Divine Mother Births the Christ Child

thank you thank you for being with us on the holiday and we've said it twice already but Merry Christmas and happy holidays to you all you know uh partnership um generally for the last several years at the Christmas service we've not had it land on a Sunday for several years now generally we did a Christmas Eve service and so and then Christmas Day when it came around together or Sunday when it came around again but generally I I I covered What's called the 12 holy days and nights of Christmas which I'm not going to do today because

we've done that for a few years now so you can go on and watch those videos but it's really really beautiful because what we like to do here is not only just anchor in the deepest teachings and awareness as possible but also really take things to another level always and so we we discussed the 12 holy days and nights of Christmas that tradition that picks up on Christmas Day with one sign of the zodiac and for the next 12 days working off of that and um so you start with Virgo the Virgin birth and then you

go through the signs of the zodiac but what was always interesting is for those 12 days to really pay special attention to things that that are going on in in your life and so on and make a little journaling notes because each of those days is going to sort of plant seeds for the next 12 months of the year so it was always really beautiful very very deep um again you can go and watch old videos that we've done on that because I don't want to repeat that again it's a funny thing because I don't

you know I don't want to repeat the same things very often you know maybe the same concepts of course that are important but not the same teachings and I was telling the the board and some of the folks here yesterday I would go on tour in the old you know in the old days um touring for many years and um some places I would go they would say well we have two Services okay or three one place five so as soon as you finish one you have minutes and then another service and um the way I am I'm kind of a sensitive

soul and I've always thought God if I was the choir I'd be so bored five times hearing the same rehearsed talk I'm thinking they know the punch lines you know you know that they're sitting going and here comes you know you know that they're thinking it and I just I wasn't going to do that so I just gave five different talks and um so that's kind of what's behind that I don't want to repeat the the same thing because some people have heard the talk on the 12 holy days and nights and

for a few years now but today you know clearly this day and and a person can watch this talk and not have to think it's Christmas or Hanukkah or New Year's or holiday of any kind and they should still be able to gain a hundred percent from it so even though it's a day commemorating the birth of Christ I want us to understand that it's it's also a time in the world that commemorates the birth of the Christ in each of us the first coming of Christ when it was when we were created as Christ the second coming is we had Amnesia and

then we remember so the second coming of Christ Is Us remembering our holiness you know what we what we forgot and it's great to do that every day starting the day drawing in that the choice the prayer to remember today um yes but it's especially auspicious to to think of that during times of what we think in the northern hemisphere dark darkness in the world where you know there's uh less sunlight for people so it's but it's a sign that even in the darkest time even in the darkest times of your life

Dark Night of the Soul divorce illness deaths of loved ones that is the winter of the Soul but in the darkest moment in the year calendar year the very darkest minute is followed by the next minute where the Sun starts to move back into your life and I'm saying that that's symbolic even in the darkest times of our life we're just one minute away from the birth of the Sun or light to come back into our lives so hang in there no matter what hang in there awful event it didn't feel very good to me riding on a donkey for months to get

to a place to give birth in a place of of kind of squalor in terms of the The Village they go to I mean that doesn't feel very good but look what happened she she pulled it off despite our discomforts hang in there something wonderful is coming I know it's hard to say that when you're going through hell of course just one minute away from that light being born you know what I wouldn't want to do is go through a dark time in my life never have faith and then when the light does reappear only be happy because you

could see the light it's now there because when it finally shows up you've only planted seeds maybe this much compared to what you could have planted if you'd have kept faith during the dark times so getting those seeds in the ground at the right time the darkest time plant your garden prepare your garden even if it's in Consciousness you're in darkest times there's nothing's working great time to do inner work plants do inner work when it's not seasonally appropriate due to a freeze or whatever

so things are going walking in your life and things are kind of Frozen it's frustrating but keep the faith because you're going to be kind of embarrassed when it all ends up going well and you only have this much fruit that you planned in your garden and then planted in your garden well if I hadn't known this that spring and summer were going to be great you know what are you chicken little like you know come on you're only going to focus on what might go wrong or what's going wrong and again

I know this is easier to say than done but nature has told us this every year for millions or billions of years this too shall pass bless you and and this is commemorating not only the birth of the Christ in us but I also want to commemorate or or give thanks to honor the mother who gives birth to the Christ not just Mary the mother the Divine mother there is a Divine mother aspect of God and then in the universe she became known as an archetype known as Kuan Yin who's always holding a a vessel a container that holds compassion that she

pours out to the world so there's the Divine mother and then she becomes the universal mother which is like Kuan Yin materializes in a woman who chooses to embody what is it like to be Kuan Yin Mother Mary Jesus is a person but he chose to live the archetype of the Christ and that's the highest Consciousness you can attain Ernest Holmes said that Yogananda said that and I'm saying therefore it's true but you know what's interesting despite the importance of the Divine mother why does she get shunned why why do

people just move right along there's God and then the Son of God Jesus it's not supposed to be exclusive to Jesus he said don't make it exclusive where the mind of Christ which means that's the mind of him I put on the mind of Christ you can put on the mind of Christ all that I've done you will do so why are we embarrassed to own what he told us he could do and then why do we ignore the mother because the truth of the matter is you can't birth your own Christ self you're the one who messed yourself up

why would you want to use you as a guide I'm going to give birth to myself and then one day I will be sitting in heaven at the right hand of myself why is it always about you so there's this weird thing saying you don't see it very often but why is it said because again we just we ignore the the role of the Divine mother but why why is it said that sins against each other even sins against Jesus are forgivable but not sins against the Holy Spirit wow that's kind of like heavy why did Edgar Casey say that

sins all sins are forgivable but not the way he said it was but even sins against the holy spirit will be called to mind is the way he worded it why that makes me like I just want to hang out with the father or Jesus not with the mother all of a sudden we're putting the weird stigma onto her and there's a beautiful reason for that it's because sins against each other we're the Christ sins against each other are forgivable you know why because that's why we're in this world is to forgive

but why our sins against the Holy Spirit not forgivable here's why because you can't sin against the holy spirit so there's nothing to forgive you see she's like you know Noah blinglace no complain day she's like saying I want nothing to do what do you mean sins against me you know who I am you know what did you cuss at me what is that affecting me oh my God I can't listen to this after all I've done for you people you know that doesn't happen so so that's one reason that sins against the Holy Spirit are

not forgivable because you can't for you can't sin against her secondly another deep angle to this is that she's saying you know what if you want to ask for my forgiveness but what is the Holy Spirit it's the true consciousness of God as we would know it she births the real in US so we can't really sin against God but you could say and here's another way of looking at it is look guys uh as your Divine mother if you do feel like you've sinned against me you can't forgive that sin what you can

do is erase it there's a difference what I mean by that is I am the mother which comes from the word matter I am the mother who will matter realize materialize for you so if you've sinned against me you don't need to ask me for forgiveness you know why because I'm just going to mirror it to you all you need to do is correct your Consciousness and it's done it's called apologize and make amends think about the word amends coming from the word a means to experience forgiveness amends are a means of experiencing

forgiveness see I can say I I forgive you and not really do it you could forgive me and it might not really be authentic but you know it's more authentic when a person not only forgives and makes changes now you know it's a little more real because it's embodied so that's what the mother's you know saying it's like just just just change and we covered this a little last week but the mother so often neglected forgotten the role even even the embodiment of her one embodiment but a perfect embodiment Mother Mary

but she's in the effeminine in all of us this this this being of compassion she's in all of us to the Hebrew people at one time it was matriarchal the holy spirit of God Yahweh was was a feminine Consciousness it was a feminine it was treated as a feminine part of God but eventually patriarchally it got changed and made into more of a masculine kind of a component but why why do we keep why do we keep doing this and I'm not going to get into conspiracies I'm just saying isn't it silly I'm not going to

say it's wrong it's bad I'm just gonna say it's silly and I choose not to do it I love talking to my mother the the holy spirit of God and it's right to do so and she doesn't really have a gender it's for our amusement you know it's it's just our way of relating the father aspect the mother aspect of God did just have fun with that enjoy that but I love thinking of her as the holy breath the mother who says you are my beloved children in whom I am well pleased Yahweh Yahweh Holley

it's it's where we get the Hawaii is coming from Yahweh awaii okay it's and yet what a feminine goddessy kind of place is the Paula Polynesian Islands which are the highlands of lemuria this feminine continent and we came to this place and the mother said all right if you folks are going to try to leave heaven you can try as you may but that's what you are you can't leave yourself so you can fly away and I'm going to create Paradise to mirror that your beautiful souls beautiful beings so we

live in Paradise this place called the Murray at one time and and yet we decided again to descend further and further into matter and the mother doesn't judge it she just says whatever you materialize as I'll mirror to you but I'm mirroring it to you so that one day you'll say to yourself you know what enough is enough today I don't want you to mirror my will I want you to mirror thy will and that's a pivotal point in our lives when we can say I can read all kinds of books I can do all kinds of doings

but you know enough is enough I want to be the manifestation of the Holy Spirit and that's what Jesus was in a way he accepted the Christ as a Consciousness but you can't separate the Christ from the holy spirit because the Christ it's it's the mother birthing the Christ in US so it's really really beautiful if you think about it the mother is saying honey I just want you to forgive yourself for these little things you make yourself to be through Amnesia and just remember I will birth your remembrance but I will also mirror

your ignorance how strange that the unlimited mother is willing to be limited matter you see how many of us can say that we on a regular basis are able to willing to perfectly mirror to people their absolute unlimited unconditional mother self to birth the Christ through them versus The Limited matters of it's almost all we ever see when you look at somebody and say wow you're gorgeous what you're saying is I would like you to freeze frame as a limited matter you're condemning people to hell when

you hit on them like that you're condemning people to hell when you look at them and say you're a poor person you're a sick person that's why the Hawaiian ho'oponopono prayer is to say I'm sorry please forgive me it's like saying I forgot and I held you it as the I took unlimited mother and major Freeze Frame as matter I'm contributing to your sickness no I have nothing to do with your sickness let's go back to Genesis am I My Brother's Keeper the answer is yes because your brother sister cannot

remember their Christ self without someone else agreeing that they are that Christ self the only times we can see goods and bads is that where two or more have decided it's so that's how Holograms are in this world is a hologram supposed to be a holy gram but it's a hologram Hollow Graham empty you know and it's just mirroring our consciousness so in this moment you know I'm like saying you know what I I don't want to mirror me anymore mother I don't want you to have to freeze and become

the unlimited mother unlimited has to freeze as a hot guy or girl this unlimited being has to freeze as don't I look good today wow wow and it freezes as the food on your table that you oh I shouldn't be eating this wow where's the holiness and you can't have the holiness by doing it yourself you have to call in the Holy Spirit now there's a couple of ways that people can Journey on the spiritual path one without being conscious of their connection to God too being conscious I didn't say you you

have to be conscious that's a choice either way you're on the path but I didn't say you you she doesn't exist no matter what when we're on the path or not on the path the mother's still there with us so why not share life with her consciously instead of unconsciously you can say no no man I'm just very hyper intellectual I don't believe in this God stuff and that's the mother freezing for you to look like that what a strange position to put her in because she knows better but she's not

because of her unlimited love she's not going to force it she cannot of Course in Miracles tells you cannot force change on you she can only mirror in you can be the the hyper intellectual you can also just be a broken down person that's just who's living in in the pits of life and you don't believe in God the mother's still there mirroring the pits for you so that you can go you know what I think I'm done with the pits we can no matter what we are with God we're just not always conscious of it so

what I would recommend even people on the spiritual path can say I'm not into this Holy Spirit thing and I'm not saying you have to call it that because I know some religions have kind of screwed that up you know misuse that those words and made it into some something too heavy I get that but call it the Divine mother call it your teacher capital T and you'll know what you mean when Helen shuckman wrote A Course in Miracles she scribed it Jesus would say and the Holy Spirit this and the Holy Spirit that and she would write and the

teacher this and the teacher she would say the voice she refused to write the Holy Spirit later on she's going um did I kind of yes she actually went back and corrected some of that but not all of it so the course the A Course in Miracles starts off with resistance to even say the Holy Spirit well you know the voice see if I was her friend I'd have said what voice is that is this one of your schizophrenic voices since she's a therapist that would have freaked her out you know voices do we need to be talking about this you know I

would have gotten her go there what voice is it she capitalized it she got that right but look at the resistance that she we have to the mother the reason people coincidentally accidentally put the mother that gives birth to Christ off to the side we can blame this church we can say that's just not how it's brought up that's not my religion whatever reasoning and I'm telling you you're doing it subconsciously to sabotage because she can birth the Christ in you and you don't want that yet

so you if you can set the mother aside you can prevent yourself from being born again even people that talk Jesus Jesus being born again dunking in the rivers and whatever could could still be unconsciously avoiding them my mother the river that you're passing in that makes you born of the Holy Spirit you have to call on her ask her and I know that some people they'll feel like a little kitchen around that and that's wounds that's fear if it even triggers you to think of calling upon the mother all the more

reason to do it and you know what say it just say it just say you know what just the very name of you annoys me I say it get the guts out tell her she doesn't mind I'm afraid of you or religion did this to you or A Course in Miracles left you out for a little while who wrote A Course in Miracles Jesus no it wasn't the course tells you there are some lines in there that say such and such about Jesus as though it's another person the Holy Spirit wrote A Course in Miracles but sometimes voiced through Jesus as

Jesus see and even core students don't know that many of them why does the mother keep getting forgotten it's because we're afraid she might step up if we ask her to she might birth the very thing we're most afraid of which is our true selves well Michael I'm not afraid of my true self I have a I have a coach that tells me I love my true self it doesn't mean anything you get your post it on your mirror that doesn't mean you're born again you know I am my true self um I am wonderful and thin or whatever

you put on your mirror that doesn't get you home I'm saying you you will get there you know that's not a bad idea to to go from you know living in a in a A Life That's mirroring disconnection you're starting to mirror connection because you're on the spiritual path I think that's great I'm saying though when you can go from just being on the spiritual path like a bystander and consciously say all right enough is enough of myself I can do nothing so I'm asking you holy spirit of God Divine mother

it's a little intimidating say those words it's a little this or that get all that out but I don't care I'm asking you to now step up and birth the Christ in me if I could have my brother stand at my side Jesus great if I have spiritual teachers that can stand at my other side to support me in it great the mother comes first above your teachers above your healers bring the mother in when your healers work on you bring your the mother in when you're cuddling yourself in when you're in emotional pain

bring the mother into everything every painting you paint call on the mother well I don't need to because I went to the finest art school I'm telling you everything will go to another level if done with the mother as your teacher your guide and your healer well but my religion doesn't talk about mother God again that's a spiritual or religious path without consciously co-creating with God that's why I use that phrase so often consciously co-creating my workshop next Sunday here consciously co-creating

I want to be here I want to make this my choice I don't just want a positive thinking program I don't just want a a technique to improve my life I want to be consciously participating with God I want to be here I don't want to tell God how to fix my life I want to step up and be with God first co-create I'm doing I've done enough of the damage of my life myself I want to co-create that's what being born again is about it's not being a sinner which is what some people make it to be

it's about being a co-creator to be born again I went from being a manufacturer of my will on Earth to emptying myself out so I was doing emptying and then being and I don't know how to be oh yes I do because I read it in a book please stop say I don't know because in the I don't know the everything can remind you in that vulnerability everything and that's the key to go from I know I know I know to look at the arms what a great affirmation you see all the the paintings sacred paintings from the

Native Americans African continent Celtic people all around the world there's always these amazing beautiful profound like postures and Namaste and hand mudras and whatever but the one they should all reuse it looks like this foreign think about it how would that sell New Age Stars how would that sell is that going to sell does your life coach say every morning look in the mirror take a specific number of breaths you know make sure you smile because it's going to affect your body and your neurology to take you to a

new level look in the mirror and then go it's not going to work if they're not going to tell you that's the way to go and I'm telling you it is the way to go I don't know becomes I know I know becomes I don't know because the Thinker that thinks they know is already insane they're already back to amnesia so you're you're hyper compensating to act like you do know and you don't know anything well I do no no no it's like a George Harrison song the further I go out of

this room the further I am away from myself the more I think I know the less I know it's you know I'm just paraphrasing but that's it it's it's no it's wow the presence of God well I'm going to get to that presence of God if I just meditate enough and I'm saying if if nature spiritual nature said that one thousand meditations will give you Awakening I'm telling you if a thousand meditations can guarantee Spiritual Awakening it could be sped up to a hundred instead of a thousand if you meditate with the

mother all the things we can do even meditations and prayers um of ourselves I'm doing a really powerful meditation it means nothing to me if you don't call upon God to co-create it with you I don't care if you have great techniques to manifest new cars in three hours and you've proven it because you have a fleet of cars that's wonderful but I'm not going to be your student I wouldn't be here I wouldn't choose to be your student yeah but this person really proves that they've manifested

cars um they manifested 10 new cars this year I just want to know how many people they have a holy relationship with because the cars aren't going to be the vehicles to take you home but your Consciousness will be in the very Awakening and practice of forgiveness everything changes and it's we've done enough of this and I'm not making it a bad people bad Earth about shaming the Holy Spirit I'm saying here's the good news bring her back into the picture just see through it the um the prayer we often hear

Ave Maria it's Hail Mary because that's what Gabriel said Hail Mary full of grace and we made it into a prayer but yet some people don't even know what it means Ave Maria you know what else it means most I don't know that anybody on the planet knows this you know what it also means Ave Maria Hail Mary she's full of grace great but it also means hail the mother of the Holy Spirit but here's another take Ave Maria also means Eve and Maria Eve and Mary because Mary was Eve who fell and had to come back and give birth to

Adam who became Jesus who the Bible says was the first Adam and the last Adam so Eve had to redeem she had to give birth to the savior because she and the savior in need in way back in Eden it's a long story um you might have heard of it Eden um but it's it's too complicated to spell up but honestly their symbol the Garden of Eden is a symbol of a state of consciousness but Eve and Adam they fell Eve and Maria is like saying Ave Maria is like saying Eve to Mary to go from one level of Consciousness

where you slipped to the forgiven one when you're a sacred goddess again see so that's a really powerful statement and yet oh but I'm not Catholic I don't do the thing about Avi Maria it's a shame because whether you're Pagan or any other religion of any thought system even philosophy just to practice the humility of saying we're all going from being Eve to Mary from being Adam to Jesus from being humans Mortals to the Christ that is our goal we're going and we're at at that pivotal point where now the

world will collapse if we don't accept our Christ self and if it does collapse it doesn't mean we're bad and wrong it means that we like to learn prefer to learn tend to learn the slow and more challenging way let others do as they may but for me man God first that's the goal we all have to come to back to God first we're all made in God's image you know you have parents that have genetics and and and science will emphasize that you are bound by human genetics but you also have a spiritual parent if you can have

human genetics imagine what spiritual genetics are like I have the Mother and Father God I have their presence in me just like your human genetics if you can believe you'll be blonde because of them or dark skin because of them why can't you believe holy because of them because you're misdirecting your thoughts over to your human parents why how is that ever a good idea when all else fails I'll look to my parents as a great example of God and God you know father and mother God they're human beings even if they did a

decent job it's not as good as it gets so no you know I am as God created me I hold this sacred light and today we're going to do a meditation of a candlelight service and it's partly to me to remember that that I am the light of God I am the light of the world I'm I'm done projecting onto people and things limitation when you look in your checkbook even whether you have one dollar or a million dollars there are numbers that say this is your Consciousness today honestly it's freeze framing so that

you'll see this is your belief system about money today your health on a 0 to 10 scale how is your health it's a six because that's the Consciousness you have around Health chosen for you to see it as a number whether it's tests that came back from the doctor or whether it's just your own rating whatever you rate yourself as in relationships or a nine let's say uh health is a two let's say whatever it is they're all the mirror of the mother just saying and so it is and so it is

not just your words your Consciousness is what she's mainly mirroring so when we can say you know what I'm so sorry mother don't just ask for people out there talk to the mother and say I get it I would like to release you to mirror my holiness when I pray I often pray like this I often say something to the effect not verbatim but to the effect first of all I'm calling upon I don't call upon a better wiring system of my neurology like some people I don't call upon my personal power I don't call upon my genetics I don't

even call upon my deceased ancestors I call upon God in the highest heaven and then I ask God in the highest heaven to awaken in me in the highest in me which is here as much of its Consciousness as possible I ask it to bring me to its level as much as possible then I ask for that to pour from the highest heaven in me down into my heart so that my soul can raise its vibration as much as possible to that which is the highest in me and that which is the highest in Heavens then I ask for that to pour down into my

material life this is a movement down through the chakras as it were but down into my material life in other words I'm inviting as much as possible and unimpeded consciousness of God down through my life and I should be able to still the waters and release an illness and so on the more I get that because if I get that alignment it's called being awake and born again or awakened to the Christ Within there is no other there isn't God versus me fighting this out who gets to be in charge today the little I

gets to set itself down bowing and saying I know nothing what would you have me know and then the mother can birth us again and bring us to a new level of awareness and then she's going to say man you're going to love this because you've allowed me to guide you co-create with you I get to show you mirrors of your Holiness instead of your hollowness empty relationships drink that can't fill you this is what it was meaning when Jesus talked about Waters a different kind of waters a different kind of experience on

this planet foods that you'll never go hungry a bread of life he was saying you people are Hollow and you can't fill that void Until you realize there is no void and that you're holy then you'll start to feel complete automatically you won't be saying God fill that hollow space in my relationship category of life why would you pray to that which is whole to help you fix Hollow if it's Hollow it's like a black hole everything just sinks into it you have to know it's not really there

and forgive yourself forever believing it was so I'm going to close with this concept Christmas and any day of the year is about miracles but it's not just the the miracle the birth of Jesus and the the will of mother Mary and so on Christmas is a reminder to each of us that we can be anything that we choose to be that everything's just mirroring and if we can align with God we'll see a whole different life humility guys at the risk of sounding almost hyper uh fundamental Mr Christian it's true back

to God and back to the Awakening of the Christ and calling upon the mother to help us do that of myself I am nothing because of myself that thinks it's by itself I'm in my ego which can't do anything of value so no no of myself lowercase s it's of the self that is the I am presence of God that's what I choose to be you're still allowed to mess up here and there of course you're going to have those thoughts well here I did all this birthing of the Christ and look what I ate during Christmas oh my God Christ is

having a sugar rush now because I ate all these Christmas cookies know that who cares Jesus doesn't go oh you ate the Christmas tree shaped ones you shouldn't have done that all the Christ will ever tell you to do is and did you forgive yourself you mean for eating the bad trees no for thinking the Christmas tree shaped cookies are bad for thinking that you're now going to be sick as soon as you thought well I'm gonna have to go sign up for a gym now because Christmas you know I gained five pounds forgive yourself not only for

gaining forgive yourself for thinking you would gain none of that's true how could the Christ gain weight it's it's levity if nothing else Christ is the light so forgive forget all these erroneous Notions that were flawed just keep forgiving Christmas time is is not so much what people think even when they're commemorating the birth of Jesus how could Jesus have been born and became the Christ if he didn't believe in the gift of forgiveness if he's nothing else he's at least that the master of forgiveness

so I want to be more like him I want to worship Him worship Him is one level become like him is another just like him know because you don't have to be a male and you don't have to do this and do that the other it's just practice the way put on the mind of Christ and the mind of Christ is a forgiving mind gentle just practice it be loving be gentle and be so humble that you can call upon the mother Guide Me Be My Healer my teacher mother you you know you know where I'm off and help me today show me where I was off show me how to

be back on she's going to guide you in your Awakening process and into becoming the the Christ again and she can't not do that because she mirrors Consciousness only if she was willing to mirror doubts why wouldn't she mirror realities please take a few centering breaths foreign [Music] [Music] just a moment of letting go

[Music] a moment of committing ourselves I'm willing to breathe out all else and just be here now [Music] for the next two minutes our chat our ushers are going to help us light candles stay in your nice calm quiet place if anybody does not have a candle and wants to do this ceremony raise a hand if you're missing a candle there's one over there there's one there's two over there three so let's get them candles please please hold your candle vertical [Music] I know it sounds like obvious but

some people end up with wax poured on their lap and then they start chanting [Music] we'll just call it that another candle over there is missing and a few more over here [Music] ushers anybody in this section still missing a candle this section one okay they're bringing some of course Candle is lit and if you've lit if they let yours please lean to the side and light the people in the center section people that are at the end of the row yep as you're lighting the candle for each other sing You Light Up My Life no I'm

kidding that's not part of the ceremony so be aware so I mean is it just is it just candles think about this when you're lighting each other's candles isn't that meaningful you're gifting them your light good see it the candle being held vertically why besides burning vertically because it's you to God interesting what about the little horizontal tray that catches the hot wax even your material life can be one designed to help you by catching that hot waxy even your material life can be a gift from the

Holy Spirit [Music] wave a hand if you don't have your candle lit [Music] very good thank you gaze at your candle for the next minute the folks at home as well [Music] Jeff if you can figure out which light switch is these fan lights let's shut that for a moment look at that light and I slash we we are asking that you Holy Spirit the next row down you Holy Spirit guide us into the meaning of this light what is it symbolic of even if no the other two put back on please even if your candle were to go out it's not bad

meaning [Music] what does that light symbolize [Music] [Music] let the Holy Spirit download Channel it what is that light that's the light of God within me that's the the flame of life this is the Christ part of me that I can shine I can use my light to burn others or to illuminate their lives [Music] for the next half minute close your eyes and imagine

that the light is still there be mindful to Hold Steady your candle can you still see it in your mind's eye [Music] [Applause] [Music] when you're ready open your eyes blow out the candle make sure you guard it hold it steady and vertically even after it's blown out blow out the candle guard it from blowing in the people in front of you blow out the candle only when you're ready and then your eyes are closed again hold your candle steady eyes closed again and this is the most challenging of all this can you still see the light after

it's blown out can you still see the light of the holiday even if it's not the holiday can you see the light of Hope even in the midst of a divorce can you see the light even when someone's ill and give that half a minute or minute or so and I'll interrupt you when it's time [Music] [Music] thank you and for the last 30 seconds

holy spirit of God [Music] stand or sit open to you I open my heart my mind my being and I ask that every note that comes through our musician is somehow speak to my soul take me where you would have me be [Music] [Music] babies [Music] [Laughter] [Music] [Music]

you are my beloved child in whom I am well pleased and this can never change [Music] I am Christ on Earth and I choose to forgive myself for forgetting this and acting out my Amnesia and instead of living out my truth [Music] and so it is pretty spectacular it's

do you feel what I feel Do You Hear What I Hear do you see what I see and I got in the Great [Music] beautiful thank you just take a moment to reintegrate into the room I've said this so many years as a teacher never leave the meditation that's it's not what it's supposed to ever have been about my ah that was a nice meditation yeah okay now let's go to McDonald's you know it's never been that's not what it's supposed to be about I go into meditation to tether myself more to God and then when I open my eyes

and go into my life I'm supposed to bring that presence with me like the silver cord that connects our soul to our body our astral body to our body when we leave our bodies at night we journey but the silver cord is this etheric cord that can stretch infinitely out there until you come back to your body which is another story um but that silver cord it's it's like that after every meditation we're supposed to stay plugged in and bring that into our day-to-day lives not leave it and go back to misery

or self aggrandizement or self anything my back to my opinions back to my whatever it happens to be tethering to God you know and some days and some people you'll only make it one step out of your meditation and boom right back into stuff again forgive yourself but do make a more determined effort I'm gonna I'm gonna get this tomorrow even more today even more I really blew it during the day but I'm going to sleep I'm going to clear all this now I don't want to carry this into sleep to astral time

right that that old saying never go to bed angry that that kind of a saying it's the same thing never go into the next moment carrying the past moments they're going to be there but I'm saying don't let them drag forward and you know carrying like like in the the Christmas carol dragging your chains of guilts and chains learn from them don't keep looking back learn from turn forward let's go a new consciousness every meditation if you're not grabbing the consciousness of your meditation and taking it into your

life you're practicing the wrong meditation or you're just not listening and not getting it why meditate if you're not going to be different a moment after you meditate it what was the point oh I just find it relaxing smoke pot I mean if that's all you're looking for you know I mean a meditation can take you 30 minutes and all you did is relax five minutes you know talking on something you know is that all you want is that the highest Consciousness really Christ is the highest Consciousness and

I refuse to forgo and play with anything else again I'm ready for the real thing I'm ready for the presence of God in Me that's my Christ self in my own way my own wording my own techniques my own ceremonies I don't care if it's naked under a full moon or it's you know lots of robes and sitting a certain way as long as you get the point settle for nothing less than Awakening the Christ and today was also about remembering the mother's role in that why do you have to try and do it alone

right why does it why why even bother you'll you know it'll still help but it's slower in going why other than avoidance talk to the mother talk to the Holy Spirit and in this moment we're closing the talk and the candle lighting and so on we're closing this with an absolute arms stretch to the sky we don't know so we call upon you mother who does know you know everything that needs to be known about our journey and how to best awaken us enter Mind Body Soul enter every aspect of my being and let me become the child

that you know a child you know me to be let me become the truth of God even in a material world so it is we're going to take up our collection and then we're going to do our closing prayer once we sign off from the stream online then we'll also share one or two Christmas songs in the group but they're they're not legal to do that live stream so you know Folks at home you can play you know play something and sing along yourself one of them will do is Drummer Boy um that's beautiful deep one and then

we'll do uh Jingle Bell Rock okay because we gotta end it on a high right like a real nice exciting kind of note please take your donations Your Love offerings God you know be as generous as you can be we would greatly appreciate it we're closing the year now we have New Year's still coming up but we're closing the year now we appreciate your gifts and your generosity okay ah we give thanks for all the gifts you've given us all through the year and the whole time we've been doing this work in Sedona and even before so thank

you we uh we hope that you see this as part an important part of your life it's not just a place to go but we hope you see it as it's it's partly your Center so we appreciate that Take Your Love offering hold it to your heart with absolute truth meaning conviction Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is while they're passing those around can anyone share what you mostly heard or learn today it could be the most

impactful to you yes hmm beautiful oh nice so even just what you got from that Mont the human mandala we can call it body mandala of arms outstretched it's beautiful anyone else yes yeah don't bring all those chains of the links and chains of the past into the future because it won't let you very freely move forward yes get over yourself nice anyone else yes holy instead of hollow yeah that was nice I liked that yeah I like that kind of came through just beautifully anyone else yes think positive

yes absolutely which is the only way God would want you to think anyway because it's the only real thinking the rest is just nightmarish it's just a bad dream did somebody else have their hand up yes ah somewhat what we started with this this service with if you remember um this too shall pass I mean I'm not saying that you should pretend that it doesn't hurt if it hurts just that's not the only thing happening the darkness isn't the only thing while you're sitting there saying this is the

darkest day of the year this is the darkest year of my life while you're sitting saying that I'm saying the light is already moving in your direction it can't not because everything happens in Cycles but if I were doing a a retreat and we were all outside doing a sleeping in here on on cots and sleeping bags and we went out in the yard here to back to to do a meditation and I was telling you all in here Faith love God light joy peace everything wonderful and then we go out and do a meditation out in the yard and we hear

some critter and I start freaking out and then somebody gets a flashlight and points it it's you know a leaf blowing across the yard I'd be kind of embarrassed preaching love peace Faith joy and a leaf freaked me out and all of you saw that I would feel kind of silly embarrassed right and that metaphor I'm sharing is what it's like to go through dark moments and lose Faith freak out you should kind of look at that and go you know what that was kind of silly don't judge yourself but learn from it

I freak out but this too shall pass why didn't I say that why did I only say there's so many people and things that have such power over me if only why why not try something else I am scared and yet I'm calling in the faith of my mother show me mother I remember one time out in the woods I was going from one house out to find a road to to get a ride and this was a long journey middle of the night no Moonlight nothing dark dark I mean dark and I'm walking in these woods and I'm trying to follow a

trail and there's no light whatsoever no flashlight no you know and it's like the stories of Mary Magdalene um navigating the honeycomb caves and the Pyrenees they said without light because she knew how to be the light and awaken the light so she could see so I'm like okay uh I think in the late 80s 1980s and walking through and I and I just enough is enough I mean you try everything navigate Looking squinting trying to find anything and make your way through and it's like this is just ridiculous

light just light calling on the light of God to light my way and I swear to you whether it was I turned a corner and there might have been the first street light or whether it was the moon broke through clouds I don't know all I know is suddenly there was light and it's like let there be light it's okay that it was dark for a minute it's okay that I might have been intimidated or whatever we go through in life there's going to be a divorce where things look like they're just freaky dark health issues freaky and dark own

that you feel that way all we're not saying don't we're saying but add something else that this too shall pass that even though I'm afraid the light is here even though I'm going through the valley of the shadow of death I will not fear because the presence of God is with me you're already preparing a table for me when I finally get to the end of this test right you see turn scripture into personal statements beautiful this is the will of God and we don't totally get that yet it is God's will that you be happy

not that you suffer and eventually if you happen to be one of a few that make it to Heaven you get to be happy and everybody else stays miserable what a weird God that would be I am the Lord thy God and you have very little chance of ever being happy just because I was in a mood today the day I created you I just I was in a mood sorry I mean that's not the way it goes only happiness and it's beyond but that's human terminology I've only ever willed for you to experience the total Joy of what it is to be made in God's image and

we're scratching for just a little can I have a one notch up on my happiness meter today no you can have all of them we're going to do some really really special things when we do our co-creating a new life Workshop next Sunday so join us if you can sign up ahead if possible but that's going to be fantastic so thank you a couple of quick announcements before we do our closing prayer and you take off um just remember the oils that you all used anointing we do carry those now it's been couldn't find them for years they

kind of disappeared the company but we found them again called A Miracle Oil Seven Wonders Miracle Oil love that and and one day I finished doing sessions this is about 30 years ago I finished doing sessions I came out of the center that I was doing them in to get in a car to go to the place I was staying I walked out and on the ground was one of those bottles of oil by my car so somebody must have gotten the car and it fell out rolled you know but it ended up by my door and I'm like wow smelled it and I

thought the best oil massage oil body type you know that I've ever smelled I'm not saying it competes with essential oils I'm just saying it's incredible um so I I got that and uh it I started recommending stores carry because it's so amazing anyway there's that here um and I want to extend thanks before we leave to John DeMoss and Roger for sharing their gifts thank you remember that this coming Saturday we have our burning Bowl ceremony which is New Year's Eve but we also still have our normal Sunday New

Year's which is the next day so there's two days in a row um so join us if you can and um and then we have the co-creating a new life Workshop afterwards all right please stand for our closing song and um today is the prayer vigil those of you who are interested I decided the first Sunday of every month to just devote to God okay so just devote to God I think it's great it's a good way to start every week Sunday's supposed to be that but people forgot but one Sunday a month the first Sunday of the month to set the

tone for the week to set the tone for the month and to set the tone for a better life and a better year that's what I'm going to be doing so we'll be doing that on zoom in a program if you'd like to join us um starting uh today okay is it next Sunday oh because we're not there yet yeah yeah so that's the first Sunday of January okay um yes okay and then it's the following Sunday that we will have um the co-creating workshop okay all right um today you can join us we're going to have Munchies after the service and then

we have a movie those of you who were not able to stay and or are online and can't watch it with us live we'll still end the movie and we'll chat a little bit afterwards if you'd like to join us the movie we're going to share is last Christmas which is a phenomenal movie it if I had only 10 movies in my life that would be one of them it's one of the best movies I've ever seen um it's funny it's deep it's it's it's romantic it's all these beautiful things to it so please watch it soon if you

haven't seen it before and whatever you do don't give away any details of the movie until letting the people see it for themselves because it's extraordinary all right all right our closing prayer centering centering centering hmm the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with you all God bless thanks