Consciousness: Real Versus False

thank you thank you ah so i noticed that the last i don't know two or three or so weeks we've talked about basically uh consciousness somewhere i think it was last month we talked about i think christ consciousness i don't remember the exact titles um but along those lines so we've been talking about consciousness and last week we had a really good talk a very great you know a lot of great feedback on this the idea of consciousness and i was talking about how consciousness is basically supposed to be a noun

it's not like i'm just conscious and awake it's it's now i become a consciousness it's what i am well on that same note i sort of want to take that a little bit further and and today or maybe next week we'll talk about also uh channeling and the difference between conscious channels and unconscious channels um but for now there are basically two types of consciousness there's real and unreal one is you know there's love versus fear there's lower versus higher or higher versus

lower so there's basically two types of consciousness but only one of them is real so there's god created god is a a pure consciousness of love so god is not a thing or a person so much as it's a consciousness now then we start to think what what michael means is kind of like the concept of um it's a consciousness we attain so there's just this kind of a thing like a consciousness it's better to avoid that as well to just think it's kind of just an abstract mood i met god today it was kind of a mood

you know it's like it's it's it's a consciousness and it makes decisions it's it's beyond comprehension that's why jesus says well think of it as abba think of it as your father mother but just not the ones you had on earth far better so so you know jesus puts it that way buddha kind of says let's just avoid that let's just think of it as an attainment of consciousness and no matter how you slice it it doesn't go over well ernest holmes mary baker eddie edgar casey they use the word mind

to describe god why because we think of mind as being where we hold our consciousness but then it also went wrong because then we start thinking brain because we think minds are brains so god's this giant brain and we're made in god's image so we're just brains with legs you know but how are you doing you know so we think of consciousness as brains we think of consciousness as a being it's it's beyond that but to think of consciousness of god is it's a divine consciousness it's not just a consciousness it's a

divine consciousness the name for that consciousness in us is called the i am or the christ it's that simple it it's not christ christianity it's the consciousness of that divinity that we call god in us has a sort of a separate name for now we can still say the god that is is also the god that's here in us but we're not the creator of ourselves so it's it's fair and appropriate to say there's the divine consciousness of god and there's it's created extension of itself that

creation is called the christ or the i am in me any one of us so god is this perfect holy consciousness created me in its image therefore i too am this perfect holy consciousness that if we just put a period on that we're good but there's a problem because we decided to manufacture another consciousness and simply put we could say the other one is unreal of course first of all but the other one is our human consciousness so there's our divinity and there's our human some of us love to think of the the human one as

being the same as the divine it is not a human can die your divinity cannot human consciousness was created before you had a body human consciousness was created as a statement that i am no longer i have an announcement to make we're one with god everything's peachy we're made in god's image we're one with god everything's great then one day we said hey we have an announcement to make instead of being holy unlimited beings let's be insane let's be limited let's try out what limitation

is like now what does consciousness do you hear it as thoughts create well when consciousness says i wonder what limitation would be like consciousness now becomes the consciousness of limitation which is not conscious at all if we remain conscious of who we are we maintain the consciousness of god or divinity so what i'm conscious of will determine my consciousness and if i focus my what you could hear you know some of you have heard us you know think positively those are mundane ways of saying the same thing i

guess that what you put your energy on what you put your focus on what you put your conscious ness you know whatever i'm conscious of i'm conscious of being an unlimited being that means i'm becoming once again the consciousness of the i am or christ self if i decide to be more conscious in my day-to-day life of wounds and hurts and revenge and angers and so on and so on then i'm actually losing my conscious self i'm not conscious at all i'm going to sleep divinely speaking i'm just going into like a sleep state which

is basically surrendering our divinity we we say these phrases all the time but we're not understanding their depth and the connection like when we walk around saying things like oh someone took my power away no you have to be handing it out you're made in god's image somebody is not capable of walking up and extracting your consciousness and when you say well they took my power i didn't mean my consciousness where do you think your power comes from so you have to decide to be unconscious and therefore lose your consciousness

for people to then take your power away seemingly what's the solution oh i guess remembering if you chose to forget who you are remembering would be the only solution well okay how do i remember ayahuasca no how do i remember finding my soul mate no that's you're going to forget even more remembering what do you think the word means to re-assemble to remember the dismembered parts and if i have become dismembered where my consciousness and my conscious self and my christ self are all over the place i lost my christ

self when i became religious thousands of years ago and i saw the corruptions of religion i gave up on religion i lost faith in love and romance and partnership because of this wound and over here this and over there that guilts and shames and judgments i'm all over the place if you've lived even just 100 lifetimes over one million years and your wounds pulled you a piece here and there do you know how dismembered you are i mean there's bits of you everywhere you know you're this being that just

exploded throughout history and fragments went everywhere there are fragments in other solar systems and people are like i'm going to wake up how how are you going to completely wake up because waking up means you're going to remember who you are but you got to then find all the dismembered parts you can't you can have glimpses of waking up but you can't fully wake up because you don't know where you are all your bits but god does so when you call on the divine mother and you say mother i'm i'm just not myself she says

i know and you say there i just feel like i'm fragmented i don't know where trust went i don't i know honey i know so i'd like to surrender and have you be my guide she's like [Laughter] you know inside she's like whoa you know or it's about time depending on what mood she's in so she's got that on the inside that's what she's thinking on the outside she's and so it is beloved you know it looks real real steady and calm but it people have forgotten what it means to call on god

you know they put these religious terminologies and religious concepts to it i'm so pleased that i've been teaching these concepts forever for lifetimes but i'm really pleased that before when i was on tour all the time i could say these things but within certain measures because i'm a guest so certain terminal i mean i've had certain terminology because i mean i've had churches tell me we don't want you to use the word god and you know so on and so on um which is really weird if you think about it where

are we we're i thought we were in a spiritual center what we're doing to teach us and show us where we're at and where we'd like to go and she matches our consciousness perfectly she can't manifest something you don't believe in and she can't unmanifest something you do believe in it's the most beautiful relationship when we pray sometimes what we don't realize is we're asking the mother to unmanifest things we believe in so we're like mother you know please end this relationship make this person leave

me alone and she's like i would if you'd stop believing in them you still believe that you have low self-worth so you manifested somebody to be that for you if you change your mind you change your experience but what do i mean by change your mind i don't mean your brain your brain is nothing but a a materialization of consciousness your beliefs and all it does is wire neurons to match to like do a three-dimensional manifestation of consciousness you have to change not your brain you change your consciousness

so i like that word consciousness rather than mind even though great teachers use the word mind it's better really to think of it as consciousness and you know and it's an amazing thing because we're not brains your brain is just like a hand we just use it it's just it's a thing that we use to get messages from one part of a body that we don't have to another part of a body we don't have i'm consciousness i'm not a body why do i have a body then because my consciousness went to sleep

and i started become becoming conscious of a limited self so the body just went well if you believe in your being a limited self let's materialize a body to reflect it and so the body's birthed and it dies it gets sick and dies i don't care what age you are as soon as you're born you're already starting to die this body is a representation of a limited belief system we have and we have to change our belief systems well which one do i you know fix and how do i you can't fix it with the mind that created it you

have to go to a different consciousness start manifesting not the unconscious consciousness which isn't conscious at all but the spiritual self i'm going to call upon the mother to birth the real me today and every day i die daily said one apostle i die daily my limited unreal self i lay it down to die every day every second of every day i hope meaning i'm going to let go of my limiting belief systems and call upon higher belief systems otherwise there's people walking around thinking their brains

there's literally people thinking that when they die that's all that happens so it's like we're just these brains floating around really that's all you believe well that's really sad there's a sci-fi movie as cheap as you can imagine called they saved hitler's brain now all this movies all you have is hitler's head on a pillar you know and people are actually taking orders from a psycho on a stick like it really that's it we're going to take orders from a psycho on a stick

and then then we realize we created a whole world governments and science are nothing but groups of people that are psychos on a stick the stick being this thing called a body it's not real they must learn to surrender to the holy spirit and say what would you have me do how would you have me be i know i'm a world leader show me how you would have me lead not to become a brain that's programmed from an unconscious self the ego self all of a sudden it's it's i'm i'm not a psycho on a stick i'm not a

head a brain i am waking up that i am a consciousness and it becomes almost more like your auric energetic self i'm a consciousness but the ego is going to say i agree you are a consciousness you're the consciousness of me which is like being demonically possessed the ego will make you think that you are it and it is you which means the ego is a limited being it's a fake being so it wants you to think that you're it and then it starts making you identify with being a limited being you can only die because

we believe that we're limited beings so i want to change channels i want to change the source of my consciousness so i have a consciousness that is my divine and i have a consciousness that is not the divine and that's not very conscious at all so how do i get more consciousness real consciousness i have to become more conscious of who i really am and then the i am becomes my consciousness this is all trippy wording that's happening in my head right now so i hope it's making sense all right when i forget who i am i'm actually

becoming unconscious so i'm unconsciously giving myself a false consciousness and then i live by it how do i know i've done it psycho on a stick when i start thinking i'm a limited being when i live fearfully i'm just a psycho on a stick and i go well yeah but the science is telling us science is lying they're just psychos on a stick telling you what's real there's no god they come up with medicines to fix a body that you don't even have why do you think the medicines all go wrong and they have to warn you

you know and they act like you you need this i was saying to a group yesterday do you realize that if you have an illness and it's it's clinical it's on record you have an illness you go home you take some herbs or you do some prayer and you heal it do you know you could go to jail for that because healing is illegal i don't know that anybody's going to arrest you for healing your arthritis or whatever you had but technically healing is illegal you're only allowed to call yourself a healer if you're one of their acceptable

psychos on a stick who are going to say to you do you have limbs if you have limbs you could have something more severe you know they're just reaching it's re it's really straight do you breathe that could mean that you have and people are at home just oh honey did you know that being able to breathe could mean we have something worse okay then you buy the medicine and and look at what happens you know the medicines cause horrendous things but that's not illegal they're doing that to make sure you buy

only the good stuff that that could heal it doesn't heal you can't heal a body that doesn't exist with medicines that don't exist they're all illusions made up by the psychosomistic committee and they determine what's real and guess what what they're telling you is real is not real what they're telling you is not real is all that's real and underneath it all it comes down to this there is no god that's what it is as soon as someone convinces you you're a body you're going to need to take care of

that body you're not a body if you're a body you're a limited being so you have these committees of egos trying to basically control everybody else saying you are also a limited being because you're an ego just like we are if you say no they crucify you when you say no to the concepts like martin luther king they'll just shoot you or they'll they'll you know persecute you it's the strangest thing but underneath it it's not just miss politics or miss science or misdirected or you know misinformation

that's all there those are symptoms underneath it all this is the ego's ultimate way of eliminating god from our vocabulary from our our existence our life i want to make sure that you do not have a capital c consciousness i must make sure because if you ever go back to having a capital c consciousness i don't exist the ego says so i must at all costs make sure i cover this so if it infiltrates enough minds that allow it to infiltrate you know if it infiltrates enough minds it becomes committees that start running

the world and then we're left going well wait what do we do mask or no mask marry or don't marry right what are we going to take medications or should i not do i do chemo do i not do chemo and as soon as you do this you're starting to have duality a right and a wrong and i don't know this is called the tree eating from the tree of knowledge of good and evil it's called the tree of opinions that's what it is i don't want that i don't choose that i'm not interested in getting into a world where

it's pulling like this i want to know a world that's here it's called consciousness i am as god created me and i will to be the christ on earth now how can i make decisions based on that reality not the one where i question who i am i start learning the more i become conscious of who i am dude self-healing self-awareness learning the more i use my conscious self i make conscious choices to improve my being the more i start to find my center the more i start to find my center i'm finding my real consciousness conscious choices

to become consciousness unconscious choices creating a false consciousness and sadly people are just walking around the world in that false consciousness and then having enough power to tell other people that that's the only consciousness there is you know you should be afraid you're lucky you know you're even breathing today you should be living in fear constantly you know and if you become afraid enough we can sell you something to numb your fear and so underneath a lack of consciousness is every form of addiction

right every form of addiction look at commercials you know there's a scene of a family arguing but not when they bring out the macaroni and cheese all of a sudden there's smiles on faces all of that is programming unconscious people you know underneath i'm not saying you instantly go oh mac and cheese is is the solution to all problems not consciously you're being told that there are things that are the answers you're being shown misery solution but none of it's true the i am in me is incapable of being miserable

first of all so if they had a real commercial it would say this is who you really are and you need nothing next commercial this is who you really are and you need nothing but that nobody can buy you know what are you gonna do nobody's gonna buy something so now they can't sell the spots on the tv and whatever so underneath that machine it's just ego it's gonna look like money and pharmaceutical and blah blah blah but and i'm not i'm not going to wrong any of it you're spraying an ankle and some

pharmacy sells you something a hot pack or a cold pack or whatever our job is not to say no it's part of the illusion and i'm not supposed to feed into the illusion now you've made a religion out of that take the ice pack put it on and then laugh at it and say isn't this funny i am as god created me and yet right now i think i'm an ankle i mean just be able to laugh at it you know it's a funny thing i got my foot up and it does throb a little less when i have it elevated just forgive yourself for still

believing that any of this is true and real and has power over you don't make yourself not buy into it you already bought into it the fact that you can even sprain an ankle and think that you have an ankle to sprain you already bought into the job is to forgive so put the ankle up you already think you have an ankle therefore it could be sprained just forgive now did you even heard me say that just be able to say to yourself whatever illusions i have about myself or others i'm surrendering them to the

mother and now you didn't have to sprain your ankle today to prove it to yourself see the pain is just a hard way of learning the lesson that you could have learned we could have learned the easy way so we are all in this boat together it's an illusion it's it's it's just a craziness and this world just keeps perpetuating itself our job is to be silent in a sense and forgive it's not to actually just to pick it and force people this is an illusion you know we're not going to have that anytime soon

you know in sedona arizona there was some picketing today unity church sponsored pickets you know you're all an illusion you're not even here why drive your cars as they drive by don't drive you don't even have a car you know like they would lock us all up even though what we're saying is true it might be true but it's not honoring where people are at right now so the honoring of where people are at that's partly what the bible meant by let let people tell you their dreams let people speak

their minds so to speak hear what they have to say that doesn't mean enable hurtful behavior and that's one of the most challenging things in our lives when someone wants to be conscious and awake they develop the consciousness of their i am or god presence when people want to be unconscious they're going to act unconscious they're going to act like they don't have a clue spiritually morally ethically and so they're going to vent they're going to take stuff out on other people and they will not practice

responsibility what do you do well we have to let them be and let them have their way and no you're allowed to say no to unhealthy you're allowed to reel it in and say listen no i'm willing to to allow this much here's my center i'm willing to allow this much but not this much saying that to your kids and whatever else learning to live the divine consciousness of god the best i can in any given moment now if i turn that into a religion how will i know i've done so because i'll start telling other people to do it the

way i do it that's not how i'm going to do this this is my mystic personal experience with god and it works for me you you like what you see okay would you like me to to to reach out and share a little of this with you out here it doesn't work for you let me reel it in a little bit again that's my responsible behavior and that's my boundaries boundaries are not walls they can extend when people are like right at the gates going could you shine a little of that light my way sure if they start stomping on it when you

shed that light you reel it in a little bit and forgive that's another way of describing our our walk on earth where ultimately it's impossible for us to lose our consciousness of god so the i am presence is here i didn't really lose it but i forgot it what's the solution what's the opposite of forgetting remembering right but also the play on word how do i get to that place from where i forgot to remembering the word forgetting is because people are always into getting what's the opposite giving

so instead of being forgetting i'm going to practice being forgiving so forgiveness is the solution that brings my remembrance and so strangely enough we're waiting for the world to get it so that we can now be spiritual and it actually does not and cannot work that way this is a fallen world that's a reflection of people who for forgot who they are the solution is not i'm waiting for the world to fix itself that makes no sense at all i mean if you have a um blown tire or you you you know you've blown a you

know you're piston in a car you don't go okay i'm just gonna give it the weekend it should be okay and and so somebody sent me a meme that said you know can you post this and no offense because i know this is a popular concept that the body can heal itself the body can heal you're dreaming you have a body how can it be the healer how can your body that gets sick in fact is sick and dying right now as you sit here listening your body's already dying why would you trust it as a healer it's not even here

it's a dream image it's a hologram that's bizarre that's like watching a mickey mouse cartoon and calling upon the divine mickey to give you answers it's a cartoon it's just an image so the body is just an image i've made of myself and you go well the body heals no it doesn't if why would you trust someone who's drunk to drive you home it doesn't make any sense why would you trust the body that is thinking that it's a limited thing to be your unlimited guide it can only give you what it believes it

is if the body's sick and dying it's not a great guide and so at the end of the day you know i wear the body like a coat but i'm not going to let my coat determine who i am or my shirt or my pants or my socks or i'm wearing this and i take it off you wear a body and you take it off i wouldn't let that thing become you know oh holy trousers you know what would you have me do today i'm i'm needing to buy a house but is this the house i should buy like the legs going to flap yes or you know what are you going to do

pendulum the pants it doesn't make sense [Laughter] your body is not the ultimate guide and i'm not dissing you you know you muscle test the body and you think it's giving you answers that's great if that's where you're at but i'm telling you the only time your body can even give you accurate readings in muscle testing is because your mind believed enough to tell your body to give you the answer when you leave your body your consciousness your soul leaves your body try muscle testing it

right it doesn't you know what are you gonna do it's rigamarta sets in i'm getting a stiff yes on this answer um a solid no no the body's just dead so don't don't think that the body is your god and as soon as you start removing your investment in the body giving you your answers because we do i'm hungry how do you know well my stomach feels empty you don't have a stomach see you're actually believing in your your body as a guide oh i'm in a bad mood because i haven't

eaten lately that's the depth of your being don't mess with me i haven't had food that doesn't exist to put in my body that isn't real no wonder you're upset it's not about the food or the body it's because you're insane you're sitting here telling me that you're a body and a stomach and a food and a really yeah i have to have some protein what is that you're you created the whole universe and you're like i need some protein no you don't you don't need anything i'm

not saying don't go along with these rules just know that they're not real and then go along with them it's called playing along but i can be conscious i mean jesus did he played the game at times jesus uh it's time for us to pay taxes we you don't charge for your healings dude what are we going to do cast a line in the water and we'll pull out a fish there'll be a gold coin silver coin and we'll pay taxes with it this guy's amazing but he paid the taxes he didn't say why pay taxes it's an

illusion what did he say great answer give to god what's god and give to caesar what caesar's your body thinks it's hungry feed the dang thing but don't think you are the body don't think that that that finding a new relationship made you happy nothing can make you anything but yourself and your beliefs so when you start getting a divine consciousness enough it's like i feel like now i can choose to eat or choose a to have a relationship or choose to be intimate but i don't feel invested in it it

doesn't make me something it doesn't give me something i just realized wow i'm okay and it's kind of nice because now i get to eat from a conscious place when you eat unconsciously you are practicing addiction when you do things compulsively and you know what does what's the word of the concept mean i'm compelled it's out of my control how can something be out of god's control well because i'm not being very god right now i'm being forgetting myself type of person and when i forget i start to act a

little insane not only because i don't know who i am so therefore i don't know what to do but also when i don't know who i am i start to feel anxious inside and so i need a drink why do you need a drink well i inherited no it that's just external symptoms let's call it the reason i need to drink is because i feel anxious why do i feel anxious because i forgot who i am oh i need somebody to be with me i don't want to grow old alone why well i just don't want to be alone no because behind it you think you're

lonely you think you're alone you're not it's impossible for all that is to be alone i want to be you know sharing sex or intimacy with somebody why i just need now think about this some people say that i just i just need that right now that's kind of interesting you hook up with somebody hi you know hey would you like to get together and kind of play you know why i just need it hmm that sounds weird to me it just does it just sounds weird would you like to share your life why because i just need it

i would like you to want to share it and not need it because if you need something from me whether it's sex or money or whatever if you need something from me the day i can't supply it i become a bad supplier and then you're going to turn on me and that's what what they call the honeymoon being over everything is about consciousness just remember everything and it's either the real consciousness of god or a false made up consciousness the consciousness of my body ego limited self it's very simple

and some people are you know again they they want to inflate the value of the body i'm not going to deflate it even if it sounds like i am so change the wording you're either an unlimited being or you're a limited being they can't be mutually you know they can't they're mutually exclusive they can't co-exist in the same space you are a limited or an unlimited being and so when i say let the one be seen for what it is why would you want to still inflate my limited self but i want to keep my limited self well

then you you so it is because the mother will honor it and so it is honey and then tomorrow you're like god i wish i weren't sick you actually wished you were sick when you wished you were a limited being so the more i become conscious of who i am invest in that through love for through forgiveness acts of kindness the more i'm conscious of goodness the more i'm getting in touch with my real consciousness when i act insane and hurtful and selfish and when i hold on to wounds and cause wounds then i'm being unconscious

but my unconscious self is still going to look like a conscious being it's going to look like that is my consciousness so the universe is going to match us where we are it's only ever real when it's love-based it's not real when it's not love-based but either one is going to feel real to us does that make sense this is where i'm at this is my reality and god and all that is god that does love is saying to us hey hey beings humans you know beings a suggestion at some point when you kind of get fed up tired

whatever of being a limited being in pain whether that's your broken heart again whether it's childhood wounds when you're done with that limited identification there's another choice you can make the realization and it's called being born again the realization that you're an unlimited being you've never not been an unlimited being but you can put overlays you know you can put a disguise a mask on and wear that like that's yourself but it isn't so what's nice is we can celebrate saying

man i am so grateful it's the ultimate gratitude prayer would be that nothing ever happened i'm so grateful that no matter how far i went into being hurt by others or hurting others i'm so grateful that the divine in us never did this it was only my false self and as soon as i'm ready to say i'm done with my false self it ceases to exist because it never did and i start becoming the consciousness of god again so it's really beautiful i i'm so grateful that it's a choice i can make

this isn't uh well once i pay enough lifetimes of karma once i suffer enough once i you know or hell if you prefer that hi you're about to enter the afterlife tell them what they get now well you can do number one hell just eternal damnation or time payments reincarnation which is hell just paid over a long period it's all it is you're in hell instantly frying or lots of simmerings called lifetimes neither of those is the law consciousness of god god's like i am and only ever can be love and we're like simmering burning and

god's like wow you have this option there's a door number three oh no no no we're not worthy of door number three or we're gonna say somebody ma didn't tell us about door number three you are door number three so you can't blame those who didn't tell you about it well my religion said i would burn in hell why did you listen to them and now you're burning and then oh well i got rid of religion and i got into mysticism and reincarnation so now you're just doing time payments and it's like wow and and the interest

rates are terrible so you're never even paying the principal just the interest rates and they're not interesting at all so there's debt and that's what part of what limited beings means is you're believing you're limited and therefore you're in debt unlimited means i have no debts so if i incarnate enough times said some religions and be perfect in enough lifetimes be perfect enough to never add to your karma until you burn off burn off lifetime after lifetime of being perfect try five minutes it's not that easy

so being perfect for several lifetimes never reacting never adding to your karma so that you can go wow i made it well you know what's gonna happen if you pull that off which very few people in history ever did but if you pull that off it's it's not going to be easy and you're also no fun to hang around sometimes you know but if you pull it off and you act perfect all the time here's what's going to happen you're going to be like perfection perfection no judgments no love love love peace

service great great you know 12 steps all kinds of things you do to just stay really really pure think god thoughts only beautiful wonderful and then it comes i'm clear oh my god and it's wonderful there's this i'm clear i burned off all my karma and then one moment after that i never had any karma what the hell was i thinking i went invested all this time to train to be perfect and i was perfect i had it all alone and and it's just like your angels are going to be like why do you think we kept making you dream about

the wizard of oz where you went there's no place like home there's no you know click your heels you had it all along you were wearing the damn slippers all you needed was to repeat the mantra there's no place like ohm and then you see so it's kind of ironic even if you work at being perfect and you pull it off enough enough lifetimes you're only going to then come to the realization that you never were not divine it just seemed like it you acted like it but the acting on a stage doesn't mean

it's real all the world's a stage is one of the most brilliant statements ever and each person's playing their part but what's important to remember is each person is playing the part we assign them you didn't consciously assign them unconsciously and all that you did to assign them unconsciously was to be vague about who you are and everybody slots themselves into position you're you're not consciously saying i want to be punished or suffer in my relationship all you have to do is not

know who you are and everybody starts slotting into position just not filling the position with the i am means you're allowing that which i am not i didn't fill my day with consciousness so unconsciousness automatically fills that's one of the saddest things about life on planet earth is that choosing god is a conscious choice we have to make because it becomes you have to become conscious to do it unconscious life hurtful painful life limitation life sickness illness poverty those things are not coming from my conscious

self they're coming from my unconscious self that's why we say forgiveness restores it but do i shame those that acted those roles out well why shame them they were just reflecting my insanity my choice to forget who i am what we're doing wrong about this is blaming them for us forgetting who we are i would have remembered but you know what they did to me which is back to where we started they took my power and whatever other terminology guys that's why the terrible horrendous word that nobody wants to hear

responsibility is not the same as blame it's oh my god this is so funny do you know how many people let's say it's 10 people that i blamed for my not feeling happy today there's one that you know they conned me into buying a car i couldn't afford so now my payments are really stressful there's that person and then there's somebody else and somebody else somebody cut me off on the road somebody made me late to work all my misery today and it's just today and i've got a list of say a hundred

people that took away my happiness or never gave it to me that's everybody's doing one of those two things taking it or not giving it then apply that in the concept of relationships why do relationships end because of what people did do or wouldn't do that i wanted them to do and that's all conditional and it's all messed up limitation consciousness oh my god i'm sorry for the insanity i love you please forgive me sorry about all that thank you you know the ho oponopono prayer of hawaii we say of hawaii but it's being beyond

that okay but still all right i say it's from hawaii so you understand why i said you know you'll understand that you know i wasn't you know miss speaking um as soon as i say it's a hawaiian oh yeah that explains that you know um but it's it's this beautiful prayer it's a responsible prayer i'm sorry please forgive me you know in reality why am i sorry because i forgot who we were you know please forgive me for for venting that out on you and and i really love you i really love you meaning

not i'm romantically inclined with you i'm i love you meaning and now i want to see who you really are and thank you for being open to that even if they don't say that they're open to it doesn't your soul is see so we we can close off our lives every day with that being able to say wow today i i saw a person that was impoverished hey listen impoverished person please forgive me well why i didn't cause them i know you didn't externally consciously cause them to be impoverished but everything's created by

me and by we so when someone's impoverished if i didn't contribute to it on some conscious or unconscious level we did we believe in poverty and they're playing the role all the world's a stage and he's each person playing the part they're assigned so the person that's dying the person that's impoverished the person that is running the world the whatever all people jesus buddha mother mary you know mother teresa whomever they're all playing roles that were assigned by us and i'll close with this thought

when you see people that play a role of a happy dream please thank them at least in here you know thank you thank you for being a wonderful mom healer teacher author friend or whatever role they play anybody that has ever played that role in a beautiful reflection of goodness give thanks to them because they could have done otherwise you follow so far but you also have to thank yourself why because you actually chose to create a reflection of your value today now what if i have a really horrible day and lots of people

reflecting mean hurtful things you know what they're reflecting your lack of value what should you do with that hate them no see it and say oops i'm sorry please forgive me i gave you a role to reflect the bad guy in my life that would make me feel valueless but i love you the real you i love and and thank you thank you is nice because it's kind of like saying you won't need to be doing that anymore and if they don't get the memo then now you get a restraining order you know if they don't get the spiritual

memo sometimes you take the external actions that's fine but not with the judgment hate reaction fear you would have otherwise isn't it beautiful all the world's stages so please when you see the people that are acting out the triggering you know they're playing a role that they felt somewhere in your system there was a role you know there was a there was a a role in the drama that was up up for new people to sign in so you wrote the script you directed it and all that and they're just stepping into the role we gave

meaning even if we didn't assign a role not assigning what we want brought what we don't want we have to choose healthy or you're automatically going to get unhealthy it's unfair seemingly but that's the way we designed it not god we so choose again that's what forgiveness is again retiring the people that are playing the roles of mean people you think it's about forgiving them for being mean and it is at first then you start to realize oh my god i have to also forgive myself for hiring

them i mean you did have wicked in the job description you did have you know i want them to be good at stabbing in the back and then they become good at you're like i don't like you it's like actors that are hated i remember you know i i met a lot of different people like that in my life actors and i remember john wayne once in a conversation that i was privy to was talking to um an actor who it was in the first movie where an actor killed john wayne in a movie now sometimes we won't remember how much

of an icon john wayne was to a lot of people bruce dern was the actor and he kills john wayne in the movie and bruce stern goes you know i remember you said to me he said way back he said to johnny he goes i remember you said congratulations son you're now going to be the most hated man in america you know how weird that is we assign these roles and when they become really good at it it's almost like when the director even gets chills he already knows the masks he knows the makeup he knows the story he knows the script

when the director goes man this is freaky you know somebody really stepped into a role well right and that's what we do the ones that are the most hurtful creepy they played the role of that thing really well do you want to hire them again in another lifetime no then retire them listen i decided not to produce horror movies anymore so we can now let that go and retire them for lack of work i don't have an interest i'm not interested in horror movies and retire them i'm sorry please forgive me i love you

thank you bye-bye and then create a different movie a different script a different song a different lifestyle please take a few centering breaths hmm setting aside all stuff of this world it's very nice just on an inhale to say i am when you exhale at peace or the word relaxed instead of at peace if you prefer and just let that wave kind of kick in almost like a hypnosis a positive relaxation exercise first let it help you relax and set aside the body at first i am relaxed just to set aside all the body stuff

but hear the words think the words feel the words i literally am on the exhale relaxed and feel like you are relaxing more and more with each exhalation just very casually become aware of all the ways we've invested in a limited self all the ways we have learned to identify with a body that ages think about it wrinkles grayness or whatever else to you is called aging aches that's still an investment in the body it may not have been your intention think of the ways you invest in the body seeing the aging in other people

wanting things up the body i need a drink is still another way of investing and i'm a body and i need a drink to calm me down i need my medicine to balance my heart don't make it good or bad just see all the different ways we're each investing in being a body driving here today instead of walking means you invested in thinking you needed a car to get you here it saved you from walking look at all the ways that you convince yourself each day that you really are just a body i want someone to hold me and hug me it

still means i'm a body i'm not needing to judge it just see it i'm overweight i'm underweight look just very you know gracefully don't get pulled into any of it just i actually do think i'm a body i wash the body toilet the body feed the body sleep the body how much what proportion do you really think in each given day are you not identifying with your body or being your body and when we're really honest we would come to the conclusion that a minimum of 90 and then plus percent of the time

we're identifying with being a body just look at it in a way that is kind of funny rather than depressing more like a aha wow conversely how much time do i spend becoming conscious that i'm not a body i don't mean acts of denial proving by not eating and fasting i'm talking about really becoming conscious what things do i do that helps me feed my conscious self my awareness that i am not a body and i don't think you're going to come up with a percentage of a day you might just even come up with

an act once in a while i am not a body i am free for i remain as god created me imagine for just a moment what things you could do practical things you could do that would help confirm that you're not a body mystics would stop eating some would not sleep on comfortable mats or whatever to prove they're not a body that's not the solution do it for just a moment what kinds of things come to mind could you do to confirm i am not a body and then realize that's not the solution which makes no sense doing these things

not doing these things and neither is the solution what else is there doing and not doing there's being so it's not to stop doing things or to start doing things we close the last bit of our meditation with the third option which is what if i'm in a state of being where i forgive myself for thinking i do need to do such and such once in a while be in the forgiveness so that we can land back to who we really are in other words change the way you do it i'm not going to eat because i'm a body that needs fed or else

i'm not going to take my medication or else i'm going to take it with a full awareness that i'm just playing the game it's called be in the world not of the world so spend the last portion seeing how you can pull that off still doing still doing but from a different place i still have a job i still get a paycheck so i can pay my rent but my job is not my identity my job doesn't even determine my prosperity level it just looks like it does that's what i mean by shifting the attitude to a centered

place last few breaths with an attitude of i feel peaceful now i feel more at peace with the struggle between doing and not doing i feel more peace somehow and so it is very nice thank you okay thank you so just take a moment to to integrate stretch out a little bit enjoy what you gained from the

meditation from the talk from the sacred reading or the prayer today remember that our consciousness is determined by whatever we put most of our consciousness on whatever i'm most conscious of will determine my consciousness which wolf you feed in the native american tradition some of you have heard of that so whatever i'm most conscious of determines my consciousness conscious of love peace joy forgiveness that's going to become my consciousness that's the food i'm putting into becoming that consciousness

fear hate resentment that's what i'm becoming conscious of that'll determine my consciousness and it's not a great one in part what we're only saying really is is let's just feed the only one that's real right now it might sound like two choices let's feed this one because it's nicer than this one only this one's real ultimately so why not just feed the only one that exists why is the other one painful because it's painful to invest in things that aren't real so a little stretching out and a sense

of gratitude we're going to do our closing prayer all right yeah that's what they are yeah centering feel the gratitude feel oh my god what a great vibe today anything that feels like it's not a great vibe i'm going to work on and transform into one because i'm going to take responsibility change what i can and i will accept what i can't and all that has already this day this week this month this year already that has been good in my life and in this moment that i'm reminded of those good things

all else i give to the mother to transform and bring me as goodness i choose to see the goodness as god sees i choose to be as god is feel as god feels and i get to this place of a complete knowing that the light of god surrounds us we are the light of god the love of god unfolds us we are the love of god the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is is that true yes always god bless you all thanks online thanks folks from around the world thanks for

the folks here we'll see you all