Divine Timing

So we're experiencing an auspicious time, a New Year. It's part of a series, as I said during the other parts of the holidays, you know, I don't know, it's a funny thing, man, humans. That's all I have to do is say, humans, and people start laughing you know humans that they're they're mine the notion of it's almost like they just think calendar a year is ending oh okay gosh isn't it funny how quickly 2018 already you know they have these lines or they New Year's resolutions and it's amazing how small humans approach such

things every day is a new opportunity every moment is a new opportunity there are people who have changed their lives there are lives completely in a split second any time of the year but nature helps us consider it at least once a year you know in case you don't think about it on a regular basis or you don't think of it in terms of the beginning of a new week or each day let's just can you guys just try once a year we'll make everything come around again we think it's amazing cuz we're like it's amazing how the solar system works and we rotate

around the Sun in a funny kind of a way it's it's there's a there's a bit of humor to it it's like spirits going I'm gonna make everything come around again and again you know we marvel at the rotation of the planets but there's a little bit of funny humor to that you know because it's like everything just again and again didn't we do this before it hasn't been spring before you know in heaven we don't have marks of time measurements of time so in one respect yes you can look at it and think it's

it's a marvelous thing but in another respect every one of these cycles that come around when you say God here comes another relationship I mean I you know why is it starting to go a little wonky on me or why am I going through this again the again word it's like such a sad word for some of us again you know it's like a naughty word but the things come around again only because there has to be something left over to come around it doesn't come around again if you completed it before it wouldn't come around again so all of our

experiences are yes they're cyclical they come around again but it's not necessarily supposed to be something that haunts us it's supposed to be new opportunities but but just to be quick with this piece remember that the new year and I promise you this this coming year if you'd like a new year I could ask for a raise of hands but clearly most everybody would raise their hand how much how many of us want to have a new life how many of us want to have a better year next year even if you had a good year ready for the next are you

ready for better yes yes everybody okay well here's the problem you can only have a good tomorrow contingent on how well you died yesterday if you're still carrying stuff that you can't say goodbye to how can you expect a really free tomorrow you know it just doesn't make sense there's a there's a tarot deck called the osho debt and one of the cards a lot of people don't realize it if they pull that card shows this child at a gate and when somebody gets that they're like oh and they'll show it to other people in the room you know during

workshops we've done that people like it's a you know the card it's an inner child you're you're locked in you're in prison you know they show you the lock and the gate you know and then the chain and whatever and the child is looking and they're always interpreting it like it's looking out into the life you would like to have it's looking and maybe tomorrow but you feel chained up you feel kept in and captive oh man a lot of us relate to that card where and it's

sad but most people don't notice the lock is unlocked you know and it's like oh oh go you know most of our imprisonments that other people may have helped caused us in yesteryears strangely are still still now self-induced whatever we were told or thought or whatever shames you know we took them on and we're like you know well I can't because you know whatever it might be you know I remember I might have shared this story once but I mean number one time meeting somebody that was my age this was around high school

of some bet some period and and it was like I was with my dad and and he was introducing me to somebody and this person had this you know a child my age of a young person my age and there was a really clear connection like a an attraction we had to each other and still I in my mind I knew I better just turn and go the other way instead of saying hi or getting another person all that because in my mind the life I lived as a kid was like that like behind the gate like I'm not might as well not make friends cuz I'm on this side of the gate

it'll only lead to my feeling hurt later because I'm not allowed to go out and play I know this sounds really kind of weird and melodramatic for a nice New Year's kind of thing but just bear with my point is I I was living under this this programmer pattern that that was not available to me here it was my heart was like wow what an amazing connection feeling that the eye contact and the smiles and the laughter even if it was just because we were young people going wouldn't it be nice to meet somebody we can connect with nevertheless it all

within a split-second downloaded know and all the reasons why and I turn and walk away we lose opportunities like that without even knowing that we were thinking those thoughts that's the problem we're so unconscious we don't even know we're doing things like that where we're steering away that come our way because we think no I've been hurt before or we're running on old programs or whatever yeah you know they they probably you know they wouldn't want somebody like me you know that kind of

thought there are people that think they can't meet somebody because they've got kids or because they've got a history of dis that in the other you know at some point we've got to get over ourselves so great it's a great visualization that I do as a goodbye ceremony to visualize yourself talking to yourself and go ahead and get it all out of your system tell the old self what you have thought of it be honest I've seen you as you know you did a little of this too much you did a little to that too much I saw you as ashamed I

saw you as shy tell the human you all the things you have thought about it which you're not gonna want to admit but just get it out then look at that person that self visually and ask it to unzip its body and peel the body off and drop it to the ground and step out of it and see a being of light underneath that so that you can say you know I'm admitting I have seen an an old version of you I'm not going to pretend I never thought that because then the patterns are in you know entrenched and we never get out of them so let let them fall let your

skin color fall that your gender fall let your childhood experiences abuses neglect or whatever it happens to be let them fall we're not pretending they didn't happen but we're saying I refuse to see you that way anymore because what happened is things people may have done things or things may have happened but then I became those things and that's the part you want to unzip and drop off I'm not pretending they didn't happen I'm saying I became them I started wearing them really really a strange incident story that I was working with

this really long term Minister a very successful Minister and this is a woman and she had a certain shaped body was just rounded like this her body type and she came to me for a session and we worked on this particular stuff that was going on in her life but we do what I call tracking so we're looking at she's got this and that going on with her life we did some tracking and she remembered a particular incident and I know this is not easy to hear some of these things but she remembers that her dad was always saying you be a good little girl

you have a dress on so take care of that dress and always remain that good girl perfect dress no dirt you know you don't play don't get too happy don't play too much right it's like just you know walk around you know stand there in this in the cute little frilly dresses and one day you know and she tended to get the dresses dirty or get out there playing and rolling around so she's fooling me you know as a kids playing you know and she came home one day again this time that the dress was torn or dirty or something cuz she was playing

outside the dad actually has her remove her dress he puts a wooden barrel and staples straps over the barrel and makes her wear it and go outside a barrel do you understand what I just said it became her that body you know and I'm like you know it's not easy to hear those kinds of things what I'm really proud of is the neighbors came over and told him that that wasn't right I dig that because all too often people oh you know you don't want to get involved you know yeah sometimes do you know and and here this is just a little girl and she

already literally starts wearing that feeling that's all you want you know this barrel body it's ridiculous and it's not just one that we know it's not just a woman and it's not just that particular body and barrel body and all this kind of thing this is all of us of varying types even if your life is pretty cool it's still nothing compared to who we really are there's still just temporary little images even if you go well not me because I'm successful success cannot be measured in comparison to what happens got in store I'm not

giving you the they fundamental Christian version of when you go to heaven I'm talking about here even here living heaven consciousness there's there's always so much more than meets the eye but then we can even imagine so we we often think about this thing you know how do how do I say this woman how do I heal this thing well we look at it we track it we release it and it shifts because we go to the consciousness the soul we shift that and then her body because her mind changes the body can change now here's a problem so today I

want to maybe address this concept of divine timing because people use that term in all kinds of walks of spirituality divine timing I mean Christians might use it no ages might use it but divine timing and the thing is a lot of us will just throw that word out there when we have no idea why something's taking so long that must be divine timing you know when something doesn't make sense in Catholicism what you say is it's one of the mysteries of the Lord you just say it's a mystery good that's what you do you know it's a

mystery you know you just kind of blurt something you know some new agers that UFOs i mean it's like you know some sort of spiritual Tourette's you just throw out a word that you'll both Bigfoot not like you know I mean I'm having some late problems I'll implant you probably aliens nice night visited you it's like everybody throws out something that's conducive to their system so so a lot of times we do this on divine timing and there is something called divine timing but there's multi dimensions of what

that means and so throwing it out there flippantly doesn't really help anybody here's the thing so when we want to create a better life like we would like for the new year and if somebody's watching this six months from now it doesn't matter the end of the month to an Ummah at the end of a week to a new week or any time of the year when you want to create a new life one of the cool things about that is that God wants it to so God wants me to create a new life okay and then here's what happens that the positive thinkers go will

hijack that concept so when I want to create a new car you know God wants me to have that new car a new house God wants me to have the new house curing an illness God wants me so we put God and tell God now I have decided what you're gonna do here's my list so make sure it's done if you're a god that you you know wants us to believe in you make sure it's done God's like yeah no Aibileen glaze you know late we're not we're not going to be understanding each other I don't know I

don't know that's not how this works so we assign these things now some of them happen and we go see that positive thinking worked children of God see the reason God wants us to change our lives it's not because God thinks our lives aren't very good and we it wants us to get better it's not like that because it doesn't believe in the world we think we see God believes in our perfect perfect brilliant light so when we say we're going to improve our lives the reason God supports that is because in trying to improve your light you're going to be

using a divine power to make it happen and God's happy that you're becoming more divine it doesn't care that you get a new car house or whatever you were trying to manifest it really doesn't but it says but I know you like that stuff but I wish magic God saying I'll give you all the stuff that's fine but god I really wish you would know what's really important here that you're becoming more of a divine being by using your divine creative power but okay you know get the

stuff get excited about this stuff and so behind our creation process there are there are things that God is waiting for us to accept beyond this stuff so it's kind of cool God's supporting the idea about creating a new life but but it has a different goal behind it and that's why in a sense mystics used to say and and and religions all around the world you know stay away from pleasurable things now they went overboard with that but what they were potentially or trying to say was when all you do is focus on creating stuff pleasures of life you

will then think I'm you're going to be distracted by those things instead of creating more Heaven consciousness more pleasures on earth and that's where that battle came from be where earthly pleasures you know and they went overboard man just deny and we do that because we've lived those lifetimes guys in these positions and churches and religion and whatever earthly pleasures you know it's been told us so many times but remember the girl who put on the barrel her body took it on you can say well I

don't believe in that but listen you've lived lifetimes hearing this pleasures are bad so you can't just go I refuse to believe that well the lady tried to refuse that too but it didn't work her body took on her belief system because it was such an impact you can't pretend it didn't happen so you and I took on all kinds of things we can say we don't believe in them but you have to heal them you can't just pretend you don't believe in them you have to heal them how do you do that you have to see them and Oh first that

they're there even if you're not sure they're there if you think your life is affected it's a pretty good chance then that there is something off you're trying to manifest something and it's not happening you know there's a chance that it could be in the belief systems and it doesn't hurt you ever to go and go and do it and do a little work on it nobody's ever you know been harmed by assuming there might be a little something to work on in other words the humility the open mind to say you know just in case I have any I'm harboring

any stuff here I'm open to surrendering that to you God you know you're not there's not gonna be harm from that worst-case scenario you just kept an open mind and there was nothing more to release than the issue was somewhere else which I'll get to in a sec but we've all got to get to that place you know the humility and God strangely enough beautifully enough God knows that we can create anything instantaneously anything like you know instantaneous cures and healings instantaneous manifestations of anything you can

manifest you know a new house on a piece of property but on earth everything's taking that away and saying well no somebody already owns that property okay I'll buy a piece of property let's say it's an acre and I'm gonna call on God and we're gonna materialize a home and it could be made out of crystal it could be if there someone's gonna show up and say did you hire an architect do you have any plans you have a permit for this crystal building this world doesn't welcome miracles like that but it's gonna change

the easy way or the hard way it's in our minds we think if I've if I've done lots of naughty things I don't deserve we actually our ego convinces us it's harder to create a house than it is to create you know something smaller can you can you materialize ten dollars sure and a miracle happened and somebody sent you ten bucks in the mail how about 10 million oh that's a tough one in god they're all the same they're actually all equal absolutely equally the same in God it's only in our minds that there seems to be a difference does that mean

I'm telling you they're for you no shame yourself for believing that one is different no just accept it laughs try to laugh at ourselves a little bit more to say God isn't it funny I can believe in creating a new doormat outside you know welcome in but creating a new house to go with it in my mind is harder think about that in God it's the same to create a new welcome mat as it is to create a new house so divine timing becomes a conversation because the ego is going to say one thing is harder than another and then we start believing it

we wear it we take it on and we start living that in reality they're all the same so I have to learn to say you know I'm trying to create let's let's say for a second you're you're trying to create a new a new car and you say to yourself I really like these SUVs that are you know the multi-purpose vehicles or whatever they call those things because I have to hold things around it all that but gosh you know they could be like 50 grand let's say and I'm only used to buying cars for a couple thousand so to me that that 50 grand car might be

completely out of my program does that make sense it's too far it doesn't mean it can't happen but I won't even go there because of my belief systems you know it's and it's it's a strange things but we think but we all have to learn and look at those and own our belief systems I can manifest anything the trick is not manifesting it it's to do it with God versus coming from my ego that's all I need to be focused on the big and little is an illusion my job is not to learn to create bigger things it's to create more

and more consistently from spirit it's called co-creating that's why you know that class we have starting up this week co-creating a new life that's why I called it title did that a couple years back co-creating I'm making it a distinction between us and the people that are into manifesting stuff how to do these things with God it's different so here's the thing now we're talking about divine timing so in this dimension remember in God there's no difference between big and small creations right therefore it can happen instantaneous

because there's no time in God however on earth we seem to be in a third dimensional world and so there are some things guys this is important there are some things we have to deal with for example if you say father mother god I would like to get a new welcome mat for my house guide me to the right place to find a welcome and you know you find one on sale and you go that's an amazing miracle you find the ones the color you wanted whatever it is you go that was very cool how often do we go okay now I'm ready for the house to go with it

driving down the straw I'm just looking for the you know sign that says Michael's place you know does it happen well no however why well because those are bigger no not really but it's based on our belief systems so we have to heal our belief systems but you ought we also have to accept in the illusion there are some things that have to happen so maybe if I say I'm ready for a new home maybe the spirit world has to maneuver some things into place you understand what I'm saying there even if spirits gonna give me a brand new house for free

sometimes can we not accept in the third dimensional world sometimes that won't just materialize sometimes it means a prayer has to get into the head of someone who's going to then consider donating it to someone and then that person has to connect that person through dreams and synchronicities and this and that and the other and these things kind of come into place most of because of our belief systems most of the bigger orders the tall orders we place there's some stuff that has to happen guys you know think about the the

common story of Abraham and his wife Sarah we're going to have a baby God the Lord tells me we're gonna have a baby this is great man we're gonna have a this is all about divine timing and learn to keep the faith because you know Abraham Sarah you're gonna have a child and they're like okay cool another 10 years stitch knitting another 10 years another two you know they were like 90 I'm not kidding they were like 90 I would have said like never mind you know God you know what am I gonna go

let's let's go little Johnny let's let's race me and my Walker and you you know I mean like so the a lot of people go this was the Lord testing Abraham okay fine because God wants us closer to being God and for Abraham part of the test was you're going to have a child and because Abraham you have shown such tenacity of faith in God you can have a child thank you God now do you think it could just pop out any old child no because it was such a reward of his consciousness and he made some drama Changez to abraham you and i as well

abraham passed some tests and this happened more than once in his life but because he passed his tests then God says now the child's coming so we could say it was just about abraham learning patience because that's if you try to study it or watch TV or you know youtube flicks about it it's gonna say you know something about faith of Abraham and Sarah that's not what it's all about picture this when spirit isn't answering your dreams your visions your prayers sometimes it is about developing patience for us and so on but try to

understand that spirit world is trying to work with this world and this world does everything it can to block that world so what if what if Sarah's body was incapable of bearing children because it appeared so what if the cells of her body needed to change and rebuild a womb what if she needed to have ovaries built from scratch in a way that would not be too dramatic to her body or caused discomfort what if it had to be built cell by cell maybe that's what's happening maybe her cells of her body are being made new to

be able to bear children sorry it takes a few years what if what if the child they could have had would have been an average child but what if he was raising as Sarah his wife and Abraham what if they were raising their consciousness enough to not just bring any old child but an amazing child which they did you follow so far so now what would have to have and try to picture this let's see we put it in search find amazing child who's ready to be born around this time on the other side they go huh we don't have them come in for 70 years okay

we'll line that one up with Abraham seriously do you see what I just said there did you hear that spirit what if spirits trying to get you what you want but in an amazing version of it and it has to get lined up that's very cool it's a drag to be on this side of the veil because you don't know all that but it can only be that if something is right for you and you're calling for it from the god place it can't be held back therefore if you're going to call it call for set if you're going to call for big things you

might as well accept that it's possible not necessarily fat all the time gonna happen where you have to wait of course but it's possible you have to wait because if you're asking for big stuff then it's possible big things have to be put in in place does that make sense and sometimes people deal with health issues the great Edgar Cayce with his 90% accuracy level with healing and channeling all kinds of things John of God an amazing spiritualist healer and all that even they in their in their high percentile of success with healing

each of them at times told their clients just go ahead go go home and get your things together get your house in order which means you're gone it's too far gone unless you happen to materialize Jesus right here done healed your it's done it's too far gone sometimes that's the case guys so it is it is true that the universe is going okay and this is what also is cool is that you go okay I'm ready to create a B and C this really a magnificent creation and the universe starts moving in that direction it doesn't always go zip sometimes it

starts moving you have to keep your consciousness feeding it with fuel of believing faith tenacity not I would like this whole universe starts moving oh nevermind don't want that okay back this way no I'd never might you know now the universe starts to do this hell with it the universe just knows never mind we're just gonna sit here y'all just do whatever talk pray we're not going to do anything because you and to pray for this and then that Lord get them away from me make them leave Oh Lord bring them back you know just this

this whole bipolar is prayer style and heaven the heavens you know I'm saying it facetiously but you know but the spirit world is saying we'll wait till you get your act together and you decide what you really want especially if you're going to try to create big things then keep your mind on I mean look at the guy like Steve Jobs I mean that you know we think about whole iPods neo success that dude fail just about in everything until he didn't you know whether it go he he got some visions in a meditation at a Buddhist retreat he

had visions he had all kinds of metaphysical experiences this is all should have worked instead he almost went bankrupt and who bailed him out Bill Gates that people think was his enemy had gates not written him a cheque we wouldn't be using iPhones all right but who knew that these guys that sort of ripped each other off a little bit ideas and became competitors who knew that at the end of the day this one was going to bail this one out like a healing and who knew that when this one passes away that this one

would be filmed in an interview crying at the loss of his competitor underneath it because they were friends underneath it who knew that there were these other mysteries and things working beneath the surface for a greater good so when you're going to say I'm going to create I phones or whatever the heck jobs had in his mind you know the concept of Apple you know he knew he just said I I knew it but but one of his things he's always said was tenacity if you don't have tenacity don't even bother trying to create anything that's a human term

for what I'm saying faith guys faith know this however if you start putting in there that you're ready to experience healing and you're already one foot in the grave sometimes it doesn't happen is it lost no because the consciousness you started putting into healing will carry with you to the other side when you come back if you come back you'll have already put that into motion that's why some people come in here and win the lottery out of the blue without even doing any prosperity work because it's something

they put into motion somewhere else yes it would be wonderful if all of our manifestations happened in the same lifetime we were focusing on and yet if we all got everything we wanted when we thought we wanted it Wow we've been some big problems you know because as human beings we don't know our own best interests we don't know really what's right to pray we go tangentially we go off moods you know we do and it's it's hard to really deal with the creative mind because because things don't manifest instantly we

actually don't think that we have a creative mind anymore because we think well let me try this no it didn't work all I know is that it has to work it's a divine power creative imagination is a divine power it has to work however divine timing so I'm putting it out there for such-and-such the whole universe has to maneuver to make that happen the whole universe and you know you can say well I'm gonna create Apple except everything else that wasn't Apple had to be moved into place other companies that

were already at the moment Jobs walked out of his meditation and said I'm gonna create Apple IBM did not bow down Microsoft did not say no I heard a guy had a vision let's close it doesn't work that way they fought tenaciously to keep the other from happening because that's this world you know so if you decide you know the person who's drinking alcohol all their life and then says I would like now I have cirrhosis of the liver I'm going to like some healing it's easy for humans to say healing please

okay fine the healing will start but if you've been contributing to the cirrhosis for 30 40 50 years isn't it fair that it's gonna take some time for that to heal okay I'll take some time and is it possible you might exit before your time clock you know ends it's possible sometimes that's the way it happens and I'm sorry man it creates sadness and fear in us I swear to you though I swear to you the creative power cannot not take place it's impossible for our ability to pray you know and and be prepared to create

something new like Abraham and his wife and it not happened it's just that are we in divine timing not can divine time and catch up to us it's are we able to step in divine timing if you're not then it'll suit you if you're just impatient then it's a good thing just go ask for small stuff it's easier to create I'm not waiting for anything well good create small stuff new toothbrush this week go get a dental exam we'll give you a free toothbrush and you can go home look what I got in

that's great I mean you know it's still divine power it still is divine power cause you created something wonderful but if you're gonna ask for big stuff because on the human plane we think big you know the difference they the larger issues of the items are bigger miracles are harder to manifest than small miracles now just here because we believe it that's the way it looks and so I'm going to ask something that seems very big and I live in a universe that lives with that law that concept that that program so a lot

of things has to have to happen we technically instantaneous things can be put into place but in this world guys be patient examples would be I remember um Helen who chanted the Course in Miracles her colleague who helped her co-editors name was Bill he said to her he said can you ask since you know she's dialoguing with Jesus regular she said he said can you ask Jesus if I can also directly hear his voice she said okay Jesus doesn't know if you know he too can hear your voice like I do Jesus said absolutely oh this is exciting great what do I need to do he

said tell him just to sit still and say Here I am and then wait Here I am and wait he said then I'll talk to him he'll hear my voice after a little trial and error didn't work and he said you know Helen can you ask him again tell him I've been I've been doing that it's not working I swear it hears more or less what he said he said tell bill he's saying Here I am and he's waiting kind of like dialing you know a phone right dialing the White House dialing you know the the Batphone to God you know dialing Jesus it's ringing once twice which is

your you know concept the metaphor of sitting in silence and he tells Helen and then just when I'm reaching for the phone he stops and what that means is he's we're able to talk to God to spirit to Christ to whatever you want to call it but we disconnect often before we can see the miracle happen we give up on it before it can materialize so don't ask because you're getting yourself more into guilt if you're gonna ask and then give up on it don't ask think about this if you want to be strong masters and creative beings

don't ask for anything that you're not going to be willing to be patient to wait and hold space for I know that sounds counterproductive to a lot of new agey kinds of teachings you know all the tangential ask for everything just you're I'm saying you're better off your conscience is better off not asking for anything than to ask and keep giving up do you see if you get the feeling of that asking and giving up is not healthy it no weighs on our minds so when we get an inspiration or energy you know for me when I have

moments of of projects fortunately most of the time I get instantaneous manifestations but only a couple times in my life and relative you know relatively recently only a couple times in my life did they not manifest more immediately and one of the obvious things that came to me and in my prayer and guidance work is the magnitude of some of the things that I'm involved in creating right now in the human mind they seem bigger so I'm like okay so that's okay that it doesn't happen in a weekend it's okay whatever and then

resigned to that and that's how we keep our peace because even though God says I totally encourage you all to learn to create a new life not because I want you to have more stuff but I want you to use your power to be more like God to create and one of the things I love God saying one of the things I love about your stuff not manifesting right away is that it tests your faith and then religious people say because the Lord wanted to test my faith as though the Lord is just with a spiritual abacus keeping score of how well you're doing with your faith it

isn't like that it's that when the Lord is testing your faith what it means is it's teaching you to become more like it when you have faith you're becoming more like God it doesn't mean be in the blind faith in something you're hoping hears your prayers that's not real faith if and when God is ever holding things back let's say it does holding things back from you to build your faith it's so that you will come closer to it and become more faithful and godlike not so

you become more like another minion begging and scratching you know with with every little bit of faith in something you hope to believe in is that making sense John Lennon and his wife Yoko they wanted a child very badly and for years they tried like Abraham and Sarah they tried very badly for years and it never happened for the longest time and you know they looked into and got some guidance and they had been into heavy drugs and so forth and so health specialist told them in her particular case she's not going to have children because they've abused their bodies you

know and and their health and really heavy drugs so they went and spoke to an acupuncturist and the acupuncture has said it is possible they read them did all the wonderful work they could do the Masters that acupuncture and they said no you you can have a child but you'd have to fast for a while from the old ways of being she had to go without the drugs and the certain lifestyle for years like Abraham was promised a child and then they had one they had to get rid of the old ways of living and they had to bring in healthier ways of living

and it made way for it does that make sense but if they would have kept pushing for it when they wanted it it she kept having miscarriages and it broke their hearts but you're trying to push something that's not ready yet the child's miscarrying because it's not developed yet and it's not developed because you're not developed yet and same with our manifestations in all kinds of you know various sorts I had a couple come to me one of these two is in the top three New Age authors of all time they came to me and they said we

want to have a child and we heard you you're a healer and you know we've heard about you and we want you to you know help us out so we want to have a child what is missing what what do we need to do to be able to have the child and so I checked in with you know and did some tuning in intuitively and I said you're not going to have a child and they didn't like them I said you're supposed to be writing a book your child that you think you're hearing we're supposed to be having a child your your brain is

twisting the word it's you're hearing we're going to create something and your head is telling you baby it's not a baby it's a project and they didn't like it at first which shifted into we get it that's it's true we can feel it and it became you know one of the best sellers of all time so it's all about timing it's all about being in the zone it's all about understanding you know not in misinterpreting because our ego once what it wants and once it when we want it it wants to make that that voice the

creative project that could help people spiritually into just a baby so it makes the girl obsess on a baby and now she's waiting waiting waiting waiting spending days of her life feeling you know like like empty womb syndrome oh my god when's my baby guy I know I'm getting guidance so the ego gets you on a tangent you don't need to be on your ego can put you in the position to look at a couple and say oh I wish I had that just to upset you the Christians are call it the devil tormenting you it's just the ego the voice of low self-worth

continuing that kind of patterning for us someone has to say not today so instead you look at it and go wow wonderful couple how does that relate to me not gotta go find somebody no that's literal what does it mean inside I can have that healthy male and female within me and breathe that in that's a spiritual creation there's no difference to write a poem or a book of poems only the ego tells you there's a difference there's no difference between the welcome mat and the new house ego tells us different but in this dimension if

you're going to try to create great things you know this place we have time time exists here not on the other side so it takes time and as I'm coming to a close another good example of this would be Judas you know the church has made Judas and into a bad guy and Judas is actually just you and I not a bad guy Judas wanted something and what he heard in his mind was this Jesus guy is magical he's going to make a difference in the world the woman that thinks creativity I'm going to create something a baby a baby's a miss conclusion Judas

here's this guy's amazing let's get this happening he twisted the outcome he thought the only way this Jesus guy could do what I'm hearing in my guidance that he can do is to put him in a position of politics because that's logical so when he turned him in to the Sanhedrin he thought they were gonna interview him and agree to support his mission Jesus well then around about man he just he did it hook on him yeah let's go you know let's go Judas you know that thing you're gonna do go do it

Judas is like so so you're eight you're getting the same guidance this is what we here in Sedona all the time you know oh so you're said your guide just telling you the same thing as my guides synchronicities so Judas runs off turns him in and within hours he's arrested and within hours of that he's dead Judas did not turn him in to kill him that was never his intention to in it and that's not a big revelation that's a fact he never intended to have him killed he thought he was going to be put into

place to free the Israelites from the Romans and he did in here he taught us a way to be free of the symbol of Rome meaning materiality but Judas refused to see the bigger point of him being in our lives Jesus being in our lives or however you might do this you meet somebody and you think it's supposed to go a certain direction not necessarily or you get an idea and inspiration you're supposed to write a certain book it's so easy seiyya especially with signs and synchronicities and such it's so easy

for this to all get twisted that we think my guidance is I'm supposed to do this or that that's rampant in this town and in this world but in this town guy flippant you know guidance and we say but I have synchronicities I understand the ego is just as capable of creating synchronicities as his spirit so if our goal were different we would have a different guide it's hard for the ego to keep hijacking your guidance if your goal is something spiritual and love-based if it's something material the odds are greater that the material based ego can

get involved with its voice the more it's an intention of goodness the less the ego and the ego will still try to get in there but it's just more difficult so it's it's hard for us to to to make that shift in our lives but it's a miracle if you're making a living a certain way if you're a channel and all of a sudden you realize God my ego has been infiltrating my channeling my healing work it's hard to say I'm going to give up the fame and the money and say that my ego was infiltrating a lot of channels end up with their ego

hijacking them but you got to ask why because you're vulnerable so as I was saying as we're you know going towards the closest the important thing I want to share the channels and a lot of people because you're susceptible to being misled by your ego you know for all kinds of different reasons but we're all you know we're susceptible to that but the more you are sort of weak natured if you have really bad boundary psychological boundaries with people in your life if you have weak boundaries if your energy field your aura is weak beat

up because of abuse or addictions your aura if your energy field is beat up if your boundary psychological boundaries are weak and if your kind of your your spiritual core inside your your backbone is weak entities your ego and all kinds of things will mess with your mind and lead you into being one of those channels that slip up and use people or give messed up information a better channel like Moses Moses was not somebody that was found frolicking in a garden and turned into a spokesperson for God he was a warrior if any of you

want to be a good channel and a safer Channel you have to build some tenacity inside you've got to have some warrior because when even when entities mess with you and you're the type that says not today they're like geez this guy's got some attitude let's just back off you've got to have some warrior in you and if you rely on a channel that's great but they need to have some tenacity some conviction and some core inside to know that I can trust them and that means you know I would rather trust a channel today that was a warrior in

another lifetime then one that only did artsy kinds of things because it means I'm just so open yeah unfortunately to just about anything it takes tenacity so trust yourselves call in God for that strength call on God for that never try to do it just yourself call on God but you know what eat foods that ground you more the most common poltergeist activity and demonic activity is adolescents who are especially going through a lot of turmoil and repressed feelings people that have emotional imbalances are not the best channels

they're the best channels because they're susceptible but not the healthiest because they don't know when to say no or how to say no and so on part I'm not complaining about that I'm giving you the cure show up call on God to be with you but also know how to kick some butt spiritually know how to make the right choices and don't give in not for money not for fame not for sales no only if something feels right that's Moses Moses had to be a warrior to do what he did he could not have been weak and he's an amazing master today an

ascended master today male or female conviction guys you can never think that peace pilgrim the woman peace burger or mother Teresa you know was it you can't be a weakling and do that kind of work so please don't let the new agey people convince you that the way to be spiritual is to only be all flowery about everything yeah flowers yeah but those flowers should only be coming from somebody that knew how to get a rake and work the ground boom get it in there when you run into a rock oh you know work it a stump that won't go whole

winter chains rope truck pull that you know get in your body spirits look for people to go on open you know loop-d-loop you know entities love that kinds of stuff you know somebody is not going to show up and be responsible anyway hey I hope this is making sense let's take a few centering breaths and share a brief meditation on that note it's okay good laughs get it out of your system laughs at some of that cry at some of that whatever it rings up tune out the world tune out the world just send her in

let's take a moment to share a brief self inventory let the divine mother nurture and help us through this process let the Holy Spirit guide us not our heads we call upon you divine mother to show us reveal to us that which we need to work on in this process and in this moment before we walk into a new year we first are choosing to say help us reveal to us any times in our life where we did have an inspiration and we hung up the line hung up the phone before it could come into manifestation anytime we prematurely gave up on

something just let your mind be still and see if something spontaneously comes up but it's important to know the difference between what ego-based things were not for our highest good and they were right to let go so in this moment let the spirit let spirit show you to help you discern some things they were right to let go and some things I gave up on them prematurely see what they were not for the purpose feeling guilty just see what they were creations projects friendships partnerships again it's not wrong if we

ended something or walked away it's more of recognizing that it happened partly did it come to learn did it come from ego or was it that we left we walked away prematurely if you see any that you can tell came from ego then give yourself sort of a pat on the back for seeing it wasn't right for you and you walked away nice job you can even go so far as to say to yourself and if something like that comes around again I'm just gonna get it sooner that's all the corrective Monsieur get it sooner next time that means you learned but on the other

hand are there things we gave up on that could have been manifested but we actually we're the ones who didn't stay to neisha s-- and stick to watering and feeding those seeds and the good news is as we end this year we do not allow those things that ended potentially prematurely we do not allow them to become sort of miscarriages instead we're going to do what a woman's body tries to do when she miscarries her body is also trying to strengthen so she can eventually be strong enough healthy

enough to carry a child all the way through manifestation her body's trying to prepare itself and sometimes it miscarries but often it's just trying to strengthen itself for the next time so it all recycles so in this moment whatever not just individually but collectively in this room whatever might have been walked away from prematurely we do not allow this to become a leak in our life we instead surrender it to the heavens we give this to you father mother god no longer is it something I could have should have etc done it's

something released so that it can recycle and come back as a new inspiration what form I do not care I'm open release that relationship release that job that project that whatever it was the painting whatever it was so that it can recycle and come back fully and strong like the child you ultimately were hoping for and then we close just visualize a seal coming from the heavens onto your third eye a seal it's like a promise from the heavens on the third eye that says this is so not what I want to materialize its this is so meaning gone being recycled and

something new coming your way so it's like the tomb Jesus was put into is our third eye it's being recycled and brought to light so that something new will ascend from it do not break the seal open let it happen organically and so it is keep your eyes closed for just a second just gradually stretch out don't go right to open eyes and moving a lot just kind of acclimate