Empowering Love Versus Disempowering Judgment

so today um it's mother's day so we'll talk about something else um i'm kidding we'll talk about mother's day but some of you sent in notes um i was just handed one um so we'll see if i can work those in one of you posted on my facebook page we have a facebook group you're welcome to join friends of michael mirdad and um you can join that and uh and then that allows you also to join us every monday we have a circle of friends group it's kind of uh freelance for a couple of hours we pull

a card to tarot card for you know for guidance for the group for the week um we talk about topics requested and and beyond so it's it's pretty amazing just to be able to go you know channel it for a couple of hours all of us pitching in so you're welcome to join us there but uh one of you posted on facebook like a half dozen things for me to talk about today so we're going to talk about control freaks and um dealing with controlling people no i'm kidding just kidding um because it's mother's day i i i'll try

to incorporate some of the things you asked about but since i don't remember what they were it might be challenging we'll leave it to the mother to remind him and if she doesn't you need to talk to her about that take all your complaints to someone else all right so um wow you know so so a lot of people in the spirituality and self-help community they they talk about terms like empowerment and disempowerment so we're going to talk about this because i want to talk about birthing our real selves but but first

empowering love versus disempowering hate disempowering judgment disempowering fear that's the bottom line people talk about empowerment and they think empowerment comes from motivational talks you can do it oh i knew it i feel so much better wow that was an empowering talk wasn't it and you go out for you know coffee and wow you know that was so empowering and i felt great oh look who is it oh it's my ex oh my god what a jerk you know so where did your empowerment go they took it away so people are thinking empowerment comes

from motivational talks and disempowerment happens from your exes no no empowerment can only come from love and that which was not love but is love now which is called forgiveness love and forgiveness that's where you get empowerment and there's people that go no no no i don't that's not enough i also need revenge to be one of the words that are about empowerment all of your unhealed wounds fears resentments hurts are disempowering that's the math of it i'm sorry that that doesn't support what

some people would like to think i feel really great when i get revenge isn't that empowering no it's a drug you've just done some cocaine and you feel kind of high it's not real resentment getting revenge you just gotta hide from it it will turn on you pretty quickly so only love is empowering only love forgiveness forgiveness being an act of love only love and and remembering who you are i want to add that in there love is but when i don't feel loving forgiveness restores me to love does that make sense

but love is who i am so it's basically synonymous to say love and knowing who you are is what empowers you it's only forgetting that disempowers so someone can say i i'm really having a tough week because i'm having a lot of old hurts that happened in my childhood hurting me today nobody should take that away from you and say get over it no no have your day have your weekend have your week go inside do some healing cry process journal whatever you need to do but the unhealed wounds of those days

are what takes you down it isn't actually the events like you think because jesus had a a bit of people you know disliking him and yet he didn't allow it to affect him he walked in to jerusalem knowing what they were going to do to him he didn't say you know what let's just put up a sign that says this town is disempowering and go somewhere else he's like i'm going to walk right in sit right down okay it's an old song never mind you're too young all right so let's just let's just walk in there

let's just make this i'm making a choice people are being so afraid of pandemics and viruses or whatever right jesus wouldn't have said hide from it but i'm not telling you you should be careless and get sick on purpose it's we all have a different path your path could be to not get sick and that's fine doesn't make you better than anyone nor does jesus is getting crucified make him bad or worse than anyone it's the consciousness with which we do things do everything with your best intention to remember who

you are while you're doing it someone you know posted on youtube i saw this yesterday and if you're watching bless you the person was saying i've decided after watching this talk today whatever the talk was no more unconscious intimacy with people you know no more just like a one night or whatever it is a relationship where it's just about that stuff intimacy body stuff they said no more and i'm like good for you not because the topic is wrong or bad but because they were doing it without being there

there's this concept in religion is religion will make you stop doing things and that that's a misunderstanding religion might tell you to stop doing things but spirituality just tells you to change the way you do them spirituality religion might tell you not to eat fish on friday or whatever that thing is that rule i've never eaten fish on any day so i don't care so you know it was there and it swam away as a thought so you know it's it's no big deal it's it's it's okay so to to each his own the religions will

tell you do or don't do and then that's why i say people make a religion out of diet don't eat this and don't eat that and msgs and bads and whatever else you're making it a religion how do i know that because you're making it sound first of all you're preaching at me second of all you're making it sound like that determines whether you go to heaven or not that's why i call it a religion you're making diet or religion because it's to you it's your salvation you're hating me for not eating what you

tell me to is something you should consider because it's not going to be like i'm a religion telling you're going to go to hell for judging what i eat i'm telling you you're already there you're already in hell your thoughts right now about what a jerk he is for not eating what i tell him to is what hell is a state of judgment is a state of hell the the location if there be one it's just a resort where you go and multiply all the hell that you lived on earth you just compound it it's like all your

debts with interest rates but you shouldn't be interested in those rates it shouldn't be appealing at all for us to want to be judgmental why why should i sit and think about what you're wearing why should i think about it this is heaven and hell reality and illusion why should i care what you eat how you dress you're gay or straight what what does that matter and my thoughts about it are determining my tomorrows my heaven and hell tomorrow you might think because you can get away with judgments today

nothing bad happens so i guess i can get away with it remember that when you're praying for help and it's not showing up tomorrow because the heaven and hells don't happen usually instantaneously they get spread out payment plans when it comes to hell it's payment plans and they're way beyond what you can afford so choose heaven now you know i shared um a couple weeks or maybe it was last week this concept of like this curve so picture that there are three realities your holiness which is heaven

then a second horizontal bar which has forgiveness or judgment depending on what side you're living on but everything started off holy then judged and then the result okay which is the the material world this this world that we live in one two three the the the effect is just the effect it depends on what decisions i made if i chose to go from a holy person to judging then my human reality isn't going to look very good is it no people keep trying to change their inner by changing reality lower case r but you can't

because it's the higher consciousness our thoughts conscious and unconscious thoughts that create our reality and people keep thinking it's all about your conscious thoughts as long as i pretend to have positive thoughts and nobody knows about what i'm thinking in the subversive levels then i'm okay i'm going to heaven i don't like you i'm going to heaven you're a jerk i'm going to heaven you know it doesn't work it's all going to get fed it's all going to be part of the

reality here the challenging part is sometimes we don't remember it and i'm saying we don't want to remember it why don't people remember all their lifetimes because it isn't good you've killed people everybody has done it at least once you've done horrible things and you think your childhood was bad you have lifetimes that were worse but there's things you've thought about others and you've said to others and you've done to others that you don't want to remember so having a bad memory

when it comes to all of our lifetimes or all of this lifetime for that matter is pretty convenient it's scary for people but there is no way any of us are going anywhere in terms of heaven ascension without the willingness to own it all you can't just go hey i've been good for about three days now can i ascend it doesn't work that way all of you has to be here i am all of me and it isn't how much good you've done which we were told in religion again if you're really good good good you get to

go to heaven it actually doesn't work that way you could be somebody who's done nothing but carnal evil which is the word carnival comes from carnal evil you could have been doing nothing but carnal evil on this planet and then your mind opened and you realized that was me and i was mistaken i choose love and it can all go away the law of grace does exist but this is the mother your human mother birthed you and she for many people did a horrible job raising you mother father doesn't matter siblings whoever they were your family

very often family doesn't live up to the spiritual family of god obviously your mom or your dad may not have lived up to and i'm sorry about that and so you now you know you know what now has to happen you have to mother them you have to do what they didn't do she didn't nurture you have to become the nurturer no i'm gonna wait until she gets it right she needs to come and apologize dad mom siblings we were wrong we didn't realize you were the living christ and we didn't treat you like that

remember that time and i stole your lunch meal at at school that was wrong of me i'm sorry because you're the living christ it's not going to happen it's very unlikely i mean my family sometimes called me the anointed one but they were being sarcastic okay i knew that they were not meaning it it's not like it went wow everything's better now so human families aren't going to get it right why they should have known that they should have they were supposed to be because they're religious doesn't matter

they weren't going to get it right because we all forgot our holiness they went from holiness to judging themselves as less than holy and then they took it out on you your job is to become the mother to them you're supposed to be celebrating mother's day because you became the mother to those who were hurtful i'm not saying you're justifying their hurtful behavior i'm not saying you're supposed to pretend it didn't happen i'm saying if you don't shift into how can i birth

them differently and i mean in here i don't mean you have to call them and tell them you know yeah you were kind of messed up but guess what i've decided to forgive you today you shouldn't make those kind of proclamations it tends to irritate people okay kind of does you know so instead instead you own it i have to admit i really would have liked my parents to have been like this i see it i feel it i really would have liked and appreciated some profound behaviors treatments comments i would have loved

them to be empowering they weren't and if i continue one more day in my life waiting for that to happen i'm actually choosing a self-imposed prison don't be saying it's them because after you heard this talk or some previous talk somewhere or some book someone in the past if not today told you already so it's too late for you to try to blame them anymore i'm not saying that hur their babies weren't hurtful i'm saying why are you waiting you're prolonging your pain by waiting for hurtful people

to not be hurtful didn't you tell me they were hurtful yes i did then why are you still waiting for them to not be hurtful you just told me they were i haven't recorded you know our conversation and you said they're hurtful why are you surprised that's how they are and or were do you want to live under that a single day longer no no not anymore good so you're going to need a new mom and here's how you'll do it you'll reincarnate with a different mom and she'll be the same you can go and ask a nice person to

adopt you today and something's still going to go wrong in a third dimensional world that is a hell that we've created miscreated you're not going to get better you know what you need you need a new mentor called the holy spirit the mother divine mother and ask her to teach you how to mother yourself no my mom should have done it as i said we already know that and she didn't so you get to choose hell to keep going there or something different let's own that she didn't get it right let's and it's sad cry it's okay

now would you like something different how about the divine mother so you can continue being the can you know the pattern and generation after generation the sins of one generation being passed down to the next as it says in the old testament or you get to say wait know part of me would have loved for my parents to have birthed me physically and then spiritually and psychologically that would have been great but it didn't happen so they birthed me physically and i'm going to birth them spiritually in my mind

mom dad whomever exes husbands wives you know in my mind things didn't go the direction i would have hoped but you know what the part of me that had hoped was the part of me that's broken the part of me that thinks i'm a little self so i i needed you to give me what it takes to make me a great self but you can't give me that because you don't have it mom dad i'm sorry i you know i was like kids do i was thinking you were sane no don't say that but i was thinking i was thinking you were

gonna birth me you oh my god you couldn't because you were not birthed and if i continue waiting knowing that you weren't birthed for you to birth me then i'm now abusing myself so it's not easy it's quite challenging it's not but i have to i have to let you go the role that i wanted you to play out husband wife siblings goodbye retire the roles and then hey divine mother i'm asking you to parent me you show me what divine motherhood looks like and then show me how to do the divine mothering to

myself until my cup runneth over and it spills over into the lives of others make sure that i'm filled up because the the victim mother who can be kind of narcissistic keeps telling everybody about how you know she how much she does and she's tired and she's drained from everybody why is she continuing to give if she can't afford it because it's night it's fun she can complain about it you don't do that when you're plugged into the divine mother you fill up and you only share what you can afford to

share you're not codependent anymore but when you do plug into the divine mother you can afford a lot i mean man that's a wellspring the holy spirit is doing through me it's not like i do a little and i'm exhausted again it's there's so much energy so much light so much teaching so much whatever it is patience even and certainly if you plug into the mother you should be noticing your ratio of tolerance and forgiveness rises if it doesn't you're plugging into the wrong mother just use that as your barometer as it

were so powerlessness feeling disempowered it comes from judgment judging ourselves or others now when you say well okay but didn't you say it comes from unhealed wounds yes hurts and unhealed wounds as well but believe it or not there's a connection between your unhealed wounds and your judgments because anybody that ever harmed you purposefully or accidentally still caused you to judge on some level i'm not saying you were bad you were doing what seems natural if someone hurts you you evaluate it wow

that's a bad person or what they did was wrong we don't jump towards responsibility and how can i break this cycle so forgiveness even if i don't understand who exactly did what to me i don't have all the memories of who did what it's still my intention to put it on the altar to the holy spirit i'm going to give you all these corrupt files i'm going to give you all of my my hurts my shames my unworthiness and what's going to become very interesting when you do this process as a part of your life

there's a point where you shift from what they gave or didn't give you your family members and others mom and whatever it shifts to what you gave and didn't give yourself it's one thing you can sit and argue the the child had no power to do anything but why are you as an adult still living that pattern i had no way to deal with it i was only five and my mom was neglecting me yeah but didn't you just tell me your ex and your current partner still does it yes well who what are you gonna say now

don't you can't you drive don't you know how to exit a room so we have to start making decisions like this and so in a nutshell that part of this imagine saying to the holy spirit imagine saying to the holy spirit the divine mother i want you to teach me what mothering is like i remember when when my what became my ex i remember some you know the challenges we had had during marriage and i remember it came to me all of a sudden her her dad died when she was a little girl was replaced by a very abusive stepfather

her mom was always gone to places she shouldn't have been gone to and left the kids alone and all that and then i realized the challenges we were having something kicked in where i went she's never had a male modeling of what a dad should be nor a mom now i can't tell her that right it's hard to tell your partners the realities you you receive so what i had to say is could you do me a favor she trusted me for the most part do me a favor ask your counselor about this and she did and the counselor is like

absolutely and then they could go into that whole world of all these things she's talking about that she does right or does wrong so much of it was was pivoting or or standing on no modeling at all so here she was well you know we could have an argument about parenting issues but you're just barking at the moon you know how much progress can you make talking to somebody's mothering abilities when she had no mother see so a lot of us live that way you may not have had healthy modeling and if you did by the way

absolutely god bless you and don't ever forget forget to give thanks don't ever fall shy of thank you thank you thank you and wherever they are you add feathers to their wings and it lifts them higher mom could be in the fifth dimension of the fifth level of heaven right now she goes to the sixth because you said thank you she deserves it healthy people deserve your gratitude not your worship just your gratitude and they go to another level it's so beautiful the way this works however our lack of thanks our lack of

gratitude peace joy love makes us lose feathers so on this chart that comes in and goes out we're starting off in a very nice i call it holy state meaning it's pure it's divine it's a state of innocence spiritually speaking but then we dip down in and we start judging ourselves and others see you don't just judge people that hurt you you actually judge yourself for being hurt it's just a natural thing especially for children they personalize parents can be abusive and they go what's wrong with me

that makes no sense at all but that's the psychology biology neurology of a child in its developmental stages what what did i do mom and dad divorce what did i do it's probably nothing right but that's how we do things so we judge not just the people that have harmed us but we judge we judge ourselves so it's going to have to happen that i forgive everyone for what i believe they've done but i also have to get to the point of forgiving myself everything about myself it's time to let it go it's time to you know like

absolutely i was mistaken and remember those words they're good to use people that are into languaging they would say oh that's terrible wording i was mistaken it is a very good phrase anybody i ever judged anybody i ever hated i was absolutely mistaken well you weren't mistaken because they were bad people that's not what i said my judgment that they were what i said they were was a mistake now you argue that point that's fine and you're in hell when you're doing it by the way go ahead argue it with me you're not

going to get anywhere with me and convince me you know you have to talk to somebody who likes living in hell with you and you'll get them maybe to buy into it i'm not i'm not telling you you're wrong for being hurt guys it hurts to be hurt but what i am saying is if i decide to attach a judgment on you a hate a belief that you had the power to disempower me that statement already affirms that you have power over me well you disempowered me and i know some of you live with this language you go to your local cafes

around the world folks and talk about who disempowered you today i understand and that's how it feels to you but one day you're gonna go isn't that weird i am a holy child of god made in god's image and i used to actually think that when people didn't like me it disempowered me why didn't i recognize wait they're over there hear those levels again they're in hell and i can stay in innocence yeah but the comments they made really what are the comments what comments they're all an illusion when someone is

criticizing you they're not in their god-self and if they're not in their god-self they're not in their real self and if they're not in their real self nothing they say is real so how can something that's not real have power over you see that's a whole learning curve to jump from yeah i hate people that don't like me two i got it and it's absolutely tempting for me for you for any of us to react to feel you know those kinds of blows to our to our our our heart as it were people's criticisms you know you could

be a musician you go up and you could be a comedian you go up and you do your work people heckle people hurt it's hard it's a hard thing to do how most people have but how they try is to get thicker skin that doesn't mean you healed oh that used to bother me now it doesn't oh i'm sorry for you well why it doesn't bother me anymore because you hardened yourself to cope with it you didn't get reality here's the other way you deal with it you either become hardened nothing bothers me or you

become so transparent the words blow right through you see most of us don't do either of those we sit there just in pain all the time make your decision harden and protect yourself but that's just a temporary thing it's kind of like taking an aspirin for a headache you think it killed the pain you think your headache's gone it isn't it's still there if something's happening up here that's causing a headache you just killed the pain it's the headache's not gone and just because you hardened yourself

and you don't think you re you know you're not reacting so much anymore that you're forgiven or they're forgiven it no all you did was numb the hurt so there's other ways to deal with this god how would you see have me see this through your eyes how does the mother teach me you know what the mother does honey how are you today well mommy i was fine but people were saying some mean things really honey what were they saying that's what she does to me to you how and when we're the mother we should do that to each other

what's going on well you know people and they're saying take their hand be the mother what's going on they said this really and how did that make you feel well i'm just feeling really sad because they don't like me and so try words like this is it true is what true they said they said i'm ugly is that true right ask him do you know why it bothered you because part of you must think it's true or it wouldn't bother you they said that i'm stupid are you stupid you know what does that mean where's the

level abroad is it more stupid to tell people they're stupid or are they really accurate on that do you rate is there an iq level because there's people with a low iq based on human standards of iq that are brilliant on so many levels who decides those things in other words you can make your child laugh by saying really let me show you something these are puppets here's my hand in a puppet hello there how are you you know now watch when i take my hand out of the puppet the puppet drops it's it's lifeless

stop putting life in those puppets stop making yourself think or let yourself believe that other people's opinions matter to you just deflate it by asking the right questions helen who wrote channeled a course in miracles she decided one of the times it happened several times she decided to go off and on jesus you know and jesus is coming through this woman and you know one day she just went off because she was a psychiatrist she's like you know i think you have delusions of grandeur and i think you have a

christ complex really um you know and she's going and i just think this and i think and she just went on and on you know he just sat quietly and you know what he said when she was done you know i'm really grateful that god doesn't agree say that to your moms and dads and your siblings okay any complaints here send them to recyclebin.

com don't send me any more of your letters i'm not interested don't be interested in people's opinions when they're not coming from god i'm not saying you can literally go la la la la ignore everything on this planet okay i understand that but get better at it if you find yourself in hell today emotionally be careful i know people said and did some hurtful things but stop believing it you have a different mother stop listening to yours if she's hurtful if your mother's a good channel of the divine mother thank her and give thanks for her

if i or someone else is not a good channel of the divine mother why are you listening to us there's there's another life waiting for you being born again is not something that happens when you get dunked in a lake being born again means you change your mind about yourself i used to be a sinner and then i was dunked in the water that's it then that means all the people going down the rivers with their beer and pot because they're in the water they're being forgiven as they do it hey look at charlie over there man i

hate you i'm going to get you one next time i say i'm going to beat you up i'm going to get you to and hate hate while you're floating down the river but you're forgiven it's all okay you're born again the water doesn't do that it's a state of mind it's a state of consciousness you know why i'm born again from from head to toe right to left inside outside because i have a different mother my mom gave me birth physically but unfortunately she didn't give me birth

psychologically or spiritually today i'm calling on you divine mother and i'm handing you my human mother that's a good way to start change the way i experienced and experience her i would like you to be my mother holy spirit of god divine mother be my mother show me how you would have me think and what you'd have me do and not do and and if you go well that's so profound and grand i'm not sure how that'll translate to my little third dimensional ears never forget the power of this simple

exercise if she's parenting you what would she have you do today i don't know do i muscle test that how do i figure that out just try this simple exercise she's generally never going to ask you to do anything that you wouldn't ask your own five-year-olds to do if you liked them if you have a little girl who's eight what would you have her do today be miserable really if you loved the eight-year-old how would you treat her treat yourself that way and i swear 90 of the time you're going to then do the right thing

you know it's very practical you know what i would like to do today i don't know why but for the first time in eight years i'm gonna take off work today i'm gonna build a fort out of my couch oh my god don't ask anybody to come over okay because they're gonna they're gonna call authorities right but make a couch fort put on cartoons this is what some of the things i do which is why i don't have anybody over all right you know i put on cartoons somebody will call you know what are you doing

well i was watching this very complex mystery uh you know i it's hard to tell them well you know there's an easter movie on or that's what attracts my attention cartoons you know or spiritual i like spiritual messages in movies i do i love that deeper you know because i oh man look at the deeper levels of that i love that sort of thing music too it's the same thing for me so just just do what you would advise to someone you loved and i swear 90-plus percent of the time you'll be doing what the divine mother

would ask you to do as your new mother it is that simple so now i don't mean the child metaphor is always a five-year-old sometimes it's an 18 year old ask yourself you're dating some some crazy person and you go oh but they say they love me and i haven't been loved and really if you loved your kid and they're 16 and they say mom i met this guy at school he likes me it's the first boy that ever gave me attention really really great yeah he's got lots of restraining orders and all kinds of things but i think they

just don't understand him you know and then he's got you know you know like whatever all kinds of weird you know he's like 14. he's got tattoos everywhere he do piercings and he's always bleeding and he's always in fights and drinking and drugging well you know maybe maybe honey call me silly call me overprotective that might not be the one i would advise my kids i never told them to get straight a's and i also never told them who to date and not date when they asked me about dating and

intimacy all i could say is what my advice to you is what you share with another person when it comes to intimacy is ask yourself if it feels like there's a love reciprocation it was a love ratio my advice had nothing to do with religion or morals or my background nothing just love ratio simple advice and they do or they don't so give yourself that kind of a a new motherhood i'm born again and this isn't just a theoretical born again energetically this is also what being born again looks like everything starts to change

and in this chart holiness is holiness on both sides whether i'm descending into this world or ascending holiness is holiness on both sides but the second level is where we change to judgment or forgiveness and then we have the result okay so in this kind of a chart you could use this kind of a model for anything somebody says tell me about ascension okay you descended in the scriptures it says no one can ascend that hasn't descended so in my dissension i went from holiness to judgmental kind of a lifestyle

and now i've dropped to a level where i've lived a life of the result of my decisions now i'm going to start changing over to living a different lifestyle and an attitude of forgiveness that takes me home so when you hear about ascension i don't want to hear about what herbs you take to ascend or what clothes you're wearing you know i heard this this particular garment it's a certain ratio it was channeled from somebody cotton rayon and something else at a certain ratio it makes your vibration rise not if you're a jerk it

does not you are judgmental or you are forgiving tell me how much more forgiveness you practice if you want to talk to me about how you're ascending it's the ratio of forgiveness that's all there's nothing else that i just included in that chart if you want to know about ascension and usn the world's ascending tell me how much you're experiencing forgiveness and here's what really gets tricky about this kind of a model or chart if i want to experience the judgmental or the forgiveness

i have to decide if i'm going to start seeing people as judged do i see their flaws that tells me where i am in the chart you can't do one and wish it was the other if i'm seeing flaws in people i am here i'm not over here it doesn't no it doesn't work that this is vibrational compatibility if i'm judging i'm over here in the judgment level if i'm forgiving i'm over here and if you're forgiving you can rest assured you are ascending it's impossible to live a life with more an

increasing amount of love and forgiveness and not be ascending yeah but my friend says they're ascending i'm not they they channeled that change channels they told you love and forgiveness doesn't do it you have to also wear a certain something or eat a certain something guys that's that's you have an ill mother again someone who is parenting you but poorly get a new parent be born again please go back to the simplicity of my ultimate parents are the father and mother god can't do much better than

that settle for anything less you should ask yourself why no but i want my mommy and daddy to be okay and they're human beings vibrationally and in consciousness they're limited as that don't you want the real thing come back to the real father and mother they're flawless and they can't even see flaw in you not because they're enabling your hurtful parts but because they acknowledge that that's a part of you that put yourself on pause decided to act weird for a while calling it the human experience and eventually

you woke up and came home and all god thinks about when you come home is that you're home not what you did while you were gone that you're home ultimate parenting you're holding a vision an immaculate vision which is what the word immaculate conception means that you are holding an immaculate image of your children even when they act insane even when they go into drugs and alcohol whatever don't enable the behavior but in the back of your mind always know and this too shall pass they're going to make it home well not

if they don't do read the books i tell them to no man they don't have to do anything they're on the spiritual path oh no they're not they're doing this this that's called learning the hard way but they're still on the path yeah they chose the route the little trail with briar patches and what snakes and whatever and they call them dates oh look a rattlesnake a new lover great and that's them and they got all these puncture wounds and you know results from the poison and the venom

and you know you know you're not going crazy you're waking up when you say i think i'm going to try dating you know learning the easy way you know like partners without fangs go to a support group [Laughter] that's weird michael yeah yeah that was the mother that wasn't i got tears from that one [Music] that's right partners without fangs that's just great anyway so we learned the easy way or the hard way and the mother's just saying honey i just recommend the easy way she doesn't tell you you're on the wrong way

she just says did you know about this too proposes it that's all did you know that if you treat yourself more like a child that you loved you're probably going to make healthier decisions you see the rebellious in us that's what they called the thing of heaven holy beings that fell they called it the rebellion in heaven and all it meant was people that could remember themselves as holy decided to believe otherwise we forgot our holiness that's all and what do you do about that well you got to do this and eat certain foods and

wear certain clothes no you forgive you just go oops wow i actually chose to think that i was less than a holy being god created me holy and i decided to throw in my opinion and and i was wrong even if my opinion was i'm a grandiose being it's still grandiosity it's not the truth of who i am it's a fake it's a compensatory kind of a look at me i'm a ceo now everybody was wrong about me no they weren't you're still broken and you're compensating you have to get beyond believing you're broken

i am as god created me and i'm choosing to be the christ on earth i'm choosing to remember who i am and everything starts changing in your vibration people still think vibration changes by forcing a certain sound upon yourself you know if i just ohm my vibration will raise well not if you're mean doesn't work that way your vibration comes from your consciousness it's not the other way around i'll change my vibration and then that'll change my consciousness no it doesn't work that way go ahead

change your diet and it'll guarantee to change your consciousness it doesn't work like that at all all the things that people try to do to spiritualize themselves and it's not going to work it's just not you know people talk about diets going to do this they talk about sexuality can do something oh sexual if you do it right in a tantra om while you're having sex you know it's all going to be great no if sex of itself were enlightening porn stars would be enlightened and they're not

they're not so apparently the act doesn't guarantee it weird the act doesn't guarantee it the only guarantee is what consciousness well is my consciousness good as it is keep practicing love and forgiveness and remember this if i want to be over here in the forgiveness category instead of the judgment how i see other people is what will determine it not your diet not your you know vegetarian or non-vegetarian it's this consciousness it's and if you want to use it as a barometer how to measure it doesn't come

from somebody channeling the measurement of how enlightened you are just are you loving and forgiving that'll establish this how do you know you're loving and forgiving your perceptions of other people are you more often saying instead of just god what a jerk go ahead say it because that's how you what you thought for a minute god what a jerk and then say oops you know for a moment god i was thinking they were this and that i had all kinds of opinions help me to see them through your eyes and that is called a holy instant and

all of your relationships become forgiven it will happen and when you slip forgive yourself when you judge because you will there be days like no i'm not going over to the other side with this i'm not today man it's okay all your guides and beings angels guardian angels of yours they all just go okay hold on everybody let's sit back and watch this they don't want our help they don't want let's just sit back and watch on people and roundabouts you know and you just and you get all freaked out

you just you let it burn off like electricity in the atmosphere boom it sparks let it burn off you can help it burn off sooner no i don't want to burn off sorry i want it to last forever okay sit with that the day will come when you realize that is upsetting here that's causing the headaches you're getting it's causing people to not trust you etc and eventually you'll go you know yeah this isn't really serving me and it isn't what i would advise my five-year-old to be doing at school

so it's time sweetheart yes mommy we're gonna let that go today what do you mean well we were upset by it because we didn't know what to do with it so we stayed upset see the wording that i would literally use for a five-year-old i would often use it myself that way and say because so it's simple no messing around we were upset but now you know i'd like to be happy today what do you think honey oh i would love to be happy you know because mommy wouldn't let us go out of the house for days and i know

honey because i was a little scared and sometimes that happens but you know what i'd like to do know what mommy next time we get scared instead of 10 days in the house let's just do 5. well that sounds cool mommy and you know what while we're in the house instead of just sitting like this on the chair let's watch a cartoon we'll still stay in the house let's watch a cartoon and let's have ovaltine really mommy yes see now some of you weirdo diet people are like oh that's got msgs who cares

who cares you know maybe msg stands for magnificent saturating gifts [Laughter] just be at peace please be at peace you're allowed to be hurt and i know people have done hurtful things and it didn't help that you had didn't have good parenting patterning divine parent even if you had good parents divine parent patterning it's different so i'm sorry for the news that might be a little daunting seem that way you know dante but the truth is we have to call on our divine parents to remind us how to be good parents to

ourselves what didn't happen materially has to happen spiritually i know it's inconvenient i know you'd rather someone else had done it for you but you have to become the christ that you are by remembering and through love and forgiveness and that makes you what technically a savior god is not going to be the savior for fallen people the god in you is the one that's supposed to be the savior this world will not become ascended other than through the second coming of christ you mean jesus's return well no

if we're all sitting around hating each other what good would that do he already told us to stop doing what we do so he's waiting for us to stop doing what we do the second coming of christ is when christ comes into your heart and soul and when that happens you can't do that without the mother mothers give birth you need the holy spirit to birth the christ in you so call on her humble yourselves do like some traditions where they put their forehead to the ground not just religiously authentically i of myself am nothing put your head to

the ground my ego is bowing i was so angry at so and so but i was mistaken i'm not saying what appeared to be wasn't so it was but i was mistaken in all of my assumptions and conclusions that that person is wicked and worthless and unsalvageable i don't know how to help them i don't show me how because my human self won't know how to forgive and be a savior but my divine self does so call that part forward how i'm telling you ask the mother to help you not just figuratively truly do that i don't know how to

forgive mother show me but then let her show the mother in you and let the mother in you show the child in you and then let all of you show others not by preaching it but by being it johann we're going to have john join us and go into a brief prayer meditation please take a few centering breaths so [Music] so [Music] so

[Music] [Music] [Laughter] take a moment to imagine you're all alone walking out in a desert [Music] you can hear the animals birds bats [Music] creepy crawlies insects [Music] all the atmospheres there the sand the rocks under your feet walking a long time i don't know anything anymore i really don't know who i am it's all

being emptied out just like the moisture from my body [Music] empty it could be that while i'm out here if i'm out here much longer i die which means it's not helping me if i worry about whether i mowed the lawn today it's getting down to priorities [Music] and i walk and i still keep going forward no matter what this world has done to me i will keep going except instead of under my own power i'm learning to call upon the power of you father mother god and i walk night time getting darker and darker

the moon the stars out there and i walk up on a little hill [Music] and as i make it over the hill i see a sacred fire waiting for me [Music] walk over to the fire who left this it doesn't matter what matters is that it's warming me [Music] and it symbolizes the light of god before you move forward beloved child the voice says is there anything you'd like to cast into the fire and say goodbye to opinions memories images faces events [Music] if you'd be willing imagine feeling and seeing those things

and then breathing them out through your mouth into your hand like it became a little thing a little mass in your hand you breathed it out then [Music] my experience with you was not our divinity it was our broken selves whoever this is whatever memory or yourself this was our broken self to the fire you go to be transmuted into gold from lead and do another one and another do a few at least let them be spontaneous memories and thoughts into the fire [Music] and to yourself before we leave the fire

i am so sorry [Music] [Laughter] this world became a place where i forgot who i was and then i learned simply to survive at best and to die every day at worst in terms of being disempowered i'm sorry into the fire this goes my opinions of myself [Music] hurtful behaviors yes they happen a permanent effect no because i said so no to the fire they go now breathe in the light of god from that fire breathe it into your heart i am filled with the light of god i am as god created me i am born again born of the earth

water fire air and ether i am filled with all that god is guide me divine mother show me who i really am and what i deserve as a holy human stand picture it in your mind stand by that fire that fire is nowhere near as warm and bright as your light inside yourself even the fire is temporary i'm so filled with the light and warmth of god i can walk into the darkest recesses and bring the light there here i am the i am of god and turn and walk off into the desert knowing that wherever you go you bring the light of god with you

any time you need a reminder you'll set at the fire again [Music] thank you thank you thank you i am that i am i am as god created me and i will to be the christ on earth and so it is [Music] wow this is so good man this experience thank you guys thank you thank you all thanks brother wow one of the comments that somebody sent was the word resilience and i hope that this even addressed that knowing who you are that's where your

power comes from that's where your resilience comes from and if days you get tired don't bother judging yourself i wasn't resilient enough i wasn't empowered enough so what this too shall pass surrender whatever it might have been even if you don't know what it is something got me today oh to you mother to you mother and welcome in her nurturance make sense if i how many of you believe in ascension by the way most everybody right and online too i mean cool i mean that's cool who is your who

is your guide in the ascension it needs to not be me not an author and no human teacher certainly honor me as a resource honor your teachers your favorite authors dead or alive as resources your source i recommend is the mother go to god and you're not doing anything wrong if you go to jesus because he's saying i'm just her so it's it's the same it's okay they both get the same memos it's all fine so you go to jesus she gets and go to her he gets they get blind copied on everything it's all okay

it's you're not doing wrong or bad but go to the mother she is your healer your guide your counselor your nurturance she is your your father mother god is your real source we're resources keep that in mind love and appreciate anyone who's done the work to be your counselors and do the work with you honor and appreciate them appreciation never worship those people those teachers we're here just be either being great or not so great channels of that thing and and i appreciate the the support

people give and so forth for my work i could in no way do what i do and i think i do great i do and you know why yeah and i don't think it's because i can actually take the credit here's where i can take credit that i make the choice for the mother to be the source nice job michael not in how brilliant you are the one and only brilliant decision you made made you open to everything that's all and that's how we should all be i'm a really amazing parent you could say good good of yourself is it by your own

yes because i read all the right books and seeth you're not all the way there yet you can never be as great an artist mother or anything when you're not becoming a channel of the mother happy mother's day yeah you're welcome [Applause] please stand for our closing prayer doesn't it feel great there are people that would not have made a choice to be in a building online or otherwise in celebrating the divine mother you know there are people gratuitously missing this to gratuitously go and call

the mother they don't even like you know or cursing the mom that hurt them and there's lots of people on the planet doing things that are not what i would call easy way holy choices and you didn't do that you made a choice to experience remembrance today how is that not the coolest thing so that's where we're sometimes it's not arrogant for us to pat ourselves on the back and say i'm so glad we're choosing healthier people healthier things in our life talk to that child inside that child is more appreciative than

even if you had a little child that you went and took to the park and did fun things with this is your spiritual child and it's always enormously grateful when you its parent is or you happen to be doing things that are healthy the light of god surrounds us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is god bless thanks guys thank you thank you