surrender might be but it might be disempowering I give up I can't argue with my husband or wife anymore you know I can't argue with them anymore I give up I'm just going to do what the government wants me to do or

whatever that's that's not the best form of surrender obviously so those two words are a bit different in a sense and we think we hear this phrase um the lord giveth them the lord taketh away the Lord does not taketh anything God can only give actually so God gives and gives and gives and gives then what's it mean by the lord taketh away well that's just blaming an unseen Force that's all it is who taketh away what happens is when I have attachments I'm already sending a signal out because

there's a Divine in me that wants to awaken and go home the Divine in me says I this Divine being I'm starting to form attachments which are fear-based I don't want to keep fears forever what do I need to do we need to do something about the attachments what do you suggest self well you can surrender them or they can be taken so it's really the lord giveth and I cause taking aways in my life as soon as I start clinching grabbing clinging I'm already sending out a free a frequency that says this

has to be taken now the ego enjoys this little dialogue this little process because when something seems taken away you're going to be devastated then you're going to doubt the existence of God and love perfect so I'm going to use your Insanity against you Insanity meaning you start to cling to things as though they're important when they're not so I'm going to take advantage of this opportunity when I'm going to help you get it taken away and then I'm going to help you blame everybody for it

so in reality God gives and can only give it can't take God gives we start forming attachments and start formulating a different identity other than Purity at God and there's a part of us that says that's not what I really want so we hire the right processes and we call it karma and God and anything else so that we don't take responsibility for it but we then let this go surrender that's what healthy surrender looks like the the bidding farewell to things that when you start to recognize you have

attachments now again they can be taken from you or you can surrender them and in this journey of life we we think you know we're manufacturing this constant the economy is up the economy is down this thing is up this thing is down these cycles of Life the tide comes in the tide comes out if you practice healthy surrender some of these other issues wouldn't be there what are you going to take what do you mean the ego you know I'm going to take something from you really what because real surrender creates this

process where it's almost like the tide comes in well when the tide goes out I don't lose anything it just washes me clean of what I no longer needed it's different every day every human being has thousands and thousands of losses and they don't even realize it they're called dead skin cells how many of you would prefer sitting in a chair at home worrying about how many are lost today I I know it's gone into tens of thousands oh my I shouldn't shower anymore because then I'm going to lose more of

them you see it doesn't make any sense I'm going to bandage up like a mummy so all my cells stay right here it won't be a healthy outcome and I'm and I'm using the metaphor but I'm not thinking this is too far from truth you keep marrying dead sins skin cells you know you have children or parents that are like dead skin cells they need to go they're done they're they're not a part of you anymore you keep the name of people from the past they're just dead skin cells and and yet you're still confused about

how to file taxes because their name is still your name and your name and they owe debts and now the IRS is coming to you for their debts because you have the same name oh my God take a shower take a shower wash them away let the universe have it rather than the universe having to take it from you why would you want why is it even remotely thought theorized to be a sane decision to cling to anything easily said mind you I I could say in my life I've had a fairly easy time when things are done I I can let them go pretty well

and I I could handle when I got a divorce forty eight thousand years ago whatever um when I got it I didn't have a problem with you have the car I didn't have a problem with you can have this and take everything I don't I don't care I'm not telling you you should do that most of you should divide things 50 50 fairly and all that so I'm not telling you to do this but I chose it doesn't matter I'm good let it all go and I was okay sleeping on a couch in my office that was different but you know okay that

became my life for a while I don't know how long it was a year maybe two years something but I did that for a while and that part I didn't have a problem with but probably the most triggering thing was losing happiness see some of us can say I don't have a problem you know that I I lost you know this thing out here when you start losing things inside it's a little different it's a little harder but you still can't really lose anything in other words any attachments I had didn't manifest as

physical things because I I knew better but it snuck under the radar and what I did feel a hit with is losing feeling of happiness does that make sense because there's an attachment you're married you want it to last for you know and you got kids and you don't want hurt feelings there all the attachments what I need to do need to do needed to do you do everybody we have to get to this place of I don't know God I'm just giving it all to you not I'll give you the divorce decree but not the kids

everything I don't know I'm just putting it all on the Altar and surrendering because you're not really being asked to surrender anything and certainly not anything of value well what do you mean my kids are valuable I didn't say that you're not surrendering you let go of the attachment that's all you can still have children you can still have marriage you can still have a friendship in an old former marriage but are you attached to people being a certain way and we forget this we forget that

underneath all this attachment stuff there's people that have hurt you you're attached to that the hurt sometimes come becomes a very convenient identity false identity but identity but we're also hurt and attached to things they didn't do for us that we wanted them to do we have to forgive everything so there's a saying you know you're likely familiar with it but think of this do unto others as you would have them do unto you and as soon as you hear that you think oh the Golden Rule you know try to be

nice to others because you want them to be nice to you no wait apply this apply forgiveness forgive others as you would have them forgive you but it also means forgive others and you're one of them do unto others as you would have them do unto you forgive others and forgive you to the worst thing they've ever done forgive the worst thing you've ever done to yourself or others forgive and forgive for what they didn't do I'm not mad about anything anybody's ever done it's what they didn't do that

bothers me it's still there you still have an attachment to what they did and didn't do free at last free at last and God Almighty free at last free you know just let it wash off you are not bad for having you know for finding some of these you're not bad you're not wrong it's you're in this journey on this planet there's a point where people wake up and wake up and all the strange former attack attachments like everybody watching this program is likely a nicer person than you were 10 years ago

and hopefully less addicted than you were 30 years ago and some of you are only 30 so this doesn't make sense but however far back you know however far back you would look at it or trace it see it's the same thing it's the same concept like wow I really am getting better at this give yourself credit surrender the I'm not good enough I'm working at it I can't believe I failed today I slipped it again today look at how different you are now if you're not different I would probably change what I'm doing

whatever that happens to be read deeper books practice you know meditation at a deeper level do something change up what you're doing but likely the majority of anybody watching a program like this or being part of this there there's progress but how many of us can say and I take a moment to give thanks for the changes several of you would say yes and some would say no but don't underestimate the value of that own it let the shower wash away what's no longer necessary and let your skin absorb the nutrients

of the water and so on absorb the nutrients of what you gained from those experiences I am a better person some people say to me Michael God I my biggest frustration in life I I I'm 40. I can't believe I waited this long to get on the spiritual path I'm like yo really you're like 40.

you might as well just get a rocking chair and knitting needles now and give up wow you're 40 yeah it's too late for you you could be 98 and it doesn't matter you get it when you get it but I get what they're saying and what I say to them I wish I would have woke it up sooner I'm I'm 80 now and and I I waited this long to wake up I say you know what if you'd have woken up 10 years ago it wouldn't have been enough ten years before that it would how do I know because I woke up and got all spirituality by the time I was 20. I was

teaching my first workshop at 20 and there's days when I go you idiot you should have started sooner I do you know you dummy what were you think High School you know you know there's a part of me that's the and I'm I'm depicting it in that in that gross crude kind of way yes there's a part of me that thinks God oh sooner see through it and go you know what go away time's an illusion you have nothing to say yeah but you could have should have really that'll never stop while you're in a

body see it for what it is and retire it surrender hold on I'm going to get in the shower and say goodbye to you you know just let it wash off let it wash away yeah but I don't know for sure that's why you can't see the cells falling off in you that's a law just trust when you say goodbye to these things some amount is washing away and now that I saw that many years ago and saw that and told people it doesn't come up to my mind anymore because I saw through it it's ridiculous might I think

it I could sit down right now and start concentrating that I should have done it sooner I could make that a thought but I see through it it just doesn't have any Credence anymore so surrendering is a beautiful process and if the word forgiveness seems too much just use the word surrender for a while instead C surrender as a forgiveness light you know forgiveness you know I can't forgive that person what they did no but how about surrendering the power they once had well I'll do that see what you're doing sneaking it in a bit under

the radar so how do I know what's what I should hold on to what I shouldn't hold on how do I know these things and we'll talk maybe in the near future about guidance because some people have asked about guidance lately getting clear guidance but you know the idea just to say ah you know when I think about my life how do I know if something needs to be released or not how do I know I've done the releasing you know just if you really love someone and love is the point love everyone yeah but but my father abused me how do I

love him I didn't say love what he did I said love love what you're loving is a spark of light hidden deep inside you could love the spark of light in any being as soon as you say but I can't because it's them you're not seeing the spark of light you can't be because when you see the light within a person I swear to God it's irresistible to say I love you I forgive what I'm forgiving is the layers outside that light acting out and those layers are wounds they're unhealed wounds they are not your real self if

they were you couldn't have done those things so the more I talk about the unforgivable parts right the more I focus on that I'm actually limiting myself I'm keeping myself from seeing my own light well the light in me does not honor the light that you have not it doesn't make sense Namaste stay away from me it kind of doesn't work please understand I I know the pr the pain I know the hurts I know that there are things that seem unforgivable but you can also sit with this not just hearing it from me common sense

the god in them and everyone has to have the god spark you can't have life without God because God is the source of life I get that but the common sense that it could not have been God that did some of the things people have done on this planet right if it wasn't God what was it well it was their evil okay if you want to call it that and or their ego and what's that an accumulation of their doubts fears and their wounds you know what you should do with all wounded people is hate them and fear them and run from them

that'll help I don't think so pretty sure that's not how this works so you find them unforgivable now they're still wounded afraid and hateful right and you didn't forgive them and they were in your face today in your mind today you didn't forgive them you know what's going to happen they remain that way which means they're going to hurt someone else to to heal it's not going to be through lethal injection that we fix these people the love and forgiveness actually takes a spark

and it says this out here no interest in that I have no interest in that part of you whatsoever I say no to that part of you I can say don't call me to that part of you whatever you need for healthy boundaries but the spark bellows the love and forgiveness takes the spark and it grows into more and more a healthy happy person a joyous person a god-centered person do they have free will yes they do can they say no to it yes they can but because there's only one of us here when I fan the Flames of God in you I

still benefit even if you say no I don't want love the fact that I saw found bellowed more light in that spark in you I got warmth from you and you you don't even know it how do I know because I'm I feel better later on that day God that's amazing so and so called and I used to get soul and I just feel peace I know people that generally seem nice and peaceful but still get triggered and reactive when their raw nerves are hit that's what happens so don't just talk about how wonderfully spiritual you are

watch for those moments where you're being tested because those are the key points not you know it's a great day and I'm doing well and therefore I'm being a nice person that's I'm glad that's good karma I'm glad it happened for you that's not the big test the big test is when things aren't going so well can you communicate can you talk can you shine can you share with you know and trust and bounce back that's the the real stuff of life when we go to the other side that's what we're asked about

how'd you do with that you know well obviously I did really well here I am with you Archangel Michael in heaven and we left them in hell that I'm good this is really good that's not a good report they just say well okay you left them in the you know third rung of hell some part of Earth or whatever um we just know exactly where to send you to reincarnate you know we've got him on the radar and they're coming your way you know you you buy trap door you know and yeah but wait then we come in with hesitation I didn't

want to be born your root chakras unplugged and you know you wonder why everybody's rude to you you know people are not as mean to you when you show up we think we think you know what Earth is such a tense intense place it's weird look at the people all the vibrations so dense and intense you know what I'll do I'll just go in part way see and that's that's logical actually if water is too hot and I can either jump in or put it just a toe in go with a toe it's not as hot right or if it's

cold one toe is better than the whole body jumping into freezing water that's logical don't come into the Earth all the way stay part way out that's logical but it doesn't work and it's not rational because as soon as Predators see someone who's only partially they're like wow that's great that's what predators do the Predator Lions don't go there's a gazelle that looks like it could you know stab me with its horns or whatever kind of animal it's it's yo there's some

danger I think I'll go after the strongest elephant by myself that's not what they do they look for weak the innocent week the sickly weak and whether you're innocent or sickly or both that's why Predators would go after you I'm not blaming you I'm saying you can say I get it that makes sense for me in my life I need to show up more I need to surrender all the fears forgive all the things of the past and I need to show up more there are things we can do to supplementally to to get more grounded

and show up more but we have to show up more so Concepts like um this this the human Journey as one of them was facing our fears man you know to face our fears you you can't run from them it's not healthy you don't want to freeze or the the you know fight flight freeze syndromes you don't want to do those you have to show up but that sounds really challenging because that means I gotta show up and be in front of my worst fears I don't suggest you do that alone I would suggest that you do that with

God that's why I use those the phrase God be with me be with me while I go into this divorce court not you show them a thing or two Lord what would you have me do what would you have me say and not say Be With Me Guide Me you know and you're anchoring light into a beautiful place I know that there are hardships that inexplicable you know on this planet I get that but wherever we are there's no way it's impossible for us to be anywhere in any circumstance that we cannot emerge from it's impossible

because God is the only real power so when it seems like disease and death and divorces and have power and they hurt us they're only having power that we seem to have given them what do we do about it well of course stop feeding the power there well I can't because I have anxiety around the whole thing I can't think clearly keep praying peace peace simple words like that human beings don't mind hearing did you know scientifically that when you're anxious if you do a few centering breaths you can calm

down and you might get clearer insights on how to handle a danger have you ever heard that well if you can believe that biologically centering breaths can can calm you and make you feel not only more relaxed but more powerful in a situation why can't you believe that God could do that if inflating your lungs a couple of times can alter your brain chemistry into a health why can't God so don't just go look at me I'm starting to relax more my brain patterns are changing okay muscle yep I'm stronger if you're going to do

that why not God with each breath God be with me peace Michael peace be still and know the I am presence of God I mean bring just bring God into your what you use as human processes just breathing does help but empowered breathing will help exponentially don't just breathe breathe God breathe in this beautiful presence that that is the answer for everything and then we realize my God look at this things that used to have power remember if you had a challenging childhood and you came out of it even halfway came out

of that and it had a decent life right picture that you emerged from that whatever challenge you're having today don't you think the same thing Could Happen 10 years from now that you're going to be Beyond it and go wow that is so weird Spirit the spiritual path brings us quite often to a place of saying not only okay I think I can I'm going to go ahead and and get through this divorce when you really have spiritual consciousness more often you say I should have done this sooner not should have as in shaming yourself but you

start to realize oh my God I didn't have to do that for 10 years and you cut it down to five next time and when you come back another lifetime you might cut it down to two years one year spirituality if nothing else is efficient you know if you grow and you learn and you heal we don't make as many of the same mistakes right I mean can we agree to that as an affirmation yes I don't want to repeat the same mistakes and you're right to say that because it doesn't make sense to keep repeating the

same mistakes Awakening Awakening and the more love the more the greater the quotient of Love within my being forgiveness in my behaviors the less I have dramas in this world there's no shortage of the offerings of dramas but it is our destiny to come back to the peace of God because we are the peace of God it is right to call upon the Divine mother guys it's right to call on the Divine mother of ourselves we are nothing not because we're sinful worms like in some religions when I say of ourselves we're

nothing all I'm saying is disconnected from God we're worthless we're disconnected we're not empowered we're in a state of fear shame guilt and and none of that's real therefore you're nothing you're no thing plugging into God it reconnects us with all that really is and think of the difference this brings to the world when someone plugs in and offers into the room something other than more drama and garbage making sense yeah um I had this happen where the other day um there was um there was something that

you know as you guys know Judy has these estate sales that she does every few weeks and there was somebody like two years ago they said do you have a certain thing we're looking for it for a long time and she said no and I said you know I volunteer here so I'll keep an eye out for one of those and a long time's gone by a couple years has gone by the thing is not worth hundreds or anything like that but it's worth tens of dollars and they're looking for this thing well I saw one and I went wow

they've been looking for that I wonder if they still want it I know that they live near where I live so I thought well I'll just see so I drove home and when I'm driving home I'm driving by past their garage and I pull up slowly and I said hi is is so-and-so there and they were both in the garage so great timing and they said oh oh it's that guy from the yeah hi nice to see you and they came out and I said you said you were looking for this so is this and and they were like like oh my God like wow

um so the guy's going oh you know and he's like all excited he puts it on he's you know he's like wow this is amazing it was a just a pendant type of thing and you know he's like wow this is amazing and his wife's going this is so weird she's going first of all it's my birthday today and his this week and I was going to surprise him by going out and trying to find this because he's been looking for it forever and she's like oh my God so long story short they get in they're all excited

they're all happy and they know how much do you want I said it's a gift and I'll put money in the Box on on the weekend which I did um for the item so I just gifted it to them like that you know now I saw the late the two of them showed up and the lady said and this lady I have to tell you I've seen her at estate sales and here and there kind of tense it's kind of tense yeah she's just yeah okay not a real bright light you know I don't like people you know it's really intense and

tense and she comes up you know I want to tell you something and I'm like oh no um I want to tell you something and she had a glow rather than this usual tension look she had a glowing she goes I gotta tell you something I said sure what she goes I've only been surprised pleasantly surprised twice in my life once was when my husband asked me to marry him and once was when you pulled up and gave us that gift it's just a thing but it isn't it's somebody thought about me because she's like that she's very nobody's nice

everybody's out to get her kind of thing and she has that kind of attention if you're watching hi um she just lost her trust in me no but seriously so think about this a person who says and she said and I'm telling you the truth twice in my life she's not like saying oh it's an exaggeration no twice and you could be one of those times any of us that somebody didn't trust before right somebody always takes well why would I need why would you why would any of us need to take anything from anyone if we're in God mind it's

only when we're in fear lack you know our Brokenness patterns that that sort of thing enters our minds but as we heal that's just not there now people might still question now why are you doing this because they're not used to people being kind does that mean we shouldn't be kind I don't think so I think we should be kind anyway a great quote right um Mother Teresa I think be kind anyway people will doubt your you know your intentions be nice anyway people might not be nice back be nice anyway they may

not smile back smile anyway it's a beautiful way to say this is how we can live and I know it's hard to pull that off every second of every day but are we even moving in that direction being the presence of God it's not a theory it's an inevitability this is who we are this isn't like well I wonder you know I hope that works out this is who we are it's going to happen but how soon can it happen and the world is pulling all this drama to polarize people and and each side thinks that they're right

you can't be one-sided and be right not in capital r right right consciousness is right here in the center I don't want to be lowercase R right I want to be happy and there's something that happens right in here where I get what you're saying you know I get what you're saying and I get what you're saying yeah I'm good with that and and well no but you need to be all the way over here or over here no and you're not going to go there and they'll try to create a polarity with that

because they're going to make you the opposite of them because you're just coming from Love I would love to tell you that being in your right mind is always going to be making everything smooth and loving the truth is it helps most of the time for your life to be better but I have to also say some people will be triggered by that very thing kindness or love so our answer you know what do we do uh do I not be loving because they might get triggered or do I just do it anyway do it anyway but surrender attachments

to the outcome because these folks might have said she could have said I was going to buy that as a gift how dare you bring it in and gift it to him you ruined my surprise I mean she could have done that and I would have said Okay Hand it back you know I'll wear it you know whatever stay out of the The Fray stay out of the mess and I I say that as a hope and a prayer and an affirmation stay out of the mess be light workers let the light burn in your heart the presence of God there's there's a day will come when you you

can't see things online or you can't you're not remembering the website to watch this channel you remember I remember some guy spoke and I liked it how do I go back the day will come when the universe is going to say have you become the things you heard in those talks have you become the things you read in those books have you become not just a former alcoholic have you become the embodiment of sobriety you see have you become these things and I love that concept you know for me personally I I haven't

had a real fight against that I'm constantly moving in the direction becoming and becoming and becoming and stuff happens and happens and I'm becoming and becoming it's a beautiful thing when we see the gifts of it it makes it all the more easy so look in the world look in life and recognize my life is changing and I'm becoming a better person my communications my relationships my Partnerships I don't bargain anymore it's not even an option there's no bargaining here's what I'm about what are you about

do those two things resonate and can we work through the parts that don't great let's have a holy relationship they don't work let's stay separate and independent and work on ourselves I mean it's fine you don't need anyone in anything meaning there's no have to's you know some people have said to me Michael God's telling me I have to stay in this relationship really do you have any transcriptions of that um I'd love to hear the audio tape of that God's saying stay or die I just

don't think it's gonna happen I don't think you can produce that God would never tell anybody you must you have to because the Lord only gives and gives and gives okay we have to shift it from I have to to I get to what oh okay I'll do that I get to stay in this terrible relationship you know so you don't get it you're saying you're not you're saying the words but you don't get it you get to if it doesn't feel right then don't there's no failure involved be at peace

peace first in all things how can I be at peace right now how can I bring the most peace walking that you know walking the talk and in closing there's a beautiful part and of course in miracles I'm just paraphrasing slightly but it all really comes down to how can I be truly helpful right human beings that are broken are going to act out human beings that are on the spiritual path but still have wounds are still going to be not acting out as much they're not going to be the victimizers but they're going to be the victims more

often because the wounds are not healed yet so they're going to be more codependent because they're starting to heal but they're getting afraid so they start clinging to whatever it is their authors Are Spiritual teachers they're Partners their children they're cling more you don't become healthy just because you read your first book you actually start exposing raw nerves so you don't act out as much but now you're afraid and you start grabbing and the third stage is grabbing what

what could I possibly need I'm at the third stage of spirituality I am and I'm not talking about an arrogant I am I mean it's like I get it all that I could possibly think that I would wander need it feels right here and relationships become places where you share that with others in closing there's a a quick story uh because I come up with these things you know spontaneously as you see and I was at this conference and I'm standing you know and I'm doing this talking and I'm sort of talking about how we become

afraid because we live in darkness when in fact we are the light of God and so as I'm doing a talk I signal to somebody give me a table clock because it's a conference so they have tablecloths and that you know it's at a hotel so do me a favor get me a tablecloth and um so they go and get one and then I I call some speakers up to help me um it was um Greg Braden and I forget a few other guys that were speakers with me so I said guys come up so I said one person on the ground on the stage and I said

now do you or do you not see light shining on them yes we do okay great now you guys just hold a sheet over them okay not drop it on them but just hold the sheet over them now when they're holding the sheet like this horizontally the person underneath with the spotlights they were now sitting in the dark you follow so that's all it is there's a thin veil between the light of God and us living in the dark the answer is to remove the veil and the light comes in but the point I was illustrating besides

that was this that when people are in the dark there's two things they're going to do there's two ways they're going to react while they live in the dark they feel somebody's you know because these other speakers are standing here holding the sheet up right and I said now to the other speakers just you know nudge them a little with your foot or whatever and what happens with human beings is one person they feel the nudging I get angry because you're nudging me and the other is please stay here

when you're in dark you're going to react to people in one of those two ways I hate you for bumping into me stay out of my space or please don't go simple illustration in the dark people become afraid and they react to people in one of those two ways anger react you know that kind of tense relation or clinging the answer is what try to figure out which is which well if you would just kick me lighter I might like you and if you could just stay then I wouldn't be so clingy those aren't the answers

take away the veil I can see who you are it's I'm not in the dark now not knowing whether you're bumping into me because you'd like me or don't like me I don't know take away the veil and you see things as they really are so in closing how do you take away the veil it's forgiveness and remember I'm not referring to just forgiving people in your life forgive your misperceptions forgive thinking that you ever needed hard lessons forgive yourself for staying in a relationship too long forgiveness for

everyone forgive as you would be forgiven perfect unconditional everyone forgiven and another wording retire them from the roles but my dad wasn't the way a Dad should be and I'm sorry and the day will come when you retire in from needing to be the perfect Dad or Mom or whomever husband wife partner okay retire them from the roles you see if you can retire people from the rolls you wouldn't even talk about forgiveness anymore because there's nothing left to forgive think about that so who's assigning the

roles to them you are I would forgive myself for that too but retire them from their roles God is my father and mother who are your siblings well there's just one competitive sister I get that why don't we stop there and start recognizing your spiritual brothers and sisters the ones that are working on themselves first but one day you'll have so much light in you that you can even afford to affirm the light in hurtful people don't jump to that yet when you can barely afford to forgive yourself for

you know buying the wrong box of cereals a cereal at the store and you get mad at yourself work on a bit of that first but the day will come when there's nobody you could exclude you just couldn't think of it it just could never imagine excluding any anyone please take a few centering breaths set aside all the stuff of life it's so easy to come back to tensions and stuff of the world even the most well-meaning seemingly spiritual people when they get hooked by the ego it's wow

seems so hard to bounce back and yet we say no I can't I will but we don't and for in those moments it's because I forgot oops oops if there's Daisy you don't want to forgive yourself or others just own it I'm not in the mood to love and forgive today just own it give that to God as well say check back with me tomorrow [Music] but ask for the love and support to wake up again the sooner the better In This Moment beloved Divine mother holy spirit of God you know you know our triggers better than we do

you know our memories our feelings of every kind you know our hurts bring up an image spontaneously in our mind of anyone that we need to add some forgiveness towards and everybody allow that to happen for a moment it doesn't matter if it's someone you expected or didn't expect just let them pop up as they are there repeat quietly in your mind I am as God created me repeat that clearly in your mind and then everyone out loud three times with me please I am as God created me I am as God created me

I am as God created me hold that thought it's the truth I am look at the person in question and you'll repeat you are as God created you three times together please you are as God created you you are as God created you you are as God created you and just visualize forget the personality forget the history just picture a light in the center of their being suddenly Sparks because someone was willing to affirm the truth of who they are it ignites it excites it quickens there's conception

and that light is growing and growing and growing and it grows more and more you are as God created you and it grows more I am as God created me and it grows more there's a beautiful thing happening light is growing in me light is growing in you we are as God created us we are absolutely yes as God created us and the light is growing and growing and in you that other person the light is getting happy and excited and The Light in Me is getting happy and excited and there's a joyousness between the light in you and the light in me there's

a joyousness they want to dance together and the light just melds together Blends together there's this beautiful you know just Star Bright Shining Light we are as God created us as long as I'm outside of my intellectual memories as long as I'm out of my judgments this is what's always been there when I am coming from my fears and hurts of course I'll attract wounding you will do wounding but that's not who we really are so why waste time wherever that person is in this universe I know you can hear me I know you can

feel this it's up to you to decide when you choose to be this but I'm choosing today on our behalf you are as God created you I am as God created me we are as God created us and nothing else matters and so it is very slowly reacclimate to the room good how many of you were surprised at who popped up raise a hand good several how many of you were not

surprised it really begs the question well if you're not surprised then well why didn't we just do that sooner no beautiful job thank you we're going to just take up our collection and do our closing prayer please everyone just be as generous as you can be we greatly appreciate it remember the event this afternoon there's Flyers about it in the foyer so please grab one and check that out all right and by the way I wanted to just say this you know there are several people especially in a place like Sedona there are some

you know some of you are just attendees and it's simple and you you know you show up you're watching online from around the world and to you it's like well I'm studying I'm learning some great things and all that but some of you like I said especially in a place like Sedona some of you are are counselors your teachers your authors your artists of great reputants on I I really feel great appreciation for you those you know your your musicians and and and yet you you still recognize this is not a guy talking to

you this is us Awakening okay know that this is no uh there's a guy that is my teacher that I listen to this is God coming to all of us when I'm sharing with you about forgiveness I'm called to apply it more in my life you know and I and that's what I have to do I have to you know I get to I get to apply that more in my life so I don't go well I guess these people need to hear about forgiveness uh you know and it's you people I'm bestowing the information on we're in this together

okay and not just the work the benefits of the work so and it's the same the people in your life they're they're doing work and you're doing work but they're also reaping the benefits of what you bring them right so please so can the good that you've brought to other people it's healthy for you to do so don't do the oh it wasn't me it's like you keep doing that you'll never get anything energetically you know it's okay for you to say I'm glad I was patient today I'm glad that I

bonded with and bridged with that person today be proud of yourself not in an egotistic way be proud of yourself for being more of God today that's an inevitable place we're all going please Center be as generous as you can with your love offerings blessings to you all ah we just know in advance these donations go to help all the functioning of our Center all the people were helping all around the world and we're not just donating funds we're donating our presence too we're bringing something beautiful here

by attending hmm Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you while they're passing the baskets it'll only take about a minute a couple of quick things I want to share one it's um sort of a special message um diamadina is her name the mom said her daughter's watching her program and she's a really unique soul but her daughter watches the program with her mom so hello honey um yeah like the song Diamond Girl seals

and crops um so thank you for watching with your mom and thank you for being with us and I wanted to say to you hon you know you're a special young lady you know and you have a a miss a mission uh one of the definitions of diamadina is like a crown like a jeweled crown so remember that hun as you're growing older you know in your in your adulthood and so forth remember you're wearing a crown that comes from God and so you have a beautiful message and a beautiful Mission so you keep taking care of

yourself and you and your mom keep loving each other okay all right and um last couple of things last couple of things um there's Crystal bed sessions available when you're here on the weekend or all through the week if you're visiting from out of town please consider checking that out the crystal bed the crystals you know that they start activating to the Shocker colors they're set over each chakra and it's a very very surreal and beautiful experience um so those are available on social media thank you for watching if you're

watching on Facebook remember YouTube has a playlist of all these um but you can sponsor you can share you know do what you can positively um you know to have more of these if you'd like to watch more of these if if I were in the receiving on the other side and I liked these programs there's hundreds for free here's what I would do I would get a notebook and with the colored tabs you know and I would watch videos and make notes all about what these talks that I've covered say uh psychological things or healing things

or spiritual or Ascension I would have tabs for topics and I would get notes on all those because more and more which is I've said this before more and more we're becoming teachers everybody's learning to become teachers you might be surprised that three years from now you're writing a book on ascension when today this might be your first day introducing to any of this take notes take advantage of all those free videos take notes they need to be yours the day will come when there's no internet

and you'll sit there going oh gee I wish I'd have taken notes take notes and become the things you write be that teacher the teachers that have been in this world in my opinion have totally for the most part failed Humanity they became authors they became best-selling this and wanting you know more and more money that's what a lot of teachers became just popular like celebrities um and people have the audacity to compare them like what do you think of so-and-so versus Buddha you what like you got to

be kidding me one's real one's not and that's okay because they're serving somebody I believe that but I'm saying and I said years and years ago the students are going to become the teachers and the teachers that think their teachers will be set aside the new wave of teachers are people that are integrating and living this more and more that's my opinion about that um we have um let's see and thank you for so many of you sending in emails supporting the new name we use the global Center for Christ

Consciousness I mean it's amazing that it's been so obvious to everybody well they're like well yeah so that really feels like great confirmation Wednesday September 21st we have Diane Rose Kelly for her peace and Unity Concert association with United Nations International Day of Peace so she'll be presenting and representing Sedona in that in that event internationally so it'll be live streamed um and um what will happen is every city that's being that's participating will have a

little segment of what's going on in their city for this um ceremony and so forth so that's pretty cool right Diane Stan and wave yeah thank you [Applause] yeah really really um appreciate that and also you know you bring a light a beautiful light you know you attend here quite often we appreciate that thank you