Born Again: The Real Story

so let's imagine that everything is in our imagination because it is Einstein said that imagination is the highest Faculty not thinking thinking is of the solar plexus imagination is of the heart so we were once divine beings that descended into a heart and still could have remained that's the Garden of Eden we could have still remained so open as a garden like a chalice and the Lord walked in the garden and was meeting with Adam and Eve which is you and me so we could have still had that expanded so

to speak experience of having down into the garden that you and I walk every day but instead we we felt by following and falling into the temptation of this serpent which is ego mindedness so we dropped into intellectual thinking one further down so that's when we cast out of the garden was not by God it was our by our choice to separate from God so we seemingly dropped one chakra further into the thinker and that thinker says in I'm independent which is what the serpent says in the story the serpent

says if you eat of the tree of judgment you'll learn to think individually and no longer as a we with God when we think as a we you and I are using our imaginations and I don't mean fantasy like daydream I'm talking about love based thinking is what true imagination is so in this in this garden identic like state we're told we're going to return to this place which is what's happening right now so we're living down here and the ego is recognizing that it's losing a grip that it had on our

minds for so long people are breaking free of this hypnosis and this this control that this has had on us but along with that comes panic because there's this duality between atonement which really is a word that breaks into at one 'men so there's at one so don't just think atonement and illusion the way he had mentioned it atonement at one mint and illusion because everything that tells you we're separate is the illusion so when we bit from the tree of knowledge which is also really known as the tree of judgment

it's fake knowledge see the ego tells us that for us to judge things is what keeps us safe and in fact it's what separates people so so we have this potential to return to oneness how love forgiveness obviously this is also called being born again to tie that together because they just remembered that joy posted that word on the website dude for today so this is called born again when you switch even though people are making it to be something like a baptism in the ocean with a certain kind of a church group being born again it

happens all the time but there's a greater version of being born again every time you say you know what I was abused and I'm no longer choosing to identify with that you're being born again and as soon as you go into recovery you're being born again and you have the right to be you can say oh man I've slept with everybody on the planet so become a born-again virgin start over with that don't carry shame as soon as you say I'm no longer gonna carry somebody else's identifications

you're being born again including your own identifications masks no pun intended but as soon as we let go of masks the false images of ourselves that that word persona personality it comes from persona which is a false self so it's a false identification so when we let go of these false identifications technically are being born again but those are those are human versions of being born again there's the greatest version is when you go not just like a shift from addict to non addict you know promiscuous to wanting to have more

integrity for yourself love for yourself or whatever other identic Asians and and that also involves peeling off guilts and shames and regrets you can't say I'm born again and I'm carrying guilt and shame and regret in my backpack to be born again even slightly means no identification with the old the ego tells us there is duality God tells us there can't be not that there isn't it's saying it's not only not it can't even happen we're not needing to fight duality resist not evil

we're not needing to fight duality we actually need to remember who we are choose not duality and choose secondly and choose oneness how love forgiveness love forgiveness / no so there's the tree of awakening the tree of forgiveness in the garden everybody knows about the tree that they eat from and fall but most people don't realize there's a second tree in the garden the second tree was planted as soon as the first tree came into existence because as soon as the tree of judgment took root there had to be a tree of

forgiveness to counter it so eat from the tree of forgiveness Adam and Eve are like so caught up in the guilt and shame they didn't run over to the other tree encounter judgment with forgiveness they went into guilt and shame and regret to such extent they couldn't see anything else and therefore they were cast out of the garden not by God by their consciousness we are no longer in innocent perception so we have to leave a place called innocence you know and it's like the movies you know the the

Lord of the Rings when the hobbits at the end are saying so what do we do now that everything's done let's go back to the Shire and one of them is saying we can't we don't have that mind anymore we've been through so much we we can't imagine easily going back to the shire like almost a place of playfulness and innocence because they realized it we would almost taint that place because we've already seen something else and that's why one of the greatest challenges you and I have is that when

we become born again you can't just say it you can't just go down to the ocean and go oh look at that because they told me I was you have to actually believe it and you have to insist to answer the voice that's going to say to you I'm the voice in guilt and shame I do not permit you to be changed I'm not going to let you quit being an addict I'm not going to let you quit having low self-worth I'm gonna haunt you you can't get away with this and our job is not to fight that and say but I

oh my god this is terrible I'm trying so hard to to not be shameful like I was and a lot of people have this you have to be willing to say there's only one way that I can pull this up if you try to fight for your innocence you're still resisting you're still fighting you're still trying to prove you're innocent which means you don't think you are if you want to be born again you have to say no no no you don't get it I don't have to fight for it but I have these thoughts about what I used

to do and the temptations and the cravings of chemical cravings I got all that that's fine that's fighting that or suppressing that isn't how you become born again becoming born again is to say but even with all the cravings and even with all the regrets and even all the shame even all of that even with all that it's not who I am and this isn't something I'm just hoping for claiming I am as God created me everything else I ever became I just dreamt it was a nightmare that's all when I wake up I go I'm not having a

nightmare anymore so you don't forgive yourself as though it's effort although your human self is going to fight you it will try to fight you just like you know something you've seen that was kind of gruesome on TV or somewhere and you just think I can never forget that I saw that that's what this world that's that duality of this world trying to break you to make sure there's something in your mind that you'll never forget sometimes they're beautiful things that you hadn't lost never forgive myself for

that or a past life memory under hypnosis in you under under hypnosis you saw oh my god I was or you're killing people now I feel even guiltier that's what this world wants to do so you can't fight that mind because you won't know how your human self can't fight this overwhelming record against you it's like every type of system of the ego based world it's like having the taxman and the government and the police department and they have to be everybody knocking on your door at the same time

showing you files of things you've done and then times a billion the ego it's going to show you so many shortcomings of yours you know every it knows every bit because it's part of us that we dreamt up the ego so it's this software that we download it chose to download the day we bit from the Apple so it's this software we downloaded the Garden of Eden is a story that spoke to people certain terminology if you rewrote it today it would have been and there were this there were the human beings and they decided to choose

you know they chose to to download a certain software instead of eating an apple making people think twice about eating apples to this day instead it's actually and then Adam and Eve downloaded software into their consciousness they told them that they were less than they were and never escaped from that so you can fight that but it is aggressive this virus its aggressive and it's ripped up your files your programs your documents it's messed up everything we can no longer think clearly and that's exactly the way it

wants it to be so if you if you say to yourself well and a lot of people have tried to do this I need to meditate enough I need to breathwork enough I need to rebirth myself and do this and all cleansing and organic and you can't fix all of this with your doings the ego made sure you don't know how to find all of your doubts and shames you think you have oh well I'd a couple you know I got a couple issues you know there's a wish I had more money and I wish my hips were smaller these are things that human beings think

about you know really that's I mean and those are my only issues no no you don't realize how many issues you're far more messed up than you think it isn't just your hips everything what about your eyes they don't see as sharply what about your neurons in your brain how come they're not working as well because the ego is wearing us down because we bit the Apple that said we're no longer divine beings so how do you fix it well you get your eyes fixed obviously you go and get you know surgeries on your eyes

and you can you know get the hips sucked off and you can do this isn't something you can fix there's too much of it no number of surgeries no number of psych therapy techniques I'm not saying don't do any of those those need to be seen only as part of the illusion and a maintenance program they can't fix you you can use them as a maintenance program that's fine but where's the healing gonna come from not by our efforts the healing that leads to being born again the healing comes from us

saying of myself of nothing if I try to fight my compulsions and addictions then I'm first of all judging them as bad secondly thinking I can fix them and it doesn't work what I need to do is start identifying with my true self that's being born again born again as a Christian means accepting Jesus as your Savior but it isn't it isn't the person Jesus it's the consciousness he was put on the mind of Christ the Gospels tell us so to be born again means to become the Christ that you are so we were born

as Christ it's called born again because we go back to being Christ I was born as Christ allowed myself to forget who I was then started taking on false identities that's that's the split from the atonement at one minute so listen to that atonement means I was created in God's grace but the other version of the word at one man before a tone that comes at one minute because I was one with God what do you think atonement means it means to go back to oneness why do we use the word atone instead of at one

because atone means to be washed clean of your errors so I started at one came to earth everything falls too apart all this false self I put on myself you put on me all these images and masks lifetimes of shames and guilts and all that and then a little bit of meditation and fixing ourselves ups and downs ups and downs ups rollercoaster ride the atonement means not at one that we started at one the atonement means to go back to at one meant atonement means I acknowledge something's gone wrong and I'm ready for the at one meant to become

an atonement for me to be cleaned again clear again how does that happen oh I got a pray for God's worthiness God said you're already worthy grace isn't something you have to earn you are the grace of God already there already earned we are the grace of God and to imagine that well how do i how do I get that to happen very simple actually every time you have someone misbehaved towards you act like you are the grace of God and you'll become the grace of God you'll remember you're the grace of God every

time a button gets pushed including in your own head towards yourself just say to yourself if I'm the grace of God how will I respond to that in the moment you decide to act it you've become the grace of God manifest it's pretty cool and it's called a day to day you know day at a time a day to day process so we can say words I I am as God created we can sail these I'm a powerful God goddess do you live it yes because I stand straight when I walked through Sedona you know I'm a God and Goddess I have a shirt

that says I'm a goddess that's not how you get there do you act like one see you're better off just getting a shirt that says I'm a total jerk because because then any nice behavior is an improvement if you claim you're gonna claim to be a god or goddess and act like a jerk you have worst karma more weight on your shoulders than had you just owned that you make mistakes so be careful the whole flippant god goddess just because you're on the red rocks with a drum I am a God goddess then act like it

just that's all I'm saying I'm partly certain you know being flippant and playful there for a second but honestly you're better off not claiming to be a god a goddess if you don't act like one once you make the claim you have the whole universe going really let's say about that call from your ex you know parents honey we're gonna have to move in with you because of you know the whole virus thing we're gonna need a place to live we're coming to your house you'll have anything that happens to

push your buttons from the past because you just because you said I'm a goddess and went to some ceremony don't you know and and now the universe and your ego your egos like this is gonna be good this is gonna be good God is my but you know and so clearly I'm not encouraging you to be literally I'm a jerk kind of a thing I'm just saying to be able to laugh at it I'm a God goddess isn't something I do the Red Rocks but I am because that's what God created me to be so all I need to do is start acting like

it and when I don't laugh at myself you know go easy eat from the tree of forgiveness when you slip but dunno do know that if you're gonna claim it you got to step into it and I had friends that I would say you know like about being born again and I would talk to them you know yeah yeah sure I'd encourage you know back in high school even but I always knew I felt a little apprehensive when people would say hey you know friend of mine says he's going to this popular church you know there was a big big big trend going on in

Southern California at this time and about being born again and friends would be like hey so what do you think michael chihak and I had this apprehension because I saw so many of them born again one weekend and two weeks later stoned out of their mind again you know and kind of and they literally felt embarrassed they would be it was really interesting because I would see you know hey how's it going they'd say I'm just good in Jesus I go what you know oh okay well good for you because they'd start using

buzz phrases oh you know I'm good in the Lord Michael you know and I'm like really couple weeks later gone and I would walk up to him so how's it going and I would see them kind of shy ish and me Koosh because I know that one minute they were almost you know sort of trying to show me how Christian they had become and now they felt embarrassed my job is to see them born-again without their external behaviors and fads so I just saw it as I still love you man you're alright hey how's it going and

just not bring up that conversation because I'm not going to increase your guilt because that's not helping you be born again so just ease the tension on that a little bit so once again this is the concept of becoming born-again there's a few specific scriptures about being born again one of them Jesus talking to Nicodemus Nicodemus was a sand hen remember who's whose life could be endangered by talking to this what they called a heretic and he goes out and meets him privately had to make arrangements to meet with him so you

know Jesus um what what I can just feel there's something in you that's different and the Pharisees that like Jesus they even the ones that didn't like him acknowledge this there was something they said Jesus doesn't take the scriptures and read them he breathes life into them it's different there's there's a fire that rains down upon his soul and ignites him he doesn't and scripture is such and so he doesn't you know like many people do you know in traditional religions they read whether

it's the Torah or the Bible or the Quran a lot of people just read scripture or quotes but instead he's talking about the life the real meaning in these things you could give him any quote any part and he would have breathed life into it even if it was in name kind of simple stuff out of the Bible and then so and so begat so and so who begot so and so who begot souls and he'd we've metaphysics into it that's fantastic stuff that's real channeled teaching so Jesus was doing this and the Pharisees

were like there's something different here this guy is living this he's the presence of like an angel or a prophet or something obviously it was because he chose to remember he's the Christ so he is symbolically born again into his true self when he becomes the Christ the Christ that you and I are also part of so Nicodemus says to him so how how do I get what you've got how do I what's the will of God for me you know like help me out and Jesus says you have to be born again so here's a spiritual

student asking what do I need to do to go the next step what does Jesus say and he's saying it to you and me you have to be born again and Nicodemus is like what do you mean like can you enter the womb again what is that what do you mean born again no no no that was just flesh is flesh being born of water like literally the water in the womb then the water breaks you know and the sack breaks you know and you're born so he's saying that that's born of water you have to also be born of spirit and then he goes to

elaborate a little bit and being born of spirit is really interesting Nicodemus it's like the wind you never quite know where it's gonna go next meaning when you're born of spirit you're asking you're living by guidance that people aren't used to now I'm not saying you you make excuses for not being practical you know if you don't pick the kids up at school and you say well children I was waiting for guidance you know I hadn't heard the spirit you know tell me yeah you know

it's not an excuse to not be grounded and practical but it is true that it's like what I'm gonna do a talk I could just do a talk and when you're sharing friendships it should be this a different from a different level of consciousness and making love or whatever you do even food you know to imagine foods that are ignited with your happiness to have those foods technically if you're the Spirit of Christ try to imagine this instead of just keeping it like a lofty philosophical thing you have it once in

a meditation perhaps imagine living every day like this to where you understand when you sit down to have food if everything is made up of particles subatomic particles that were once waves they become some atomic particles that became atoms it became molecules they became your food and I don't care what kind of food it's on a plate and it's sitting in front of you they are molecules right they came from atoms right they came from subatomic particles right and they came from waves right and what are the waves the Holy

Spirit of God that got downgraded into whatever your food is so imagine this imagine that you sit to have food instead of I'm a person and I'm going to have a fork or spoon full of some and chew on it swallow it and what you know just so linear and dense imagine instead what if those particles know that the child holy child of God is present and in the room and loving every particle of the food what if eating becomes a dance between the divine and the divine what food becomes bad for you now what person

is too low to be forgiven it's this dance you could meet any a horrific person and if you look at them and go do terrible okay I better smudge myself you know get away you're dark you've now acknowledged everything you see is a projection from ourselves so you acknowledge there's a part of me that's unforgivable keep it away from me the more you keep it away the less you're going to find healing and forgiveness and oneness and being born again and the atonement that leads back to at one minute

so instead learning start every day how would you have me see everything you're asking the mother to give birth to the Christ in you that's what we're doing that's why they talk about the Holy Spirit descended upon Jesus and lit his space it descended upon Jesus every movie that portrays this they actually have a bird fly down and land on his shoulder because it says it descended in the form of a dove well okay maybe maybe it took the form of the Dove also maybe it meant like the form of a dove the way

something would descend fly down and land upon you like that this spiritual presence came and landed upon him that's when the mother said alright son which you actually they heard this voice that says this is my beloved child in whom I am well pleased oh man Jesus must have been a really cool guy no this is you and me it's just that we haven't believed yet in our deserve ability to hear the mother speak about us like that we're still thinking mom has good days with us and bad days like our human mother so Jesus goes

through all the measures he goes through all the tests he goes through all these tests and passes them you and I are being tested all the time and you think it's all about getting a raise at work you think life is about having a child or mundane things all that you're here for is to not be here you're only here to realize you don't need to be here then you stop coming back this is a place that makes you think you're something that you're not so it keeps inviting everybody in their illusion

yourselves to come in and live this illusionary life the atonement means I'm forgiving myself and everyone else for the images we have played so I bid you all farewell in the images I've put you in say goodbye to all the false masks and so on of life you're neither black nor white you're neither male nor female you are a perfect holy being of light that God created in its image and anytime I'm tempted to see myself or anybody else less than that I need to learn something and as I learn to see

through day-to-day tests to the contrary you can go what what did the test look at you mean like naughty people or meet people every people all the people the ones you go oh that person's kind of mean but lessons in forgiveness and then you go oh but that was so cute you have another lesson in forgiveness because you're being tempted to the positives just as much as the negatives your perception of someone looking nice is just as messed up as seeing someone is bad because it's still your perception let them go

Moses says God says let my people go that's the voice of God in you and me Michael and whomever let my people go what what do you mean free them stop seeing hot looking and not hot looking stop seeing people that are too fat too skinny or black or white or red or brown or stop any perceptions just ask to see them as I see them well I'd like to God but maybe you need a hand I mean I got maybe you missed a couple things you know I mean you might have missed something how could I miss something holiness means hole all

all right well fine I'll be spiritual I guess no attraction to anybody don't even I won't look at them Lord now you're trying to be a mystic you know all detached what we're asked to do is different in the new teachings that Christ has brought into the world the last generation it's not to not look at them it's not to overly look at them it's to when you see something forgive it ugly oh I caught it I forgive myself oh so attractive oops caught it forget your job is not to not do it it's to

catch yourself when you're doing it laughs forgive that way you're transforming each of these little moments instead of expecting yourself to not notice something oh you a bite of food oh that's so good oh jeez I just slipped again no it's all right dang that's delicious and I give it to God you know for me I noticed these things and there's moments where I just go there's less and less of this world that interests me honestly and I remember when I was a kid I just the very few foods I would even eat you

know it would be like maybe I had a repertoire of let's say three dozen things you know over the next year or two it would be down to two dozen and my mom would go Michael you can't keep knocking things off the list I don't have anything else to cook for you and you know I wanted to say you know did you not know I would be about my father's business but I didn't but it but I only know that it's happening it's not like I was making a conscious choice I was just losing interest in foods and

that was paring back you know and for a kid I guess for a parent for their child that would be Oh something to be concerned about but it's paring back foods and things of the world there's just you know turn on the TV I can't find anything to watch and it's not because I'm claiming to be better I don't purposely go I mustn't watch because it's bad no that's that's the old way for people I'm just saying there's nothing much in this world that interests me and just this morning for

that matter and I think I woke up it was three something and I'm going you know even sleep you know I'm like why you know like so you know what what would what would you have me do now you know but there was a part of me going this is so interesting because I don't feel really much by way of compulsion by way of addiction or compulsion or what I don't feel much of that in my life and that's kind of how I've been but it's I see it even now that I say to myself so if I'm awake what will I do right now and as I

search my mind there's not much of a repertoire of things to do if you ever do that by the way you know some inspirational reading is a good thing to do prayer meditation you're awake so do something constructive but I'm saying as a human being I find I still find myself going my mom's voice as it you know from being a kid there's not much left for you here so then what am I going to do like I mean I know I'm already pretty boring to be around as far as as a personality is that sort of

thing I could be somewhat more because I'm not really that interested in that many things but the human part still said inside of me dude you know like there's not much left you know what are you gonna do and I just have to take that and surrender that to instead of God I'm gonna go ahead and surrender a few more things but you better give me some new things to do that's the temptation the human has is if I let go of the old I want something to fill it practice saying no to that compulsion practice saying even if I'm empty and

I'm falling into the abyss I'm falling into the arms of the mother and not have an answer as to what you're going to replace it with because that's control so when I saw myself this morning like living in this experience in going wow you know I just surrender to it as soon as you start thinking you're trying to eat from the wrong tree again the tree that's gonna say we have some solutions we have some knowing you're trying to fill my mind again because I panicked for a moment of being so

expansive in the heart and soul there's a moment of well wait a minute what if that's when you started thinking just drop in again to the mother and forgive yourself don't don't think that's bad that you started thinking just forgive so sort of overview on all this again the idea of reconciling you can't reconcile at one mint and illusion at 1 MIT means there is no illusion they don't get woven together but while you're on earth you do need to learn to know the truth at one minute but respect

the illusions that you're living with each day if you get a flat tire don't don't meditate it back into being inflated just get out get the jack out call hey what do you know Triple A or whatever they've got and do it change the tire pick up the kids on time it was at school and whatever take care of this stuff but forgive yourself for thinking that any of this matters forgive yourself for thinking that any of this has priority in your life just forgive oneself you see and you're attracted to somebody forgive it's okay

well why should I forgive them just naturally attractive you can justify it I get a lot of that from people I should just allow and just be there is nobody there for you to be attracted to so don't don't don't try the the Sedona speeches on me I'm just being with my attraction for that other being they're not there you're having a schizophrenic experience they're not there they're not it's a hologram stop hugging the screen in the theater they're gonna call people and

have you get picked up because you're hugging the screen Oh Brad Pitt it stopped he's not there oh then I'll go to Hollywood and find him he's not there either the everything's a hologram and you claim you want to be spiritual but you won't accept that it's a hologram it's a hologram that I like that's a psychotic experience they're not there just laugh at it laughs be attracted and also laugh about it it's all right every time you go to eat food isn't this funny

just saviors isn't this funny this food feels delicious it does but it's not here I don't have a body and I don't have a stomach to put this food in isn't this ironic and just be okay with it just don't take it too seriously that's all I'm saying when I say forgive partly what I'm saying is just don't take it too seriously relax it's okay child's hungry well it's an illusion feed it feed it and while you're feeding it to the breasts let's say just just say isn't this beautiful

isn't this amazing because as I feed you on my breasts I'm taking care of the illusion you're not really here I'm not really here this isn't real but in the illusion I'm experiencing a metaphor of love and so I love you not the baby I love everything about this experience I love that you and I are doing a metaphor of oneness it looks like you're sucking the breasts but really it's a symbol of you being one with me honey and I love you and one day I'm gonna love all other beings like you although

they won't all be feeding off my breasts but nor will they all be living with me all eight billion on the planet but I'm going to love everyone you're you're like a first love for me so thank you for showing me love take that and bring it to the world remember the love you had for the child you're feeding is this is just a micro Cup just a small version of the love you once have eventually have for every body you don't have atonement and at one night one minute which is you and your baby at 1:00 means

with all so I kind of like you and I don't like you but I'm gonna put that and say but that's not the real me isn't that amazing that I still kind of like you and don't like you isn't that kind of funny in that kind of we're there still flowers that some I like more than others in that funny so odd because they're all the same so I'm choosing right now to love them all and the ego will tell you love everyone the same and it becomes bland and you have to say actually something happens when I love all

flowers the same there's an explosion of love that's beyond human comprehension it doesn't become mucking in or love of same all people the same everything all trees all animals in the scene I love everything the same blah that's how it sounds when you recognize it isn't the statement the sentence I love everything the same underneath it is the consciousness that when I really love everything the same it's not the same bland it's the same divinity and for me to love everything from the Saint in the

sameness of its divinity I just feel this explosion of appreciation for it all oh my god I got it because I've just went to a new level I've just gone to a new level of divinity for me to love everything equally divinely not blandly but divinely the eagle will always always try to talk down concepts of spirituality just translate them to a higher level so that makes it worth your while until you have it happen just believe it that's what's good you know what faith is about it's not hoping something is

true it's knowing something is true so we go from the at one mint into this world where we met wear masks and that concept of illusion and trying to deal with this illusion to the point of now at one minute it's time to turn this illusion into atonement so i atone illusions and they become that one again is that making sense that full circle and that process I'm calling being born again it is it's being born again at one fallen atone go home at 1:00 fallen not Christ II to being born again and back

into the atonement helps me become born again back into the at one moment so being born again comes about mostly through forgiveness there are things external rituals I can do to help experience the read being reborn baptisms and ceremonies of different kinds that I've done for people and you've done with some so that's ceremonies on the outside rituals and behavioral modifications that support it can't make you born again to do a rattle on the outside but what you can do is let that support your inner

choice so I watched people going into the ocean to be baptized and I thought some I mean I just I was just I stood there many times in Southern California and watched people walk into the baptism waters of the ocean and what I watched was their faces when they came out it what was born again was not their bodies what I was watching was how much they were in love with the moment and I would just watch and go oh look at that because they would come out just and something like renewal see like somebody saying I'm getting another chance so

they were in love with the idea of having a new chance and I was in love that they were in love that's what I was digging you know and I shared before that I remember one of the times have standing there and I was wearing a black concert trip from Earth Wind & Fire and and I had these this weird kind of my spider senses or tingling I'm like what's going on and what's happening is these these fundamental Christians are standing there we're all supposed to be watching the baptism and they're like

standing next to literally right next to me on purpose going like this you know like getting my attention that they're looking at the back of my shirt because there's all these pagan cool Atlanta and Egyptian symbols in your earth when it buyer stuff and these guys were finding it unseemly for their baptismal experience and I'm like hi what's going on you have Satanist symbols on your shirt oh that yeah everyone in fired that great you know and they just didn't dig me at all you know these people I was like you know

Lucifer at the baptisms their hatred for me and the shirt then I wasn't even aware I was wearing their hatred for me do you think they're being baptized you know you guys need a baptism yeah that's why we're here yeah well you missed the boat you know you missed that one I think you need a submarine not a boat get really so you know submerged a little more get some of this hate out man so if you want to experience being born again it's proportionate to how much you're ready to change how much

you're willing to let go of the past and experience the future being born again is kind of like dark night of the soul coming out into the light at the end of the tunnel being born again is the light at the end of the tunnel but you have to be willing to die first to be born again die what do you mean the old self why do you think it's called born because there had to have been a non born moment so allow yourself to die well of your old self don't try to force it like don't leave here going okay I heard what he

said I've got to go to drop all my friends and not eat certain foods and no no in here just be determined today or anytime you see this or hear this or anything like it be determined to say of my old self I'm nothing and with goddamn everything the old opinions of myself I have a degree I have it is a those are just of this world and it's fine I'm glad I got a degree that's fine but it doesn't determine who I am on a spiritual level and be happy about that you can be happy that there's so much

more of you okay makes sense born again fantastic light at the end of the tunnel but die well let the old pass away and that's why Jesus also says you can only rise as far as you fall you can only ascend as far as you have died of the old self don't think you can just stop working on your personal issues and become spiritual remember I said the think it was last week - there's two parts to the whole ascension consciousness you have to do maintenance on the healing part of your life and and the rising in the spiritual part you

don't ignore your wounds you rise as much as you're willing to fall meaning work on your stuff don't think well there's some teachers out there that say ignore negatives and only focus on positives that's why their teachings can only take you one notch up towards positives but they can't take you any further because you'll rise and go oh I love these manifestation techniques and these these teachings you know who I'm talking about some of those teachings that are all about positive thinking so

they're going look at me I'm rising in gut and then you only get so far it's because you forgot you have anchors still hooking you to the ground and those are your uh kneeled ones okay they'll go away if I just think positive enough go ahead yeah try it it'll all you'll still you'll still end up having a session with me or some other counselor or life coach or somebody because you're rising and just still something holding you back so you go to see a counselor or life coach whomever

and they help you work some issues you thought well I didn't want to think about that I was told I shouldn't think of it but you did and now you go another whole level that you never imagined you could healing has to be part of your path healing and spirituality work hand-in-hand to take you higher don't ignore your past heal it let's take a few centering breaths a few centering breaths with an absolute conviction to say here I am holy spirit or Divine Mother Here I am today I'm willing to experience being born again

into the Christ that I am or call it the I am presence of God but I'm here and committed in this moment we're choosing to believe in a sacred experience something beyond human imagination beyond human intellectual comprehension today is being surrendered to and sanctified by our decision to be born again to be born anew to a whole new level today all that I thought I am and that I was or that I would be I'm willing to put on the altar of the Holy

Spirit the Divine Mother and lifted into the nothingness that it is and in this sacred moment we're choosing to walk forward into a new level of becoming the Christ that we are that you've created us to be father mother God and anytime someone makes a commitment to becoming the real self the true self the Christ self the I am self it's automatically assigned to such a soul the guidance of Archangel Michael so we call you Archangel Michael in the name of Christ in the name of our father and mother god we call you into

this moment wherever we stand or sit or lie we call you into this moment and we allow you to place your holy hands on our shoulders from behind us your hands where our shoulder blades are turning those shoulder blades into wings your hands placed there we call upon you our sister Magdalene we ask you to reach down be in front of us kneel bow to us and put your hands on our feet to anoint them with your sacred tears of love and honor your washing our feet symbolic of our understanding the feet symbolize understanding and you

begin to cleanse our previous understanding of everything we once thought we knew and you beloved mother of the universe whether it's Mary kuan-yin beloved mother of the universe you stand before us with your hands on our heart to purify our ability to love remove from us all unloving thoughts possible and pour upon us that beautiful container Quan Yin is seen pouring into the universe pour into us a purification of love and last but not least in the heavens above us the sound of the Holy Spirit in the form of Christ's toning so

that we can make present in my being every particle of my being and everyone else watching hearing every particle of our being starts to vibrate to a sound the sound of heaven feel and see imagine all beings dancing with delight all cells that we're one again and imagine all souls throughout all time being included in this not just people on the path not just people we like everyone imagine those who have struggled in pain angry people hurtful people but when they find out their true identity the relief their souls will feel deserve

ability at one minute cry out the old sigh out the old cry out the shames guilts regrets breathe in new life deserve ability now imagine the sound of heaven for our last minute of the meditation imagine the joy heaven feels that were coming home that we're remembering the joy all souls feel imagine all people throughout all time people that have cried and hid away and curled up in pain from persecutions and enslavement or just sadness and loss they too are with us and their souls are rising in a sound what sound do they

make gently almost quietly breathe in and that a sound come out [Music] just keep it going [Music] keep it going picture Archangel Michael chanting that sound into your shoulder blades and they're starting to transform into wings imagine Magdalene chanting this and toning it into your feet with her lips on your feet blessing your understanding washing your past clean the Divine Mother into your heart the

Christ through the crown all heaven chanting with you all people throughout all time few more seconds please and rest and imagine continuing to hear the vibration and sound of that imagine continuing to feel the effects and close with the thought of what if what if this was real because we get to decide if it's real for us what if something actually did just happen and

something is uniting and igniting within me what if today I am being born again to a new level and you get to answer what if is either and so it is or doubt eat from the tree of life or from the tree of knowledge and so it is face job guys ah please stand and we'll share a closing prayer holding that consciousness and that appreciation in mind opening our hearts and feeling that then no matter what seems to be happening in my life or in the world I give all such things to you God and I give thanks in advance that my

life still sustains in light I stand in the light of God no matter what else seems to whirl around in the storms I stand in the quiet Center giving things that when I choose to I find the peace of God the light of God surrounds us the love of God in folds us the power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we are God is I am you are and so it is thank you all god bless see you again soon