Divine Silence

so how is everyone doing yeah good everybody feeling good nice yeah a lot of good vibes you know happening in the world and you know things are picking up a lot for a lot of people and it's great to see that you know it's really important also for us to check in and make sure that even when things were a little more chaotic and they'll they'll tend to be chaos in a chaotic world this is a world of a fallen world so to speak one that that is it tries to try to tries to hide from divinity you know the world likes to perpetuate

and the people here like to perpetuate seeing from such a dense level a material level so our ego convinces us to be material instead of divine and if we decide to allow ourselves to be material instead of divine we're going to see materially which means you're going to see gender and race and so on and so on and then because we feel separate we're going to react to gender and race and whatever happens to be our raw nerve and they're things that are programmed within our soul they're programmed within childhood

and family you know and religion and all this programming it's such a strange thing it's like some weird sci-fi movie where everybody you know went into some trance and just started acting nuts you know there was a star trek episode you might remember that one where during the night people would go completely crazy and just totally break all rules and laws and whatever during the day everybody would walk around greetings greetings it's much like that except it's 24 7 instead of just at night it was just at night you could just stay

home but even that you know the way humans are they'd be like I wonder what's happening outside it's not safe don't go I've got to I've got it I just got to check it out and then they go and get caught up in it so the acting out ends up putting this trance to another level of trance because the one trance that I forget who I am gets me acting out but another trance is put over us by our ego when we realize we acted out and now feel guilty about it and ashamed about it not only what I've

done to others but what others have done to me both just add these layers of separation and you know there's this concept the opposite stillness you know we should check in and say during a crisis how did i handle it not to measure and guilt ourselves but simply to learn from it how did i handle like last year you know a lot of people going nuts um we never stopped services uh i'm very proud of us for doing that and not in a prideful but i'm just grateful we still had our services and we still did our thing

never did we sit in mourning you know we were like yeah hey same great you know material every week our sacred readings the talks meditations music and so on just good stuff and and globally some of our people are telling us you know they were they were in major lockdowns in some countries and they were sitting here watching us because it was feeding their soul it's just beautiful so this concept of when they say you know stay in your center and so forth it's really hard to stay in your center when you don't know you have one you

know so we have to learn to find that place now you can try to find it on your own you can do incessant meditation you can meditate for lifetimes till you find it but you can also just ask god to help you find it it's actually a much shorter route if i did know the silence of god i wonder what it would feel like and then just imagine and it'll start downloading imagines the highest faculty in terms of thought process not intellect but imagination so to be able to go you know instead of silent silent silent silence just

i wonder what silence would feel like and it already starts happening because you're in the imagination of it so the mind can download it to the being because you're you're you're literally saying i imagine what it would be like i wonder and therefore it starts coming when you're thinking about it as a separate thing it stays separate when you imagine it here it starts downloading here because that's where your mind went now you know i'm doing a a one-year course we do you know one lesson per month you you

can still sign up with us it's the ascension into christ consciousness in the course i'm i'm uh i think it's this month or next we're going to talk more extensively about silence and the layers of silence that we go into but for here for now i'll just at least say that there is this thing that seems to happen between dimensions like a silence when you have a really profound meditation you're finding that silence when you choose not to react to people and their stuff everybody's crazy narratives

you can have people not like you and they can have i don't care how detailed their story is about why they don't like you when you're in the i don't like that can't be god and so what they'll do is well let's see i deep deep down i know that if i'm upset with somebody and i can even pretend i'm not upset with them because i can smile i do not hate you i do not you see i'm smiling liar hypocrite you're just please before this hurts you own it something has hurt you or upset

you see it own it then you can surrender and replace it with divine feeling love peace happiness there's anger is never justified of course in miracles tells us right so that means when you say i want to get somebody back for something or or i'm never going to forgive somebody and and one of you you might be online wrote in a testimony or a post or something and said something so and so did is unforgivable i think it was your mother you know she did and and you know i understand i think you called her spawn

of satan in the email you sent i i swear that's that's the wording the person used i get it see i'm not going to be like oh my god that's a horrible phrase i get it you know she she might have worn a cape and had fangs in the whole thing whatever she might have had little little you know points on her head and a tail you know i understand and if she walked around with a pitchfork i understand why it would have seemed that way but be careful this person who says it's unforgivable or i'm going to teach you a lesson or i'm

going to get back at you or whatever i'm in some other lifetime or i'm going to curse you i'm going to hate you i'm going to spread gossip none of that is god and all you're doing is destroying yourself even if you can cause harm to other people and say see i got them back don't you guys know anything about black magic you've just thrown out a boomerang and it's coming back it's got to that's what energy does you send out evil thoughts towards people if you justify it in any

pretty wording i'm just giving them divine karma you know it you can dress it up put a ribbon on it but thoughts do not leave their source if i have thoughts and negatives and hurts and hates and i send them out they're going to go out like my children and eventually they're coming back to roost they're going to come back like your worst children you know i know some of you have kids move back and they're not terrible kids but it's you think that's something this is when all your most evil

intentions and thoughts and feelings they come back and then you wonder why you know out of the blue it seems like something harms you in your life just peace peace peace to everybody and it's not always easy last year you hear and see things going on in the world and it triggers so there's no way i can forgive or be at peace yes you can i have had moments where let's say i go to a a dentist pretend and and the the dentist let's say forgot to do something you know you know like novocaine you know and now you're in pain you're

hurting and you can bring stuff up you know this could bring up past life you know medieval torture you know all the sound of it is sorry i forgot you had issues with dennis he's reliving stuff back there so so guys this can happen and all i think about is my job is to love the person my job is to and and sometimes it seems like i have done that in my life almost to a fault oh i say almost because technically there's no limit to love and forgiveness but there are moments when i i've had to go you know okay you know i'm gonna forget

that and let that be and you know and even go back at least once to to kind of process and prove to myself that i'm not holding any weirdness you follow that's what i do i i tend to be able to or try to give people a second chance a third chance and so on whether it's a chiropractor or a dentist or a massage therapist or whatever it happens to be you know i try it out because i i want to be that process myself i want to be an embodiment of that forgiving and allowing and hey you know i want to make sure i'm okay if i don't

go back i want to know that i don't have any triggers about it that's me but this world has stuff and it's hard to you know be in your center and i'm not telling you to do something you know if you've gone for a surgery and you're one of those medical cases where they say you went in for a a pedicure and they actually removed you know your kidneys you know i get why it might be upsetting i get that that might change your life and your health forever i would just try my best to not say i'll

never trust medical profession again i would be careful about those major statements that are coming from my being in pain you know it's it's not easy but still and you you know there's impor it's important to have boundaries and so forth but just to be at peace because when something's triggered me what i need is my center what's the center one thing is the center is your silence when your head's still talking and your mouth is still talking about how loving and forgiving you are you really still don't get it

if you're so in at peace and loving and forgiving why why are you still talking and hurting so you have to go into this quiet place it's not an easy place to go but you can use visualizations to get you there one of my favorites and of course in miracles picture that you're moving through some dense clouds and you can barely navigate through them you know and that's your stuff that's the the stuff that's triggered you today the pain or somebody ripped you off so you know there's stories of seniors being taken

advantage of by these financial manipulators man that's disgusting and if you're one of them you're scared i mean there's not always family that's going to take care of you so that's really tragic stuff karma on the other that's that's true but for that person do i just tell them oh you just need to calm and quiet yourself no sometimes i would say scream cry and do what you need to do externally to get that out of your system but try to do it as soon as possible and as thoroughly as

possible so you can come back to peace you cry as deeply as you can and then back to god peace the crying isn't your connection to god it's making room for a connection you're screaming and i don't care if you scream hatreds get it out get it out because god will never hold our grievances against us at all but we do so scream it out get it out of your system pound on a pillow whatever then you're coming back to the silence hopefully so in theory what we're talking about today is no matter what's happening in the world

the storm's spinning find the eye of the storm no matter what has happened to you talk it scream it write it come back to the center again so when you have a process in healing and you can come back to center when there's crisis in the world and you can come back to center or you have a profound meditation that center they're all the same technically you're you're taking what was and changing it into what is this different thing now when people do this often enough meditatively and in their life

circumstances see if you meditate oh silence isn't that amazing but in your life you're always like i hate everybody it's it's just all it is is theory it's i'm not saying it's it's wrong or inaccurate if you say wow i had such a peaceful meditation i'm very happy for you but i know it's just a theory because it's more like a a daydream if you meditate peace and you don't live it it's just kind of a daydream which is better than nothing if you if you try your best to

live it but you don't know how to feel it in a meditation for example you're again getting only one half of it know how to go there spiritually in meditation know how to go there in your day-to-day life as well so without going into all the layers of what silence because there's several layers of this silence that we go into without going into all of them let me just say generally speaking there is a a veil a silence that you go through when you're coming from the material world to the spiritual world

there's actually sub layers but for now there's just this silence now the silence for some people it's like noise noise noise noise and it's like wow this floaty drifty feeling some people literally it's like an ear popping and you went because you went into another dimension you'll actually like an altitude shift there'll be this and it oh my god did i just lose my hair other people it's this horrible falling into a dark abyss and they use words like michael it was like a feeling of annihilation

and i'm like god that's so cool they're like what do you mean that's cool annihilation do you think god was feeling annihilated it was your ego going no not being annihilated you should be like yes yes and all it is is i'm melting it's just the wicked witch ego i'm feeling annihilated just just say wait wait god cannot be annihilated it's the false me that's dying yes it feels because it does it feels sometimes intimidating and just just keep doing your best to go i remember in

a mastery course i did once uh i do that once a year but we used to do it as a very uh um involved process you know we we used to be able to have people come together out of retreat and do all kinds of things and the world's trimmed everything back now to where you know you can barely do things online without people having problems but we did this process and one of the exercises you know you can do a very simple thing you stand have a group of people behind you and you fall back they catch you it's pretty cool get on like a 10-foot

ladder you know and fall back it's it's kind of intimidating this is like a hundredth or a thousandth of what it's like to enter that global spiritual cosmic abyss silence and so i remember folks going you know one after another of of the people that attended they fall back we catch them you know and it's amazing because you're just free falling boom get caught right and then we were all leaving and somebody goes oh michael it's your turn i'm like oh god no i was like oh no but they called me on

it i'm like nobody knows that inside i'm like it's true it's a visceral thing so you know just outside okay i get to the top of the letter oh god you know they're going okay you know tell us when you're ready and then okay i'm ready now i'm doing it like anybody the difference between us is feel the fear but do it anyway that's mastery feeling the mastery doesn't mean you're feeling the fear doesn't mean you're not a master it's can you push through it find the

piece in the center despite what's happening so i was up there and it's like oh man this is intimidating i feel it nobody can see that or hear that but i felt it and then the point was okay ready and i went okay and i didn't just fall back i left you know and they caught me they stood me up they said wow that was pretty amazing you like free but like you jumped back and i yeah and inside them i could still feel the nerves i could still feel the nerves like this inside but i'm just walking and i'm thinking oh my god oh my god

you're gonna feel stuff you know in a divorce when one of your children are sick it's going to be this world but what do you do about it and you know i just went and this world is this constant spinning of stuff now some of us have a more you know generally a more decent and peaceful life generally speaking you know but there's still stuff in the world and there's still stuff on tv and how you react to it is sort of a statement of not just how you're living your life but how often do you go

to your center to fill your canteen in the desert you go to an oasis you've got to go to god now if you just go no i have i just have nutrients coffee i just have a cigarette do what you want to do but the more you reach to material things the more material you are is that bad no it just it's just a nice confirmation that you're still very material based you know technically there are three states of consciousness with which you go into prayer material prayer soul level prayer and spiritual prayer material prayer is

i want it could be i want you know like even emotionally at what i want it could be you know car raise at work money i want and it can even be i want my soul mate but what's interesting is what you just said you wanted is a singled out person where's that perfect singled out person now when you single someone out you have a separate person as soon as you single them out and put them on a platform my soul mate you know what you have a separate person separate from yourself and separate from everybody else that you don't like

they're so worshipable this is wonderful just stay there don't move don't age don't change don't just stay like that you know and and they're they're gonna do something and oh get off the platform i gotta get another soul mate now so you can pray but that's still material and if i'm praying for a material perfect partner they're a separate person which means i'm in my separated mind now when i go to soul level prayer things change when i go to soul level i start praying

for divine feelings rather than things and even if i were to pray for a soul mate from a soul level it's different it's i love everyone everyone are my soul mates because in soul we're all one so i'm actually getting closer to home when i tune into proper soul level prayer it doesn't mean you don't single someone out to live with or partner with one or two people to date or whatever you want to do but it doesn't have the specialness involved with separation and material level prayer it's more like

wow i'm just starting to feel love for everyone and i think that a lot of people that go through that they go through a phase of not knowing how to be romantic with anybody because you feel like you've gotten away from the individuals so it's like well as soon as i started loving everyone i don't know how to single somebody out that's just a phase hang in there with it there's nothing wrong with you it's very right but it doesn't mean we all have to stay celibate and single and whatever

that's going to be the ego going oh you you wanted to soul level prayer huh you wanted soul level living fine now you won't have anybody to keep you warm at night you wanted a soul's purpose job and now you're jobless so great you now you don't have anybody to keep you warm at night and you sleep outside because you don't have a house now you really need somebody to keep you warm listen i think i hear coyotes you know and that's the pit you're gonna get in stop and and do what you just did laugh

laugh and recognize god does not punish me god does not say if you want a soul mate you have to go through hell to find it if you want a soul's purpose you have to go through this is just our little stuff because when you go through that dark knight process meaning the the transitional piece you're technically going through volumed this is going to sound strange you're going to go you're going through stages of the silence that still has volume when you're going through hell you're halfway home

hell wasn't designed by god but it was put there by our ego to say don't go here because on the other side of the silence on the other side of the dark night and the tests of life are what god so the ego's like we got to keep you from going every you ever see like sci-fi movies where the the evil wizard creates a wall of fire so nobody can you know pass that eventually the hero's like no and they go through the fire and generally it was an illusion so the universe is calling for brave souls can you turn around and go within

instead of talking about outside material prayer i just wish it and i just as soon as you're talking you're likely to be more material in your prayer that doesn't mean it's bad get it out just get it out i don't like this i don't like this i don't and i wish get it all out of your system and then come to soul level prayer deeper silence i got out all my words now now let me center more inside my heart and soul when i'm doing outer prayer i'm out in a world that doesn't exist so all i

am is a crazy hologram i want to go somewhere else and go you go here and my heart what do i really want a car and no really want you go here and this is only the word feeling so you don't talk about stuff if you're doing a heart level prayer what i really want is peace and remember if ever you say that's what i'm looking for longing for ready for and now accepting peace or happiness joy whatever a divine feeling and remember when you're doing this there's two halves to it if ever you say i got it i'm gonna take

michael's advice i'm looking for peace if you ended with only you getting the peace you still only got half of it it's never complete until you wish it upon others including the people you most are praying to get rid of i want to get rid of them them them them and them and then oh look i'm going to go to peace now i did the material prayer i want them out of my life now soul level aren't i wonderful you know you're only getting half of it can you pray for peace for the people that are causing a lack of peace

can you pray for prosperity to people that don't seem like they deserve it it is when you do this i want peace for them prosperity for them when you can do that what you're really saying is i want us all to go home all of us single someone out my soul mate and i are going to go nobody else you know it's not healthy so soul level prayer is we it's it's more cosmic and beautiful there is such a thing as spiritual prayer and that's that's divine prayer now with each level you're doing here the

material the soul level and the spiritual in a sense you could say you're also every time you're doing any one of these you're going through other layers of your veil or your silence when i push through my dark night i will find silence and then on the other side of science is god god is not when you hear this still small voice that's god in the bible and in some people's teachings go look for the still god is not small god is not a voice and it's not the stillness itself it's on the other side of those

so there are people who do long-term meditation techniques i'm just i'm doing the ultimate silence silence and so you know so you meditate you learn how to steal your mind which is a mental discipline i'm learning to discipline my mind stillness stillness and then you start to hear hello my beloved child shh quiet trying to find stillness you know you're shushing god and it's like never mind you you've made stillness into god guys stillness is where you'll start to hear the voice of god

the stillness and the small voice isn't god per se but going through the you know this com just the torment the mental the distraction the monkey mind as it's called in buddhism the manic mind don't judge yourself for having it burn it off yeah but i have all kinds of concerns to find you know burn them up talk about think about them write them down do something to disperse them and sometimes just say that's enough be still and know the i am presence of god so being still is just to learn to discern between the voices of the ego

versus the voices of god or the voice of god and you say no to this one at some point hold the mind still for a bit if you can simplest way i am relaxed using your own words as a mantra to get your mind only on one thing after enough repetitions a dozen or two dozen or whatever then you can stop saying the words and try to just keep the feeling relaxed nothing else stillness when you have the stillness for a moment it's beautiful then you can say the canvas is back on which you can paint yourself god in my being

and you allow that to start to download and for me that could be like you forgot to get milk for groceries here's a talk to do today it can unravel the secrets of the universe and it could be you left the clothes in the dryer understand it's not about sublime it's about our life manifesting peace and if you forget the clothes in the dryer and they all wrinkle that that's not necessarily perfect peace it's okay that you receive a raise or an inside of a something you're going to develop the

guy steve jobs said he went to a buddhist temple in california and had the idea for apple you can have inventions you can have solutions you can even have like challenged relationships an idea come to you on what to say or not say to somebody that's how practical is the presence of god it's not supposed to be all sublime i've been teaching you know for a long time from the very first time i would say the first couple times i spoke i was nervous like just like the latter story i shared but there was a nervousness butterflies

but as the saying goes go ahead and have butterflies but make them fly in formation you know like in other words you know come on you know you take all the and you lighten up let's get this done and as i saw the effects of the teaching and people going wow i decided to get over myself meaning i can worry worry worry but wait it works and they like it so now you're allowed to listen either but which one do you choose to and i could say you know what i'm going to retire you for lack of work it's not like oh my god don't hide from

the thoughts look at them intelligently go you know yeah you just don't have a place here and that's what it means get behind me satan there are people even in spiritual towns like this that gossip and obsess the negatives and whatever little things and i just advise you more and more boldly sometimes even saying the words get behind me satan that'll put them into some past life regression center in town you know because they're going to be like i hate them how dare them but you know what sometimes just

you know what why are you why are you doing that i'm not interested it sounds to me like you're really still coming from a dark primitive fear-based place and that's not what i want to do i don't care if it's a relative a friend a colleague all of us it's no to the voices moses had to be in a right place in his mind to be able to say you know what there's water egyptians water egyptians i'm going to go swimming today i mean this is not good so i'm going and if god doesn't show up in part the sea i'll

swim it but i'm not interested in enslaver enslavement i'm not interested in that life my past that world it's symbolic of our junk of the past so in we go and god says you know what i'm going to part the sea and you know why not because it was all just premeditated if moses would not have said i don't care what happens i'm not going to feed the past anymore one of the points to the miracle that happened was because he said i'm going for what i know is right the water said we're not right so we'll

get out of your way we are not part of your new life imagine the particles of water saying sorry about that our bad and bow and back off doesn't that kick butt isn't that cool it's just wonderful i mean that's it a course in miracles tells you trees will bow to shade you when you need shade when we get in the right mind but the world will tell you no no that right mind stuff that's nice you know when you're at a spiritual center oh namaste you know and be all spiritual but when the stuff happens

the letter from the tax man you know i just know they're coming to get me for that 25 cents from 80 years ago the mind obsesses all the things that could go wrong oh you know i've got to have surgery or something uh you know and i'm going to go have my eyes tweezed my eyebrows tweezed and i just know that they're gonna accidentally pluck my eyes out people people obsess in crazy ways on all the things that could go wrong if you were to add up let's pretend in your whole life you only daydream negatives like this a

hundred times and it's really more like a trillion but let's pretend it's a hundred out of a hundred only like two of them ever happened how come any you know more people don't go wait wait a minute it never happens so i think i'll just focus on i'm fine not to mention that by doing so i'm going back to filling my canteen i need to find my center when i can i need to refill every day with the presence of god refill with the presence of god why because i'm going in you know some people go this is great

i'm swimming i'm in the oasis there was a water a pool of water the desert i just walked 100 miles and i don't know how many more left oh but now that i've gotten to the oasis had some water splashed i washed off i probably don't need any more i'll just start walking again that's dangerous but you think you don't need it because your belly is full fill the canteen don't think you can get through life without god well you know i kind of did okay because uh in instead of calling on god there's

people that have tried recovery groups and they just go well you know the whole god piece and there's too much of that god in recovery groups because i don't really believe in that i could just stop drinking you're endangering yourself even if you could make yourself not drink whatever made you originally drink is still there all you did was a behavioral modification even if you're in the program and doing it right you're going to be tempted to go to other addictions so at least you know needless to say

without doing this properly yeah you're going to have ego just trying to re-manifest in some other form i can't do this alone is not a statement of self-humiliation it's actually a true statement i can't do this alone because i'm not alone it's a statement of fact i have everyone in the universe that are my brothers and sisters that can help lift me will they all do it probably not but if i can affirm that they all have the christ in them they will start to lift me because if i can see the good in them

i'll find the good in them and more people become friends and the same with i'm not only one with everybody here i'm one with god so you and i we have all the power and the wisdom to get through anything this life can throw at us we have all that we need and we need to remember that we need to affirm it we need to remind ourselves but don't do it just in your head do it as a feeling you know breathing that in i'm scared right now but god be with me not get me out of this mess be with me while i'm in this mess help

me to see it differently help me to see that you know there's there's a center there's this silence that's powerful this still small voice that we're going towards on the other side of the science this this thing that can speak to me while i'm in my silence my center that thing is the presence of god and even though it sounds passive in quiet silence it's far far greater than all the noise on the outside because the noise isn't even real the reason the world is so noisy is so that it can convince itself

that it exists isn't that amazing oh you again just say that oh you again you know and and wow and the louder it speaks people that don't like you the louder they speak and the more they come up with stuff to not like you about the more they dislike themselves and they won't admit that the more they dislike themselves and the louder they get the more they don't want to realize that so to be able to stop and go wow i was getting really loud and convincing no but you need to know and and everybody needs to be paranoid and

oh my god you know all the government officials they're actually aliens and they're all coming to suck life out of us and you know there's people on websites that have millions of viewers why millions because people are so afraid they need that much convincing that what do what they know deep inside that this is all wrong something's wrong with this world they have to get louder and more plentiful so they can keep the illusion alive so when i find my center i'm going against the grain of a sick world and that's why for some

people the silence will feel like oblivion because that's how entrenched the ego with its tentacles was that it's screaming i'm dying and it makes you think that you're it so you think you're dying you will have dreams you'll have meditative experiences sometimes just spontaneous experiences where you meet the silence and it seems like a negative experience just call on the presence of christ and you also have the right to do this stop and come back out of your meditation don't force yourself to do more than you

can handle now what's going to happen is a day later a month later you're going to share it with somebody they're going to go wow that was the sign that you're gonna go but i was afraid and i should have stayed there and now i go silent silence and it won't come back don't be judging yourself god was very happy believe it or not when you said you know i can't do i remember one time i was doing this many years ago when i had this real major um experience with the the silence and one of the

sensations i got was like a suffocation okay now i didn't go eternally in because you're not going to go eternally and you're going to go a bit in or a bit more but that's as far as you'll know you're never going to get all the way into the silence and still be here so you're going to just go as far as you're going to go so you're not doing anything wrong by saying that's enough for right now god wants you to be comfortable and happy and feel safe so when you go into those moments of

silence if you ever have a negative call on the presence of the light the you know god christ or whatever you use and you can say that's enough but don't forget if you start to guilt yourself later say no no that was god's will that i stopped that and it's okay don't shame it that way it can find room in you to come back again and anytime you go to find silence have found silence please let it become integrated into your being and bring it into your life and bring it into the world you're going to find that during times

of crisis you're probably one of the symptoms is you're not going to talk as much you're going to go inside a bit more it doesn't mean talking is bad or wrong it just means there's a part of you that's getting internalized and kind of processing and looking at this at a deeper level instead of you know just on a on a shallow level so the silence when when jesus buddha other masters male female black white all around the world throughout history great mystics throughout history every continent have talked about this

thing this silence you know it's amazing that more people haven't made it a quest or a part of their lifestyle because they got caught and hypnotized by the busy world so they became busy minded so we call them mystics the people that go towards the silence but really they're just people that made right decision to go to the oasis fill the canteen and no i'm still in this world but i'm going to fill my canteen so i can take the waters of life with me when i go into this world meaning i go into a courtroom or i go

into work or i go into traffic and i'm gonna just do my best to keep that with me because i remembered to fill up this morning see if i start my day at a zero out of ten at a zero in terms of spiritual uh replenishment i'm i'm already at my end so now oh traffic you know you're doing hand mode dress to everybody you know you're flipping them off you know cussing and because you got nothing left but be honest think about this if you filled up to a five and you're kind of even not even a ten just a five and

you're kind of i just feel really good you get you'll be able to hold it longer start your day with god and you'll be able to hold your center longer and i don't care if it only lasted an hour because if you hadn't filled up it wouldn't have lasted an hour be grateful that it lasted an hour and at the end of your day remember to give thanks for the times it worked at all because that'll make it integrate more and you'll know next time it's going to last even longer till pretty soon day and night

you have that presence it's kind of cool you still slip we're humans but you just seem to bounce back faster this works on every level of our lives you know i i've taught for so many years as i said and you know i do i just i i don't think i've ever had people say oh you know that talk you just weren't plugged in or that sucked you know or i i've never really heard that somebody might not like a talk that's fine but i'm just saying generally i just stand up and boom and we go

and and that's not just a compliment to myself i've never missed a workshop never missed a talk never you know just been doing this all my life teaching and and it feels great but you know what it's it's to say that when we plug in this can fill every part of our lives it will fill every part of our lives if we start our day with god get that that you know the the the sustenance plug in get filled up but also believe that this works somehow you know i have a life where i do this you know day and night that helps but it

would be impractical for people to be expected to do as much you know prayer and all the things i do to you know to to live the life it might seem impractical for people who have little ones screaming and and they live alone their partner left them and they're trying to work three jobs i get that but it isn't impractical just do as much as you can do to start your day with god and it'll be enough to change things sometimes we get so stressed that we only talk to god when we can't take it anymore that's

kind of convenient when something's not going my way oh hey god by the way god's like why didn't you talk to me yesterday no god's going to be there one way or the other but we're going to punish ourselves and we're going to be living the karmic effects of not having plugged in so remember please go to the center go to the silence go to the stillness it isn't that the stillness is god go to the stillness and awake something wonderful can happen you know uh divine feelings some of you have had

dreams when you hear when you hear bible stories about pearly gates and and sparkly roads and all kinds you know what they're describing they're describing the in-between world not heaven not earth they're describing eden an etheric realm and that's like the fifth dimension for example when you have people go oh and i saw a world and you know in the prophets of old and the pearly gates and gold roads and sparkly this and there was an eternal light and everybody was happy and the lion lion you know would lie down with the lamb

and so on there was peace you know what they're describing not heaven they're describing this world transitioned to a higher dimension of itself where we act a bit nicer where we're living the silence i don't talk as much i don't think as much i am i'm in a state of being instead of doing so those are not impractical visions people are happy having they're seeing sort of you know for seeing what's coming to this world soon we're all moving in that direction but of course the closer we get to the

silence the ego goes nuts so there's just all kinds of craziness and it just increases what you're seeing in the world is nothing compared to what can still come and multiply and multiply and multiply you know riots in the street that's nothing compared to what can happen that's nothing to like a world war iii let's say the ego is not over with yet technically it is because the ego is an illusion but while we live in a time space lifestyle and belief system it's going to drag this on and keep

things looking more magnified i'm saying that you and i it is our job it's not just a an occasional nice thing to to have center and peace i'm saying it's our job if not us then who somebody's got to make a difference so think of this as one of your assignments if you go to work and people are nuts at work try to be sane in that place try to be the voice of sanity you know uh whatever the case may be bring peace to somebody because when you bring peace when you bring the pearly gates you're bringing that center you're

bringing eden which is heaven on earth you're bringing the fifth dimension not by hating people that don't believe in the fifth dimension or higher dimension or an etheric experience or a light body you know hating people for not believing that isn't the way to go being that presence they're picking it up on some level no but i want to pick it up when they say you were right you know say that's that's not the right mindset you don't need them to tell you you're right be right be the rightness

be the righteousness be the right consciousness when people are mourning losses don't tell them they're wrong for mourning don't start giving them speeches about life after death hold just hold them sometimes be the presence as best you can be and then you know what you've done you've become the silence that they don't know how to go to you feel that you've become this other thing this alternate reality just your vibes just your knowingness you didn't have to fix them you didn't have to force them

to get it you didn't have to make them have visions of purple amethyst in their crown shocker or any you just became the same feeling as if they had had that kind of an experience and they're sometimes going to scratch their head and go what what you know what is that you know i mean i've had people do that so i remember hanging out with a director oliver stone and we were talking once and it was the funniest thing because we were parting ways we'll see you later see you later he goes there's something

about you and i'm like really okay see you later no no there's something about you and he he was like stumped you know what i mean he was sitting there just like you know like hmm puzzled and you know in inside i'm like is this fun you know but outside i'm like really i don't know you know i didn't say well i'm into spiritual mysticism no speeches no nothing just really i don't i don't know i think i'm wearing deodorant and everything i think and we're okay you know i just i can make light of it

because you can do that be the presence let people just feel you know they're going to scratch and think think but what's most important is you gave them seeds of an alternative reality let's please take a few centering breaths just a few breaths like i described earlier i am on the inhale relaxed on the exhale and for those of you who can choose you know if you choose to and wrap your mind around it you change the words instead to i am on the inhale and then the words at peace on the exhale either one gets you to the

same place they're both a calming effect have a calming effect just whichever one works for you better i am relaxed or i am at peace don't just hear the words let it be a tied with each inhale and slowly the exhale let it be a feeling like oh thank god i can relax i can be at peace and a brief exercise of what we covered today think about for just 30 seconds the kinds of things materially you would like to pray for it's totally fine totally right to pray for materially if you're in your material

human self what would you like to see it could be your personal life relationships stuff on the news as long as it's external people events external prayers now the most external prayers can achieve you could get stuff but how much of an effect does it have internally you might feel a little better having stated some things externally let's go to a deeper let's go to soul level prayer and on the soul level imagine having

divine feelings that you would have had if you did get what you wanted materially i would be happier i'd be more relaxed i would have more confidence then breathe in the feeling of confidence instead of naming 20 things materially try to name just a few feelings four or five even that you would have if you had all those things you wanted beautiful and then to a level of spiritual prayer now this is even fewer maybe just one or two words there's nothing to ask for we are we are

what total peace oneness abundance just a word or two and feel like you are the presence you're not asking for it like we did in the other two levels i am nothing to ask for because i have become this is what it means seek first the consciousness of god seek first the kingdom of heaven oh my goodness i'm there now imagine if you totally have that state of consciousness first of all how does it feel like like integrate it soak it in imagine that you're totally the embodiment of that feeling you're the god or goddess of that

feeling total presence and then tune into this if you have this presence how would that affect your soul in other words the we how would it affect your connection to all people and the earlier words you used on the soul level prayer wouldn't it bring most of that to you that you prayed for on the soul level what about the material prayers if i'm the embodiment of love oneness abundance can i not just imagine even slightly that that would download and give me

everything i could possibly need materially i could walk on water materialize gold out of thin air because i'm one with god you could wave a hand and a disease is gone where you used to pray for it to be fixed and we close with this which is easier to pray for the material of things and get them to all happen or to go to god and let them download one the latter doesn't involve stress it's just an allowing but we have been programmed to believe this doesn't work this way you have to make things happen if you

want them to happen you have to get to have this is saying i need to just be and it comes do your own version of integrating for the last few seconds of wow or whatever you're feeling or seeing and then quietly give thanks and stretch out but take your time with that take your time with it gradually stretch out feel like you take it with you though how's that feel

good it all makes sense great yeah there's levels of this silence that i'm talking about but we can generalize and simplify it for now and just say go to a silence there's going to be a silence after every dark night because you push through the dark night here comes the opposite stillness and silence and then after that the silence is filled with the voice of god so thank you all thank you very much and god bless you for joining us online please stand for our closing prayer such gratitude we tune into that we tune

into the gratitude of what we felt today what we heard today the magic of a book you found here in the store or the person you were next to the what you heard in the talk the meditation the roomy reading whatever or just the magic of being with good people even if you're watching this from madagascar this is fantastic you know anywhere in this country believe it believe that this is a place that angels would seek to dwell and it happens but you got to hold that vibe you got to live that life this is the silence in which god can

paint on this canvas this space that we make is the chalice in which the holy spirit can descend and fill us we know that and we hold that in a state of gratitude i am improving my life and i'm so grateful i can tell by the kinds of people i'm around i can tell by the heightening of my creativity something wonderful is happening feel that know that be grateful for that so that you own it and then it can become real and then it can be magnified the light of god surrounds us we are the light of god the love of god enfolds

us we are the love of god the power of god protects us we are the power of god and the presence of god watches over us we are the presence of god wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is now we choose to go and live that agreed all right god bless we'll see you all soon