Easter: Beyond Crucifixion

well today obviously is Easter and and the world might to a degree forget that because you know people aren't external externally celebrating as much and I think that in a way is good because we can do more things inside but in a way it's also unfortunate because people so quickly forget the point of such a holiday a holy day but today is Easter and people when they did and do celebrate they typically think of today is you know this this you know it's the crucifixion and resurrection and they often focus more on the crucifixion part

even though that doesn't sound like it's true it is true people do focus far more on the crucifixion than the resurrection and when they do focus on their resurrection which is right to do because that's that's the whole point I mean if Jesus Jesus hadn't resurrected I mean crucifixion would have been kind of worthless cuz it was already happening people are already being crucified and you know dying that's not really helpful Jesus didn't die for your sins that would be kind of weird why

would I do something that is death oriented for your sins wouldn't I want to do something God oriented which is resurrection so people think well but he died for your sins that was the sacrifice well this whole thing has gotten twisted it's gotten majorly twisted that's why the holiday celebrates with rabbits having you know laying laying chicken eggs I mean that's kind of funny if you think about it this is that great holiday you know where rabbits lay chicken eggs and you know it's like kind of strange but it's not

because that's how bizarre this holiday is we're celebrating this presence of God came and died you know and that's the main focus I mean there are far more crucifixes with Jesus crucified then not on this planet and so in A Course in Miracles Jesus even makes reference to that calling it morbid he actually says you know you're celebrating this in kind of a morbid way and even the you know eat dissident remembrance of my body it wasn't meant to my body it meant the body of my teachings and don't drink this to get a

buzz this wine you know it's think more deeply and in humans humans tend to go along with like the the given pattern living in the same box it's it's a strangest thing you know science has proven that somewhere between three and five percent are the original thinkers and everybody else just keeps doing the same thing thinking the same way and so what they say this is kind of funny so what you know motivational speakers they'll say you know only three percent really makes a difference so they'll say

so try to become part of the three percent instead of being like everybody else but if everybody else tries to become part of the three percent you're still following everybody else so I'm not a teacher who tells us all to to break free and be individual and unique that's that's what we think is empowering the most empowering thing of all is to be one not unique break away because my attempt to break away is to try to prove something still trying to prove that means I don't get it when you try to prove something that

means you don't get it yet so you breathe and you realize in my in my awakening to God we find we're all one there my need to be different unique and so on is is okay because only be its when it serves one purpose to take me out of thinking on nothing it's good to take me up into I'm something but the something eventually becomes and I'm everything and then the I'm everything there's no boasting there's no proving so for a little while I want to be unique and be something so when they

even try to take Jesus and make him a unique he's the only Savior he's trying to tell us you're the saviors of each other when when when they say accept Jesus as your Savior it doesn't mean to keep him as the only Savior accept him as your Savior and we're all one so what he's done you shall do and more and the Christ that he is you as well so we have to actually live this Savior consciousness and without doing so than we're still practicing old-school boxed religion and religion

has this unique ability to keep you from finding God and I'm not trying to be rude about that it's just that's that's kind of how it's designed will tell you about God it will change the doctrines now and again you know to keep things whatever they want to keep and it you're not allowed to really have your own experience I can't tell you the number of clients I've ever had that have come to me over the years saying I was this one religion but I stopped well what made you stop well because I actually

had a vision and I brought that to the priest or the this or the minister you know whatever it happened to rabbis or whatever they have brought it to and they were told they were nuts and what that does is it it shames you and it breaks you you know now you're associating God itself with something kind of bad I had experience with God and the result was I was shamed and ostracized from my religion where we're supposed to be you know finding God so this world doesn't really embrace and want to teach us to become

the resurrected Christ now what's really extra unique is that we not only do we think like you know too often in a box and sheep like you know meaning that we're just kind of going with what's the popular trend without even realizing it we just move with the masses and you know that's the broken self then you become a little unique but that's not your goal you become unique and start to see through things and you have your own individual relationship with God you can go to such as you can go to drum circles

you can chat with people all that's fine yoga whatever you do is fine because you realize that I individuated away from God then I became part of this collective massive consciousness that became asleep so it was right for me to wake up again and go the other direction so I recognized my uniqueness and my word and then I also do so for you but I'm still on this journey back to God to where we're all one so I don't the operative word need I don't need to be different from everybody instead I'm

celebrating that we're all the same in terms of our holiness that's a really good thing obviously but today we we don't realize that you're either resurrecting or you're you know you're either crucifying or you're resurrecting people are always going to be doing one or the other this world constantly crucifies people and the people keep dying so let's commemorate that once upon a time Jesus resurrected you know and some people don't believe it a good number of people don't believe it but to the

pagans the resurrections always happened you know and Christianity is actually the pagan religion to a degree they just would never want to hear that it's kinda they would never want to know that if people knew the real roots to all this it it's kind of funny if you if you really understand how these groups formulated no it's kind of funny but the the point being that the the crucifixion isn't just something that happened and then fortunately Jesus was so special that he resurrected and now we can just

talk about him once in a while and we it might give us a better life that's not how this is done we have to become that thing even if your parent told you this is how an easier technique for changing a tire or slicing bread whatever it is if all you ever did is talk about an and boy they were really good at changing tires and slicing bread and you never did it yourself what's the point now they died you sit there and oh my life's messed up why I can't go anywhere I have a flat tire I don't know how to

change the tire and I'm also starving cuz I don't not a sliced bread it doesn't make any sense you have to become the things that your teacher taught you and so even if Jesus seems unique the first yes to completely remember he's the Christ and he says put on the Krait mind of Christ do what I have done I'm doing this so you get it in fact he said I'm leaving so you we'll get it because if I stay here you're gonna keep watching me change tires and slice bread I need you to get

it that's the whole point and so he's showing us how to be crucified which is to recognize you can't be crucified meaning there's so much deep mystery to the whole crucifixion concept but here's where it's really rooted that the the old law was you hear this saying maybe before the wages of sin are death okay that that's not like a law of just like an earthly law you know it you know that if you sin you're gonna be killed or something it's not like that there's some real depth here the wages of sin

are death meant because you are a flawed sinful being you are now cursed to have to die that's what that meant there was a point where people could have lived eternally even on earth they were living a thousand years why do you die because you're a sinner and then it even created superstitions that said the reason you die the reason you get sick the reason you have any problems you know if the superstition was you must have sinned so people would walk around and and you'd find out oh did you hear oh you know Jose Jose child

died oh I wonder what he did to deserve that everybody actually thought that way that doesn't help wrapping your little brain around what did you do wrong so I can understand your death is what we were doing we were actually trying to make ourselves feel more comfortable by finding flaw in each other so we could go well see there it is and you could call it Eastern Karma or Western sinfulness it's all the same even Carmen reincarnation still confirms you're flawed you died and you had to come back

why did you come back cause you didn't get it yet so really really learning this what Jesus did is this he's basically saying okay so check this out he sang to all of us the one fundamental law in all the world is you will die why it's just biological no go to the law the law why did Adam and Eve ever get told they're now going to have to die because they got bodies why did they get bodies because they send and the wages of sin are death meaning again the reason you have to die is because you're

a flawed and the other word is sinful being well you know we hear sinful we start thinking religion like sinful I did naughty things and I had naughty thoughts the ultimate course in behind them all is that you're flawed that's what it is you're you're not wholly sin is like saying the word error or a mistake so you I'm holy I'm not holy not holy means I'm sinning but it actually doesn't it means I've made a mistake I forgot that I was holy so my mistake my sin is simply forgetting who I was so

the remedy is to remember and once we totally remember you can't die so you're going to be crucified and you'll be able to resurrect so Jesus his his the the the the portrayal the drama it's sometimes called an I don't mean that and saying somebody's being dramatic I mean in the sense of it's a Passion Play it's a it's a play it's a demonstration his demonstration was this all right everybody in existence past present and future I have an announcement to make is what he was saying I have an

announcement to make all of you or if he was in Texas he would it say all y'all all y'all are believing that you are sinners and the New Agers oh oh I'm not I'm a whole you know you're still getting old and getting grayer you must think you're a flawed limited mortal being or you wouldn't be dying or getting sick so try not to fight me on this he's saying we all on earth believe we are mortals and you believe that because you are making a mistake to forget your holiness therefore you're a

sinner a mistaken err okay if you don't like the word sin just substitute it with something synonymous you all made a mistake but it wasn't my fault because it was my parents and their behavior he still did it even if your newborn you're born into original sin oh I don't believe that that's what the Catholics say they're right you're born into the belief immediately and before you're even born we think we're limited beings or we wouldn't take on a body you would be the

unlimited oneness with God so Jesus says I'm here and I have a message we're all gonna start with recognizing and owning that we believe we're flawed what if the hand goes up what if what if we don't think we are but everybody else is you know that's still you reflected in others start start you know start practicing humility instead of pretending this isn't true denying it or minimizing it just stop for a minute in the crucifixion story recognize guys just recognize an own you actually have

this tendency to believe you're mortal flawed beings just own it that's the original sin it's not it oh I wasn't baptized and all these other thing you still have this belief babies have to be baptized or else they're gonna go to hell we're already in hell they're not going anywhere although they can create a pretty terrible life that'll be even more hell if you they're told often enough sorry honey you weren't baptized I forgot because mom forgot you're going to help you know

like Wow so yeah that's just gonna create of course more of the living hell so Jesus makes this announcement let's pretend that we get that okay we get it and that's why he says death takes place Wow you know this dude's not a motivational speaker is he like this is not feeling good we're all feeling kind of bummed he's just helped us confirm and own yeah you know I mean we are we're clearly flawed in some way we die no matter how much we want to follow the commandments we don't no matter how much we want to

follow the state of the Beatitudes we don't matter how much I want to be a goodness or good perfect parent or I fail I make mistakes so even if one time you've ever made a mistake in thought word or deed you're part of it now you have to admit well that was one time you still are a sinner in the sense that you believe you're a flawed person you did slip didn't you yes but only what you did didn't you so you're now one of us okay all right so Jesus says and because you believe you're flawed you have to die death is

the result well it sounds like it's a heavy hand of God no no no it's actually just logical as soon as you start identifying with a biological being biology changes it dies and comes in or does this and that right and the fruit falls and it deeds the ground there's this cycle as soon as you're you know thinking that you're part of the problem the flaw the sin you're gonna die so not only do we have to recognize and kind of own and accept that we think we're flawed beings we go further into and the

result is you identify with three dimension you are three dimension three dimension dies okay got it and he says and I have an extra the second half of the story is this watch carefully gets on the cross dies resurrects and says see you're not a sinner because if you're a sinner you'll die and if I'm a sinner I died and I died and I came back which proves there's no death and if I can prove there's no death then there must not be any sin if the wages of sin are death it didn't say and eating Twinkies is

death it's the wages of sin because you sinned because you forget and make the mistake forgetting that you're a divine being because you do that there's a repercussion what is it death they say you always there's two things you can't avoid death and taxes you can even not pay taxes but you will not avoid death that's the one so we don't want to think that and we some of us go well I'm eating organic so I think I can live forever you know check back in 50 years you're gonna die anyway because we

believe not only in the mortal biological but we have to add limited world then because you bought it you bit the Apple literally and figuratively you bit that you bought it so now you're a flawed being because you're a flawed being you're gonna die because you're part of the three-dimensional flawed world flawed meaning it's not perfect eternal peaceful always so he says guess what watch and he gets crucified and resurrect this is a huge statement this isn't accept Jesus as your Savior because he

died for you he resurrected for you and for everyone don't get into just the morbidity of he died for me and then you know you teach that to a child they're like I feel guilty already he died for me that's a lot I mean I'm only three and I'm gonna carry the burden of you know Jesus died for your sins and I didn't know I even did anything yet he resurrected for sins not for your naughtiness he resurrected to show us that even our limited beliefs and our ego based behaviors still are not real

as far as God's concerned what's real is life not death so if I can prove death isn't real I'm proving that the cause of death according to the law the wages of sin are death sin causes death I didn't die I came back if I can prove death is an illusion guess what this cause must be an illusion that's what this is all about and the last focus for today probably then would be that's a great point we need to really think about that and integrate that and I'm not saying you should you know walk to your

Christian friends and you know when they say do you accept that Jesus died for your sins actually you know and correct them and say did you know he actually resurrected I'm not asking you I'm asking you get it in your heart and mind get it get the Wow to that really absorb get the wow factor to that like it wasn't sacrifice that he did for us it was awareness that he did for us it was awakening on the mortal level it looks all yucky you know and and it is three-dimensionally it is yucky to beat anybody up to shame them whip them to

crucify them it's horrible but we do it every day just not in that dramatical form every time you gossip about somebody you're crucifying them and yourself okay it's the same and so the equally important point to the fact that Jesus resurrected for our awareness not died for our sin resurrected for our Awakening and what an amazing thing and they talk about it then the earth the earth thundered and a storm comes over and there's a blackout which by the way is recorded all around the world you know you there's some people going

you know this might have been a wrong thing to do you know considering we crucified this guy in all nature rebelled and went to sleep on us so that that's kind of frightening than the earth shaking all these this phenomenon happening it's it's kind of scary but imagine what's really behind even that it's it's the whole world did his bidding and said all of illusion is going to die today it might take you two thousand three thousand years if you want to actually get it but it changes today I mean the day the Internet's born

isn't the day I found out about it it takes time for us to a tree acclimate to something new the day that that happened the day that the earth went dark was symbolic about how we blackened in our minds when we thought we could separate from God the moment we said what would it be like to be separate from God we actually went black our brains shut off our minds shut off why because we cleared the truth of God out we wiped it clean and we rebooted a new program called separation so we think that our eyes got opened and we started living an

experience and we came to earth you know and started living this this the fall after say the Garden of Eden so we started living what we think is life when in fact we forgot wait a minute I remember now I blacked out and after I blacked out I started imagining and dreaming things that's it I start imagining started and really it's not imagination in the high positive sense I started seeing manufacturing what life would be like if I separated but I remember there's this blackout that blackout was when I lost my mind and

then when I woke up I had amnesia and I started living a life as though I knew what life was all I need to do is that's why you have stillness when people say I was meditating and I entered this moment where there wasn't like and some people are scared of it there's this weird void it's almost like it's oblivion that's because that's the Oblivion that's occurred in the beginning after we said what would life be like we closed our minds we went into oblivion darkness and then started manufacturing a reality now

when you meditate you're going back to the Oblivion which on the assert that on the other side of which is God again that's why there's that blackness when you first die that's why there's that blackness when you go to sleep and when you that that moment it's reliving the moment of separation and resurrection coming back again and at that moment when all the world goes dark it it seems horrible only to those who have guilt and shame for doing what they're doing but in reality that darkness was like

someone just reversed it all and went back to that original darkness and did it for all of us and then he woke up became Christ because he went to the other side of the Oblivion but at the same time the whole world went dark which means you and I actually got rebooted right then someone unplugged the computers that we think we are rebooted it and it fired up and when it rebooted we saw God on the screen but we don't choose yet to acclimate to that it's slow it's slow or getting there and so on but all the efforts we make are

worth it it's nice but guess what our efforts are made easier when we realize God's already back on the screen just start living like that just act like that instead of obsessing on the viruses that were in your computer before the guy put the spiritual Norton AntiVirus program in called God forgiveness the Holy Spirit you know you're still yeah but there was a virus there a minute ago but it's gone yeah but in the virus it was doing this and my fonts were different I couldn't control my screen but that stopped look

I'll look at that in a minute because I'm just still thinking about what my computer was doing a minute ago cuz man I was kind of scared I couldn't get my PDFs to work and would you stop it's gone look at the screen in just a second so I got to think of it I wonder if the box where I have all my wires plugged in when the blackout how I wonder if it got fried I better check and see if the power box is still working that's what we do that's what we call life and what Christ is about is hey call me silly

call me Savior but you might want to look at the screen and you realize your home it's already rebooted we'll get back to you on that is what we do all the pauses and all the you know distractions so that's one part of the story in the final is that resurrection isn't something we're talking about historic resurrection is happening still all the time in reality it isn't we're home the screen is back in it's God but in our lives we're actually procrastinating looking at the screen and seeing God and

realizing that we're away we're procrastinating you know what keeps you procrastinating to still crucify and be crucified because that is the death every time I judge you I'm crucifying you keeping you bound and myself bound that's what it's about crucifixion that's what it's about so take time to think about when I dislike you I'm crucifying you instead of going well I just don't like you and I'm right for not liking because other people don't like you either I even have papers I have my friends

sign to confirm that you're unlikable see right here you're unlikable that's about you they have your photo right next to it just because you can prove that you think it's justified to not look like anybody fine but keep it in this context and it'll change the way you think of it you're crucifying them so even though you have it titled so-and-so is unlikable and you have other people's opinions to confirm it at the bottom before you sign it says one last time before you sign are you sure you want to

crucify this person that'll change whether you want to continue being that way thinking that way and the same is for you well I'm not that hard on my side on't crucifer yes you do when you look in the mirror and say oh dang look at me you're crucifying yourself another gray hair you're crucifying yourself it doesn't even have to like Jesus took on this global collective consciousness with him into the crucifixion that's intense you can't even get over a gray hair and Jesus is crucifying the whole collective

of humanity not because it was a sacrifice Jesus did not sacrifice himself a sacrifice would have meant you're not worth it but I'm gonna just throw this out there the reason he could do it is not because he sacrificed it's because he knew this is the real thing I'm gonna do this because we're all gonna wake up not it might happen I hope you people appreciate what I'm doing that's called sacrificial that's the the you know the the type of mentality of you know you better appreciate me look

at what I'm doing for you that's not the mindset so when they say do you know accept Jesus as your Savior for your sins they're trying to say do you appreciate what he did for you because you were unworthy that's not the attitude he had why should I have it because you tell me what was the attitude he had it was simply this this is so worth it and if it weren't me it would it be one of you thank God one of us decided I don't choose to believe in anything but the truth of God externally it looks all

dramatic and so on why because the external world X and the X in the word world word external is important because external is an X because it means crucified the external world is already dead it's always dead its crucified you can you can primp it up I mean you can take a corpse and put lipstick on it and it might look a little better but we do this with everything just dress it up a little more but the world is always dying I want to know but the trees that you know they give seed and they come back but in heaven they don't die in the

first place and nature isn't nature beautiful it reflects heaven no it actually doesn't it reflects the ego and you can say no with you know start singing you know the circle of life no the fact that something has to die for something else to live that's perversion and we're trying to put that on God isn't God wonderful you know look kids isn't this is God's glorious kingdom now if the kid had some real whips it would say to mom dad really I'm trying to figure out mom dad see how the butterfly

look how be oh my god colors and look at wait stop it's in a you know the spider's web oh and it comes out sucks the life out of it and that's God so you and I try to actually in these twisted ways try to make this a little more spiritual in heaven like it isn't heaven the lion and the lamb can lie together that's the original nature and organic world nothing ever dies and nothing takes from anything else and we it's so foreign to that we made up this other twisted version Oh trees you on the greenery and

there's always some parasite killing it you know it's that's not actually a reflection of heaven it seems like it because that's the best you could come up with try coming up with this and still behind the tree that can die is one that cannot that's closer to home see and the relationship that can end without being crucified is more like the real kind instead of well I don't like you anymore so I'm gonna have to make up stories about you to confirm why I don't like you so I don't look bad instead you

know what nothing I say about you is gonna make any difference because you're still the holy child of God and seeing that behind everything and not just things you like anything it could be a black slug or it can be a beautiful golden butterfly it doesn't matter because if you're looking at things as they really are you're not crucifying them so you have no real external opinions exoteric means the outside external internal is there more than the real world esoteric is more than real world not

exoteric the symbol for earth and astrology typically is in the circle is an X which is amazing because if you're looking at a map if you're some soul being and you're looking at a map but you know like at the Stars let's say this is our little card with our prayers on it but the you're looking at a map and you say okay I'm I'm gonna I'm gonna check out this this solar system over here okay this symbol because the symbols for planets are actually very esoteric they're very symbolic every little curve

and all that it's very important and you're gonna find it in those astrological symbols you're gonna find like why does that line cross another making like an X you know so so all the symbols you know whether it's for Pluto and Pluto as a planet they need to get over that so whether it's Pluto or whether it's you're honest or whether it's Neptune or these are all very symbolic so you're looking going I'm gonna check out this solar system like a tour you know ma'am we're oh let's see

what's this one oh look how earth hell it's an X what more do you need to know about that place I wonder what this planets like wonder what that one I'm gonna go visit this planet that dimension and so on earth how it's it's hole symbol is you come here to die I know this isn't sounding real positive but you know we're still in the egg I'll try to emerge soon okay you're coming here to die and I know how that sounds but it's the truth you're coming here to learn how to overcome being crucified

how to overcome dying how to overcome limitation because it's never you go to a planet to succumb to it you're going there to learn of it so you become it like what I started with minutes ago that even Christ says you have to learn to become like me so you come here and and you wonder why you're lonely because you came to earth it crucifies relationships it crucifies romance age is your body that's its whole purpose and your job is to say you know despite how I feel I'm choosing to see this

somewhere somehow differently I'm gonna resurrect not accept Jesus died for my sin I am meant to resurrect so I need to put on the mind of Christ and start saying things differently how forgiveness mainly forgiveness it's forgiveness and there's more pieces but that's the primary piece every time I forgive the cross changes into the circle around the Cross oneness God I'm not focusing on what's you know what was there but I'm focusing on even that is all happening within my mind so I

changed my mind and the X will disappear it can take the form of nothing just turn to light it can take the form for a moment it might take the form of within my circle of my mind the X could take the form of God I survived that divorce and it can take the form of I didn't have any money and now I'm starting to prosper it can take any form because I said so so the magician comes forth and says you know out of the Hat comes a rabbit so it's going to be out of a circle that was an X is everybody see you tap on it's an X right everybody

you know somebody out of the audience can you just tap on the make sure that's an X yes it is definitely an X all right seconds later well wala abracadabra and we have something else can somebody prove to me you know statistics say that when you go through a divorce it's one of the most stressful things ever well let's see about that Circle the X there that looks like you all right tap on it is that evidence that you're gonna probably have a terrible - yeah okay stressful you're gonna hate them they're gonna hate you

and yet voila how do you feel about that divorce free at last free at last thank God Almighty I am free at last or the loved loved one passes away oh you know hurt ladies and gentlemen we have somebody here who lost a loved one there it is right there you see it tap on it's real they died a the death certificates and you know yeah they died and and it is painful isn't it yes I mean look at my face is swollen from crying so much it's all very real but the magic the real form of met the magic of miracle working and resurrection

would say that's what was supposed to happen abracadabra and it's a different form and all of a sudden they go oh my god I had a dream where my loved one came to me and they said you know I'm fine in fact I feel very free and I if you want me to all hang out and hang around you for a bit longer and I just feel like they're right here you know now you're smiling and people are going home they're in such denial because they when you check on them they're still having the X consciousness and whatever other

topic finances changing my mind changes that X that I've constantly been crucified by and and it isn't what you the government religions those those just are the collective groups that play this on and on I have free will and I can choose that my ex becomes free freedom just free at last is letting things change in our perception of perspective of them resurrection means changing what you thought was crucified you have no limits and that includes your self-worth you know yeah I wish I would have done this

and that okay well don't don't deny and suppress that tell me about it well I I would like to have not done this or I I kind of shouldn't have done that and I felt really bad about that and so on bring them to the altar they're crucifying you which makes you a victim you need to crucify them and be a master and what I mean by crucifies bring them to the altar own them see them give them to God abracadabra booth and something different can happen humans keep hurting like lemmings off the cliff and drowning

I mean what a weird life you know you watch these specials and then the lemmings every year they are buffed and then you know and it shows how they feed you and the mother lemming feeds the baby lemming and the show you know you know and and watch out for predators and you know all they survive and then and now the heyday the day of all days for the lemmings and you watch they jump off the cliff and drown like wow but it's a great metaphor then everybody here's a lemming just these these little rodent

things that are born just to die well you know look at dragonflies how glorious those things are and they died almost instantly if you think about it I mean what is the point of that there are flowers like the you know the the large cactus we find even in Arizona they bloom once once at night they bloom and then they did that that's dead that not the county but the the bloom it's gone so that's our version of life is some quick temporary thing and we do that romantically as time if you count time

in its entirety you'd realize what's the point of a two minute you know relationship that you thought was this and it stop projecting all your needs onto people and allow the love that they are the love that you are and then decide to share that and and let it be wonderful you know just like uh Wow it'd be great you want to sit down you know let's let's have some munchies it's have that same childlike thing without the agendas look at children when they sit down to eat at lunch you know when the

first grade or whatever I mean they're just into the wonder of what's there they're not going now let me see she's the one I'm gonna have lunch with you know hey you know there's there's not all these agendas and scamming and scoring it's here's what's happening in the moment everything that involves limitation agendas and so on they are crucifixions waiting to happen when you grab somebody out of the way eight billion people and you pull one and say you're my one and only forever well

first of all they're not someone's gonna die and then you're gonna be cheating on with somebody else in another life you know so there's not going to be that but but let's pretend that you want to believe that for a bit so you go in single one out and say one and only there's nothing wrong with recognizing the beauty in a person and the beauty in yourself and sharing that beauty that's the beauty of a relationship it's when you have the agendas I'm lonely I'm gonna hire you like moving a chess piece

you come over here look at me now I'm not lonely mom dad you said I would never have somebody let me look I have evidence right here so we we hire we have these agendas I am a sensual being because you made me feel such I am successful because you have money and we're in a relationship now all these weird subtle agendas those are all crucifixions waiting to happen why because you already established you're missing something someone else can give it to you which they can't why first of all because there is nobody

else that's just a hologram second of all which is really the first point which is you're not missing anything so as soon as you say person makes me feel so happy you just said to all of us I am NOT happy they this this hologram makes me think that I am how long can you live with that lie because it's a lie so you're going to have to come to conclusion with that lie and and wake up the easy way or the hard way the easy way would be you know this talk here today this is making sense I want to figure out how to turn my

relationships into holy relationships I want my relationships to get off the cross I want them to ascend in fact not just resurrect I want my relations to ascend because there's three parts resurrect a crucifixion resurrection and ascension in that great that's called a holy relationship I thought I liked you then I found things I didn't like about you I healed them forgave them and now you and I ascend together that's the whole thing that's what relationships supposed to look like what humans do is

I'd like some things about you do not deviate you better stay there oh you're changing I'm done and that's the crucifix and you know the crucifixion part of it we died our relationship died as soon as you fell out of love everybody died what happened to your your opportunity for resurrection so you enter relationship and you're setting it up with believe it or not you're not just liking qualities in them you're liking them because of the qualities in yourself you don't like you're thinking

they make up for it they compensate it could be that they look so good that makes me feel good it could even be loneliness or whatever it is everybody retire them all from the roles and choose to be the love you want to see in the world and then it's it's okay and it's appropriate to you let everybody off the cross is what I mean by let the agendas go everybody off the cross okay listen everybody sorry about that my bad you know which is kind of like Monty Python's you know Holy Grail the one night goes through this wedding

party at everybody and then when it's all done and half the people are dead he's like oh sorry sorry about that you know and it's like it doesn't really cut it you know but it's kind of funny that's what we do sorry my bad I crucified everybody just a little in you know inappropriate by saying you're not good enough to be with me and you're perfect those are my perceptions I'm already on the cross how clear can I see things on the cross you're in pain when I see myself as a limited person how well can

I see others how much of their great true qualities in them can I see when I'm in pain that's why one of the themes next to Jesus is saying please get us off the cross and get yourself off as well but you know get us off the cross to the selfishness we're in pain get us out of this and Jesus when the other one to the other side says you know what there's something wrong with this picture I'm not gonna ask you to get me out of this mess instead I'm gonna own however I got here was probably due to

my own thoughts words actions or whatever so I accept but I also know who you are that guy's ability to see clearly while being crucified may Jesus say to him not like it looks oh well since you're seeing my really great qualities I guess you deserve to now be in heaven what Jesus was saying was the fact that your mind is already at that level you are in heaven the fact that you could see the Christ in me even when you're a limited painful person you still saw the Christ today you shall be with me in

paradise like wait a minute now the other guy should have been gone would it wait a minute let me rethink this you know and and kind of do it a do-over here I'd like to be part of that but he couldn't and he didn't it wasn't his choice he didn't make that choice you follow one guy was trying to deny that he had done even on the cross tried to deny we have to just own there's a part of me that believes that I'm a limited being so that you can surrender it deny it and you can't give it up and if you can't

give it up then you can't resurrect so we have these wonderful portrayals of this changing our perspective and realizing wow life is but a dream Edgar Allen Poe life is but a dream within a dream it's a dream the indigenous peoples of Australia and elsewhere this is a world it's this is a world that we dreamt up literally once upon a time we dreamt the whole thing but they are also saying you're still dreaming it into existence every day that means that wonderful from the Aboriginal people and other cultures

that means what they're getting what they're saying is that this world is definitely an illusion and for it to exist tomorrow it's going to take actual energy thought power energy of all of us collectively to while we're sleeping put energy into making sure there's another one tomorrow if we didn't put energy into the belief in an illusion it would cease to exist you get that I mean that's deep and these people are considered primitive compared to other cultures that beat them up but they had

it this we are dreaming the world into being so change the dream you go from nightmares to dreams that are happier dreams and even lucid dreams dreams where you realize you're sleeping dreaming and you can change the outcome that's the resurrection consciousness I see it I get it and I'm gonna change that that's mastery and that's resurrection consciousness the concept of ascension metaphorically is is sort of like after I was into crucifixion consciousness which is my judgments and so on

after crucifixion consciousness I started getting it forgiveness frees me to resurrect in every event not once he constantly resurrect it could be man you know watching the news all week and thinking and then coming here and or watching online today believe it or not to me this is a form of resurrection because I still I'm still alive I don't just mean here I mean I'm still alive I still created something wonderful I'm watching the news I'll commiserating oh everything's terrible and then you got up and decided

to make your favorite food it's a form of resurrection because you said not today today I choose life you know it's the King David after his son dies that after mourning he gets up and changed his clothes and washes himself and says I don't want the dust of yesterday to be on my body tomorrow I don't want the tears of yesterday to be on my body I'm not the same tomorrow so cleanse cleanse cleanse and he comes out they see him and he's like what happened and there were people shaming him for

mourning for so long and there were still people shaming him when he came back and said all right I guess my son's gone now right so here we go boom let's go forward oh no no my lord you should mourn longer one minute they're complaining about that the next minute complaining about the opposite why because they're all insane they have to judge one or the other to keep the dream world alive the illusion alive it has to be inflated every day to make it look like it exists another day I mean it really does think about it illusion

if left to be illusion by its definition would go away someone has to keep in reinflates make it look alive again we do that because it's an unconscious agreement we have as a collective and because every time you judge something it's one more of the bellows to inflate it the illusionary world not only would deflate what Jesus did 2000 years ago popped it and that's at the moment the world all went dark for a moment and then it says though we all went quick everybody Shh you know andrey inflated the

illusionary world that could in that moment have been done but the human collective said oh no no no no we need to have thousands more years to integrate this and 2,000 years later the the powers that be said they're still not doing it are they no they're a little bit of new agey this and they're kind of wake and you know now they're caring about themselves a little bit more but considering it took two thousand years to even get this much of the law of grace integrated it's kind of a really poor curve we're on so the

powers that be said we're gonna need to do something more dramatic and that's called God's plan for salvation that's called God's divine plan to call it which way it's just that it's there's a plan that's always been attacked and that is the children of God going home that plan had a obviously the the most significant shift two thousand years ago but people are still dragging their feet which is still like saying they're still trying to crucify themselves so God says

to Jesus Jesus um you know you kind of did that right yeah I did did you explain yeah I explained it love forgive you know and then there would be no crosses did did you guys try anything else too father we actually I got a bunch of angels with me ask him we all flew in and we stole all the crosses we burned we had a nice campfire we all danced around like pagans but you know we had a great bonfire and the crosses are all burned you guess what they started making some - we're like it's like there's these

people are that determined to live in crucifixion yes racism sexism court systems all these things there are just more crucifixion so God's saying to Jesus you know so you ended crucifixion yet they're still crucifying themselves man these people are really determined aren't they yeah to stand sleep however mm-hmm now today literally in you know starting in the 60s and and moving into harmonic convergence a--'s and and the year 2012 and you know all of these things are signifying and the change of another

millennium all these things are shifting and demonstrating to us heaven itself said we're going to shrink time you can still have free will and take your time to decide when to resurrect but guess what we're going to shorten up how much time you have to do that so when you shorten time it means what would have been spread over another 2,000 years is all gonna happen in 20 C and and heaven isn't causing pain and diseases and you know everything from your aides to current things it isn't heaven is doing

these things what's actually happening is times converging so we're gonna have more of it faster so too will we have resurrections not just crucifixions faster so everything is coming together and some people will even call that all the revelation in the end well it's all true these things are gonna happen but the good news is it's about us going home and thank God we were gonna get there anyway but we decided we collectively decided co-creating with God that's it enough is enough guys we all subconsciously had a meeting

one day and said I motion that we take the next 2,000 years and do it in twenty somebody else said oh that's that's kind of risque and I like it because there's an edgy part of me you know so let's do it it's gonna hurt a little let's do it and others are like I think we should think about that you know the committee types of people we should create a board that needs to discuss exactly how long this should take I mean you know because we we all need to be heard about this and I'll you

know and there's others that are like oh it's gonna be painful and they incarnated became the religions and there's other people that said this is so painful I don't even want to know there the atheists and the and the academics you know so we client came in still with groups of people showing what we were like when we heard the news on the other side we're going in and so basically we said well you know finally one of us also said all right just put on all the gear and you're there but you put on all the

gear and and then one of us turned and said we're going in and then we stopped and said and if we're not back in 20 years send in the troops after us and that's what we're living now everything's converges more intense and more and it's but if you start living the consciousness of Resurrection you'll experience the consciousness of Resurrection and even with everything converge every so often somebody will still wince in pain but you're gonna be more like I don't it's funny I don't I I

don't feel quite that same complaint divorce rates getting higher or I too got divorce and it feels okay I still love this person and then this could happen to nekkid yeah I I lost my job and then I found my soul's purpose it's the weirdest thing that's I'm serious like that's resurrection consciousness and it does not make you wrong to say well this is great Michael's talking about resurrection consciousness I personally didn't do so well with my divorce or my this or that that's

alright I know this stuff and I'm gonna fall short somewhere and you're gonna fall sure so let's just call it we're all gonna have our weak spot instead of who did better with the tests who cares we're in this together so if we're one where I was weak and you were strong you covered for me so I'm still good I still got an a-plus where you were weak I was strong and I covered for you you see I carried you you carried me and and nobody will know that any of us ever scored low on any test because we were

all working together so that's what compassion is that's what service is that's what humanitarianism is Brotherhood is let's take care of each other as best we can refuse to fail the tests and do what you can to drop that little bit of light into others so that they to refuse are refusing to lose that test or fail that test somebody says man you don't know I don't have any money oh here's 20 now you have money right refuse to let people keep those programs you refuse that doesn't mean you can refuse on

their behalf you refuse and you do what you can to make a difference it's up to them to breathe it in and go you just made a difference in my life today see if they want to stay broken crucified they're gonna say oh thanks but what about tomorrow they're gonna already go on to how it stays broken and then that means they're committed to being broken times shrinking so they're gonna get it rapid-fire rapid-fire now to get to make sure they get it beautiful isn't it I mean it can seem intimidating but hey whatever it's what

we're doing and you can't change it now we've all agreed to do this time convergence you know kind of bringing everything shortening time I mean it's it's not like we can go wait I want to rethink that you already stated all those arguments in our meeting and we still voted unanimously let's do this so God has angels assigned channels to bring forward books that are changing humanity quickly online courses whatever else it is there are people working in prisons to make a difference there other

people working within relationships to make a difference there there are even people lawyers that started writing books and teaching courses on spiritual law you know spiritual law saying you know even though we're dealing with legalities and these things there's a different attitude you can have about it there's doctors that years ago started playing new new-age music during surgeries and confirming a greater success rate so it's everywhere I mean even Kmart sells incense now you know because spirituality is now so accepted

it's everywhere now the sad news is it also becomes so commonplace people take it for granted that's what we do just refuse to be like that refuse to to be like a flawed human and instead be an awakened human be more like a an ascended master still a human but one that woke up and that's not as far a distance away as you might think it is oh god that's a you know how to be that grand in my consciousness it's a moment-by-moment decision today I refuse to be crucified and when I'm going down

the street you cut me off on the road and and I'm hating you for it I'm actually getting on a cross having nails put through my wrists and hanging there uh nankai pible of breathing and I'm also trying to do it to you think of it that way and it'll cut down on those prepend ensue judge okay thank you take a few centering breaths just such a powerful energy that we're sharing today such an incredible energy centering into the light of God and when we exhale just all stop exhale just a nice breathing out of life stuff

at any moment we can choose to go back to obsessing and fearing and negating and judging it's just we're learning to say but why bother I actually like how peace feels I used to be so broken I didn't know the difference to get wasted to feel any pseudo peace was good enough because I didn't want to know the difference but it's okay God is good [Music] God wills not the old law wages of sin are death God wills no soul shall perish if that's God's will I'm pretty sure it's gonna happen God's got a will

that's pretty strong so I'm assuming it will eventually be my will that I not perish that I not judge at all no soul shall perish let your will be done in and through me father mother gone my will becomes one with yours when you see me you see the father mother God I make no decisions alone instead I make them with you all of my brothers and sisters please forgive me for ever believing in the crucifixion please forgive me for thinking that I could should crucify you I thought I could remove myself from the cross by bringing

you up on one with me I was mistaken it caused us both us all pain please forgive me I love you I love how glorious you really are the divine in you the divine in me acknowledges and honors the divining [Music] to all beings we say that it is God's will that I be entirely happy not now and again entirely head to toe left to right front to back all around inside out that I be entirely holistically happy blissfully happy and it took us a while to believe that that's possible in

religion even sometimes told us if God was capable of killing Jesus a flawless child of God you know he's got some bad things in store for us and that's not the message of the resurrection Jesus is saying no no no I never lost my center of peace stuff happened and I chose the truth of God which is that God wills only for my happiness so today I affirm that I too am aligned with God's will I too will for only my happiness I choose what God has wanted all along and it was not crucifixion of his child it

was never for one second of one day pain punishment karma only happiness oh my lord what was I thinking so many things I conjured up so many variations of limitation and trauma and even for that I refuse to shame myself and others our final day of illusion is accompanied with a final awareness which is great laughter at the silliness that we thought we could be something we're not we report home and say simply I went off and pretended to be like children playing princes and princesses and you know these these games it's all we did

it was a little game we play we're home and in the home consciousness god it's so good we took that also seriously we took on roles and then started believing them please forgive me everyone just as I am forgiven the light has come and in this tomb called earth and my body the stone is rolled away as the light of Christ comes emerging out of it you thought you could put me in the grave literally and metaphorically the the person that flunked a grade in school and was put back the one that was cheated on the one that was rejected the

one that wasn't selected and the baseball team when we did that PE you were always chosen last all these things [Music] it never happened I've never been anything less than holy those are things we made up about ourselves in each other and in a sense tragic fortunately not the truth of God the stone rolls away the light comes beaming out the soldiers that saw and became afraid and ran away those are those are our friends and relatives when they see us being different acting different why are you so happy don't you know what's going on

in the world those are all the people the witnesses outside and Jesus never stopped to say oh sorry about that I didn't mean to intimidate you folks with me being the light all it could do was be what it is I am as God created me and I will to be the Christ on earth I am and this can never change and I'll ever only know the truth of what I am when I can simultaneously share it by seeing it in you so God is I am and we are peace and goodwill to man Christmas and Easter rolled into one the birth of the light

that can never die and through forgiveness anytime we thought it could die it ends and it's born again which is really just to see what always was there is a holiness I can hear and feel as I'm sharing these words so let's all absorb them wherever we're living whatever day we're watching is watching the show five years from now let it be in the present moment for you today it's no accident on watching this presentation something wonderful is happening to a new level I'm remembering

and I am the glory of God can I soak that in I no matter where I've been what I've done what I thought what was done to me despite all that that was all one split second drawn in two lifetimes but it was one split Tekkit second in eternity the Eternity truth is I am God's holy child in whom God is well pleased I just need to accept that take an extra moment to integrate that and breathe that in wow this is great man really feels Wow thank you