Forgiveness: Another Level

i want to talk about forgiveness but at another level and um i know some of you have you know heard me talk about forgiveness or you've i've talked about it many times i have a lot of free videos on youtube and all that but also um i've written the book called the book of love and forgiveness and i want to make it very clear that some people assume that that forgiveness is just a linear thing like it happens one day you know you heard oh i heard somebody that talked about they had some miracle happen due to

forgiveness it's it's not like you think where it's a linear or a one-time thing so when i'm talking about forgiveness you don't want to get tempted to go oh i i already know about forgiveness or i've heard michael talk about forgiveness that's why i'm i'm saying let's talk about forgiveness like at another level a little bit of synopsis but also adding some important pieces forgiveness is a morphing growing level of consciousness now a course in miracles explains that forgiveness is

the only thing in the world of illusion that has any value it's the only illusion that has value because it's the bridge to go from illusion to remembrance so it's a valuable illusion all right now forgiveness though is something that you know we think okay well uh i guess that means i'm supposed to forgive somebody please i mean if that's the level you're at i think that's fine but there's so much more to be you know experienced so instead of the linear version of forgiveness understand just close your eyes for 10

seconds and think about anyone you ever extended forgiveness to any situation you ever experienced any amount of forgiveness whether it was from others to you or you to others just think about that for a sec when and where have i ever experienced forgiveness see if you can remember how nice that felt you know did it did it change something usually in the soul usually a feeling changed and then you can close that for now so imagine what we're going to be talking about is not the forgiveness you've already experienced we're talking about

the the forgiveness how to take that to another level so what if the forgiveness you ever experienced let's say on a 0 to 10 scale you were feeling kind of hurt resentful whatever and it was making you feel like a zero or a one or a two and you did some forgiveness and man it took you to like a six it'll never drop again you can get tempted to go back to a little resentment a little frustration but when you've achieved forgiveness you never never ever lose forgiveness the quality of it that's good news

but what's also nice is that you can take it to another level and when you think well i i did experience some forgiveness but it only took me to like a two or a four great because the gears may roll but it'll never click back you're out of four you may feel like you're at a two or a three but your your soul will not lose the forgiveness that it extended or experienced but it can go upwards so something has to happen here to take forgiveness to another level and somebody goes under this very unfortunate presumption

well i already forgave them so i can't really go back there again you will go back there again until it's a 10 you will go back to it again and that bothers some people because it makes you think you must have failed somewhere in your figure you know if i did forgiveness it should be done no because underneath my attempts and my intention to forgive are also moments of hesitance doubt fear triggers you know that's just very typical of the ego mind it's called not good enough you know i started practicing forgiveness but it

must not be good enough it's just that haunting that ghost of the ego that tries to haunt us so we come more and more to this place of okay if stuff comes up again it maybe is capable of taking me to another level why bother doubting that you did your work why bother doubting any of that just allow it if it's coming up get on board and let it take you to another level now i've said many times forgiveness is the key to all it really is forgiveness can not only give you external things which people don't

realize but it gives you an internal thing so it's easy to say forgiveness can you know it brings us peace oh that what do you mean oh that that's huge peace people do not realize like i did the talk here peace surpasses understanding peace is greater you think you want to understand things if every scientist medical and other versions of science if every one of you know faction of you know science or every facet of science said we have all had a revelation every scientist of every type we've all had a revelation we've been

trying to think so that we could understand so that we could come to peace that even a scientific mind feels a certain ooh you know wow when they have a greater understanding so what if they all said we're going to abandon the whole plan of going with thinking to get understanding to get peace instead we're going to go peace then understanding then thinking the thoughts are not allowed until there's a greater understanding which means thoughts will be very unimportant by that point because you'll have it so that's just

kind of giving that perspective it's the same with forgiveness forgiveness can not only bring you peace which is really everything everything a course in miracles was published by the foundation for inner peace for a reason because jesus was telling them in their channeling this book inner peace would be all you need because it would mean you're back into oneness with god you could also call it oneness it's the same humans kind of go i like this word more than that when you track it all back those words love peace joy oneness

they're all at the pinnacle they're all god all they are is feelings of being connected to god so forgiveness can offer you internal things like peace but believe it or not it can also bring you external things this is very i think this is beautiful and profound but for some reason people don't get it if you're saying i really would like a better car mine keeps breaking down we don't realize this and practice it enough forgiveness would actually get you a new car oh i don't know how to do that so

i'm going to just work harder more hours till it breaks my brain and my spine and my nervous system so that i can get a new car which i can't drive now because i'm having a nervous breakdown and i'm in the hospital so humans have a very twisted way of trying to achieve things forgiveness brings us anything there's oneness with god which means i am love peace joy abundance there's a veil that kicked in where i thought i separated and started judging and then the end result this world reflects my

judgments not just like hateful judgments the judgment that i'm flawed and separate from god then the judgments that my flawed separate from god consciousness is is like guilty and ashamed and then i manifest people in my life that mirror that so i have issues with god self and others forgiveness clears the slate not harder work forgiveness when mankind first was arriving hundreds of thousands of years ago you could say millions of years ago but as we developed technologies even hundreds of thousands of years ago

building monuments the great pyramid built 10 000 years bc don't watch history channel they're wrong okay so these monuments how did they move those stones so you have these these dense humans called scientists and you know archaeologists and they're just dense going there's only one way they could have moved them brute force see because that is a mind that knows nothing so it comes with comes up with dense answers the clo back then before we fell foul fell fell we were still feeling connected enough

to where we could ask a rock to move and people have forgotten that and we're evolved those were called primitive people you know they thought oh you know those primitives you know they couldn't even figure out how to light fire they ran an electrical system through the grids of this planet for a long time which now alternative archaeology is kind of coming up with that lord man takes forever to get anything moving in these slow wheels but we forgot it's not just the consciousness that could move a rock

forgiveness can move a planet forgiveness will eventually dissolve the entire universe because we will have no need for anything remaining that's dense that's not bad news it's as we return to spirit spirit won't need matter and you might think well but we love matter you may not understand it now but when you do that when we experience forgiveness to a level of releasing matter you're releasing the mother mother says i'm here to nurture you by the way what are you giving back to the mother well we we try not to pollute

the earth that no no that's the earth mother what are you giving to the universal mother well i guess i could you know pray and it's all nice but there's only one thing she wants us to release ourselves and release her she wants us to release her she's saying while you're stuck i'm stuck while you're material thinking people i have to freeze as matter when you forgive you release me back to being the divine mother instead of being semi-divine matter so she gains by our releasing all of her children us included you know

mother um i notice i love you mother you beautiful rocks that you are i love you mother in the beautiful trees and the animals i love you i do on the earth level i love you but what if there's another level that i'm not even that familiar with why don't i try that you know mother i love you in your form but i would like to get to know you as your spiritual self even though you might think it's beautiful the mother in form it cannot hold a candle to the mother spirit so to say you know how do i do that i'm going to have

visualization of the mother all kinds of cool things but but to really understand how it happens is forgiveness i forgive myself for having limiting beliefs the whole universe feels this thing happen well really just me i'm only one of eight billion people i only am here for a sh you know few short years um and i i still have issues what is it how do i change the whole universe it's very sad that people have forgotten who and what they really are and the impact we can have with consciousness you can stand around you know in a

circle drumming and so forth all those things are really nice but if it doesn't change you if you're the same person when you come down from the red rocks drumming and fluting and you come down and you're the same person that went up who did something wrong you're gonna blame the rocks the flute the drum you're the one you know you're walking up i can't wait to get to the top and play some flute and you know do some work bring in universal spiritual energy and wonders and you you you still hate somebody

this is why jesus says don't come to the altar with resentments clear them and we think well well no what we're told is we're going to come to the altar with our resentments you're going to fix them right god's like fix what if i created you holy what's there to fix you seem to be the one with the problem don't don't come to the altar and say god i have 10 people i've written their names down they're terrible people and i want you to fix them this is what people do typically with prayer

make my boss give me a raise and make this and make relations get along and god's saying well i created you in my image and even though you screwed that up thoroughly i'm paraphrasing god doesn't actually say that but even though you screwed that up thoroughly i've given you a repair kit reach into your manual pull it out and number one and the first and last rule forgiveness so then we go through this we understanding the deeper understanding what is it you would like in your life and you don't have to be all sublime

guys and mystical oh you know i just want world peace now you sound like miss america you know you don't have to be all cosmic to what you ask of god has to be all wow you know if you need a car fine if you need a you know a liver transplant whatever it is a new relation anything it's not bad to ask for stuff if that's the level of consciousness you're at just ask away don't get invested in the asking don't get invested in the answers just get it out of your system you know and it's quite all right

you can be all primal about it you can beat on a pillow when you're asking you can cuss if you want to buddy hell god i can't believe my life sucks and that was tame okay you can say all kinds of gruesome things you know what god hears a weight being lifted off of its child's shoulders god's not like i can't hear this okay this is offending me come on thou shalt not use god's name in vain oh then i'm really in trouble that's not what that meant don't use god's name in vain meant don't

use god's name worthlessly meaning god's name worthlessly in vain not in vain like in horror don't waste your energy saying god fix them that's wasting time and energy god will not fix them you will so god says to us i want my children back they've all forgotten who they are will any of you walk up to them and say hey father mother god guess what this person whose hand i'm holding i'm choosing to remember who they are which brings your child home to you today and god's like wow you little savior you

and we're going jesus do this for me no all the things i have done you shall do and more remember that line how did people interpret it oh if he could walk on water i can get a car they interpreted it to be there them getting their stuff again them getting their way why didn't they interpret it to a deeper profound meaning instead of well if he could do it i can do it it meant all the forgiveness i was able to pull off you can do and more and you will do it today tomorrow you get to choose when this is inevitable we're all going home

it's just a matter of time and we thought god you know what the new age movement we thought in the 80s even i loved that because i saw wow you know it's a really good sign the 80s and you know and it just felt like soon after this this is breaking open the 80s 90s the new age thank god there were every city was starting to have new age bookstores incense it was like just like a spiritual renaissance and it was like this is just moving this is great you know even my mother bought incense wow that is the changing of the world

you know so it felt like there's going to be a ufo in every garage soon enough every house will be run off crystals and it just felt like everything was going to be cosmic what happened it all went to hell in a hand basket because it isn't the new agey thing that's going to take us home that was just telling us what we're feeling at the time and so this becomes the warning warning morning morning because when you say i'm ready to set an intention to become a more loving forgiving person we expect the new age thing to come back

it's very cool we all wear purple you know or whatever new age you know garlands goddess garlands and all kinds of cool things some sort of you know new agey tattoo or a t-shirt that says archangel michael or saint germain all of that is cool everybody's got to listen to you know stephen halpern and yanny and whatever else was popular in flavor of the month so that's kind of all that new age movement and we thought we'd do our work the new age movement comes and it'll continue it's just a

matter of time that a really crown chakra president gets elected and you just got nothing but clown chakras you know like wrong chakra it it's not what people thought it looked like there was a progression didn't it look like that but look what happened you know why because when you set an intention to become more forgiving when we set our collective intention to go home very soon now by the way the way the universe sets that up isn't oh well look look humans that said they would like to become more evolved let's just open it up for

them you you know that's like a new year's resolution a new age resolution it lasts like a minute and a half everybody with their adhd kind of spirituality mentality it doesn't last so you know what the universe does oh oh check this out calling all the masters and angels to come come here come here quick listen listen and i swear that i'm ready to manifest the new age your will be done oh lord god all chakras aligned and boom and everything's happening we're up on the red rocks we drove you know flew

thousands of miles to get to sedona for this gathering and again and again again the universe is like you know waiting you know are you done yet no no no no and everybody's just chilling it's just fantastic that's nice the universe is just hearing oh you know that's nice it's all it's kind of universe is like oh that's very nice that's thank you that's cute then what it does is wait do you get down from the mountain we have every resentment waiting because you claimed you wanted to be

part of this opening the doorway to heaven experience god's will done on earth well here's god's will that you not have any issues or judgments left you asked for it so here it comes and you know it's like you're chiming and new aging and chanting and incense and hugs and new age and then you don't know how it is that your ex called you that day now of course that validates how often they ruin every good moment of yours but my seeing that and going i mean you can have your little grit your teeth a little oh good one man

good one i was having such a nice day and you had to bring them back into oh man good one you can do that with a little attitude because they're laughing too watch this you know that's what they do listen they're chanting they actually think this covers it all wait just wait chanting chan you know all that again and again and they're going now now watch you know watch how they react because it's kind of funny because you cannot claim to really be ready to become a more loving forgiving person

until you're actually ready to become a more loving and forgiving person the words don't mean anything is it real is it really anchored in your mind body soul so there are stages to this first there is refusal to forgive at all who you who are you refusing to forgive yourself or others so there's that level but when we start to practice forgiveness listen to the wording we start learning to forgive others for things they've done then we shift to forgiving not just others but ourselves for what i didn't do anything that

sounds to me like you're at the first level so go ahead and go back and why don't we start with making lists let's make lists of all you know people that hurt you and that were bad and mean because they were you know we understand that i mean somebody hurt you they said something mean make a list you know and then you process you pass the stick and each of us takes turns telling you know the mean people in our lives and things that hurt us parents that didn't do this parents that did do that partners that didn't do partners that

did do and so on so we make our list we process you burning bullet you pray it you chant it you do ceremonies and circles forgiveness workshops intensives the books all of that is very important one day when it's organic you'll notice that you started talking about yourself instead of others that means you shifted major shift from one level of forgiveness of others towards the conversations about yourself others you know i had like 15 people that betrayed me betrayed who me but there's 15 of them and who do they betray me

who's the common denominator they are they there's one hub and many spokes so you start talking differently and i don't i want you to remember i've always said don't push yourself to forgiveness the level you're not ready for keep talking about them keep talking about go ahead process it there'll be a moment organically where all of a sudden they they they and then you start going but why did these people always do this to me why do they and then you go why did i always attract this

it doesn't mean i'm telling you you're bad but why did this keep happening to me you know and you start to realize okay wait i'm gonna forgive myself for first of all for judging others it doesn't mean they didn't do anything hurtful selfish hurtful narcissistic yes at times but i'm just done spending 99 of my conversations on them let me shift some of it over to here now you've got this organic shift to where you're working on oh my god and you and you will have it happen if

you haven't already you'll have it happen where you go i almost don't even want to waste any time talking about them and that's pretty amazing because at one point they they they they at another point it's weird because it's like i can't even waste energy doing that not because i refuse like i mustn't no guys if you mustn't then there's still some energy there so go work it but there's a point where it's organic and it's like i can't even imagine spending another one hour counseling

session on the same ex partner whatever if it's there talk it but if it's not give yourself permission to say it's not there anymore oop but it came back it will sometimes a little extra cleansing let it be that and move on let it be no more than a sneeze i just sneezed i can't believe it i shouldn't sneeze if i'm spiritual that's kind of weird you know that's kind of weird if you're going to go that far i'm so spiritual i shouldn't sneeze that's all it is a sneeze more stuff

built up and i'm sneezing it out let me work it now back to the center again there will come a time however there's another step where we realize i'm talking about they they they them them them to me i me mine my wounds my hurts because i start to realize something is happening and that includes that as i'm shifting inside it changes my whole perspective about them as i shift inside it starts changing my perspective about me the third stage is all of a sudden i go to over here god might have to work on some

forgiveness with god as well but what i do notice at the end of the day others self when you say god when by the time you get to the god state of consciousness to any degree even if it's for one second of every day for that one second there are no others there's no me there's only oneness so forgiveness draws you back to oneness why because the lack of forgiveness which is called judgment judgment fractured us and sent us out here having a self and others in our lives so forgiveness simply is reversing it

others to self to nothing there is nothing else there is no one else to forgive you see there's just it's it's it's great i'm back into godness goodness i'm back to realizing you know again you're not denying that things happen in this world but when they happen the immediate answer is forgive them they know not what they do but that's not supposed to be some hoity-toity statement forgive these low-life humans unlike me they have issues forgive them they know not what they do please feel that

they really don't know what they're doing they really i mean factually they don't know well how can you say that because if you know who you are you wouldn't do those things and you can't know who you are without knowing who they are i can't say um i'm gonna forgive you because i'm one with god and you know you're messed up if i'm still seeing a they i haven't even gotten past the first stage of forgiveness i'm here and you're over there i find myself through others

a lot of new age people oh no no no you got it you know it's you and you got to awaken and it's not about others you have to temporarily work with others to find yourself then the image the belief the feeling of others changes all of a sudden i realize if i resent you i resent myself when i forgive you i forgive myself it's not you know unfortunately these great statements from scriptures for example they get said so often that people don't even know what they're saying anymore you know such as all the things i've

done you'll do more or um they know not what they do really soak in that idea they really don't now watch because you may have thoughts that say well i can do that with some people that are mildly annoying but not people that are majorly upsetting that's because you have work to do not they have work to do you have work to do so in part what i'm leading to is the world is is just acting nuts these days probably nuttier than any time in history now but it's going to continue going in that direction

okay because if there's any amount of nuttiness on the planet that's even a close second we're going to have to leave that way behind and go all the way nuts because it's going to get nuttier over the next generation or so but that's not like a a downer what i'm saying is guys we have to clear ourselves you don't usually go into a room recovery 12-step group and say if i knew that things were going to be this good i would have come in here a long time ago i would have never even needed an

addiction because this is just so cool usually it gets worse because what you find in the recovery group is what you've been drinking to cover up in the first place jeez just give me a drink i mean this is how humans perceive things ladies and gentlemen we're going to do a blind study in room 1 we have people that both rooms people want to that want to you know get beyond their stuff group one church is going to be given liquor group two self-help programs this one in in literally in two minutes if not seconds they're going i'm already

feeling better about my stuff this group you know the teeth are starting to you know the tears are the teeth one's happening the grinding anger or the tears it's either gonna be woes me or what was you man but i'm not to be happy but this is the only one that's doing any good i mean it really is but i don't know i understand i feel better over here you really don't you're altered it's fake you know and it'll wear off then you'll need two drinks and it'll wear off then you'll need three

then you need one every day and so on this group here just like practicing forgiveness it's not easy because you go oh you know i'm gonna start practicing forgiveness forgive us yourself what oh you know because i'm in a new age group and we'll just sit around and go yo you know forgiveness we sing it as a song you know whatever you make it into a nice cute thing that's that's nice but when it really gets down to middle of the night you have a nightmare you know some really gets you sweating and middle

of the night you wake up shaking because somebody from your past was remembered in a dream some of the things they did called night terrors you know you start having night terrors you don't go this is really working well god i want to get some stephen helper music in the background of my night terrors that's not how you usually respond to it but the night terrors are actually day terrors because it's what you feel all day long and don't know it but at night you let your guard down a little and boom

as i forgive i'm changing my life and as i change my life we're all connected all of us are changing we're all changing consciousness is beginning to shift okay it's shifting the whole world i can't wait till everybody becomes spiritual guys i mean we've all had the temptation to think that in our lives oh wouldn't it be nice if only and all of a sudden we realize it's not it's not happening the way i thought or hoped i guess it's going to happen inside not outside so people consistently run from

these this level of consciousness or these awarenesses that you know they run walk run whatever they they try to turn away from it they too know not what they do your partner that doesn't want to share in your beliefs they know not what they do that's not you're better than them they're part of us too that doesn't want to know so when you see people that trigger you and are seemingly so annoying remember what are they bringing up in me what are they reflecting in me well i'm nothing like them i

didn't say it was exact but they're mirroring something something literal that they are like this and you also are like that whether you know it or not sometimes it isn't literal sometimes it's metaphor symbolic sometimes you have a a person that over drinks or over drugs or oversexes or whatever it is you know sometimes they're not there because you're exactly the same way sometimes they're there doing that because it's triggering you and you have to work on your trigger not your literal

behavior see what i mean by that it's not always like literal so it could be um you know i remember uh on tour just one quick example that popped in my head just now doing a tour and and i went to this in in south florida and i'm doing a talk but it's it's a little it's supposed to be a new thought church but it's a little bit conservative you can tell you know everybody's wearing shirts and tie you know ties and coats and those sorts of things but you know they're they're they're dressed like very conservative

but then this is south florida so the the younger people that heard michael's gonna be there they show up and they're like you know and sorry's and you know new agey kinds of purple and tie dye and this was totally offensive to the people of that church you know i mean i actually heard this one older woman say i can't believe you came dressed like that to church i wanted to go try it lady try it you know like live dangerously the other hasn't helped you obviously but fortunately i'm loving and forgiving

and forgive her she knows how what she does but you see in a church i remember this one board member of a church said oh michael god i'm so glad you're here you know this group you know i don't know how we're going to steer the more spiritual direction and i'm like what's going on well he said this this one teacher went up and and was talking and he was really getting everybody's like grabbing their attention he was really engaging and everybody was like oh you know they move with him as he's talking they can

kind of feel it and they made some point he was trying to make some point so he he took a chair and he stood on it and he was doing something relevant to his talk you know so the talk's over board has a meeting in there so wasn't that great and one woman i don't think it's appropriate to be standing on the furniture it's like did you hear anything seriously that's your takeaway he stood on a chair you don't want me speaking you know god only knows what i'll do like if that bothers you where are you

at so forgiveness and triggers that need forgiven those triggers show you where you're at in your growth people keep waiting for the world to change the stuff that isn't changing is showing you where you're at or not at is that making sense it's like it it ends right here that's a wow that's as far as i can go i can handle one annoying person not two that's good for me to know that you see it is it's like oh okay now i know where i'm at and where my work begins so don't be totally put off by

those things that reveal shortcomings as it were use it to value re let it help you you know recognize i didn't realize there was a limit to my forgiveness i can forgive certain things not other certain things i can forgive somebody on social media saying they don't agree with my political views but once they do such and such that's unforgivable what that means is i have drawn the line to my level of forgiveness which is obvious right but it also means that's where i keep the world frozen being the world that it is oh

dang it well i certainly don't want to do that so i guess i'm going to push myself just a little to go a little further with forgiveness start with gross words if you need to meaning dense all right god i'm going to give it a shot and work on real disturbing people you know use dense words like that it's okay because what you're saying what you're saying now about but god what do you want me to do forgive those kinds of people look what they they've done it'll start there i swear to you days weeks sometimes

hours days weeks months maybe years your whole phrasing is going to be different there won't even be the word they you'll just notice we and then you know you're getting there there's no singling out for a judgment but it takes it takes time it takes evolution for you know for one phrase of it but it does it takes a little patience so hang in there if you don't feel like you're you know totally locking in there and practicing and and being an expert at forgiveness it doesn't matter it's i've said this many times it's more

harmful for you to try to forgive at levels you're not ready for than it is to just accept some levels and own it you've heard me also many times summarize forgiveness all it means because think about when you hear about this word think about friends that say so i've heard about forgiveness i heard this guy talk about forgiveness what do you think that actually means or some people just draw a conclusion which is i heard about forgiveness so i guess i'm supposed to stop hating that person there's

definitions and all that it's it's really simple refuse to hate learn what you need to learn from an experience and can you commit to seeing or affirming that there's light in that person you don't even have to see the light but can you commit to seeing it it might take me five more lifetimes but i'm still going to affirm that person still has the light of god in them all you have to say is no to one of those and there's not actual forgiveness get those right those three and look how much easier it seems

see the world wants and the ego wants us to think things are unforgivable unforgivable remember that um that's what you are yeah send that to a relative you don't get along with for christmas unforgivable no so that's not the consciousness but if i fall short and i say i can't do one of those that's where my work has to be that's where i need to put my attention you know i i refuse to hate them and i'm willing to look at my part but i'm not going to affirm that they have light in

them after what they've done see holding off in not forgiving them a part of them an excuse for not forgiving i'm stuck is that bad it just is what it is it means there's my investment into the the illusion and believe it or not if you can handle this much if i say to you i want to save all the trees i want to save the dolphin because those are really cool animals you know dolphin are just wonderful but that person next door oh i'm saying to you your resentment righteous resentment for the person next

door i'm telling you is adding to the slaughter of dolphin it's cutting down trees any hatred any resentment any grievance towards anyone or anything even an event is giving the whole world a darkness that you can't see with your eyes that feeds the stuff in people that makes them become predatorial those people are not accessing their heart and soul going okay i want to really become really predatorial today i want to become a complete megalomaniac dictator so i'm going to access that center in my

soul that center that light in my being that's not how they do it they say i want to be that way and all of a sudden it seems to fill them from where there's a cloud of energy a darkness that surrounds the planet that will feed anybody's anger when they ask for it just pull up to the fuel pump resentment resentment resentment you know it's just filled and then you're like oh man i'm you know i'm ready to go you know i'm going to go after this person i've heard that group this group

it just feeds and the it's not just feeding powerful people this energy loves to hijack the mind of anyone a two-year-old 102 year old it doesn't say let's just go after the politicians but it does marvel when it grabs them you know if you can get people in power messed up you know things are going to you know be extra to control but if a few world leaders religious or political leaders pulled up to the tank and got fed this and you and i didn't buy into it all they would do is spin the wheels in

their car that they fueled up of resentment and hate and control they would spin around and nobody'd give in to it and they would burn up they would just burn it off they would run out of fuel then they'd pull up to the tank and there would be no reserves at that gas station underground in a big tank this is up to you and me in all things of of life i need to stop fueling it which is jesus statement another statement misunderstood but resist not evil don't fuel it well what do you want us to do you know

look at look at the pictures on the news look at dolphin look at the clear cutting i remember the first time i saw that i thought wow full mountains with no trees that had trees yesterday but not today you know as it were right i'm just like wow like what a trip why don't you cut some down because it's you know they don't make as much money if they don't just shave the whole hill at once and yeah i felt a twinge there how could you not see all kinds of whales or dolphin you know whales some of the some

of the most beautiful species of whale they believe that we had let's say 50 000 one time on this planet and it was brought down to like 50. at one time 50. how do you take a species of any kind and knock it down to that you know it's kind of nuts but we say well there's people that made money and you start the head they needed to make a living you start the head you don't mind if if we bring the population of mosquitoes down don't you think it values its life as much as a whale but we justify it our job is not to get

all bent out you know over mosquitoes it's if you have to swat it swat fine if you don't want a black widow in your living room with your kid fine take care of it it's fine but what's happening inside when you do it do you hate or are you saying no we can't be doing this today you know give a 24-hour notice mice this is the homeowner i'm letting y'all know you've got 24 hours thank you for visiting but like some relatives you're not staying so thank you for visiting um you'll all be

leaving now i'm saying this very clearly i don't care what it is ghosts hey tomorrow the exorcist is showing up just wanted you all to know if they stay past that point of intention in your mind leave it to god that's the way it goes i mean that's one way to deal with these things so in closing taking forgiveness to a whole new level i refuse to hate a lot of people that didn't know forgiveness was easy that piece helped them go oh my god i didn't i i thought i had issues you do but there's three stages maybe you're

able to get past the first stage now you know you're making progress it'll be easier to make the second stage can you just refuse to hate them absolutely and that one i would say 90 percent of my clients or students get past that one fairly easily can you learn what you need to learn from this that gets trickier because immediately people rear up and become defensive there's nothing i need to learn they're the ones who are bad let's say they were can you learn any i'm not even the one that was there i

can tell you something i'm learning from your story right now we are capable of learning we just don't want to but if you don't want to you won't get past stage one stage two so instead can you can you just look that's why you go to these workshops and read these books and do these processes so that you can go oh wow you know i was thinking about this person and then something else came up insights that's willingness to learn something from it third a tough one i can refuse to hate hitler but don't tell me i have to see

light in hitler there was no light oh i'm sorry for you because you just affirmed you don't have that light either yes i do you don't you do ultimately you're not in touch with it while hating anyone else while refusing to see how could i not see your light and find my own if we're one that doesn't even make sense if we're one when i negate your light and we're one i negated my own oh i don't like that at all and you shouldn't would you like to change it yes you know the kid

the kid doing this with the feet on the ground i guess so okay then let's change it and you walk through it again are we having issues with re refusing to hate and you work through that and see how much you're willing to go are you willing to learn your your own stuff that's why workshops on forgiveness can be helpful past life stuff inner child stuff stuff with your counselors whatever is going to pull the layers off as far as i'm concerned anything that does this is really good removal removal removal all of that

and then it gets down to that and can you see light i believe personally when you get those first two really clear i think the third one is easy most humans don't but i believe it is if i really get this and this this is almost like a natural gift or response from the other two if that doesn't happen naturally for you and you still have to work it then work it but i just go well how could there not be light i'm refusing to hate you but as soon as i start learning my stuff around this topic there's not even a you for me to see

light in that's weird isn't it i don't have to sit and go there is light in them there is as soon as i took responsibility which is the middle one and learned what i needed to learn i i don't have as much resistance to seeing an affirming light in you okay make sense all right let's take a few centering breaths please when you inhale just hear the words i am when you exhale hear the word relax it's just a good exercise for centering it's just really great to kind of turn things around

do that for half dozen breaths at least i am relaxed or i am at peace today we're going to share a brief visualization so imagine whether it's in a room or a larger gathering than that imagine a lot of people around you spread through a room like this but a mixture people you like people you don't like people you've loved people you've hated whatever whatever emotion happens to go you know in alignment with the visualization just do that just a mixture of people and then imagine in that room which is

really true for the universe imagine that the space between each of us is not empty space imagine like a liquidy energy that sits between all of us kind of like we're all in a pool three-dimensional pool and it goes high low all around us but it it just wraps around everything the force there's this liquidy energy and just kind of picture this in your mind so clearly so vividly that if i even were to lift one of my hands a foot upwards that it creates a wave through that liquid energy there's an effect

wow and i noticed someone over in one end of the room if they were to move a little there's this blue like an effect in the whole wave around us now in the room there's people that i might remember that i don't like or i've struggled with wherever they are in the room think about this if i have hurtful regretful hateful whatever thoughts towards the person imagine that liquid energy becomes a color a darkness that i send out because the whole ocean of energy responds to me my movements my thoughts so i have this

dark thing come up it rises up inside and it emits outward does it only go to that one person think about it am i not also in the ocean this liquid light ocean am i not also being affected if there were trees in this ocean with me would they not also be affected if there were animals mammals whatever it is this is what my hurt my hate my non-forgiven forgiveness and my judgments is putting out and all of a sudden if i put out enough of that doesn't take much to realize a tree just died now if it died because

someone came and cut it down or it died because it became infected either way my energy that i put out did affect that tree and its lifespan the second step of forgiveness is what can i learn from this if you're doing this visualization right now thinking and defending i had nothing to do with that tree dying you're still not learning anything therefore you're not even halfway through forgiveness letting that breathe forgive me please forgive me ocean please forgive me tree people person and so on this is not what i would choose to put

out to the world instead i am as god created me i will to be the christ on earth and then picture that what starts to happen into the liquid energy i am as god created me i will to be the christ on earth what happens really hear the words like you believe imagine that you believe those words just imagining you believe them will already increase their potency i am as god created me i will to be the christian i feel excited about saying that wow look what's happening bringing life the tree becomes healed that was

rotting it's renewed people groups i am as god created me i will to be the christ on earth i'm not having to fight any of those things those individuals or those groups out there i'm not having to fight and fix them i'm just being the truth i am as god created me and so are you say that to them to the tree to the animal guess what the good news of the lord i am as god created me god is i am and we are and watch the light that that that reverberates from that consciousness that thought watch the light actually feel and see

that that light creates a wave an impact through that ocean and it quickens when that wave hits any one person place thing event in your memory when it hits that thing it shakes it out it shakes out its darkness if it had any and brings it back to light it quickens it it wakes it up give that just a few more moments here feel a sense of gratitude if i but knew the gratitude my brothers sisters animals and so on would feel if i truly forgave if i truly

sent a wave of forgiveness across the universe how many people would be positively affected by that can you imagine i am as god created me i will to be the christ on earth became a child in a hospital that spontaneously healed how could that not be the coolest thing imagine an animal not running for its life not even for another single day not running for its life swimming for its life or whatever is that not worth it what if your your prayers of forgiveness could go through time because they do what if they could go through time

and there's some some woman who's lost her children maybe her husband or partner sitting in some cabin or some primitive cave whatever mourning and just frightened not knowing what to even pray to to help her and what if all of a sudden the prayers you're doing the forgiveness you're doing today reached her and you watch that woman get from being crawl you know curled up in terror standing up going you know i don't know what it is but i have a feeling something's going to change this is how

consciousness works this isn't just a fantasy this is how it works but people have forgotten it so they don't practice it therefore we don't see it to all whom we're being affected by this and we all are being affected by this we extend gratitude for this opportunity to see this and send you this good light and we give thanks that you're feeling the effects immediately brothers and sisters even in the streets today i am as god created me i will to be the christ on earth and you as well and so it is

i'll close with this there's a story once where i remember i was telling this story one time and it was in texas and houston and i told the story and it was really interesting to see how remember this the story of the guy getting on the chair and they made that the what their take away so i i told this story and some gal come up to me later and this i'll tell you what her takeaway was but i told the story i said okay so i'm driving in south florida again back to that place so i was driving in south florida i'm going from up north

down to the south to do a workshop i have no idea the exits or anything and you know i rented a car and i was driving myself this time so i'm driving i'm like you know and cars are kind of you know moving along and i'm kind of thinking in terms of looking for off ramps not paying attention but just going to speed with the cars what i didn't notice is all the other cars started slowing down um because they saw a policeman you know sitting in the center island island of the freeway there and um and i didn't so he got me and

pulled me over he walks up to the car hello he i thought he was just a great personality and uh his whole style his whole language style everything and i'm saying hi there you know well what are you doing i'm going well you got a little southern thing going on but i'm like well i'm just trying to get the done i'm not even sure where the exit is well let me tell you you missed the exit a few miles back oh great um so you know i'll uh i'll go back and look for it when we're done and he says all right he looks and he

saw a flyer that i had from my workshop let me take a look at that i'm like oh god oh god you know i don't know this might not go well and he looks at it so a counselor huh i go yeah yeah kind of you know so you like to mess with people's minds do you and i'm going well we all do our part don't we you know and i'm just thinking oh how's this going to go um but it was pretty funny you know his response and then he says well you know i'm not going to write you up and he says but follow me and i'll show you the exit you

know this this escort to where i need to go but to see something differently to be able to laugh at something like that you know just to bring some lightness to it a friend of mine got pulled over and i was in the car once and i remember i shared this with you once but you know he was and he kept go i mean he was fast i'm like dude you're going too fast he wouldn't let up dude you know better then we got caught policeman pulls us over and i said sorry you know he's driving really fast but it's because we're trying to get to such

and such uh it was in arizona i think we're trying to get such and such arizona um he goes oh well and i said we're hoping to be there like in you know within the next two hours he said oh you're like four hours away and we're like you're kidding and i go we're gonna have to drive much faster now but the guy laughed he didn't write me out you know him he didn't write us up i mean it's like you know what lightness bridging you know care just relax as best you can not everything is funny

in the moment i understand that but find find some levity to things so i appreciate that you folks respond and i appreciate that you folks online say you know this was pretty cool because it's all a joke anyway do you realize how funny no matter how tragic things look do you realize how funny it is for a divine being to think that it's a a limited being that's funny i mean that's a good joke you know in spiritual bars everywhere in heaven you know where they only drink light um light beers and light you know um light

sodas there's a joke and it's the same one every time hey did you hear about the divine being that thought it was a human you know it's like you know did you hear about the three humans it's still always the same joke humans that forgot that they're divine beings and it is kind of funny because it's ludicrous because it's impossible so it is funny we descend into the mess we zip it up and wear it we put it on our tvs we talk it at the water coolers office and wherever else it's all dramatized around us and we

forgot to laugh we've taken it so serious and i don't think i'll ever i don't think i'll ever lose the the ability to see silliness in things or to kind of make light of things i'll laugh at myself for something i've thought said or done or somebody else it's it's never meant cruelly i just think it's there's things we do that are funny you've heard me make jokes about false versions of forgiveness you know religions and yet you've also heard me say every one of them

has a value deep beautiful value but also pretty ridiculous the way things are to i mean how can i not laugh at that but some people are deeply passionately enmeshed in rights and wrongs you know you just sit back and go they're all insane they're all insane you know none of them go well you know we really appreciate this thing about them we just think it did differently it's it's wrong bad wrong bad and then this is wrong and you just go wow it's amazing you can in in seconds you could you can watch one

thing that happened um here's a historic event there was this guy at a podium he took a yellow piece of paper with all these prayers and he said it on a podium they'll each tell the story completely different to fit whatever their thing is but he had long hair we think he was a radical just look look at as he did it you slightly saw him wink which was a subconscious message to everyone that i'm pulling something over on you the other group will do something completely opposite to that that's this

world stop listening to it as though it's the bringer of truth it is the whole thing is a lie you're not separate the whole thing is a lie why would you trust the messengers in the lie to tell you the truth you see you laughed because you know that's insane but we know that if one of us is acting out that lie in a hurtful way towards people or animals and so on it doesn't seem very funny anymore so we breathe and we say god there was a i just found a limit to my ability to see the lightness of these things

because i got triggered when i saw something get hurt help me to forgive them they know not what they do you even have to forgive animals for taking each other's lives and then the animals will not take each other's lives anymore the animals waiting for you and i to release it from our judgment that it's a harsh animal that it's a predatory animal it's true when i stop thinking lions must kill things you know their prey it'll stop doing it there are so many videos coming out now where seals

that eat penguins are shown bumping them up on the ice to may help them be safe they're supposed to eat them and they will at times but what's why is it happening that an orca goes after a seal playing with it playing with it and there's times i saw one video once a real footage but this seal trying to make it up on the ice and it was pretty pathetic you know is like lunch and this thing's trying and at some point the orca takes it and lifts it up onto the ice see that's supernatural to me because

something chose not to kill because animals know we will only do this out of a necessity but the necessity will disappear when it's not necessary for us to judge them as being that way they'll all it'll all disappear and then you'll hear the lion shall lie with the lamb that also means no parent would be harmful to hurtful to a child again no partner would you know be hurtful to its their partner all of that can fade only through forgiveness only through forgiveness not by doing one more learning one more flute note not by one

more book you've read not one more partner you've hooked up with nothing not a new diet nothing but forgiveness can break the spell of this okay thank you please stand for our closing prayer right on again if you don't know the words it's on your bulletins or posted online the light of god surrounds us the love of god unfolds us we are the love of god the power of god protects us we are the power of god and the presence of god watches over us wherever we are god is i am we are and so it is now take this with you believing it that

god is i am we are and all is well work to believe that anytime you doubt a forgiveness is necessary god bless we'll see you all soon bye-bye