Dealing with Chaos

hello everyone my name is michael murdad and i thank you for joining us these are our friday night 10 15 minute power packed downloads spiritual downloads of course so thank you for joining us basically today i'm noticing maybe a conversation is needed around this topic of chaos now i've talked a lot over my years and and lately too about greek mythology and mythology and other cultures so long story short when we seem to have separated from god that's using terminology that some of you use or understand um

when we seem to have separated mythology which is a right brain version of history usually more accurate than history itself mythology tells us that there was this void created the void is because we're missing god if we separate from god wow we have a void in our souls in our being so there's this emptiness which creates a tendency towards depression if when you were coming into this universe you sort of went through that phase of the void and picked up we all came through it picked up some some of its

let's say particles then you might tend towards depression in lifetimes and then after that void came terror which was known as chaos in mythology so the chaos becomes frenetic energy in our lives and so people essentially are almost addicted to depression or their frenetic energy high or low low or high so you know it's unfortunate but this is what where people come from it's the vibe they they have to have something to fill the void voids they fill it with chaos and that happens i mean without even

people knowing it people are addicted to this thing that everybody would think i don't want any of that but yet we keep creating it when you when you get silent in meditation and then you let things enter your mind look how many things enter how long can you poof hold silence without any words noise thoughts feelings nothing and that's because the ego aborts silence because you might then go back through silence slash void and home so it wants you to go the other direction chaos and to deal with chaos fight it go into this world fight it run

from it fight flight freeze you know uh and blame so there are these ways that we can seemingly cope with the chaos the ego doesn't our ego doesn't tell us go within look at it call in the presence of god to help you deal with it looking at it objectively and then just keep going deeper deeper into the silence to the void and on the other side of the void home instead run high do whatever so we all have this strange action reaction relationship to chaos but right now there's a lot of that going on in the planet of course the

last couple of years pure chaos more political chaos it's in the top few years of american history world history perhaps but certainly american history it's in the top few eras or decades or whatever you would like to call it and uh that's politics economic is to some degree chaotic right now people's sense of self self-worth i mean it's to the point where you have friends that'll say i'm never going to talk to you again because you don't wear pink you know because you don't uh wear

the socks that i think you should wear or vote how i want you to vote or eat what i want you to eat all it is is stuff that was always there and now people can't hold it in anymore why because the veils between reality and illusion are thinning and it's becoming basically irrepressible all that was there which is i want to control what other people think vote etc um i can't hide it anymore so it explodes so we are venting on each other so there's a lot of chaos but if you're used to chaos if you grew up

in a chaotic household you might be used to how to deal with it fight it etc but you could also be doing the opposite i'm so tired of chaos and you collapse on the other hand some people are just prone to that depressed kind of experience you know some people get attention through chaos they stub their toe oh my god i stop look everybody i stopped my chaos chaos chaos and some people um do the opposite oh i stubbed my toe i'm not gonna say anything i'm gonna hold it in that hurts like hell but i'm

gonna hold it i'm just gonna go over here and just close my eyes and wince and kind of sigh every so often it's still attention getting without realizing it it's just not as overt so what we're doing is the bottom line is we we're all afraid and we're all hurting always without realizing it how could you not hurt if we separated from god now there's always some arrogant spiritual list that says not i i'm not at all separate from god i'm one right right okay then let's drop a lead

slab on your foot and watch how you are not separate because god has no pain therefore you wouldn't have any pain god has no bills therefore you wouldn't have bills so stop if you're one with god none of this would be happening in your in your life or experience okay just kind of cutting that off nipping that at the butt now you know the i do feel sad and um i feel for people that are struggling and suffering but what you have to remember is this first look at yourself where are you contributing to

chaos right now are you watching shows that are you know feeding that yucky chaotic oh my god what are we going to do oh what next i know what's going to happen oh they said there's no paper towels at the store i better run there and fight people for them et cetera et cetera et cetera it's just chaos are you listening to chaotic music you know it's like pray meditate talk to god create a relationship with god and speak to god or jesus or the holy spirit whatever have some some place some same place to

go like the one pictured around me have some sane oasis and um foods you know people eat foods and go i probably shouldn't eat this well if what you're eating is creating chaos in your tummy don't eat it just don't no no i can't resist it okay then be quiet eat it and be quiet don't bring chaos to the rest of the world so if you're the chaos maker own it where and when you are we all do it for moments here and there but you know own it just own it and ask yourself do i really want to contribute to the

problem rather than solution and and uh if there are moments where you can't resist here's what i would recommend saying to people around your friends or whatever guys i'm i'm in a bit of a chaotic mood right now i'm sorry you know just let them know up front because they might overtly or covertly in a good way help you they might pray rub your shoulders whatever you see so watch out if you're the contributor to the chaos now on the other hand if you're the recipient you can fight it

just becoming more chaotic than the other person is you can depress around it oh god they're getting the best of me and so on there's different things you can do you can try to run and hide etc or you can work on healing it managing it in your way warm baths inspirational reading a good movie just safe safety is a word that you're going to want to look at are you creating some safety now that doesn't mean that everybody around you should enable this like for too long if you need a day if you need a week great

but if you're not soaking it in it's kind of like if you're really cold you get in a warm bath and you get out and blame us for it no get back in well i'm still chill get back in until the warmth gets to the core of your bones but it's not it's just not doing more hot water but it's not well at some point maybe you're ill and you should do something about it so blaming isn't going to help so be careful watch during the chaotic times what you're doing look at what you might do if you're

causing but also if you're the recipient and everybody's taking a lot of hits lately any show you watch oh my god you know everything's you know on gender and race and no matter what you do you're wrong um not enough i mean wow you know it's just chaotic but if you don't agree to and enable more chaos the chaos is coming after you and it isn't just people it isn't just groups or individuals this is an evil force that is trying to have its way on planet earth this is one one of the beasts of

the apocalypse rearing its ugly head and trying to kick some butt so you get to decide what do you want to what you want to do with that partly what i'm saying is you know empty words because it has to be practiced and it isn't going to work to do it once we have to change and make sanity our priority and keep holding in there with it and if there's a hundred of us that pull this off the ego's coming in and trying to chip away one it's called divide you from the herd the ego is going to come

in and chip away the weakest one and then another one and to try to get the collective of oneness love god in our microcosmic way to to either to die down fadeaway or to start chunking away like like glaciers just big chunks at a time all i can do is refuse to let myself be one of those casualties i hope other people around me will help help with that hang in there with me you know like let's let's go with sanity rub each other's shoulders and whatever but besides covertly accidentally unconsciously

contributing to chaos watch when you're more overtly doing it you're just pretending you don't know it watch when you throw in those little comments about people watch when you try to undermine people's successes watch when uh your husband divorces you and you hate him because maybe he's happier and you're miserable why don't you just choose happiness that might make him miserable so so think about this it's you know fighting it all just it is the ego it is not god making you miserable

say no to the ego every day say yes to god if it's not working you're either not doing it at all or you're doing it half-heartedly or no-heartedly where you don't mean it you're not absorbing it this is just the same as nutrients you take them and you pee them out why you didn't absorb and integrate or assimilate them whose fault is that you have to take responsibility change it just like a dietary metaphor ingest more light absorb that light meaning assimilate the nutrients and let pass whatever you don't need

let it go let it go let go don't hold on to it don't judge it don't hate it just let it go yeah but that person took this that person succeeding and and and they took my money and there's they shouldn't be successful because i'm failing you're failing because you hate them just stop let's create your success and not in comparison to theirs all these little examples i hope you could have a sibling coming out of a hurtful family god knows you don't want them to be happy and succeed if they've molested you or hurt

you of course you don't want i understand that but it's not helping you so cut that free cut it free and find your own peace and love let your mantra be peace and happiness love and abundance whatever it's going to be have a mantra repeat it frequently it is not god that isn't answering the prayers if you're praying for the opposite of chaos which should be peace and happiness i'm sorry that chaos is so prevalent on the planet but i'm telling you there's going to be more and more of this even if there's a

lull for a while it's coming back so you might as well exercise those muscles to deal with it now while you can all right god bless i pray this is practical and applicable and i thank you for joining our program you're welcome to make donations we appreciate that otherwise it's free um but uh take great care and watch for any chaotic frequency to say goodbye to and and cut free find the other life the one you deserve the one god wants you to have all right peace be with all of you join us again watching our other programs

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