Divine Intention Versus Human Invention
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welcome and those of you who are guests whether you're first time online or here for the first time I'll just let you know that our um standard uh routine generally speaking is to ask everybody what they would like me to talk about not because I don't care and I didn't plan or prepare uh but um so that everybody realizes that they participate and by the way I I don't actually need to ask you um I I have a pretty good sense of you know it just all flows and ties together I ask you for you to participate see what I'm
saying I don't need you to tell me I I will it will be revealed to me but I ask you so that you step up and own your participation what do you want me to talk about today about the New Jerusalem New Jerusalem yes broken promises guys huh um she asked for broken promises what is it the magic of letting go of even in little things or Miracle from go what did you say over there earlier div law okay that's good thank you thee of life okay that's good thank you twin souls no that's we're good thank
you okay thank [Music] you so for the folks watching online um the the requests were ranging from New Jerusalem to Synergy broken promises letting go of fear and so on and so on Divine Law versus man-made law and so on so these we weave together and I don't ask um gratuitously and then you know ignore what you've asked actually what happens is we try to weave together all these topics one of the fascinating and beautiful things about that isn't just so that people could go wow he covered so many eclectic topics it's instead to
show you how all of them can be woven into one that's more important even when we try to study eclectically in this world it's a it's a way of keeping everything horizontal Mastery is about going vertical not horizontal wow look at all the topics he covered that can be impressive to people because I'll talk about anything and we'll nail it okay anything atomic particles to the end of the world whatever you want to do but they're still horizontal topics until someone does this and weaves them together but
that's what we all have to do in our lives well I've had relationships but how do you weave them into and I learned this and I've become this let me tell you about all my relationships well that's nice thank you because that's you know like therapy for you let's talk about all your past and then weaving it into here's what I learned and here's what I've become that's Mastery see the difference tell me all of your brilliant topics you've studied on this planet I you know that's
nice you know all the varieties of Botany and enjoy that's wow look aren't you amazing weave them into something talk about how all the Botanical conversations all foliage is really the hair um and etheric body of planet Earth yeah you see immediately well wait what and they are the etheric body of the earth mother and you have an etheric body therefore Your etheric Body Works in symbiotic relationship with the Earth's etheric body she also has an emotional body called the animal kingdom and then off you go tying things
together right bringing it together one of the things that we we get very confused about when we want to deal with relationship issues and we want to deal with planet Earth it's people get really excited at some point hey I I've talked about stuff for a while but I'm hearing about Law of Attraction I'm hearing about creating a new life and that gets very exciting and but then they want to do that like overnight which means that their whole notion of recreating a new life is an addiction I want overnight stimulus so
now you've turned your spiritual path into an addiction I want I want something cool I want something stimulating now you know that's like never having meditated and going okay well and closing your eyes for the first time well I'm supposed to see purple or something right you know the one of the biggest root Awakenings when you learn to get on the spiritual path is that you as the 60s song says you know close your eyes turn on turn in turn your eyes around you know it's you have to look within and that's really a drag
because you would think that once you learn to look within pretty colors and acid trip kind of effects no no you get past that you're still going to have to find you and if you liked you you wouldn't have been looking out in the first place we're all outer oriented because we don't like inner nobody wants to believe that of course oh no I love myself really then tell me all about your real self and then if you're going to tell me about your real self there's the wounded self that's not
your real self that's just another layer of yourself because as soon as you start talking about your wounded self guess what you're going to start talking about everybody that wounded you that's outers and others where are you in this conversation well you know you're really kind of rude I'm really not happy with the way you're talking to me right now anyway my advice when you want to change your life my advice when you want to shift from Outer orientation when you want to shift from many horizontal
topics to a vertical topic connectedness with spirit it's it's to learn instead of Quick Fix we learn to assemble a new life especially through integration not what do you want I want this okay let's manifest it now you go to one of those seminars that cost you $8,000 in some large hotel somewhere in Atlanta or wherever and and you know everybody sits around going what would you like any body want to share you know I want a new car let's all tell I want a new I'm ready I'm going to create that
new car and you get them a new car but they're still jerks they haven't changed their being they haven't changed anything they just manifested a new car that's not integration we come from broken selves and you can still talk louder a broken drill sergeant doesn't mean because he gets people to stand in line and yells at them that it's like wow what a master they're still broken so you can't yell at yourself and command that you manifest a new car and think that you're evolving we we learn about ourselves
first we have the reactions of life I'm broken and then no I'm not broken I'm going to be a CEO and you prove everybody wrong but you haven't you're still broken you just manipulated matter it's like a magic trick you you look shiner we see now that your rings have gone from one type to Gold we know that you've gone from a Timex to a Rolex we we know that your suits are cashmir or whatever is they make suit out of Suits out of you know we we understand that your stuff's cool looking and that your car that somebody
pulls it up to the hotel instead of you hiking to the fourth sixth eighth floor of a Parkade looking for your car where's my car you know you know waiting for it to beep back you know instead they pull it up at the front of the hotel and you know what I mean it's we know you've arrived but you're still broken you're still a broken person just looks better so people have to recognize there's there's the Quick Fix which means you've put on a new suit and now you're successful it's not
real you want to change your life you have to do something different which is first of all who are you who's the one that wants to to change their life well I'm really broken and I'm coming from a a broken life and a broken so I'm trying to compensate that's that's not God yet so you have to go from there's a broken self then there's the I'm going to now get on the path and I'm going to do what's called you know I'm going to find myself which is cool but you're not
going to do it it's not going to work you're going to find other parts of yourself but when you say find yourself who's the youu that you're trying to find just a more successful person well good good so say I learned I went to a program to find my more successful self finding yourself capital S self means God and you can't do that without God go to seminars read books do processes and so on and get certificates that's not that's still compensatory I have to realize there's a broken self then I find myself
then I need to lose myself and then who's the self now that's waiting one more God yeah and it's all kind of funny and kind of ironic in a sense because all the doings add up to nothing other than lessons so I did this and I I I had the broken self I survived I I did survival then I found myself so I went out and did finding myself only to realize that I still had to go through a Saturn return or a dark KN of the Soul which broke me down to where I had to give up myself well wow do you know how much I
spent on finding myself and now I've got to lose myself you know which a great test in trusting God let me say you know however it's like okay I'm going to go through ignorance finding myself losing myself and then surrendering God you know I'm probably the only one on the planet that has gone through this spent so much time and money I married others to find myself well clearly now my family will like me now that I've I've given them grandchildren no they're just going to invite the
grandchildren over without you this the lessons are still going to be there so if you don't know I mean the bottom line is if you're trying to manifest a new life a new self you're still doing so you can't just quick fix I know they say it and I know you've done it and it's exciting some new thing whether it's a you know uh Soul journeying a iasa trip or whether it's an empowerment seminar a raise in prosperity I understand all that it still has to do with doing because you're
still trying to apply and make things manifest that word man's infestations manifesting there's a point where you surrender and say you know man I've done it all and and maybe you've only done some things that's great you saved a lot of money so far um but here's the thing if I don't know who I am all of it is still in vain all of it is still like like the great Solomon explaining you know he says everything's in vain why was he saying that he's saying no matter what you can accomplish
in this world it doesn't guarantee you this thing you're really looking for which is your real self which comes from asking God the humility there is a Divine mother and she has to birth us into our remembrance it isn't from you it isn't from teachers and books the mother if you call on her will come through the teachers and books but if you don't call on her all you're doing is increasing your reading there's a difference you can read A Course in Miracles from your head you can also do it from the Holy Spirit
you can apply Buddhism from your head which most people do especially in the western world or it can be authentic so how do we get auth authentic daytoday integration of what you've learned from unhealthy experiences that brought you into a new self don't go and thank unhealthy experiences like some teachers tell you thank that you got something out of it so you're integrating and you're assembling a new life see but what does that mean assemble a new eclectic no no no no I'm talking about when you know
who you are you know what it is you want to draw in and apply to yourself if I don't know who I am I'm eclectically grabbing everything which is addictive personality I got to do this I got to do oh oh did you hear about this oh there's a CD that'll make me enlightened oh there's an herbal formula that activates my third eye etc etc got to go to Sedona all of it they're all in vain they're all garbage unless you're coming to them from the right mindset you see there's intention and there's
invention most people that set intentions are just setting inventions one more thing hey did you hear you know if only you know uh you stand on one foot when you meditate oh that's what I didn't do right now you're you know looking like a stork in your living room and your kids are like Mom what are you doing oh it's a St meditation technique honey this will make you know me enlightened well we don't know you still burn our food all the time so it isn't changing anything you know maybe stand
on both feet get grounded in here ding when The Toasters you [Laughter] [Applause] know so if I'm in my I don't know who I am guess what the world's going to mirror it if I get into the I'm finding myself the world's going to reflect it right and that sounds good it's better than not knowing who I am I'm on the self-help routine I'm I'm into self-discovery the world's going to reflect it still it's good but then when you realize and I'm still doing and I'm still doing and I'm
still at some point you're going to go I'm getting suspicious because all the great things that the world is mirroring to me I'm becoming more prosperous I'm becoming this and that and the other you know and and I wear different clothes and so on wow I'm more spiritual you still find it isn't paying off the way you had hoped so then surrender and now you lose yourself and in that you're starting to go wow that's what it was always about emptying emptying now I'm into nothing I
don't do this and I don't do that I don't read anymore and you know and that's actually beautiful but you're still not done the surrender leads to something surrender is not the end of the story even though a lot of meditators think oh no absolute surrender oh something's entering my mind I need empty empty empty empty and they live a life of empty mind that's not the goal God mind is the goal you see but I have to empty myself of all my opinions first but what I'm saying is each stage will mirror its
kind if I'm in the losing myself the world will mirit if I'm into attracting stuff to manifest a better life it's going to mirror that but when I get to plugging into God that final stage the the world will mirror that so the world's going to manifest or mirror each of our stages whose stages ours why are they mirroring them because God wants them to no it's just mirroring perfectly ourselves there are there's so many teachings about the Divine mother hidden in scripture old test and new and in
mythologies and teachings throughout the Universe for example the concept of the the mother saying in Proverbs for example the mother's teaching us saying the father created me and then I created everything else in Daoism everything starts with the Dao becomes two becomes three becomes seven several becomes many thousands of things the da is describing everything started with God God the Creator the mother or in mythology it's then there was Nicks or Darkness well all that was was the womb of the mother being created and then
into the womb all things were created that's what she does she births so everything but she's birthing our thoughts and beliefs if I know that who I am she mirrors that if I don't she mirrors that and she's saying throughout Proverbs and other books of the Bible and mythologies and other things I'm here only to mirror objectively lovingly to you what you're believing about yourself so if I believe that I'm broken and so it is self-help self-discovery and so it is losing oneself and so it is finding God and so
it is so this is all leading somewhere but it feels sometimes exhausting because we don't realize where we are in this chart so we think each one of these were achiev in something but then like just partying and not really getting it together because I'm a broken lost self that feels fun for a while too but eventually you reach bottom is that bad were you evil no you were lost and your symptoms matched self-discovery you're self-discovering and the symptoms match if you think about it it all it all
lines up properly but that point that fourth one I'm describing is is like a knowing I I know who I am but if I'm thinking Michael knows then I'm still in self-discovery mode right because I'm speaking instead it's I don't know oh well that's not very powerful you're one of those people that I don't know well I do know because I went to a seminar and and it told me what I know and you poor Michael you're in the I don't know oh man that's way down there you're in the I think I know see
that person that's bragging they're into the I think I know and they're going to be mirroring it to themselves as manifestors man's infestation more corruption in the world from an ego-based mind when we say I'm into the I don't know the last shall be first and the first shall be last when I say I don't know it I don't know doesn't mean I'm going to empty my cup and make sure it stays empty it means I'm going to empty my cup and receive God you have a goal here and there's people that'll tell you
oh I don't believe in having goals I'm in the empty mind and they you know it's all Superior it's like you know just just say uh yeah you're right I'm totally messed up and and walk away just just it's okay walk away you know bless their heart no um just walk away and and you know guys you know what that's where they need to be right now whether it's an arrogant empty mind whether it's a broken self We're All in This Together you've been here you've been there you've jumped up you
jumped down it's okay everybody to each his own but the idea is assemble a new life by learning from the things that weren't so great learn you choose what to learn from them and assemble them in your vertical self also give thanks for the gifts of the good things you chose don't just learn from the negatives also give thanks for the positives at the end of the day I give thanks for both I thank what I learned from that and I thank what I was gifted from that thank you that's what it means to live in
gratitude it doesn't actually mean just don't forget to give thanks for that car or it'll go away you know you're sleeping and the car is like I haven't heard you give thanks once for me entering your life I'm gone you know I'm gone you know and then some criminals are walking down the street you know and they're like what was that a car that we should steal and your car is gone and then you're like how could this happen I went to a seminar on man's infestations you know when when you come to
realize the most evil thing in your life the Most Blessed things they're all part of our mind part of our belief systems Jesus could cast out demons not because he said I have bigger muscles I can out wrestle a demon it's because he knew they were worthless they were valueless they weren't real hatred is not real stop reacting to it now that seems impractical in a violent world you can go ahead and deal with the violent world the way you need in a given moment but in your mind know the truth that
this has no real power over you how could it nothing can oppose God and I'm made in God's image but for now God's image is only an image a a hope there'll be a point where the the scripture would change man was made in God's image to man is God see there's no image there's no second level it's just and I get it but you can't reach the memory of the god s without owning The notso Godly self you can't fight those things and say I'm going to be enlightened as soon as I defeat
addiction it's I am God working on the addiction see really 12 steps when they're asking you to incorporate a a connection to God in the work that's for the that's on the doing level but there's a point where and I am a part of God it it isn't God keep me from addiction is in my God self I only know sobriety see I'm not fighting drinking or whatever it might be I am as God and God wouldn't have any problem with that right judging yourself for addiction isn't what God would do so it's really
of when you really get to the higher level of all these kinds of programs you're not begging God to help you fight an evil which is a good place to start there's a point where you realize what is that thing but a doubt in me people don't realize how much we sabotage our life I'm into self-help but you know it's only going to last so long and then you're going to be like bored or frustrated that I'm into self-help but I don't feel any more enlightened I don't feel any more at peace I can totally
feel connected with one with the trees oh my God and I went up on the mountains and when I did that I could see angels and beings and ancestors there was a fire lit up on the top of the mountain I was the only one there but I could see all these Elders you know singing and chanting and all this Oneness damned if on my way down from the mountain I ran into my mother-in-law and oh my God oh my God I didn't make it down from the mountain and it's like that evil person ruined my meditation no she brought you an
opportunity to apply what you got in meditation cuz if you don't apply it you can't integrate it if you don't integrated you can't become it it's all just talk so we sabotage sabot Sabo right French or Belgian you know in Belgium they also use this concept but the the Sabo you know the wooden shoes you see in the Belgian uh uh paintings and so forth Sabo so sabotage means to take your wooden clogs and throw them in the Machinery when people were trying to rebel and and you know at work and say
we want rights and so they weren't given so the government was like we'll just hire people from out of the area so they went well we're going to think of something hm you know what would wouldn't go very well in this Machinery wooden clogs so they threw their saos into Sabo into the Machinery sabotage and sabotage you do not sabotage things out of good-heartedness you know why we sabotage anger hurt it's always hurt and anger so when you sabotage your life what you're really doing is called
forgive me man self-loathing you can't tell me it's self-worth because that's the opposite no no I think self-worth made me sabotage when you and what do I mean by sabotage your life guys anytime you do something that is not congruent with love and selfworth you're going to sabotage you're going to get back at yourself for not living living congruently you not God we used to call it God and then we grew and started calling it karma always something outside of ourselves well it was Karma it was God
it was you know curses it was genetic you know one of you is asking about ancestral healing for examp is Gen always always something but it do you notice how you don't say I when you talk about it you can say my my ancestors my genetics my I where's the I in this the I am do not take the Lord thy name God's thine in vain do not take God's name in vain and you are when you say I am anything other than holy loving peaceful you can say this is how I feel but there's a difference between I am versus I feel if
you're really going to use I am don't put garbage to it cuz that's using God's name in vain you see speak I am when you're saying something holy and we all slip you know oh I am frustrated you know don't judge yourself over it like that's not going to help oh my God now I am going to be cursed for that um just you know I'm still struggling is true how do I know that because it feels that way am I affirming it no so if you slip and say I am just remember I am feeling this way there's a
difference between a feeling and a fact the truth of God so we sabotage and it's self-loathing so I'm saying to you when you know you are plugged into God and God Is Love Therefore so should your life reflect love and you say you know what this this one conversation this one family member every time they call I can react from my broken self or I can apply my self-help stuff oh yes you know and and and non-violent communication techniques and whatever and they still come at you and you're like okay I'm
going to throw that out uh you can empty yourself and just vent away brother you know and let them just vent all of these things are going to run you know just run you into the ground at some point any reaction I have when I know it's not congruent with who I truly am I'm GNA throw in sabotage anytime you are staying in a relationship that you know isn't right for you I'm telling you it's only a matter of time the clogs are going into the Machinery you know there's just a point where you
say you want me to clean what you know reach for the clogs you want me to clean up after you you know you you want dinner by when clog time you know no I will not cook I will not cook but being a loving person I will give you one of the you know business cards for dominoes you know that's my support will be that limit right there but when when you guys you know when we've been intimate with people that we shouldn't be intimate with it comes back on it's karma it's God it's a curse it's
family it's a knowing that isn't being lived I know that it should feel like this and it doesn't but I do it anyway why well you know because I've been married and this is my job as a married partner oh because they're my kids and so forever I have to be their mom yeah but they're 85 you know at some point you just say they're human beings oh no they're my children ah I see you're sabotaging yourself your own negative limited statements are forms of self-sabotage and they're going to be be mirrored to
when you're off in here it's going to be off out here and it's going to happen to everybody Jesus had a Judas Jesus had a denier a betrayer and so on but he didn't see them as that the reason you know one of the main reasons he becomes the Christ is his ability to stand in the the cycle of life and not buy into it which he attained in his previous life time as sidartha ah boom and he Nails it he comes back and has to live it as the Christ from birth to death not get it when he was 30 he lives it from birth to
death and then Ascension because now it's I get it I completely live it you know Jesus for all the other reasons we we recognize his his ability to have awakened into you know into the Divine self the Christ self self which we all have within us you know that ability to say you can bring anything here and I don't see it as separate from myself I see them as things that I disperse you know and how could he do that without the mother birthing in him Faith birthing in him Christ Consciousness Jesus didn't just become the Christ it
was birthed in him by his mother how because she refused to see anything other than his divinity I know Jesus gets the kudos for becoming the Christ and rightfully so but his mother in her seemingly passive way held the space for it you see if she would have waffled it would have in her mind connection with him it would have tempted him to Waffle more she held space you can be up on a cross and I could be crying that my son is being murdered but I know somehow dis despite what I see you're still the Christ I
don't know how this is going to work out this is all very strange this is not what I imagined when I gave per birth and the Angels were heard through the ethers you know this is the real deal I'm paraphrasing peace onto Earth and goodwi to mankind when she heard in and people all around the world people in China South America heard something did you hear that because something was so profoundly happening all around the world means what all around our minds every mind in existence went what was that even if
they didn't know or figure out what it was because we're all connected you can't birth the Christ and it not be felt throughout the entire universe all beings everywhere went what was that and Mary being one of them was of course in a state of awe I know what's happening I know not think not self-sabotage I know but that knowing can be murdered through our own self-sabotage and doubts and not living congruently so she says I know and then she watches him he's gone years and years her human ancestral programming uh
um cultural programming maternal proam is that's my son he's supposed to show up once in a while and he's any more time gone and he doesn't bother explaining himself mom would it be okay if I go out and learn and study and share with the world no you're going to be right here rub your mother's feet while she watches her soaps you know you know no no and so she has to tolerate all of my agendas like the C for Moses and the Israelites Parts all of my little agendas he I have my son he's My First
Son etc etc nope all of my realities that's the emptying remember I talked about the stages she's gone to the stage of I get it to the a stage of emptying oneself losing oneself I thought we were going to have a real cool thing happening here my son and he was going to do this and profound and I don't know there goes the the sea parted I don't know at your hands when you part like the sea I don't know well he's going to do I thought but I don't know apparently and in that I don't know God
descends into our being and says I do because I am and that I am becomes integrated into mother Mary or you and me I am I know because I am that's a knowingness of God it's not a theory or speculation it's I get it and here's what she affirmed she affirmed I know that despite the way things look he is the Christ he's the full embodiment of the Christ and then a Temptation comes in to see otherwise nope people don't like him I thought if he was my son was the Christ everybody's GNA like him
everybody's gonna be like yes Mary wow how'd you pull that one off my son's nothing like him you know or when he had siblings right later on Jam James and Jude and Ruth his his his siblings you know I always imagine why can't you be more like your brother cuz he's a Christ for Christ's sake you know how do you compete with that I'm a Heisman Trophy winner you know um yeah but your brother's the Christ right my children get seres yeah I know but your brother's the Christ it
never you can't go anywhere with that um so the Divine mother isn't a story about Mother Mary because she's embodied in Mar she's in all of us your children are awaiting the Divine mother in you men and women they're all waiting for us to hold a perfect image of them that no matter what they do somehow they are the Christ as is your boss who won't give you a raise the person who cut you off on the road today they're all testing you that's all that's happening in them there's a spirit spark called the Christ
made in God's image on the inside on the outside they're like you know um you flipping you off and rude and you know cutting line and they're all tests mother Mary was tested and Jesus was tested and Jesus didn't choose to say Judas my brother how could you dare do this to me he couldn't slip into seeing it that way which is why he didn't guilt him instead he tells his Apostles more or less you know you're going to go through a lot of doubt and fear but don't worry about it you're going to get through it
oh well we would never because you know we're Apostles we've seen you raise people from the dead that that's going to carry us no no no it will not oh yes it will no well talk to the hand talk to the hand cuz Jesus knew you are humans as I am himself and I've been there the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak meaning my heart knows something here but my human self driven hijacked by my ego doubts and fears can you help me with this yes I can call on me when he says call on me it's not just you
know Jesus it's you're calling on the Christ when you call on Jesus the Christ you're calling on the Christ within yourself as well Jesus would never say keep looking at an image of me if you want to know the Christ every time you look to me I'm automatically Awakening in you because we're not separate he doesn't have to go and Trigger special genetic codes when you reach out to the Christ in Jesus your codes are already starting to activate the Christ in you is already starting to activate there are Parts within every
cell in existence and that includes your genetics there is a hidden part in your genes that is the Christ self it's The Light Within the gene but it has to be activated how well there's this herbal formula for 1995 that I can sell you no that's what it meant by when you hear people say there's the Christ and here's the CH don't listen to them that's what that means in scripture for this little something I can no don't listen it's by asking the mother to birth this in you you know I'm I have children and
they're doing this and I'm tempted to see this but always throw own what you're tempted to see but always throw in the rest of the sentence which is but show me how you would see them you have to activate that divinity you have to ask the mother to step in the whole concept of call on Jesus that's right but it isn't Jesus that saves you it's Jesus that introduces you to your saved self Isn't that cool yes it has to be that way no no no no it's it's Jesus historic he's going to show up again on
Earth and say you people are messed up and I'm going to fix you all then why did didn't he do that the first time he's waiting he activated it 2,000 years ago he's letting it simmer he's letting it just bake and integrate that the second coming is about coming to claim you know those marked with 144,000 that are chosen of God it's a symbol of mankind that has in them already activated the Christ self the second coming is US accepting what he activated 2,000 years ago but it doesn't work if you continue judging and
sabotaging when you judge another person you're sabotaging yourself and sabotage comes from self sabotage comes from self-loathing you didn't get tricked into sabotaging your life but I didn't know I was doing it I got conned in some sort of financial scheme and I lost all my I get that I'm sorry there are hurtful people that do those things but at the same time God Christ self can't be fooled like that again references of the mother in scripture talk about she's synonymous with wisdom if you awaken wisdom which
is the mother the Divine mother if you call upon wisdom Sophia the Divine mother she'll guide you in decisionmaking and Investments to do and not do and so on but we block God out so that we can think were ingenious by coming up with our own schemes no no I don't need you on this one God cuz this is a definite great thing you know it's it's you know but I'm spiritual I'm too spiritual to be fooled by you know schemes and con con games out there in the world this one's called a pyramid and a pyramid we all know those
are cosmic they're in Egypt so this has to be good right right right oh no their logo for this scheme is is purple and gold that for sure means it's all Divine colors it's a sign from God God's like oh my me um you guys still get fooled by that it's self sabotage listen I would not be drawn into seemingly accidentally or on purpose consciously or unconsciously I would not be drawn into relationships or staying in relationships that are not not congruent with peace love wholeness unless I had
some amount of self-loathing that's what it is I I know that's hard to kind of accept but it isn't selfworth that made you go there look a full-blown addict in denial whose tendency is also violence I think I can change them that is not God going there's love there's peace there's joy you can't become a res even a rescuer that sounds like they have good intentions this whole thing about intentions it's inventions intentions are bogus you know what they say the that the road to hell is paved with good
intentions that's not actually true they're not good intentions because you can set good intentions and that wouldn't be unhealthy you know what's unhealthy seemingly good intentions seemingly good intentions means you still have agendas so I can set oh my best intentions were to meet this person I thought they could change so my intentions oh you know here the tears come to show how what a victim I am but wait a minute what in you said that resonates with love when they they have five restraining
orders let me see I don't know why but that resonates with love and self-worth no it doesn't I'm not saying judge them and hate them I'm saying what makes you go woo that looks good what what did that self-loathing and you can be Mega spiritual and still have this seed of self-loathing why because it's a temptation of the ego to say you think you're evolving don't you you think you're almost there don't you I'm going to find some little seed of of naughty something just freaky in you
you're all spiritual and everything's cool but all I have to do is because you're so spiritual all I have to do is dress up that person in the right color and you're you're get wow you're your eyes still fool you the words you hear when they say hey man I'm like totally into yoga I'm finishing yoga teacher training you're like wow if they're into yoga it's a definitely a good thing no no no it just means they've gone through more training on flying in under the radar
that's it they're just greater specialist at that game come on the bottom line is be aware of who you are be aware of what that means God love peace Joy this is who I am this is what I choose to create from not manifest not make not false intentions seemingly good intentions Paving my Road to Hell instead there's a knowing and I'm going to slip but when I slip my knowing calls me back to forgive myself there's a knowing and it feels interdependent it feels kind of complete so it isn't going to be that
they do yoga or they wear purple that makes me say wow this person's perfect it isn't going to be because your astrological thing said you're going to meet the right person this week you always meet the right person every morning you wake up and look in the mirror but are you feeling it are you knowing it I Feel Complete do I still choose to dance can you still have dinner yes feeling whole can still be dinner but you're not going to eat things that sabotage your body oh I I I have to have this and I'm
so spiritual now I'm sure I'm no longer uh allergic to gluten and then you're like oh my God guys just own it and laugh at it it's okay I know who I am and the rest of me is catching up to that but it can't if I keep sabotaging cuz I'm going to hold a lot of guilt and shame when I sabotage myself because I know deep down there's a part of me that wants this and there's a part of me that wants this this is the knowing and this is this world you got that but look what shape it makes so you are crucified by your own
inner conflict you are crucified with that which on some level you know you know you don't need anyone you know you don't need to even eat but then there's the guilt of still doing so and what's worse is eating foods that still hurt you that don't resonate you don't have to force yourself to be vegetarian to be spiritual it's are you a vegetarian and you sit and go yeah and then it's now it's authentic you see what I mean by that one time Paul McCartney was sitting at his farm in
Scotland and they he loved living organically living you know the farm and all that but they still ate the animals they raised and he said one day he and his wife were sitting in the the kitchen looked out the window and they were talking about how much how cute the animals were and how much they loved them and they both simultaneously kind of went and were eating them now that doesn't mean it's bad they decided that's not us and they became right Advocates of organic living you know and some people are like yeah
but she got sick and died I promise you you're something's going to kill you okay so don't don't diss their vegetarianism as though that caused her illness how do you know she didn't live an extra 10 years because of being a vegetarian I don't want to hear it what's important is they followed what they knew to be right for them and I'm not telling you meat eaters are are off I'm saying are you being true to yourself someone out there it's just right it's like I need some raw steak
right now and that's what they need like give it to them or they're going to eat you some people are just so carnivorous in their thinking you got to throw him a steak feed him quick you know they're not going to be like oh oh kale that'll hold me over throw a mistake but you know what haven't you know noticed on your path that there are days where no food seems like it's going to do it for you no food and you're like well I'm going to eat this but it doesn't it doesn't land like it it
doesn't feel like wow that would quench something you start to see through it but it happens with relationships romance jobs you start to feel a certain nothing's hooking me what's that a sign of remember empty mind you're getting to that place where you ate horribly you got all into good eating that's that second right and then now you you didn't know it but you're starting to get to that third stage of nothing is working anymore right nothing it starts to disappear that doesn't mean you're done
and it doesn't mean it's good or bad it's just a natural stage what's going to happen next is I don't know but God you show me you what are you saying so Michael you're going to what muscle test and say God wants me to eat this instead of that no God doesn't eat food God doesn't actually push a particular diet God's just saying relax what would you like today not food what would you like to be today what's a word that describes how you want to be today anybody happy happy
okay great Bliss great so now God going to say step into your bliss which is your right as a Divine being Divine bliss bliss now what food's going to make you Blissful uh uh nothing can make you anything when you're in God that's a lie again what you can say is what resonates with this see not what person makes me because that's stimulation it's what resonates when I sit in my Bliss what resonates and for me for me Michael I just and I struggle with it at times because it's like sometimes I can't think of anything
to eat nothing just does it so I mean seriously I'll go to the refrigerator and stand there and mine's it's empty anyway it is it is I have a drawer that's filled with always eight big tubs of butter but I have almost nothing in my fridge so I stand there and look and I'll go oh and then I'll take a bite of $100,000 doll bar and then I'll go and work again then I'll come and wait and I'll go back again and I have a couple crackers that would see I mean I I don't go you know
it's time for a five course meal quantity like that doesn't do it it's not me the car you drive should you should it's a resonance don't go and get the car that impresses the neighbors get one that resonates with how you feel and how you want to feel where are you at at what kind of a person are you I'm a pacifist and you show up with one of those SUVs with the tires this driving over your neighbor yards it doesn't make sense you're a pacifist it it's in congruent and you
will sabotage and pay for that because you're off it needs to resonate there are certain kinds of people believe it or not that that own certain kinds of cars and they don't know that that's so they know in marketing they want to demographic women or men or 30 plus or they know demographic intellectual stuff they don't realize it's also Soul archetypes there's a type of person that has a yard that has room for vegetation and others not just make sure your house your home your life your relationships
resonate not with the broken self not not with the I'm fixing myself although that's better than the broken self you know now you find somebody that kind of is into the same thing somewhat not just broken partying now I'm looking for somebody that's you know wanting to do some yoga and go for walks I think that's pretty cool but someday you're going to find emptiness still despite best intentions it's oh empty self and then there's something waiting for you if all you can do is the second of these and
you I'm afraid of emptying myself I want now that I'm manifested a co- yoga partner and we do breath work together and we light Prosperity candles on my altar I don't want to lose that I honor yourself okay honor that and give thanks because you've moved from the other the broken partying only and shallow living it's it's good but you're not home yet still the universe is going to every so often say are you would you like to no no no no oh oh with my partner we're going to climb the red rocks and we're
going to you know I think that's cool but she's going to ask you the Divine mother every so often are you ready no something's going to happen to where you say yes I'm going to lose myself and I don't know what that looks like or means but unconditionally catch me I'm going to lose myself despite the partnership that was Co integrate remember integrate what you learned in the first relation level which is not knowing who you are manifesting weird stuff partying and just right unhealthy
living give thanks for what you learned from that but what did I say about the second stage the stuff where it starts to go well give thanks for the gifts that came from you improving your life you get that give thanks give thanks with that in mind a state of gratitude all these things get peeled off and because you're truly in an unconditional state of gratitude you drop into the the abyss and the mother will catch you the other was you still you catching yourself a little here the mother catches you she said wow you surrendered
to Devastation you surrendered to obliteration very courageous not a negative type of obliteration but it means any that I was I Surrender so that I can find that which I am and then something just lands in your heart and soul something lands that's like oh my God and it's going to be that third stage of obliteration is I don't know what to eat anymore I don't know if do I still have intimacy I don't know my friendships which ones I don't know you see the I don't know that's that third stage which is weird because
when you're at the second stage you feel so cool that you can't imagine ever giving up and saying I don't know I do know these are my favorite books I go to my yoga class every Tuesday you know you name it all so it sounds so rational going to the third I don't know doesn't make sense but you're going to go there the easy way or the hard way everybody goes there because we have to empty ourselves and then in that empty vessel Comes The Filling from God and God doesn't say well now that you're
part of me you're never going to eat you're never going to dance no no it just says have you cleansed yourself yes 70% % well that's how much room you made for something new 70% have you cleansed yourself yes 30% that's all you made room for that's what you're going to get a new self and we go through this cyclically to a degree but to a degree it's also a major shift in our spiritual growth our spiritual lives something major changes in our being and as I'm going to start closing you mentioned New
Jerusalem the New Jerusalem means um essentially it's it's depicted in uh Revelation that after all is devastated the New Jerusalem descends into the Earth plane well Jerusalem symbolizing the presence of God in Jerusalem you have the temple to God Solomon's Temple uh channeled by King David and eventually manifested by Solomon but you have the New Jerusalem what that means is that which was watch this carefully that which was Theory up here in your upper centers the New Jerusalem is said to be descending into the earth
look what happens is all that was once theoretical starts becoming integrated into your being it's no longer a human theorizing about God fearing God wanting God longing for God the New Jerusalem is welcomed into our heart and soul and one of you asked about broken promises that is stuff of this world um it's very sad sad instead of looking at people who broke promises remember they're broken people how could they not break promises that's what broken does they might portray that they're not
broken that surprised you how could they break promises when I thought that they were well you were mistaken so don't just talk about how they did or didn't do talk about how you thought that they were here and they were actually here and you might say I'll never fall for that again Ah that's the reactive you talking oops is better oops my bad and what can I learn from that well I can see where I put this is just one Theory I I put so much in them being something that couldn't fail that it was destined to fail you
see look look for the lessons you might gain from this take a few centering breaths please look at how we integrated the words that were requested like following spirit with faith look at how that's there in the talk Divine Law versus man's law it's all there intention setting intention is not the highest that's God's way of doing things I'm made in God's image and now I set intentions you're inventing not inten the only way you can set healthy intention is to align with God and then
simply look forward and see that which aligns with peace love joy is all I care about that's how you said intention true intention if it's of you it's an invention if it's of God it's an intention when God said let there be light there there was light there wasn't maybe there was light in my I am when I know who I am and I set an intention my I am goes all the way through to the point of manifestation proper mirroring a healthy thing when I'm off the world looks off when we're off the world looks
off and even now [Music] times of more and more growing War most people watching a program like this would say yes let's pray for them there is no them heal conflict within yourself and then affirm it for others that's how you bring it to them if you don't have it in you how can you manifest it or bring it heavenly father mother God H it's so easy for me to see this person that seems devout seems set on growing spiritually I can see the contrast of the old me the broken me but now I see this more evolving
person and I'm very grateful that I made it to this [Music] place but I also realize that in me there's a sabur a judge an ego one that's afraid one that's still angry I get it I see it denying it will not bring it home and heal it so onto the altar in my heart that part of me that forgot who I really am I put that the core part of me that first ever decided to believe my ego's opinion of me I plac that on the Altar and all then all its variations my inner sabator my inner judge those are all symptoms of me
forgetting who I am my Amnesia I place my Amnesia on the altar I place my willingness to give up who I really am God you created me in your image I'm a part of you it broke your heart for your children to manifest a belief that they could be something other than love we are absolutely so sorry that we could break the heart of love the good news is that in reality none of this can happen but for now it's a dream and we know that in a sense metaphorically it saddens you to see your children dragging on this drama of
War hurt anger retaliation and so on this is not your will and it's not the will of our real selves either so what do we pray for fix the symptoms or to remember our real selves because that solves it all in this moment father mother God all conflict we see anywhere in the world households or nations we see it as a mirror of our belief to be in Conflict to feel conflicted between our Divinity and humanness and whatever else it's in here in my soul I struggle every day I feed War just by not knowing what
foods I want I judge even Foods that's conflict I'm sorry all the foods of the world be at peace please forgive me such a strange thing to place on food cars people myself peace and be still and know the I am presence of God peace everyone every within my being peace peace peace [Music] peace the peace that I am I give to you and knowing that that's activating in our being as a confident knowing now extend it to all our brothers and
sisters any place of conflict in the world Nations people in the streets or in Warfare peace peace all my brothers and sisters it's not a peace that we're telling them to receive from God that we won't receive for ourselves we choose to receive it for ourselves and we extend it to our brothers and sisters the peace that I am I extend to you and they may not act like they get it your job as an image of the Divine mother is to hold the image anyway they will get it they are getting it and on some level
they already did the imagery this too shall pass peace peace peace peace peace be with you isn't a hope it's a reality peace the Peace of Christ the Peace of the Holy Spirit the peace of God to you all and us [Music] all for just a half a minute imagine there's nothing in the world right now except the peace of God which is Joy it's love its abundance just imagine in everyone [Music] peace with a smile on her face imagine the Divine mother putting her arms around the
planet [Music] [Music] peace and imagine all the Angels ever created swooping down to surround the planet with love their wings extended bringing love joyously not with effort nor fight just holding that beautiful space and if you listen the mother is singing a lullabi to her children and the planet the wings of the angels are flapping creating a sound and let that sound come from your heart and soul quietly gently whenever you're ready everybody in the
world soldiers are standing up and they're [Music] going conflicted households Waring Partners siblings [Music] courtrooms The Lion and the lamb predators [Music] pray see it so how beautiful see all beings throughout the Universe every being darkest to lightest Grays to light beings feeling this this [Music] call now nice nice the peace of God this is what the mother has been
asking us to do forever she says thank you I can only mirror you when you want conflict I can only mirror that conflict when you call peace on Earth ah you allow me to be who I really am oh oh gratitude gratitude thank you thank you thank you thank you God thank you Angels thank you light beings and thank you all other beings to being open to hearing and feeling this there is no need to fight or struggle we're home and so it is gently gently back into the room to your
body still here and feel that hear and feel that in your vibrations in your cells healthy intention means centering in God and then knowing what naturally comes from this when you have to set an intention and work to make it happen it's invention it's doing not being thank you we're going to do our closing prayer first can anyone share while they're stirring about some of the ushers are getting things can anyone share what did you learn or here today that made the most sense yes I a like emptying out you're in that
stage surr thank you sure as best as I can for the limited time so there's a there's something a gap like you're going into surrender but it feels like there's some piece that you would need to be able to properly get into this first remember an affirmation I don't know because you use those words a second ago I don't know what I where I'm I'm going but I'm willing to find out remember but I'm willing to find out remember this two shall pass but the sensation you're
feeling of like we'll call it resistance or discomfort is the inner control free that says well if I only knew what was see and and you have to resist that like oh you know grit your teeth a little bite your nails if you have to but it's okay fine okay yes yes yes hold Des what witness especially right now whether to to Really hold that space for ourselves and others holding your Center despite the way things look which by the way brings you to being the mother the Divine mother you're accessing her by
doing that very thing you might think that accessing the mother means all of the issues are gone you can't have them gone and to become the mother you have to birth them into being gone by birthing the light following them and that's how you become the uh manifestation of the Holy Spirit make sense yes respecting this is where you are right now and giving thanks enjoying and giving thanks for the process not for the negatives but for what you learned from them you can't really give thanks to the negatives you know why because
they don't even really exist but that's another conversation yes sabot sabotage is self-loathing self-sabotage is self-load and you can argue it you can say well now Michael wait you have one other option it's either self-worth or it's self-loathing does it make any sense to go self-sabotage is clearly an expression of my self-worth that doesn't even sound samee at all like a five-year-old could get that why would you as an adult think no no I don't agree self sabotage is the part of you that still hates yourself or
is hurt or angry angry it's a self-loathing you won't screw up your life when you're loving yourself when you sabotage your life something's off don't judge yourself for it see it Go oops and work it get back to a different state of mind yesie of yeah take all the horizontal pieces including with the things you think are great good spiritual growth they still have to become vertical meaning I assemble them into what works for me I dated this person this person this person you know so on and so on I
get it but what did you learn from it soon as you do that all of these people start to become you becoming vertical and also what did you like about them not just what did you learn I really liked this person taught me about Prosperity this person taught me about passion this person taught me about taking better care of my health those are me it's not them don't give the power in all those people you dated I wish I had them no I do it's right here me becoming the best of everyone I've ever seen becomes me a better person own
it for yourself way back yep right right learning the difference resonance dissonance but don't think one is good and one's bad the dissonance is showing me what I can learn so I come back the resonance I'll give thanks for and even resonance isn't the answer per se resonance shows me the gifts of being aligned it's my alignment that's even more important than the actual resonance I am is more important than intention and resonance and all all these other Concepts the I am is what I'm really
looking for but to get there say goodbye to dissonance thank you for what you learned say hello and thank you to Resonance that you've created in your life and onwards and upwards yes nice nice right she could viscerally feel the whole meditation that there was a shifting happening in the planet and I assure you there was I'm not the type to go H oh here's a nice visualization let's just let's pretend the Earth is lit with gold hell no that's not me at all I'm like boom let's go let's do something that's
actually working that's me 11 pardon the time was 1111 start oh we started humming at 11-11 or nice there's a conference coming up related to that look for the Flyers it's going to be very cool yes it's a if it's still of view it's still invention not intention it's still horizontal right God take me vertical which is kind of like a saying beam me up Scotty okay all right please we're going to take our our collection share generously as possible we appreciate that really understand your Prosperity level is a
mirror of your Consciousness and I'm affirming abundance in myself and all and I know this to be true and that determines how much I share here and elsewhere my Prosperity paying something in line paying something forward for somebody in a grocery store giving a donation here I am that I am and I am filled with love and abundance therefore I share love and abundance and that's this gift that I'm sharing here now Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive
and so it is thank you thank you when you know who you are what to do starts to look very organic very natural you see when you know who you are there are people that if you right now imagine that you know who you are there are people you would not have dated that you've dated you'd be be like I was what it seems surreal it's supposed to seem surreal because it's not so real you know you weren't coming from God so what were you thinking I must have been out of my mind you were you were out of your God mind but but did
you learn from it yes I wish I hadn't learned so hard I know I'm sorry but did you get it yes would you repeat it no that's when you know you really got it no I would not do okay cool now where would you like to go really anything yes where would you like to go love and selfworth is that okay I'm pretty sure love and selfworth now my life starts to mirror it oh my God my my wardrobe started changing you know it's like wow I I I I feel different what I do changes how I feel how I think how I move I'm I'm becoming
more plugged into my Divine self and that changes what I do because I'm changing who I am very organic very beautiful you'll still have breakfast you'll still have Foods you'll still have affections here and there you'll still have income and not you know taxes to pay that's it's not the point it's you're going to come from a different mindset where the world isn't taking from you you're seeing what's really happening ah this is a reflection of me oo that doesn't look so good what do I need to
change in here to make that alteration not how do I get them those jerks out of my life it's wow thank you adios right here back to me changes everything I pray that this has all made good sense please stand for our closing those of you who shared questions I've very much appreciate it I know some of the specifics we miss sometimes because of time but there you go we covered as much as we can and it feels really really good holding a sense of gratitude The Sundays the friendships look at the Workshops the
conferences music movement playfulness oh nice and in a few weeks we're going to have our annual intensive on Thanksgiving weekend on awakening Christ Consciousness join us if enough of you call and or commit do that soon because if there's enough of you we will do the workshop in this room all three days otherwise it'll be done online but if you get committed I will let us know the light of God surrounds us we are the light of God the love of God unfolds us we are the love of God the power of God protects us we are the
power of God the presence of God watches over us we are the presence of God wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with you all bye-bye thanks