Deeper Meaning to Common Teachings

God quite beautiful dude thank you what is foremost on your heart that you'd like us to cover today in our talk Divine timing hold it what'd you say dear protest what did you say earlier over there good okay quite a variety of topics as usual it's

great um the whole world is going through a Dark Night of the world you know all human beings go through what we call the Dark Night of the Soul you know that I've written a book on that it's just so essential to understand so that we don't think that life is just natural cycles that just things just happen which thinking that way actually keeps you as a victim on the planet even if you're not thinking that you're a victim you are thinking of if you think things just randomly happen you know as they say they happen for us

not to us these events and The Dark Night of the Soul isn't The Dark Knight done to your soul The Dark Night of the soul is The Dark Knight coming from your soul your soul a couple of times per lifetime or more says you know we really need to do a house cleaning um we always daily one Apostle says I Die daily we always have these Cycles within Cycles healings nurturings you know processes clearings you know stuff just kind of clearing and moving us upward on the level of Consciousness but the soul every so often goes

hey you've been doing great you know little lessons here and there every day you know little bits and pieces but I I'm just in the mood to just hit you from all sides and it keeps a record of of everything we haven't cleared quite well you know and it picks up all these pieces is a piece of that relationship you know you you healed it eighty percent but I I found twenty percent and you have your father's stuff you've been doing good in your home you know a family of origin work and but there's 15 percent and then

there's this five percent issue with prosperity and then there's that old job three percent and it collects all these and then says buckle up you know this is going to be literally a hell of a year that's called The Dark Night of this it's the Dark Night of your soul and it remember it's not when something's going wrong it's not a bad weekend it's not a hangover it's when you wish you had a hangover it's when you wish it it's not when you're dying it's wish when you wish you

were dead I mean The Dark Knight is heavy stuff and we're going through a Dark Night of the planet we are and there's stages natural stages if human beings could just get a clue we would handle these things better as soon as you're going through a dismantling this is in that that book I wrote you're not going crazy you're actually just waking up because when you go through a dismantling like right now if you haven't noticed there's a great emptiness and I can tell you it's an emptiness

because it's a psychological pit suicides are up deaf even people that were just not even sick are getting sick and dying overnight I'm telling you that's coming from a hopelessness because people are in The Emptiness stage out of five stages of The Dark Night the second stage there's dismantling you lost a job that's not the Dark Knight you just when you have a change a loss of a relationship loss of a job it is called a dismantling that which I thought was isn't okay even when you thought you were healthy

and now you're sick that's a form of dismantling after every dismantling comes emptiness but if we're doing a global dismantling which we did with covid but also with 9 11 and other things that have been building now we're going through the emptiness stage where there's a hopelessness we really really have to watch each other's back during this particular time don't assume that oh The New Normal wasn't good The New Normal isn't going to be any better because it's created by the same

crazy people we're waiting for government religion and you know such science to to tell us what the new normal is but they don't know either so they try to use distracting things to give you you know something to think about oh that that's it oh I see so that's the problem you've got politicians more than ever in history projecting onto each other to deflect their own stuff it's just it's very crazy but if you're a Mystic you see through it and you don't get caught up in it if you're

getting caught up in it you're lacking your inner Mystic that's for sure so one of you brought up the word void when you go through the dismantling Comes The Emptiness which is like a void a terrifying emptiness deeper than just like intellectual emptiness and one of you brought up imagination imagination is what you're going to need to create the new normal but not the new Norm that we're used to creating because if you're screwed up in the head you can't create much of a better new anything

so we need more connection with God to create a truly New Normal okay and one of you brought up fear this is a terrifying time this this dismantling period and so what what can we count on you know where are we gonna what are we gonna fall back on everybody's in The Emptiness the next stage is disorientation which some of us are already into and just some one toe you know and we're going you know I can't wait to get out of this emptiness oh wait disorientation no I'll just go back to emptiness but the soul is going come on

the trains leaving the station you're getting on it you only get to decide if you're going to do that walking or screaming and being dragged that's the only difference you you get it the easy wear the hard way it's not like you can go I think I'll skip the next stage it's the stage created by us you can't create you can't escape you so disorientation comes next dismantling emptiness disorientation only then can you cross over the bridge of truth of Faith Of Trust into recreating a new life the next two

stages but I I can't go launching it to guess what let's recreate a new life we have to still talk about the mental illness of our psyche that keeps creating miscreating the old world we have to address that a little otherwise it's called spiritual bypassing Hey listen everybody I know the world's going through hell but let's just put on rose-colored glasses and chat you know oh moneypod me me you know you know like oh oh poor is me kind of a thing no no we have to really sit with this and and look at it differently

taking responsibility I slash we are going through a dismantling I get it do I want that to be just a 10 dismantling trust me that's what most prayers are it might look like we're surrendering to the Lord but we're really what we're saying is listen God I think you should scale it back a bit let's only dismantle 10 percent because I think I can handle that which really means I want to be in control ego I wants to be in control so ten percent enough but your soul if you're going through a

60 it's because your soul decided that you're we're not a victim of it does it hurt yes but why did we end up there because our soul said enough is enough crazy people this is what the Soul's saying look enough is enough we're going home and we're like Oh Heaven on Earth oh money pardon peace we're using all the mantras and the mantras and whatever else but as soon as it starts changing and we're like give us back our reality the former realities our Illusions let us live in The Limited lifestyle it's

strange we're we're asking for one thing and complaining when it happens the dismantling is coming because rarely has the world gone through a global Dark Night a Dark Night of the planet that's not that common a nation can go through it which happens once in a while we go through it you know fairly regularly a bigger space a nation less commonly the planet when was the last one it's not that common but we can call it covet and those are symptoms of a cleansing you can't Ascend with non-ascended consciousness

so what are we going to do with the non-ascended Consciousness Purge it out how have all our stuff come up that isn't God and then do what with it shame it blame it on each other ah then the planet's going to blow up and you'll have to come back as a cockroach on Mars to start your Evolution again I mean you know how many you know how many millions of years it's going to take for you to Sprout you know like a thought you'll just be crawling around and eventually how did I get here you know do you want

to do that well no but is that the direction humanity is going yes will they continue that way no because it is God's will that no soul Shall Perish or become cockroaches on Mars it is God's will that we wake up okay it is God's Will and God's got a pretty powerful will so God is saying hey you guys can think whatever you want you're you're thinking you're in the this moment you're thinking you're here and you're going through something this is partly what Jesus was saying to

the apostles you're all going to go through fear and you're all going to go through doubt he says and I'm paraphrasing only slightly he says to them but I'm already seeing you at the end of the story see I'm not seeing you as problematic I'm seeing you at the end of the story which is an Immaculate Concept of your child or your Creations so we can look at each other and go you're nothing but a problem but then that means you've jailed me and yourself because if I'm judged I have to

have a judge ER with me in prison right by your judgments you are judged so you're stuck with me when you find fault with me that doesn't mean we're wrong for sometimes going well I don't like that you did this or that that's okay seeing you don't want something in your life is different than hating or judging or resenting or holding grievances so at the end of the day we're going through our own technically you could say The Dark Night of the soul is like going through hell which is why it's often accompanied with

a Saturn return Saturn being the planetary version of Satan Saturn Satan Saturn brings back your stuff to work through the way Satan punishes you in hell for your stuff well Saturn just goes well let's not wait why wait for hell let's just do it now so Saturn helps us Purge the stuff while we're here because it's a very natural thing our soul doesn't want to continue doing what we've been doing for yet another X number of lifetimes Buddha brought that to us by saying no we don't have to continue evolutionary

Cycles till the end of time which was the previous tradition or religion beliefs and he says no I don't agree with that so even though many love him today they didn't like him that much at the time many who were in authority and religious Powers they didn't like it because he said this isn't the way it's going to work anymore we can wake up now Jesus then shows up and does it from birth to death holding that Consciousness where Buddha woke up eventually at a certain part of his life Jesus had to come and do it from birth

to death ending with his last words it is accomplished meaning it's now been done perfectly and if it's been done in me and we're all connected technically it's been done in everyone so all of us at the the end of the story is we're home but we're still wearing a virtual reality headdress thing you know glasses whatever um headset and we're seeing what would have happened if we were still on Earth we're only seeing what would have happened so it's like well wait you take these

off and it's like oh you know we're home put these back on and oh I'm still dating you like what oh oh god oh geez Louise oh another lifetime that's what it is which is why great Mystics even like roomie said laughter there's there's all this hidden laughter behind it all because it is ridiculous if you really see it but when the headset is on nothing it's not funny at all the things we've done to each other or continue to do or the things we do to ourselves you know they say numbers don't lie

which is a Lie by the way because anything you can perceive with your senses your eyes your ears counting one two so one plus one is two two plus two is four what am I going to say next see that's not correct numbers lie because Free Will can make me go and three plus eight not four plus four not eight you know it's it's it's this concept that we're even mathematically we break free we break free from this this structure that was common common thinking this always results in that one plus one is always two and it'll

only men and women should be married and all kinds of opinions that were once facts and none of them were true so all of a sudden sudden you start to see you know like even science is saying something really strange has happened recently in science which doesn't matter to me because I already said this decades ago but it goes like this in in quantum physics years ago they said you know we believe that this happened where there's a big bang that took place well the Big Bang is nothing and if you change the name of it to something else

I don't care the Big Bang is nothing but the manifestation of the moment where the children of God who were in the absolute presence of Love Bliss Joy Of God suddenly said What would life be like if we weren't in God now an explosion took place called The Big Bang where we flew into a universe that was now being formed but it actually is an implosion in your mind it wasn't an explosion in the universe things are opposite from what we've been taught why because the people trying to figure them out are

nuts so they naturally teach everything as opposite of what's true because they're reaching and I I understand it's called desperation okay there's a big bang and we don't know why it took place but there's no such thing as God it's just a matter of fusion of forces and chemicals that happen to mix up a certain way and the Big Bang took place like TNT blew up you know with no consciousness behind it and that's true by the way there was no consciousness behind it we actually gave

up our Consciousness to experience the big bang and come here and think we're growing how can Perfection grow so we gave up who we really are and an implosion took place but we'll pretend the big bang and it's called the expanding universe so in quantum physics years ago they said wait a minute if a explosion took place what's causing the universe to expand the force of the explosion which eventually will die down and when it dies down another universal law will kick in called gravity where all of it will contract back together

again and in quantum physics they actually say it this way and everything that was will cease to be and be as though it never was a perfect description of A Course in Miracles concept of the illusion one day this expanding Universe and everything you ever experienced every job every relationship every annoyance every illness every lifetime will contract and be as though it never was but what's interesting to me is that science some scientists are saying there's something disturbing happening the universe mathematically is not

expanding anymore why would that be because the children of God who thought to separate stopped separating you like that yeah see it's a symbol of something when science is scratching their head trying to figure it out looking like the missing link that they're looking for it stopped that's a good news it's called The Still Point before the contraction starts now don't get me wrong the contraction isn't going to be like ah where everything's just you know and we all blast into each other and every

uh um it's not going to be like that but it will seem like that meaning Our Lives seemed like we were going through normal than the old norm and now it's stopped and stopped means emptiness and disorientation the only way this can happen and by the way this is called I'll return to Oneness God the only way this can happen is with our permission so we can go no keep the brakes on keep the brakes on you know and you'll feel this Contracting sensation but what is that sensation it's moments of you and I getting along

psychologically it's where I start to think Beyond Myself my God something happening what's going on are you okay yeah symptoms of Oneness it's the weirdest thing I'm starting to think for other people and and their Wellness instead of just myself oh be careful I've heard about that it happens in Cults you know you must be part of a cult so it gets very scary because what I knew to be is in a Still Point and I don't know anymore and listen to me that's a good statement I don't know

see the ego's going what do you mean you don't know you must know you have to be in control I don't know I I just I don't know who are you I don't know are you a male or female I don't know well come on because they'll lock you up for not knowing they will you'll get ridiculed and you know whatever else I don't know Mom Dad I don't know what do you want to be when you grow up I don't know oh you're no son of mine no daughter of mine you know we have five generations

of accountants or a few cobblers or whatever you know I'm old huh shoot shoe cobblers too I'm sorry you know IBM text or whatever you know we have five generations and your response could be yeah but you all are miserable I'm just think call me silly call me Progressive but I was just thinking maybe I'll try a different career you know break them break this this pattern of misery so we got to realize everything's backwards here's here's another example of backwards the Gospel of Philip it's one of the

Lost Books of the Bible the Gospel of Philip here's what he says he says people think and it's true Jesus died and was resurrected literally chronologically is that the way it happened yes right right he died was crucified died and then he resurrected correct Philip points out because Philip was one of those that started accessing his Christ Consciousness he said no no wait people don't realize Jesus had to have been resurrected before he died meaning you had to have been in a heightened State of Consciousness to

resurrect we think you died and then Resurrected if you resurrected after you died you couldn't have Resurrected you had to have been of the Consciousness to be able to die and resurrect see a little a backflip of sorts and there's all kinds of things like that there's deeper teachings to everything deeper deeper meanings deeper processes we're not just going through an average such and such we're not just going through another election or another whatever else the world as we know it is dying it's

ending and that's actually good news it's annoying it's inconvenient it's scary but what's the alternative keeping Illusions alive try it try try and say I don't know who you voting for I don't know what are you Republican I don't know and you get rid of killed for even that but I'm staying in the Still Point the in-between space between emptying my cup and having my cup refilled not by me not by government or science or religion but by God what's that going to look like I don't know

and it's good that I don't know because the more I can say I don't know I'm surrendering to that which does which is God the more I say oh I've got it all figured out I'm dying of the old and I know exactly what I want for the new which is the the concept of law of attraction to a degree but you do not trust me you do not want to recreate a new life with the same mind that ruined the last one you don't want your ego controlling your newness again try the I don't know try that level of

humility you're going to be covered you're going to be taken care of so when we go through this we're we're returning to Oneness we're returning to God and that's good news but that that return to Oneness we go through stages like like with all things first of all there's three versions of Oneness let's understand that there's the human version which is the lower three chakras from that vantage point the heart version and then God's version and they're completely different

so there's people talking about you know like like the human version would be like we're one family we're One race we're one nation under God you know that's you know one team those are all human Fabrications of Oneness they're they're very limited compared to Gods right you agree so there's my ideas of Oneness and they're just they just don't work communes communities they sound like we're all going to live one and we're going to be like one one one one even yogananda's Community ended up suing

each other I mean if his folks end up suing each other you know how promising is it for other people to pull off such a thing Oneness to talk it is one thing to do it is another so the human versions of Oneness eh you know I don't I don't bother with it right the heart version of Oneness is is sweet because it gets us to a place of I'm starting to feel not just love Oneness with my partner I'm feeling unconditional love for all that's clearly an advancement that's clearly moving to other levels

you know I all of a sudden now I'm realizing that all of humanity is connected it's very cool God's Oneness is unspeakable the human mind can't speak the words can't know the words to speak God's version of Oneness is why we're saying I give up my human version and I attain the Heart level of Oneness but am I willing to give up what I think is the highest level of Oneness for yet another one that I know nothing about see and my answer would be I am which is important two words I am so we get to this place of saying you

know um you know people talking Oneness and all they're doing is talking almost everybody that talks Oneness is just talking if they're just talking Theory because they don't know well you know Oneness is this and one it's just like stop talking to me because it's just it's not real it's not true I can see through that I hope you can too but I know that there's a God ver there's God's version there's my heart's version and there's a human version I'm glad that those who talk it are moving

from the human version to attempting the hearts version but to portray themselves as getting God's version I already know they can't because it's unspeakable Only God Can reveal it and when it does it becomes a feeling not a thought not a thing not a word is that making sense all right so they're stages to our return to Oneness there's and I use that three all the time there's natural stages the first stage um is what we call duality so to get to Oneness I have Duality oh my God this Republican Democrat male

female this all that you know whether it's race or gender generational gaps those are all duality there's a point where I let go of ego perspective ego titles descriptions definitions to the heart to the heart and in the heart I get to a place of non-duality and and the people that are into non-duality are usually theorizing and talking about it don't get it but they've tasted it so they they're excited so they talk a lot about it oh man I'm just non-dual you know I see that you're still dual

now they've made it a religion and a thing to vote for you know a very human and now it's dropped to a lower level again but let's assume some got it right non-dual but what does that mean it means I've gone from the place of getting into this and that I I can't talk about stuff anymore I'm getting to where just centered and feeling that's pretty cool non-dual but that's not the end non-dual shifts then to Oneness you don't just go dual to non-dual you go duel to non-dual to

Oneness non-dual is still anti-dual to a degree I mentioned that briefly last week but within the last couple weeks but that's what we're looking for Oneness the human race is trying to get home which means to Oneness which means you've got to tie together the concepts of The Dark Night of the planet with the process of Duality to Oneness they go hand in hand they overlay each other which means if we agree that we're going through a Dark Night of the planet we're also agreeing that we're going home and returning to

Oneness which would mean we're all going to need to let go of duality so Duality needs to prove to you that it doesn't exist that it's an illusion that it's worthless or valueless how by realizing no politics are working that no human mind can fix this because it's the human slash ego mind that did this we need to call upon a higher power which is one the Oneness of God thank God the Israelites with their major statement the rule the number one rule in the universe is the Lord that God is one

which is also saying if you want to get home but also if you want to get out of your problems get to the Oneness okay oh am I there yet no you have to actually Purge out the duality and then get over the arrogance of thinking you're non-dual and back to God that was a nice addition wasn't it um and this is not unlike you know getting to this like the non-dual goes and now I'm getting to the third stage the stage of Oneness that's not unlike a near-death experience and watch this carefully so if I if I were to do this right now

on stage I go Duality to non-dual Oneness and I'm having like one of those Visions near-death experience where they go I became one with everything isn't that kind of cool have you ever heard that scene that experienced that it's like this moment in a meditation where you know some of you it's you know it happened in a dream for others it's Ayahuasca for another LSD you know some people had it happened in different forms for different people but some are more real than others some are synthetic versions but either way

you had some insight of a sense of Oneness which is really cool how is that not cool to go guess what I had something happen last night it's almost like near death I felt one with all things it's pretty profound isn't it but it's also one of those things that's backwards so everybody's trying to achieve this I feel one with all you know like the Buddhists that asked for a pizza make me one with everything um it's it's a it's it's an old joke you have to be old to get that okay

but this idea you're trying to become one with everything but listen everything is actually one with you you're not needing to become one with everything you created everything so ironically we're thinking the goal is to become one with everything when in fact the goal is everything's becoming one with me the universe that's expanding as an implosion in my mind it didn't actually expand because that would imply that it's a thing that became it actually went in Reverse as an implosion

like a mental virus and it was taken over by the ego to run and control that virus and at some point I need the the cure for the virus which is the Holy Spirit the Divine mother hey mother guess what you know I ate something that was not good for me and the mother is going to take care of you I I bit into something that looked sweet but it turned sour in my stomach which is a revelation reference I saw this in these and this was eaten and it looked and seemed sweet at the time but it turned sour in the stomach

meaning our our world that we've created looks like it offers something but it ends up turning sour in the stomach which is a symbol of a place where we digest life's experiences right why where we digest our life's experiences something's turn sour well in a sense all of this has turned sour and the Holy Spirit the mother is going to say I can help you she puts her hand on your stomach it already feels a little better she gives you a little something a spiritual concoction of some kind and it helps us release this thing

called a virus but the virus in a sense is like a fever a fever does feel uncomfortable but it breaks and that's kind of what we're going through the fever is like the heart chakra part the virus itself is The Human Experience the fever is when we get to our heart and say enough is enough man love comes first resentment's got to go that's when you're starting to really fever out man you're starting to burn up because you're a fever is purging a fever is heating your system so you can actually

bake away a virus the fever is trying to bake away cook away a virus most of you would know that right but when it breaks I go into this Oneness you know I remember having a fever when I was around eight years old or so and I remember laying on the couch in our living room and I just started seeing things I started seeing beings walking through the backyard and and mom mom there's you know tripped out into some you know experience and I remember um I remember my mom had a friend over and the friend goes I'm getting out of

here you know she's like whatever he's got I don't want it you know so the this new normal you got to have the fever it's got to bake away the past it does seem uncomfortable and it is uncomfortable and some people don't survive the fever meaning sometimes you have to let go of this particular body so that you can come back fresh sometimes this body cannot handle your new frequency you have such Awakening that the body's like you kidding me come on I kept up with you when you went vegan I

kept up when you were a meat eater I kept up with you when you became a fruitarian you know I kept up with you through all the and now you're doing this whoa you know no man you know I'm I'm bailing I'm bailing man you know eject boom you know out of the body you know um come back and try it another way you know um sometimes that's the only way um and and right now that's happening a lot on this planet where people are bailing um that is part of the Ascension process believe it or not and it's true that

some Souls that have sensed this is as much as I'm going to get in this body and they're saying that's unacceptable I will not let this body keep my Consciousness contained to its vibration I'm going higher if the body can't handle it let it go because I'm free okay that's not easy to remember when you've lost a loved one but try to remember that try to remember that free at last free at last thank God Almighty I am free at last right they're not in the pain even if they didn't look like they were in pain

I'm telling you every person's body is in pain just not always knowing it we're in pain because we're not in Kansas anymore Toto we had Oneness with God and now we're stuck in these meat suits and we zipped them up and we go wow look at me you know for like a day and a half oh I'm looking kind of nice and I don't mind being in this Incarnation and then this starts happening you know and it's like oh I need a new body and I need a new life and Jesus please take away my wrinkles and Jesus is like I don't see

wrinkles you need a mind change you know not a body change or whatever so these things that we believed in are all flip-flop they're all backwards and so even the universe that's startling to me that anyone let alone group of scientists can say we think we're seeing evidence of the universe not expanding anymore and I'm like well yeah duh it had to stop eventually so now how long is it going to take for the contraction I wonder and we all ask how long is that going to take Jesus says in A Course in Miracles in

his ever so depressing way well if it took let's say a billion years just using a round number a billion years for it to expand and the contraction starts today technically he says technically it should take a billion years you're kidding me you're kidding that's why everybody's dying they're leaving their because that that news of that is so shocking that he says no no but time's an illusion oh you had to slip that in there he has to mess with us for a minute well it should take a billion years we're all like I just

was dismantled again now I'm feeling empty again I can't believe it you're kidding me a billion years yeah but guess what time's an illusion so a billion years a day and a half it's all the same oh you got us on that one you know so the truth is he's saying it's up to you how well can you handle the still point where you don't know try to be Control Freaks and now the breaks are on and you've wasted time and the car the vehicle's not going anywhere let go of the brakes even if it means

off the cliff into the abyss into the void can you do that you say can you do that one of my strangest and and greatest moments at the same time is that kind of a concept where I remember in various lifetimes but a vision in this lifetime a couple times but in lifetimes where it was like that where it was like can you trust me well yes that's easily said can you trust me fall fall let me see you fall into my arms this is Arizona man that's the Grand Canyon what do you mean and I'm not encouraging anybody actually doing this

I'm saying the metaphor the metaphor see one time I did a Mastery seminar I did it many many years at my retreat but one of these times we had this tall ladder and one of the exercises was to fall backwards into the arms of everybody catching you there is a possibility they can't they won't that they mess up there's a possibility but we do it I'm asking you know guiding each Pro okay ready when you say ready you say ready and then we'll catch you boom oh and there's tears and there's

anxiety and you know all that kind of stuff this is probably 15 20 years ago and we're leaving and somebody goes well why don't you do it I'm like yeah what why don't you do it and they're just being friendly like well yeah I don't have time I don't have time to be afraid I don't have time to think twice I have to say yes climb up the ladder don't think don't think don't think to the top and I just you know just joking the top they're like you know okay say when you're ready

ready I'm not going to even not only did I fall I launched boom they caught me and said okay they're like yeah wow oh my God and I'm like [Music] nobody could see what was happening inside I'm like bloody hell oh my God that was so high up I was the hang time it was I could swear it was four and a half minutes but on the outside yeah what we're good um and that is exactly what you should do don't shame yourself for having the fear Feel the fear and do it anyway so I did exactly what I should be doing

not pretending I don't have the fear and we shouldn't pretend that we're not afraid of this vulnerable what is the new new the real new I don't know have this word this phrase but I'm willing to find out that's courage I'm willing to find out to be like a President Lincoln who says half the nation's gonna hate me but we're going to end slavery you know and and a war and it's your fault and their finger pointing and the News columns all the time and the little sketches that they do and the comedy

things making him look terrible but he just stuck to his guns can we do that can you get to the top of the letter and just launch and and one of the things from that message that point is how much do you want your ego to think and and Trigger you I went before I allow any such nonsense what's the worst thing that could happen the group could have collectively went sneezed boom on the ground but I would have died and I would have on the other side gone I died in a state of trust which means I'm ascending

see I refuse to accept failure I turned that into an essential if that's what's going to happen but the same has to happen guys in Romance friendship can you trust well no because friends have burned me in what way well they've never ever pulled through for me on any topic no friend ever none so what are you doing today well I was going to go and um get something to eat okay has a friend ever paid the bill for your food no let's go I'm taking you we're getting lunch I give you lunch I pay for it now you

can't say that ever again but we also started a new normal you trusted now there was a chance that I ordered this huge meal whatever you people eat you know for lunch a big course of food and then out the door you know and ditch you with the food and the bill because people you think have done that to you before and I'm sorry that they did are you willing to trust and jump off of that ladder and be caught can you let me help you me being any of us right can you trust me to be on time to take you to the doctor can you whatever

it is you know let me show you somebody who's true to their word and when they can't be true to their word they apologize because you come first is that all making sense don't live Dangerously in a good way all the words mean nothing to me the Oneness and non-dual and well it's all it's all hokey man it's just the people talking it it's another to live it to be it to step into it and really get it and laugh at the human versions oh man I'm just all into Oneness and you really yeah I'm I'm so unattached to this world

I'm just I'm barely here at all really so when you get paid this week at work hand me your check because you're so non-physical you won't be needing the funds right all these people that write books about just be in the now and just be in the moment the Oneness trust me they're cashing checks for those books so you can preach it but remember the saying I've made up many years ago know the truth but respect the illusion know that you are in the hands of God but you know what or as they say in

Islam you know trust in Allah but tie up your camel right take care take care I know you're all one and and sending but you know what pick up the kids on time at school you know you still have them oh that's right be in your body respect the illusion respect the illusion we'll love you for it I know it's gonna be a little scary and it seems like spiritual failure when you oh there the illusion still got me today no you know what they're sometimes it's fine we want you to believe in the illusion

of deodorant we do and and so on and so on other other Illusions um know the truth but respect the illusion take care of yourselves on a three-dimensional level get a massage when you need a massage don't I'm beyond that take a breath before you think about canceling it because you're so Cosmic just do it take care of yourself you're not Beyond seeing a counselor if you're in a couple's relationship sometimes man that third party objective person feedback is healthy you're not Beyond it just try it out try

out those things if in fact there are signs and symptoms of needing those things I don't care if it's an aspirin for a headache or an herbal poultice on your tummy it you know if that's where your belief is at honor it and get these things done because it's a sign of you taking care of yourself please take a few centering breaths [Music] the one word one of you brought up remembering the word remember means to re-assemble the membered parts your members Your Parts remembering means to bring back

together yourself the dismembered Parts but it isn't body parts per se to remember means to bring back together your true self it starts with remembering trauma and healing it remembering limiting belief systems and surrendering them bringing in the dismembered Parts is sometimes gruesome at first parts of your body that you dissociated from parts of the body that are numb and not working properly glands that are Frozen to where you still have a 10 year old's thymus a five-year-old's adrenals they were

stunted remembering means I'm here you can all come to age now but we're afraid you taught us where yes I know I know and I'm sorry about that but Mom's here now Dad's here now and we're safe [Music] and if there were any doubt at all God is with us and if God's with us what could be against us so come out come out wherever you are inner child girl boy come out remembering the dismembered parts and it goes from literally body parts glands organs to emotional dissociations traumas bringing it all here not to re-trigger

us they're being brought here to be seen and released I will not try to cope or heal alone mother holy spirit of God I'm very clear that I am going to need your help with this [Music] be with me be with me [Music] hear the chant gently inside Divine mother be with me now [Music] chanted every three seconds or every 30 seconds however often it feels appropriate for you let it be a smooth tide coming in

and flowing out statement and then the incoming results [Music] be with me here be with me now watch the effects [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] [Music] and the mother is washing Us Clean and Clear of negatives past negatives

washing us clear of past programs and experiences limiting belief systems thank you [Music] [Music] [Music] whether you visualize being at the edge of a lake a stream or the ocean step in step in [Music] submerge symbolic of going into the depths of your being

you're under completely underwater [Music] when you come out again which is a statement with many layers when you come out and don't do it yet hold your breath feel the desire to breathe and I don't mean literally in the room imagine holding your breath you're underwater but you can sense you're going to need to breathe against him but not yet your underwater shake a little while you're underwater shake off the past all your cells of your body are shaking off and the water is taking them away

[Music] okay and you can feel the desire to Breathe Again when you come out of the water there will be a big breath of newness you will not be the old self you will be a healthy god goddess imagine that your life is waiting for them your inner children male females are looking for such a thing [Music] in five for [Music] three seeing you ready for a breath I'm ready I'm ready to the world is waiting it's waiting one out big breath everyone

big breath open your heart fresh breath the sun beating down the water being just the right temperature the sunshine the the warmth nature the trees look over to the Shoreline there's animals standing on the shoreline waiting for this in anticipation a child of God is being born again to them it's a sacred event [Applause] [Music] visualize yourself dancing on the shore dancing moving spontaneously [Music] twirling good some of the animals are bowing to you some are dancing with you up above

birds are soaring around in circles honoring the space that you're standing in [Music] I'm here oh I'm me [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] thank you [Music] [Music]

so [Music] [Music] just move if you like [Music] thank you

[Music] thank you [Music] foreign [Music] foreign

[Music] to all the other creatures around the world tree people are talking they're saying guess what you used and then the planet is not a thing that would become one with it's becoming one with us because we're going into the Christ of God's self so the planet is rising in Consciousness and the planet sends the signal to the solar system to the Galaxy to the local area region of the universe of all the universe and the universe hears permission can begin attraction home again [Music] foreign

[Music] [Music] how do you feel

fantastic amazing liberated good that would be the opposite of fear the void other words that were brought up earlier don't get me wrong it is awkward The Still Point the I don't know I knew I don't know becomes I know right there's the ego version of I know to the I don't know which is liberating Heart Center to the I know again but that I know isn't me that has to be God speaking through me I I and it's awkward that's still point it's awkward I've you know in my life oh my God it's

so strange sometimes I ca I can't even find a food that I like so I I just eat the same thing every day like I can't bring myself to eating many foods and I I kind of have always been a little like that but it's even more extreme I'm like why well you probably should eat something well why what and by the time I get around to it oh well it's already tomorrow so I'll just eat later today food and relations too I become clearer even that I don't have any room inside for crap sorry for you know for that there's no

room for for arguing or dissension or like let's let's enjoy or never mind you know it's yeah well I mean it's so such a strange space and you might be feeling the same thing because globally we're in a still point where nothing is okay anymore no bargaining and I'm I'm grateful because I felt that most of my life and especially the last couple of decades but I'm noticing that it's at another level now and it's kind of awkward and weird like what is there to do in the nothing

you know so it it's an interesting dance and and remember dismantling emptiness disorientation most people when they're disoriented will go back and try to recreate The New Normal themselves which will then have to be dismantled empty disoriented again I'm like well the whole world's coming to an end and I just wrote another book because if you know how to do this right you will go over the bridge into rebuilding a new life or rewrite a new book or creating a new conference or finding new friends

you see what I mean by that the new life thank you dear [Laughter] the new life the new life it's just right there but not everybody knows how to get to that place and I can only tell you chill when you go into the emptiness do your inner work while you're in emptiness work on emptiness work on the darkest Parts when you're in the Darkness when you get to disorientation try to say no to the compulsion to take control of the wheel the steering feel disoriented it'll be uncomfortable just breathe breathe through it and keep

saying only with your guidance only not me of myself I'm nothing I'm not going to take the wheel only with your guidance stay truthful to that stay vigilant with that the universe is going to go are you kidding you meant that you really are trusting yes yeah but the ego is going to be throwing things in you got to take control a new opportunity for another relationship I knew this I knew that a new job new more money or whatever just you know bargain yourself again and you're gonna go it's not there

no capacity for that it's not there and the wow then the Still Point then what am I going to do I don't know but I'm willing to find out and then the universe has seen you empty and it refills you a whole new me has awakened a whole new me is being birthed resurrected after this crucifixion and death period so hang in thank you so much and thank you John for the music beautiful as always the people watching online it's John Dumas all right we're going to take up our collection and do our closing prayer

please be as generous as you can be your donations go in the bags the blue bags and um the wicker baskets are for any extra donations you can share for we use it for people of lesser means or sometimes special projects and we appreciate the the folks that have stepped up and done the painting of all the rooms and just refreshed everything is really really beautiful and I want to give thanks to our ongoing groups like our 12-step groups Course in Miracles groups and all of them but those of you who have the courage to get

into the 12-step groups of whatever type of 12-step group we appreciate we love having them here we do what we can to support them because of their integrity their search for self and back to God and so on so bless you if you're in the groups and if you're not if you're not you should be [Laughter] no it's something to consider for yourself anything that steps into the new a new healthier life okay so bless you so we're going to do our closing or the prayer the prosperity prayer it's on

your bulletins um or it's posted online if you don't have it the bulletin in front of you together please Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you a couple of quick announcements by the way before the closing prayer um we're going to be doing a three gates to intimacy Workshop sometime in the next few weeks so if you're interested keep an eye out for that I'll facilitate that in the meantime we have um

the uh the new event the conference the daughters of Heaven the book is out now as of like a week or so ago and um and uh the conference if you're not already signed up in your online or here you can watch you can join the conference online Which is less you know it's you pay less or attend in person but we're going to have an extraordinary event it's about eight or nine or so weeks away but um join us if you can as soon as possible and if you're watching online or if you're in the room remember even when

you're not able to be here on per in person watch us social media we're on Facebook live YouTube live and whatever else okay you can catch us in your third eye as well um if you're interested some people look for the private sessions I do online I'm happy to accommodate as often as I can I do them online Zoom or phone calls or whatever happens to be Zoom only if you're out of the country all right but otherwise I still you know I do sessions people ask about it all the time um so pursue that if you like and

remember we have a healing room here the yurt here Crystal bed inside it's extraordinarily powerful so if your local living or you happen to be visiting I would make it a point to check out the crystal bed okay all right what did you learn or hear today that made the most sense for you what the story of the crucifixion that he had to have been resurrected in Consciousness before he died and resurrected right is that the one what's the other one where uh oh it is accomplished it's complete yeah nice

right right very good essentially before the resurrection right he had to be in the Consciousness for that to happen he didn't get it to happen because after the fact he gained the Consciousness yes just learn to say I don't know now remember know the truth but respect the illusion right it wouldn't be appropriate to say to a beloved do you love me I don't know that might freak them out but what you could say is you know what the old me I'm not settling for the old version of loving you I'd like to go to a higher

level would you like to join me you see that's what you could say it's called being tactful anyone else yes process that we're going through the Dark Matter this song The Dark Night of the soul the dismantling all that's happening rebuilding a new life four is rebuilding five is the new life yeah yeah because you're rebuilding is a process the new life is the result so I split those in two thanks for pointing that yeah anyone else anybody on this side of the room yes I am unleashed the meditation part yeah

I'm free oh my God one more yes oh yeah and that's great symbolism the Russian dolls that inside there's another and another and another that we're that we're made up of many layers really all of us and ultimately inside the last doll isn't another doll it's the light inside the last doll and as we peel away our layers we get to that all right please stand for our closing prayer ah nice huh great great meditation great music and accompaniment oh accelerating home the universe Contracting

feel the fear but go anyway not only universally but your reality your Universe I can see where I've reached a still point because my former life is not being allowed to expand and control me anymore my ego isn't expanding becoming more I've reached a point where no and that's Stillness and now I'm also being courageous enough to find out what was always there that I didn't remember it can only be good the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us the power of God protects us

and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is and just one second for our closing gong you want to hit the gong for us today you can do it you can do it how about you come on man good to see you again all right how about it peace be with you all we'll see you soon thank you