Christ: A Consciousness We Must Own

good morning everyone thank you for being with us um what topics would you like to cover today awareness of Grace obligation okay hold on um okay what was the other one over there trust in faith trusted or trusting trust in and Fa trust trust and faith what's that our healing power healing power and one more wait what's that walk thank you somebody said one here Jud okay okay thank you one of the last ones that was

requested releasing judgment that program of releasing judgment and then there's also self-love and other ones and we're going to try to work all these in you know it's very important for us to understand that when people feel separate from from God from love which we do whether we recall the moment of thinking we separated we're you know it's just simple we're not in Kansas anymore Dorothy something has happened okay you can just tell well no I don't agree Michael I don't think we're say I

feel really close to God you're giving me religious dialogue the fact that you can open your eyes and see anything that doesn't feel like perfect love peace Joy means we're not in Kansas anymore something's gone wrong see what I'm saying it's hard for us to accept that but there it is guys it's I mean look so even though our senses are are false witnesses to what really is here because they're telling us the limited the illusionary world so even though they're false Witnesses we can at least put them to

good use in one respect what are they seeing and they do not see and experience perfect love peace and joy that's all that God is so we're afraid of owning this we're actually we get in our heads and we try to um you know deal with this denial minimizing but it's I mean look look at what we're dealing with the fact that we have War what about when the years we don't have war that doesn't mean there isn't conflict if we're in God we don't have any form of you can't

die see but we actually go oh but death is beautiful I'm a hospice worker I've watched people see Angels they should see them all the time oh but it's wonderful CU I know they reincarnate that's just another term for being in hell when you have to what do you think it is you will be damned eternally that's what they said you know that old Christians concept you will go to hell eternally when Christians say that now instead of like wow that's such a turnoff just retranslate it what that

means is I have to keep reinar arting at to this place of limitation that is eternal damnation you know what I mean I mean honestly where is just God what you mean the god that you eventually lose and then go back to I no it's there all the time the the great I'm totally plugged in types of beings don't have highs and lows God is Not bipolar they're just it just is this Bliss and some people still say to me yeah but Michael you know if we only had Bliss wouldn't that get boring no no it actually wouldn't but you know the voice

that's coming out of you right now that's the dysfunctional you that thinks that and it's called the ego and still convinces you that you have some sort of argument against Heaven well I think we should talk about this we should vote about whether whether we should go back home and you know cuz maybe we would maybe some of us don't want to be there maybe some of us you know enjoy conflict of course while you're on earth when you still have Psychopaths and narcissists and all kinds of other behaviors selfishness in

a word see but in God none of that's there and anytime we want to use our head to rationalize this world and make it have value that it can't have the only value this world really can have have the only value is when it starts to reflect that we're on our way home this isn't home home Yogananda says that clearly this is not our home and he says don't get too attached no matter how pretty rainbows are don't think this is it because guess what even beautiful rainbows double rainbows triple rainbows

oh my God they end in heaven none of it ends right even someone that wins the lottery 80 % of the time they go broke quickly that's not heaven my my child was healed from an childhood illness they almost died thank God I got them back they're still going to die in heaven they won't can't we vote to have good all the time do we really want to affirm you got to have negative to appreciate positive that's another one of those lame new Agy kinds of statements those are people that don't understand God so they come up with some

cool bumper stickers well if we didn't have all kinds of you know War we wouldn't appreciate peace try it just try it I mean really do you have to have conflict do you have to have child abuse to know what healthiness in behaviors would be let's not affirm that sort of thing I'm not saying you have to walk around correcting people with when they make these lame statements just in your head just and this too shall pass this kind of belief that we have to have abuse to know peace uh it doesn't

make sense but it does to those who don't know or believe in a god that is perfectly peaceful all the time so when people feel separate they start to feel afraid that's what happens they start to feel guilty and Afraid something's wrong and when people are guilty and afraid they become sort of paralyzed why because if the decisions I made when I was a child if if my soul decided to come into this crazy family if if my soul was attracted to and married a psychopath look at the decisions we've made you know what happens we start to

say I don't think I can make any good decisions so you start to become guilty when you're separate from Love from God guilty and Afraid then you become paralyzed like I don't know that I I have any value I don't know that I can make any good decisions even though that's not always conscious it starts to happen and people that are guilty and Afraid are easy to control so the world just goes wow the World created by the ego and then people that want to step into powerful positions they feed off that keep

everybody afraid and they're more easily controllable otherwise if everybody's at peace and you say I have some ideas they check in and they go no we don't like that idea but if I can make you all afraid you're not going to think this through you're going to react and you're probably going to react based on one of two things you're going to follow me most people would if they're afraid follow anybody that looks like they have anything to offer if everybody's hungry and I got a Snickers bar I'm

God you know if everybody's actually you know famine and they've got nothing anything looks good now but this two shall pass this has to end but you can't fix it with the mind that creates it so how do I get into a different mindset I I have to find this awareness of Grace one of you worded it where's that at it's not in the reactive world it's somewhere deep inside of me I and and what's interesting is we become separate then we feel guilty and Afraid guilty and Afraid leads to this sort of paralysis

and then that makes me make rash decisions which make makes me now feel afraid and guilty again for making rash decisions and you see it just perpetuates itself people talk about this like self-perpetuating energy devices things that actually when they move they create more energy right free energy kind of a concept that's also an ego concept meaning these self-perpetuating belief systems they're not God perpetuating self broken self perpetuating energy devices and they just go around and around then we're

struck with this paralysis and this Amnesia but there's there's a cure there has to be a cure the first step to curing this we have to own that we've done it so in other words if I feel guilty and Afraid and then I feel paralyzed and now the world's going to say people that are afraid are easy to control right remember I said that so now that starts to perpetuate itself you can't end it until you say wait I see I'm doing it you have to own that you're doing it that you're participating that

you're buying into this crazy stuff then I have to be willing to own this doesn't make me happy but it's called giving your power away in case that wasn't obvious if I am controlled because I'm paralyzed I don't know what decision to make I've never made good decisions I got post-trauma I got childhood stuff I got past life limiting beliefs whatever it is I don't know really what to do anymore now that is perfect for the powers out here to take control but for them to do it they're going to say we have

Solutions and you know what they need from you signing a soul contract to give them the power I don't know exactly who to date the ego says if you just take this paper here we're going to sign right here you don't know but I'll find just the right messed up PE I mean right people for you and then you sign it and then later it's like why God and God's like no I have nothing to do with this you weren't you weren't speaking clearly to to me when you cried out you cried out to your ego well I need this to go

away then you ought to own it but I feel bad when I own it that's your ego too stand in your power you can't get your power back if you don't show up back I am and the first thing is I recognize there's a problem I'm not happy with the way things are somewhere here I must have given up my power now if you start blaming the government and your Psychopathic husband and your narcissistic mother and if you go into blame which which it's okay for you to recognize that they rubbed up against

your wounds it's okay you're not going to pretend they were all I guess they were all kind you're not going to make up a story of their goodness but what you do is you say even if these people have acted horribly if that's all I obsess on worry to look at and point at then I can't get my power back because there's no me I'm talking about them having power you know I would have been much better if they would have gotten me those ballerina lessons see they if it's them that has

the power to have affected you adversely they have the power to give you back you think your uh goodness but they can't because they're not the ones that gave it away if people were even ever in your lives willing to take from you somebody was there signing the contract with them so blaming them actually isn't a cure it isn't and it actually perpetuates the problem I gave my power away you can't it's not yours to give your power is actually in your Divinity and that's not yours to give it

was given as a gift by God and it because it's originating in God it's Eternal so it can't go away but you know what you can do you can pretend to and that's really sad that we can pretend that we have no value and that someone then took it they can only seem to have taken it because you seem to have given it to him so I need to own that there's a problem and then taking the responsibility you know you sit and you say okay this person broke my heart they broke up with me they ended my marriage

or whatever it was they they they did this to me but if I sit honestly in my Divinity was I really still ever was I ever and still in love well no not really then shush you you were ready to leave you're just mad because they went first you have to own comments like that once in a while you know this person they you know the the famous stories of artists painters musicians getting ripped off by you know Executives why do you think they got you stoned all the time but you enjoyed getting stoned but now as a painter they have money and you

don't they have rights for your art and reprints but you don't how did that happen well those bad people where were you you know why weren't you watching over the business well I'm not really a business person and I did this too when I was first out touring and teaching you know I would be gone teaching I'd come home you know you have income you pay your bills and then you leave but but I found that my part partner at the time would keep messing up the the book The the bank account you know the

bookkeeping and I'd be like paying all kinds of fees for for insufficient funds and I'd be like how can there not be money I put money in there it was but I was married to a dyslexic person that had no interest in math so I was like this person's like keeps messing up my bank account now wait I said to myself do you want to do the bank account no then shut [Music] up that's it is she the blame no she I was so not wanting to do the bank account I was willing to sign over the power to somebody who's like you know God like it

was like wow they were like a broken Abacus you know mentally doing my math you know I might as well just have gotten a chicken that would just you know not because she is messed up because I'm giving this person had issues with organiz and numbers so how was I going to blame her and as soon as I got it I felt peace and now do you want to keep doing that do you want to keep and I here's what I won't do I won't shame that person I refuse I just have to see it yes there's triggers like you know okay uh hundreds

of dollars thousands in Bank charges you know every year and you know but did you want to do it no then then just then shut up it doesn't matter right do you want it fix it do you want it better yeah then do it oh but I don't want it be quiet so you know I had to okay what am I going to do I get to own this and where do I want this to change how do I want this to change and got a bookkeeper oh but that cost money every month I was paying more and insufficient charges so what's the point you know so now I got a a you know this

shamanic lady uh bookkeeper you know and she was a trip she was cool you know but she she helped me and then years after that I got an an you know incorporate ation and all these things that Michael doesn't want to get involved in but a tax guy says you know what you have to do Michael is you have to incorporate I'm like no no no I can't that's it's out of my will house and but see but even God is coming through that person saying you know Michael yes God take responsibility get grounded not that yes yes we you have to

get a tax person but it but but but but oh then don't get one and then here's what happens things that you're going to feel disempowered with and you're going to blame do you want peace yes and you hand that over to somebody and now I'm not having to I'm not having to worry about I'm not having to do it not having to think about it and I'm I but I kept myself there too when they said you know you'll save x, thousands a year if you keep a shoe box with the little receipts

I said I'll pay the thousands if it cost me two ,000 more a year for me to not have a shoe box with receipts Let It Be see I got to still be me which is I'm not GNA keep receipts that's just not my style I'll just pay more you know yeah it's like forget it um so you still get to be you but you but you own this so now if you say I'm I'm living alone and my it's because my partner left now I'm alone is it because they left are you not God in in in in the sense that you're a replication of God

you're an extension of God how can someone had made you live alone so you have to own this this thing if you're living alone or if you have the checkbook going whatever I my example but if you're living alone listen did someone make you live alone yes they left me well just go to any bar and say does anybody want to have free free room and B there's lots of people that would go I would love somebody to enable me and my behaviors and you'll have somebody well I don't want one of those

then be quiet listen whatever's happening most in your life please be patient for with me for a moment and eternally whatever is happening in the moment is the one you're most wanting how do I know that because it's happening you're you're not what you think powerless nothings we are made in God's image and therefore if I'm alone I can't fix Alone by hiring someone to replace the last person that's perpetuating a negative pattern I have to own first I'm noticing that I'm

living alone and I really don't feel like I like it before you assume that's the only truth would you push a button and just manifest anybody no I want to be selective good so let's own that I am open to somebody but it needs to be kind of what healthy and this and this great but apparently that's not where you've been because you've been alone do you also like being alone if we could just manifest someone right now really sit with it and look at how you feel about it you know and you might be like

oh yes yes peace I would love healthy partner twin Soul twinflame Etc but you start to and then they're going to be in the kitchen when I'm in there trying to cook and your shoulders start to shrink up to your ears and then oh when we have to share the bathroom they're going to all my makeup off the counter and you now you're starting to do soul searching it's called it inventory and you realize never mind it's not worth it it's true I swear it's it's a funny thing to start

owning that things are exactly as we prefer them to be how do I know that because it's where I'm at what you don't want to do is turn that into into a self-blame oh this is great I went to a Empower me empowering new thought spiritual lecture today and I was told everything's my fault that's not what I said you know although it is what I'm saying is you will not be able to change it if it's someone else's fault do you understand what I mean by that you it can't there's no it can't

change CU it isn't here it's there so here's your other option make everybody in the world change that's not easy you know you can't even get a dog to go where you want him to go you know how you going get the whole world to change I'm telling you and so you know what people do is they become deflated because they realize I can't change all of them and I don't know how to change this without taking responsibility and I don't want to take responsibility CU I'll feel worse you

will for a moment the Gospel of Thomas seek and you shall find but what he says in that gospel one of the Lost Books of the Bible seek and you shall become Disturbed and then eventually you will find but he talks about becoming Disturbed first why because when you seek you find yourself the one you didn't like the one that's the cause of all of this garbage but if you walk through that responsibly you find your Divinity I have to own my non-iv Divinity to find my Divinity now currently in the world man

there's stuff going on lots of Duality which you know was has been predicted but it's really interesting to me because people that are religious um even in the new thought movement there's people that would hear what I'm saying and go I got it I have to take responsibility but there's also new thought empowerment people that would tell you no don't take responsibility that's wrong that's disempowering it's them see so even in this we have two opinions okay and in the world religious

people are really conflicting with non-religious people but then you just take one group religious and they hate each other the different religions okay and they hate just take one religion slice that out Christianity each faction hates each other oh my God it's the weirdest thing and then even if you take Christianity and and all the different groups you know Mormon Catholic this and that just one one little segment of Christian fundamental Christian and they hate each other that one makes more money than us we don't

like them that one's more successful than us we don't like them I mean it's amazing to get one faction of Christianity and listen to their conversations they don't do exactly what we do they praise too much I remember I've talked to you guys about Lonnie who started the the whole Jesus kind of Jesus Freak movement you know in the 60s 70s um he didn't try to started it's just that he was doing this living embodiment of Jesus kind of thing and it was very cool and people were like getting really excited and high on that

like they're not just preaching I mean there was fundamental Christianity known as Billy Graham and so forth but the suit and tie kind of thing so it was talking it this dude came up and he was just forgive people man you know and he was commanding POS you know possessions to end you know demonic possessions he was commanding healings he was amazing but part of my point there is that he was also told when he was getting so popular and people were like this is what Christianity is supposed to look like where we're amongst each other other in

such belief such Faith Miracles are happening well the guys in the suits and coats often didn't know how to do that they only talked about how it is possible this guy steps up and does it you know what they told him at one point they said we don't want any Miracles you can only talk if you cast a demon out of if you heal somebody and they start to wobble or whatever we could have insurance issues do you know what could happen to us fear so they unplugged him and his ability to do Miracles and he went into

depression and he died from all this but the fact that you would unplug that because you you had a Board of Trustees that were saying you know we don't uh subscribe to this kind of behavior and you know and these hippies and these healings and people are shaking and oh man you imagine how fun they would be to date you know so you know no shaking allowed anyway um that's technically living in Hell there's a saying from a great Mystic once um things that are not lived cannot be redeemed and you know what that means if

you don't embody something it can't become real you can talk forgiveness do you embody it you can talk yes Lord fill me but if you don't embody it right here the value of this world is to be able to see the changes that we're making it's just a a mirror it really is it's just a mirror reflecting to us how we're doing so when you start to let go and I'm talking about within reason I mean we you saw examples last week of setting boundaries on things that are inappropriate in the moment remember

that it's like no no and you know fortunately nearly everybody got what I was saying and doing at that point but you know it's it's okay for a church to say to Lonnie no Miracles cuz it's their place but he needs to leave and bring it to the world right what he tried to do was stay and what comes out later is that his child abuse made him long for a healthy male role model so now the broken Lonnie allowed that to influence see they didn't take his power to heal they only mirrored the old regime the

old belie systems he had the right to say no I'm going to take this to the world and instead he felt broken and abandoned by those who should have taken care of him and this isn't the easy path because if I were him and I've just lost my friends and I just lost my students who were believing in me I would feel really sad I I would how do you not it's like one parent convincing the children that you're the bad guy in the relationship ship and the kids all go their direction that doesn't feel good

well it's the same in a church kind of scenario but the world is pushing it and pushing it and making you know why don't we change this why why can't someone within even one Community like fundamental Christian let alone all Christian let alone all religions let alone all people why can't just one person say why don't we get along if we want people to think that Christ ity is somehow better than any other option we have to show them that we're not like everyone else how about acceptance how

about love look at the world with the whole gender issues today and people are like this is out of control it's because you repressed and judged people's gender preferences for so many decades right that it's now blown up the opposite direction but it makes sense to me you've made everything everybody's so upset they don't know what they are that's what's happened why couldn't it be just so if you give people less reactions they need to swing the pendulum less distance to prove something to make a

point on something acceptance and peace but it isn't the one from the outside you need to wait for you have to have it here so so let's take for example Jesus just as an example how different there there have been religions and thought systems and philosophies throughout history that believed in the cycles of life and death and you would even say life death and Resurrection right nature comes back every year so a lot of traditions would be like there cycle that we honor the difference between Jesus and all the

rituals in the past is that Jesus said I'm going to be I'm going to embody it now watch for that word for the rest of this talk I'm going to embody we're not going to talk about it I'm going to embody it you will kill me and I will resurrect and nobody has done that before see we're not going to talk this aren't the cycles of nature wonderful you know and even embodying it to a point of don't forget every year give thanks to the plants and the Harvest and you know it's beautiful but

we it became empty ritual so he says you have to embody it I don't want to hear anymore about Springtime you know mapole festivals he's saying he's demonstrating I don't want to hear how you dance around the Maple and you celebrate fertility I want you to show me do you bounce back after a divorce well I would but what what who you giving power to well I didn't realize that he was going to get 70% of everything so what they murdered me I didn't do anything and I still fully Resurrected

everybody can bounce back if you know who you are Jesus couldn't have bounced back and resurrected and went if he was like oh these Romans man they totally were disrespectful to me you know I mean how could he resurrect if there was a blame on someone else he even told us forgive them they they not what they do which means I'm going to demonstrate I will not be able to bounce back to life if I'm saying don't forgive them they're jerks he had to be in a forgiving mind you and I we have to be in a forgiving

mind and someone in this audience and online somewhere no no I can't believe this no way you have to blame others because it is the I know it feels that way and continue doing that if that is your god and your religion for now the the you call it blam ISM okay make your own little tradition I bet you sell a lot of books you know the art of blame workshops blame 101 blame level one blame level two I'm a blame level three you know inductee man I'm nobody can blame the way I do I mean it can be made into something but that's not what

we're talking about it's a hologram who is there to blame first of all you're blaming shadow figures that's a little odd right oh the air conditioning came on God I'm getting cold you damned air conditioning unit it's like it's sitting there going you know like it's the the presence of Jack Frost in some box in your garage blowing cold air on you I'm so weird huh but it isn't an air conditioning unit that's going man I'm going to so throw you off today it's someone set the thing to cold you

go over and you move it to warmer I mean that's all but that's the the same with everything else you have to own it first you recognize it's too cold or too hot then you have to own so you said it there go change it but that's just like a relationship they treat me so what gave them the idea that they could you know what I'm saying I mean someone has to tell them that's not an option that's all you know just they have to but but you can't say it they have to feel it from you you know the

old metaphor of the bully in school who quiet and quiet there's this kid who keeps getting bullied and eventually he's the one that usually humbles the bully but he couldn't if he was still a victim something had to happen in in him in him I remember this in seventh grade I think it eighth grade um you know some some few guys that were older and big guys and you know and I was wearing this cap on my head and they took it and they started tossing it to each other and they thought it was funny there was a

point where out of the something happened in me and I threw some swings at some of them and immediately they went well hold it man I was just kidding I didn't hit anybody but because I couldn't reach them but I took a few swing and they went whoa I mean you could just feel probably like they were like uhoh they have to know you mean it when you say no or yes or whatever it happens to be your kids your dogs or whatever the world needs and you can't do that unless you embody it the world needs to see that you've embodied it Jesus was

different even the Pharisees they're like so what's what's the big deal about this teacher why is why is everybody turning away from us and listening to him and one of the things they said he's different how so he's still quoting the same scriptures some here and there and one of of them says but it's like it's living words it's something's different he's not reciting he's saying it as though he somehow knows you see I mean when I stand here and talk one of the things I hear people

say you speak from a place of knowing which of how could I do otherwise I could never picture going you know I don't have a clue about what I'm saying but I have a lot of theories I can't picture being a teacher like that I really feel that I know not an arrogant I know but what I'm saying I see it I feel it I know it to be true whatever I'm talking about it it's there it's an embodied thing Buddha said the same thing speak from that place of knowing learn to embody these things so

Jesus wow you know he becomes the Savior the symbol of Resurrection which means that any soul that thinks it's flawed guilty ashamed Karma hell and so on it it no longer because I did this on an embodied level even being hung on the cross and these people are still thinking to a degree whatever he's just a prisoner we're killing you know and so on when they puncture his through his ribs the pericardium and heart water and blood flow out this is classic I love this because when they actually punctured his

blood which was holding his Consciousness right in other words his Consciousness is programming every cell right your Consciousness is programming every cell your cells don't program your soul your soul programs your cells your body's a reflection of your soul so when they puncture him in the heart and soul chakra they actually released his Consciousness onto the planet when it poured out and hit the earth isn't it oo it's like wow wait a minute I think it's hilarious because he's like no go ahead

really really go ahead because I know what's going to happen all the Earth then went dark the whole earth went dark for a period of period of time and earthquakes enough to destroy the temple that was in Jerusalem all the earth goes are people around the world China even there's animals and records historic records something happened and the world went dark why oh and then there's your you know academics and oh well we think that there and they you know have some because they don't understand listen there have been

Mystics that have been wise there have been healers that have worked miracles on this planet there have been people throughout history that have done amazing things philosophers and so on but Jesus was different he embodied everything he he wasn't a symbol of it he was an embodiment of it which takes it to another level so those people that were able to work miracles and so on they didn't make the whole world go dark ever Pythagoras never went made the whole world go dark there was something different about

this level of Consciousness called Christ Consciousness the whole world he also resurrected himself it hadn't been noted anywhere that someone was actually murdered physically dead for days and then resurrected them themselveses there's not a lot of records of spiritual teachers throughout history that traveled to every continent not only integrating it's always about embodying integrating all the greatest teachings from Britain to Tibet all over the world and then he also brought back to them after his

crucifixion there's records everywhere every continent that he showed up and taught them again they talk about him having shown up again with the wounds and so on this is amazing because he not only studied all wisdom he combined it and brought it back at the highest level Christ Consciousness is that making sense he's not just another author he's not another you know public figure he's not just another motivational speaker he's different in so many ways and so the Shroud of Turin as an example because part of what I'm

saying today is own you have to own the the not so great things not out of blame and shame but you own that they're stemming from you then you shift it inside and now you get to own your choice to be a Channel of God but you can't just go well uh I don't believe in any of that I haven't done anything I'm just a victim of the world but I'm going to be a Channel of God that doesn't work you have to show up to be for you to be a Channel of God you have to show up and first part part of that owning

that there's problem somewhere owning that the problem stemmed from your misbeliefs held judgments resentments unhealed wounds then you release those Your Vessel is then empty and now you can bring forth the highest of the high is that all making sense okay so so the Shroud of Turin is an interesting metaphor because some people are like still arguing whether it's authentic I'm saying to you please you can sit around and wait for other people's uh approval of you but you don't have to if you believe it's okay to be gay or

straight do you really need your parents approval still really if you believe free thinking is okay do you need the government to give you permission think about it I I am I just I encourage you to no longer need anyone's approval so there's these people arguing for decades about whether the Shroud is authentic and somebody's going to say now we've proven it's authentic and some you know anal uh academic is going to say no no weah you know the the Shroud they're saying oh it was created in

Britain maybe it was Da Vinci or some genius that made this false thing but the Shroud has dozens of pollin that are only from Palestine region some indigenous only to Jerusalem and then you the image and particular wounds there you know this is not a a night from the Dark Ages that was buried and it left an imprint they don't even understand how it's imprinted but you know what it is it's a photograph it's actually a negative photo photo you know negative it's a the imprint on the Shroud is a negative it's an imprint

it's a photograph for that to happen just like when you see the old uh um frontier days when they did the photographs remember that that big light you know dangerous as heck right smile poof everybody's on fire that flash also in Hiroshima left images imprinted on walls where people were standing in front of a wall between the Flash and the wall a solid surface and the flash on the opposite side boom it was enough to leave imprints by the same token Jesus left a flash imprint on the Shroud but here's what I think is funny

now I don't need this I've never needed this I've I always have known the Great Pyramid is not 3,000 years old or 5,000 years old I know this but I don't make it a big deal and tell everybody how wrong they are I just don't watch History Channel why because you're allowed to switch things off and say no why feed into the insanity why should I sit there you know like like a a grumbling old man watching I can't believe these people I just don't watch it it's ridiculous for me to argue with

a TV set you know so I don't bother because I know they're afraid people are making money off of this fear the stations are owned by people who make money to tell you other stories have I do you guys believe in UFOs now that especially now that this is coming out the government says yes there's UFOs right it's kind of surreal isn't it I don't remember a time in my life where I thought I don't think so I I've never felt that way it to me it's like no of course of course there's

these ships these beings it's true it's freaky but it's true it's kind of surreal Bigfoot it's true you know if people knew all that I know and understand or things I believe they'd go this guy's you know Michael we get the UFO thing but Loch nness Monster no way it's true fairies nature Spirits it's all true and I never needed anybody to tell me that I've never gone oh well boy wasn't I mistaken give the power for people to believe and and anything you can imagine is true first of all to on

some Dimension but it's all true people have validity gay straight this religion that religion it everything has a place allow it and then you'll feel peace no conflict no proving so the shroud of t two really surreal things that I think I I don't need the evidence but I think it's beautiful and fun one is they now found with all the highlevel computer technology uh and photography they actually found on the Shroud a place where there was once um a cloth set and they wrote on the cloth and some of the

ink imprints the Shroud okay and whatever the piece of cloth it was like a toe tag on a corpse and it says on the Shroud they now have found Jesus the Nazarene but I didn't need that but it's just so cool this is his shroud so now one more step how did it imprint because he turned to light at the moment when he said now poof and he turned to light and it left an imprint of his body it's fantastic no he doesn't want us to take it put it on Altar and worship it it's the light that's amazing you are light and now now

they've taken this with computer you know technology they take this and they go we didn't realize but the Shroud is slightly blurred the image do you know why it's slightly blurred because at the moment the flash happened he moved they know that whoever the Shroud was the person's body was buoyant it was starting to move and lift Isn't that cool and of course of course it was I don't go oh but but but but stop that's just fear it makes total sense and in a way it's the religion of

the study of the philosophy of not people and dogmas it's light light is another word for Christ in the beginning was the word right that concept or God in the Genesis saying yet let there be light I am light but Jesus was in a body trying to hold a body together so he could converse with people and tell them about the light that they are in you is the light I am the light of the world he said this he teaches this but at that moment he lets go of holding the body dense cells together now poof when he lets go of humanness he

turned back to light because he's special no no he said everything I'll do you'll do in more we are the light of God so when you're in a crisis and you don't allow it to get the best of you and you affirm light you're actually affirming what you really are I know this seems challenging but it has no real power over me take your power back but you never gave it away it just looks that way but taking it back is a metaphor it's a like a ritual owning what's going on isn't great owning that

you have to have played a part and then choosing otherwise I am the light of God I'm I am okay the the real me is okay despite what other people seem to be doing I just I feel Faith I feel like I'm okay and that's what he's doing he's he allowed himself to be who he really is light and in that moment he bursts to light but that's in a sense called having a light body which most people don't understand but you become Perfect Light he became perfect light but what's beautiful is

that in his infinite love it's not either or he B burst into light and now he can't come back to earth he densified he told his Apostles and people touch me and see every bone and vein is there they could touch and then he disappear again because it doesn't and this is a metaphor too you being a spirit spiritual being does not mean ignoring density he densified so they could see him and you too can densify enough to do your own checkbook to deal with 3D things see I mean I watch myself and I it's kind of funny sometimes when I when

I see the um the 3D World calling on whatever level it doesn't matter if it's it's Finance or sensual or the the third dimensional world and our brain is is wired you're either here or you're delusional and yet we're all sitting here raising our level of delusion meaning spirituality which is only delusional to the 3D people they think we're nuts so you're trying to do the opposite of what people are used to so it's not either or it's not I'm spiritual therefore I I don't even have

a checking account I also don't have any food see that's extreme but the opposite is have tons of money but I never meditate that's what we're told these two extremes how can I be with God and let that reflect in my day-to-day life that's the rub right there that's the miracle to be plugged into God and bring it through on every level so you plug into God imagine upper three chakras you plug into God and then you invite God into heart mind emotions and body every chakra the mystics of old

used to think naughty chakras naughty naughty I'm I believe in God it was one or the other and those who were the most Twisted actually shamed other people who had bodies and burned them at the stake why because I'm trying to be SE into God but I can't when I'm looking at you you're kind of hot witch temptress see so humans try to you know cut away their own projections as though that's going to help so that murder stuff the Nazis and their crazy behavior not Germans Nazis and their crazy

behavior towards Jews it's ridiculous but I get it they have a light they're called Israel lights and you are not Seas so you don't see your own light so you take it out on other people that you perceive it in and it doesn't help that they walk around saying we're Israelites I hate you got to kill you because I don't see right it's like an accident waiting to happen terrorists are errorists they're people coming from the wrong mindset but people project and they blame and they

they're trying and and those who molest and they're trying to hurt people that they perceive light in that they don't feel in themselves you must own this if I as a person or we as a race particular tribe group Nation if we blame there's a them can't turn this around I can't because there's a them which is actually delusional it's a shadow figure but they're an image they're a symbol of my projections we hate that group of people why because they seem to have what we don't have would you like to have yes

love them bless them breathe in their Essence their their prosperous being or whatever you perceive breathe that into yourself and become prosperous us if that's what you think is shamed on to them they took our money or whatever it happens to be own it for yourself you know being able to even walk amongst family members who thought you were a you know little something and you walk in and you're just you're alive you know it's it's surprising but you don't go out of your way to prove it

you don't go and you know force it in people's face but you just hold this different presence and whether that's you know in a religious sense or whatever else in this world this world is not embracing it this world is not running to embrace your changes it's trying to keep you small so the world made you broken no the world reflects your Brokenness that you have to change you know I'm just coming out of high school and the world's so messed up now I can't go to college or have the

career I wanted who says well I saw it on the news they want you to be afraid so that you're powerless so that you're more easy to control we still have the ability to do anything Jesus turned his body into light I'm pretty sure you can take a driver test or whatever else three-dimensional kinds of things but you know do laugh at it once in a while when you see your rebelliousness you know when you see that there's a part of you that's you know I wish I had a partner not really you know you sit there and go come to

think of it you know and and look at it and check those things off and go it's kind of funny right I would love to be more prosperous but deep inside oh you know if I'm more prosperous I have more money then I've got to do this and I have to accounting and I've got and there's programs in our head that are trying to dismantle our success but that's not God's will that's my self- sabotage is that making sense can't change these things you know unless we own them so something as I'm going to draw

to a close now um and I'm appreciative some of the original Concepts the idea of self-love see this other that I'm talking about is self-doubt self-destruction when you asked about healing power it's not what someone does to you it's what you accept you you can go and lay on the best Mass's table get great work and be in here in fear and judgment what good does it do for me to go lay on a massage table they've got waterfall music you know you know and the colors in the room are just right and oh

lavender and some Citrus oh it's so beautiful and you lay there go ahead start rubbing you know it's like it kind of doesn't really help you know you're like a surfboard up on their table you know and just go ahead rub something you get up and go I don't you know I don't really feel much better I'm never going to do this again you're tense you lay there and ah and you breathe and you make sounds and they're stretching and everything has a sound and a vibration and you're open and you

start it with in your hands God it's you know in your hands surrendering to whatever the process the chiropractor the surgeon whatever to you God right instead of fear I really don't trust medical big Pharma you know how is your medicine going to work when you need medicine your medicine's like we're we're coming for you you've been judging us for 50 years you know you know big Pharma we'll see now we're the medicine going into your system we're going to like you know and

side effects and all this because your judgments were not right I see it I'm sorry I was acting as though these things were powerful over us and they're not I accept the grace of God through a pill through a massage through conversation if I'm so holy then Holiness is everywhere around me and I can welcome that in I can breathe that in I can right it's like fantastic everything becomes my healer everything becomes my savior light of God is everywhere and all I'm doing is dancing in light to be able to mix with that

other light energy so that we're just these beautiful particles just sharing this experience there'll be days when you're not in the mood to feel that that way you know those days happen you could be all Christy and you go in the shower and you know chanting light language and you get in the shower and you lather up and then that dang plumber who worked on your system last week I knew he didn't know what he was doing and the water goes off and you're standing there with Suds you know in your your eyes and

you're like oh burn you know like it's some exorcism you know um and all you're doing is facing these subtle resentments that you don't trust men or plumbers or contractors or and all that stuff and you put that out there and then you attract it and it's not it's not easy to ignore these things because on the earth these things happen but they only happen until we're done with them someone has to turn that around and attract someone who does know what they're doing and the water does

work but even if it doesn't you know you go okay okay I got to find my way to my swimming pool or my hot tub or the sink or somewhere where I can rinse this stuff out you know and and for me usually usually I find humor in these kinds of things I just you know that's why when I tell the stories um of personal people it's hilarious but you know that it wasn't in the moment but that's my view of it you know just you know I just kind of see the light or the humor to a lot of things in this world do your best you will not see

light in this world till be till you become the light you have to own what you want to see you can't wish for it you can't even pray for it you pray for a change in your Consciousness when you have light in your Consciousness you see light in the world it's simple math in that sense but we don't want to believe that why why are we so afraid when one of you asked about awareness of Grace see that's what we're afraid of you're not afraid of the darkness in this world you're afraid of

your light if I own that I have light I can do anything anything yeah but that's feel that feels strange I um Michael have moments where dialogues with God and one that was like a day or two ago I remember um there was this concept of the the world and its heaviness and I remember in talking to Spirit you know Christ was saying well you've had opportunities where we said you don't have to go back anymore now that's pretty cool isn't it when you have God or Jesus saying you're good you don't have to go back anymore

here's how I responded to that meaning I was shown historically the moment where I was told you don't have to go back anymore I was like see I have to own this I go okay but I almost literally saw myself saying this to Spirit but there are challenges and I'm going to commit and go in and help before I have time to think about about it and the way I worded this was almost like I I remember I don't want to know too much of Heaven because if I'm too plugged into heaven I know I'm not coming back because when

you taste Heaven it's too irresistible so I was like I don't want to just become one with bliss knowing the world is the condition it is hoping that they get it together so I was like no no no no no no no not too much heaven send me back quickly before I have time to think about it and it's the same as getting into a pool or Pond or river you know that's cold water if you stand there or firew walking if you stand there going I don't know let me check the temperature of the fire you know that's not how you

do firew walking and you can stand at the side of a river going it could be too cold baby toe nope two toes no it it takes forever I'm like just throw me in let's go that that is how I've incarnated at times yeah it wasn't always just I'm like go let's go quick I you know that's my attitude about it send me in now before I change my mind so I have these sometimes funny memories and experiences and I say them and I share them in a way that's kind of funny because it is kind of funny I I don't make it all this serious

let me tell you how spiritual I am God said we want to help the world but we can't without you Michael you know that's that's just so heavy and religious instead I depict myself as somebody send me in now before I have time to think about it because that's how I feel it feels that feels true I can see it in me I can feel it in me it makes total sense so at this time in the world Jesus had Apostles Mary Magdalene some very wise individuals and they all incarnate at again they didn't all Ascend all the apostles are incarnated

right now on planet Earth Mary Magdalene has come back everybody but Jesus and mother Mary and mother Mary was is Jesus's twin but the ultimate we're all one there's no twins there's no thing as we here in the illusion there is but I encourage you if you're going to think in terms of I want my twin flame I want my soulmate I'm just asking you you can have romantic soulmates you want a twin flame you want a twin Soul choose either Jesus or the holy spirit of God do you know who Jesus chose as his twinflame

mother Mary I know some people are going no it was Mary magdal because you're thinking romanticized get over that Spirit doesn't think in romanticized thoughts Jesus and mother Mary joined she agreed to give birth to the Christ because she herself was christed enough to do so and she's an ascended Master now everybody else incarnated not because they were badfly even Judas all the apostles have come back because Jesus said I would really appreciate it if you would and how could they say no when they've lived the life they know the

value they can bring so you too even if you're feeling in pain on this planet even if you have wishes at times or memories of wishing you weren't here guess what you are here there has to be something for you to bring I don't mean grandiose inventions I just mean your presence there's someone somewhere that needs you and you need them that's the ultimate soulmate thank you for being my soulmate today we helped each other appreciate that and move on you don't have to specialize it and romanticize it you can be intimate

partners with people and they can be romantic soulmates but don't make them one and only but if you're going to go twin on anything let it be the Divine mother that's what Jesus did he chose the Holy Spirit as his twin and look what they did together and you know who are you choosing choose Jesus the Christ or the Holy Spirit why because they symbolize your Divinity let your Divinity be your twin let your Divinity be what you fall in love with all the roomy like poems and such and and Psalms and when they talk

romanticized and in the Proverbs and Solomon's wisdom when you read these kinds of romanticized poems and writings they're not about people and they're not just about God they're about your own Divinity I miss you my beloved that's me you could say it's also God but it's also my Divinity that I miss take a few centering breaths we become the walking presence of God light embodied it's everyone's destiny for now it looks like some of us are teachers leaders it looks like that

that's temporary Jesus himself says I'm only different from you in that I did it first first is like saying there's a a time frame when time's an illusion and we realize it there's no first and we're just one with the Christ there won't even need to be a appreciation for what happened because it will be gone so to honor Jesus or Mary or or teachers or you know healers is it doesn't have to be about your power being placed in them it's gratitude not power plac in them it's gratitude for

what they reflect in you your deserv ability and I know they're reflecting God because God says I deserve today's meditation space I need do nothing and breathe in into that I need do nothing I don't have to dispute or debate thought systems I just accept what's true I can tell what's true what's true for me now and I stay open-minded to where that could expand and expand until one day it's capital T truth I'm sitting I need do nothing other than accept the truth of

God I don't have to convince myself of forgiving I see its value I don't have to convince myself that I deserve a better life partner or finances it of course own it and when it's not yet happening don't judge yourself it's just oh how funny there might still be some little beliefs to the contrary and I give those to you God I need do nothing I don't have to defend prove struggle I don't have to wrestle with anything to find my deserv ability the children you try to make into healthier people those you've tried

to help financially pause for a moment I need to nothing I trust in their value and their goodness I trust in their sobriety in God it can be no other way I get it I'm not responsible to fix them but I can be the presence of a knowing that they're okay let them feel that rather than my worry which just impregnates it more with that energy I need to nothing I step aside and allow the will of God to work through me even light workers get tempted to do light work the daughters of Heaven are those of us who say I need do nothing it's already

okay peace peace let people come to mind and send them a blessing the peace I am I extend to you that's not doing that's being all I'm doing is being the peace of God and extending it organically sharing it the prosperity I am I extend to you to people that are anxious to people that are angry people that are hyper poitical or economic issues or whatever they're worries might be God I am I share with you and notice how when you extend that

to people that are hungry in the world look at their faces when you give them the presence of God they look fed look at Nations guys the peace I am I extend to you they can't hold rifles and guns they can't push rocket bombs buttons they can't because they're so blissed out the peace I am I extend to you if we still need to take external actions we call upon your guidance Divine mother holy spirit of God show us what to do and not do to whom guide us but in the meantime God's peace to everyone know that it's true

integrate it and embody it and all of life's tests are only for that purpose to get us to embody and know instead of staying theoretic it's all about ingraining in US greater Faith it's working our spiritual muscles so we can shame life's tests or we can own that they're there to help us anchor greater truth greater knowing for all such tests we give thanks there's an easier way and I'm willing to accept that easier way now and so it is just grab gradually and gently back into your

bodies okay I pray this has all made good sense so so so important that we embody is that clear what that means to own and embody something rather than talk about it out there becoming we've done talks about owning we've done talks about becoming being and becoming you know similar topics you can look for online on YouTube if you'd like we're going to do our closing prayer in a moment we will um do a few announcements and take up a collection and then we'll do our closing prayer um by the way

those of you who uh came in yesterday for volunteer day God bless you folks please stand if you were here yesterday for volunteer day all around the room you'll see individuals standing here and there these people are the the ones that did our decor for the holidays thank you yes let's take our love offerings please being as generous as possible the donations go in the purple bags we have and then extra donations if you have go in the wicker baskets those are for people of lesser means or sometimes special projects all

right together we share Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is thank you can anyone share while they're passing those what you learned or heard today that made the most sense or that might have been the most important for you to have heard yes who needs me today yeah who needs me today and it's reciprocal how can I be helpful here's a here's a funny thing okay so I sometimes go to this juice place in town where

they have this chocolate milk so I go and I get and you know and uh which is kind of funny because it would be just as easy for me to go home and make oval te which I think taste even better but being a relatively lazy person I just go and buy the chocolate milk over there so I go and get it and often if someone's in line with me I I pay for whatever they're getting okay and so there's people that are very gracious oh no no no no you know and I just do it and I stand there and I will act like I'm

looking at the other juices that I would never touch you know there's like whatever fruity stuff and veggie drinks and so I just stand there looking at this until someone walks in then they're checking out and then I'll say I'll get theirs too I just this is just something I do so here's an interesting thing in my profound level of spiritual consciousness see the fact that they laugh you know this is not a cult okay they laugh at me when I claim to be too enlightened so in my Divine Consciousness I'm standing stand in

there okay if there's someone I'm going to help today and I can do this you can do it you know I'll I'll wait one minute when one minute's up then I'll just check out if there's nobody I'm supposed to help so somebody comes in I'm like good one that was great right on time it was perfect Divine Alignment and all that so I'm waiting and then they're checking out and I'm going to turn to say I'll get theirs you know what he said hey I'll get yours I was like wait wait wait that

wasn't in the plan I don't know what to do so I thought it was kind of funny um and I said no but that could be what rejecting you're good right so I check in is that does he need to and I said no and the reason I said no was because I have a few bottles and you know how healthy things cost like $88,000 each so so I said no because I didn't have one little thing for him to cover I had a few which is going to be a lot more so I said because there's several but it was amazing give and give and give and

receive yes it comes back but also receive but it was a funny little moment because I'm I'm in the track of doing this and then this person says hey I'll take care of you I'm like I was thrown for a second I mean it felt like a second it it was probably not even perceptible in time to him I just went oh no thanks but inside I'm like What's Happening you know there's like smoke what's what's happening is this rejecting my good and I look at the whole thing and then I said I appreciate

it you know so watch you know watch in your life good good is there it's people will pay things for people will goodness is going to come but we have to be that presence of that goodness and Attract it right it's like that musical note that just sets that key and then other things start to vibrate to that same Consciousness so keep that in mind anybody else yes any yes um yeah wow thank you

yeah beautiful right so in a time of today a quandry but then you felt that surrender it to to the mother and then you highlighting also that light is Christ Christ is light did you did you get is that interesting about the Shroud I mean can you do you even do you use your imagination when I say stories like that that's what happens to me I'm seeing it so but the moment that the Shroud is imprinted there's movement there's you know like that's the moment that he turns his body into light not a

minute after or before the moment it happens it flashes and I get chills saying it but I think it's also beautiful and fun you know it's not like oh crucifixion all that heavy stuff it's oh my God I am the light of the world and so are you you just don't remember it yet but I remembered and I'll show you even though you hate the light Michael's really wrong on that because we don't hate the light we hate our light fear our light more than our Darkness that's why we live in darkness so often cuz we're so

afraid of our light why else would we bargain away goodness we're used to it we're addicted to it but now we're learning to see you got to see through it you got to see it's happening you got to own that you don't value your light as much as you could look for symptoms of it just like I was being gifted this drink this chocolate milk or what and I still stopped to ask was I rejecting good I asked didn't I check in watch yourself cuz if that's what was happening I would have said you know

what that would be amazing you see but that's not what was happening so I was fine so keep an eye on yourself and and look for you know this is I'm the light of God and bring that every day bring that to people right bring that goodness bring that you know that light why not um share what you've got if you've got eight houses start selling some and this is why Jesus told people and give the money away I'm not saying be impoverished I'm not saying own nothing because it's uh shameful to have

stuff no I'm just talking about the beauty of giving you see just the beauty of giving I can't picture I go into a workshop workshop's over I'm flying home you know I'm giving money to the skyc Caps why because I made money in their town right I've got cash on me from doing a workshop well but it's mine is that the way to think of this then then it's all constricted whatever you think is the mine you know and you constrict there's no abundance to that so you'll always be grabbing to have so

yeah the skyc caps and you know they're like what you know most people don't even tip them but if they do they give them like $2 listen if it's a problem lift your own bags haul your own bags down to the Air Airline well no they're too heavy then be quiet give them five bucks it means a lot to people that don't have share what you can and if you say I've got no cash smile because it's worth a million bucks smile let people feel valued and it isn't just with cash but any way you

can you know just wow I love that here call you know beautiful or just things just just share shine light into a dark world and you can say but it isn't a dark world not if you shine light but otherwise it is because it was miscreated by the human ego by people that were afraid and you can't good create good when you're afraid please stand for our closing prayer if any of the board members know of something I forgot to announce feel free to let me know and and even though we're even though we're way out here I I extend

deep gratitude to Robin Miller and John deas who did a concert this last Wednesday so it's very very beautiful as a matter of fact that's helping to uh co-create something else oh yeah and Nina Nina was there um so that's helping to co-create we're going to have a Christmas program Christmas Eve at 2:00 afternoon after service couple hours later so mark your calendars Christmas Eve day at 2 o'clock we're going to have two a two-hour concert but we're going to do a concerts sponsored by the center two or three

times a year from now on um and it's going to be extraordinary it's going to be extraordinary how do I know because I know um yeah I know it's going to be fantastic the depth how it's how we're going to do it we'll have different musicians here and there but it's primarily a couple of key ones and then they'll bring in people here and there but how it's going to be done I want the depth and the the the like quality of like a if you've ever gone to like Dava pral concerts very deep it's it's an

experience it's not a concert people playing at you it's it's an experience and I just felt that and I uh we're going to create that now yes Thanksgiving celebration Feast what time uh 10 o'clock is the Thanksgiving feast person yes so I'll be teaching the workshop here in person for those three days okay all right centering into gratitude first deep deep thanks wow deep deep thanks so many things I've done in my life that were not did not feel like this room that was described as magical or miraculous it

feels like this room is a miracle was one testimonial boy in my life I've been in many rooms that didn't feel miraculous many experiences that didn't feel miraculous this is what I created today I'm very grateful I'm grateful that I chose and co-created this today I'm grateful that my brothers and sisters all around the planet chose this today we could be doing something else we could be standing around a TV hating news shows and whatever we're here we are the light of God in this world and only through us

will the world change so guide us in being your holy presence each and every day in every way possible and help us bounce back on those moments during those moments where we slip the light of God surrounds us we are the light of God the love of God unfolds us we the love of God the power of God protects us we the power of God and the presence of God watches over us the presence of God wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is peace be with you all thanks