Becoming a Portal of Light

try to imagine that God is like the Sun really God would be like just metaphorically the great great great central Sun of all existence of all creation and then all the Suns and planets but all the Suns blew off of that in the Big Bang and then from those planets become I'm sorry from those little Suns smaller Suns you know come planets and so on and so on you know so moons and all that so it's a it's a digression you could call it a progression but it's really kind of a digression it's a it's a concept of the

separation we were once part of the pure light of God even using suns as a symbol of it even God being the great great great central Sun of the central center of the universe is still a little odd because then it's material and God isn't but it's just a metaphor and so weak you could say we are the stars we are the stars in the universe Edgar Cayce said that I think in just one reading in passing and I thought great because it corroborates what I'm saying it's so beautiful almost poetic that he says there is a

star in the universe for every human being that's ever lived that means a countless number of stars exist but what's amazing is there's one that symbolizes you and I actually believe that science one day will come to make a connection between the number of neurons in the head and the number of stars now mind you you know neurons can be changed and developed and this and that and the other but so is the universe morphing and changing I'm just saying that the the mind is symbolized in the brain and

the brain symbolizes or core concretize --is what we know in the universe in other words here's the outer perimeter let's say pretend there's an outer perimeter of the universe and here's the universe imagine that's your skull and inside are all these glistening stars and those stars are neurons firing and human beings are so narrow that that they get into one little portion of the brain and say I am just in touch with everything my beliefs are all there is you know it makes no sense whatsoever

so you can try and go out there and learn everything try to fire up every neuron try to be every star in the universe and that's not going to happen typically for a human being in this dimension in this universe it's not going to happen other than the short cut the short cut means this the short cut means to say instead of my trying to get in touch with every neuron in every star why don't I get in touch with every thought within my own consciousness why don't I start seeing the connection of

everything instead of trying to go out and connect with every star like a scientist trying to map a universe or an ocean it's amazing that we don't map ourselves spiritually even when we say we map ourselves it's still physiology and Anatomy and that's kind of still mundane you know people don't traverse the depths of the human soul because they don't know how because a human can't do it it takes a soul I don't know if you know this but there are carvings thousands of years old of molecules

atoms meridians you know in the body chakras how did anybody know that they didn't scientifically goat and figure that out they went within and going within can give us everything so you know it's it's kind of an amazing thing if you think about it we don't have to go learn it all but we can learn to listen I'm really not teaching typically things outer oriented it might sound like it but I'm typically not teaching outer things I teach about courage fighting life's battles it's always

internal stuff awakening Christ consciousness healing wounds you know you don't hear me usually saying something like you know something about just that the goal is Monday and I might use external metaphors and all that but I don't usually have external goals and what I talk about first and foremost God secondly South third how to relate all that to others so God is this beautiful fire this core central Sun in this universe and we're all the sons that burst off of that in one respect you could also make it a

little more mundane and say God is like the Sun and it's our source of life and all that but here's what we do once upon a time cultures used to look to the Sun let's pretend for a moment reflect back and say wow you know there's the Sun we celebrated the Sun coming back each year after winter and solstices and equinoxes and all this it's all fantastic really makes sense has purpose all that I totally get that and yet when Jesus did what he did as a teacher as a master as an enlightened being when he did what he

did one of the main points of what he taught if there's only three main points it's one of the three primary points he taught which is this stop looking up stop thanking the Sun stop this and that and the other outside the moon and what not and instead look at the Sun within yourself because you are the son of God not male Sun you are the son of God there is god this great central part of this universe really it's not the great central it's through the great central is where you would find God if it's a

two dimensional map and you said there's the Great Central Sun of the universe right here what would happen is you you would not go to it and find God there was actually a Star Trek episode kind of preposterous but you knows about taking the ship to this one part of the universe where they would find God but it's not about you would go to it and find God if it's mapped out two dimensionally what would happen is you would go to it and through it but if you go to it and through it you would go through it and the map then would

disappear and you would be in this place God the consciousness of God so the place we live even though it looks three-dimensional is really more like a two-dimensional thing universe we live two dimensionally we we move chronologically we think time you know it's 12 o'clock it's 1 o'clock it's 2 o'clock that means we live just like on a piece of paper we just move across the sheet and then another lifetime tear the sheet off put a new one you start another life to tear the sheet and do another one it's

treated very linearly and even if you say no no because we believe in reincarnation and eternal life oh that is a circle on a freaking piece of paper you still end up on a piece of paper you really get nowhere - till you go through that central Sun into God and where is that Great Central Sun just right here pretty much but what does that mean sit around and you know meditate till you're completely you know babbling and you you know you're just like not even human anymore because you're just so in touch

with your third eye or the light of God no again you don't go and find God literally inside your skull of your 30 you know your third eye in your skull it's just like that doorway so you and I are all born through a womb that shape the the female organs the here the womb that shape is called the vesica Pisces and that shape when you turn it this way starts to look like the thing Jesus drew which was called the vesica Pisces and it was became the Christian symbol the fish right so that symbol is what we're

born through it's a doorway it's also the same doorway you have right here it's the shape of your third eye it's the shape of our eyes but these eyes lie to us because they tell us about this and that duality we learn to drop these eyes and we open up one eye here not because that part of the body is God in itself it's because that's the doorway to so every time we learn to meditate in some ways Yogananda explain this of course but every time we learn to meditate there's light developing in our

in our head if you're meditating properly you know just a footnote some people will say I'm meditating really what are you doing your meditation I'm picturing that I am walking along a stream and it's just so relaxing it's not meditation that's relaxation okay then I'm meditating I'm thinking about a dot just a dot that's called concentration so there's a difference between concentration visualization this you know meditation they're all different but if you're gonna call it

meditation or anybody else for that matter it has to incorporate something about God it isn't meditation if it doesn't involve God sorry to say so that'll kind of trim down some of the things you might be doing in your life that you call spiritual or meditation they're beautiful they're helpful all of those other things are helpful to just don't call them meditation now if you know somebody that sits around and visualizes babbling brooks and they're walking along the stream and they put

their feet in and it was just so cool and tranquil oh my god I could even feel the waters rushing along my feet and then in the waters I saw a beautiful fish just scooting along it was all just a great visualization as I lie back in the ferns of the forest and so on that's very very cool I'm glad you relaxed has nothing to do with God okay just doesn't but if somebody tells you that I wouldn't tell them oh my god do you know that that's not meditation because then you're gonna sound like a fundamental

Christian hammering on people for not being you know doing the right thing or being spiritual enough so no you don't have to correct people but if ever it comes up is a gentle kind of a hint about it kind of like wow that's great always start with that that's great and then add you know I was doing that a while too and I started finding that on those visualizations when I'm walking along the brook you know the river of the stream and I'm seeing the fish in the water and I'm laying back on the ferns you know you

can affirm all that for them but just add something cool like and then I let my mind go and I call upon the name of God or the presence of God and then all of a sudden I start feeling this blissful joyous feeling and there you go you've you've kind of added something to what they're already but something that gets them somewhere other than more relaxed okay I hope that makes sense now back to the the idea notice how I can go any direction and it all comes out the same meaning I can talk about the flower I can talk about the Sun I

can talk about the third eye I can talk about cultures looking up at the golden orb in the sky and they're all the same in that this and in that they're all symbols of something God isn't the third eye but his scene felt through the third eye God is not found anywhere in the universe but through the main central Sun would be the doorway to the other side that doesn't mean you could actually fly a ship there that's I'm not saying that and it not it isn't you know that that the world you know doesn't

have that because if you think about it Here I am sitting in the world right now which so where's that central Sun it's up in the sky and this Great Central Sun of the universe yes but you're not getting there today you're not flying your your Honda Accord up there right so how do you get there because every one of us is actually also an embodiment of that vesica so I am a doorway I am the door Jesus is saying I am a door you know if you knock the door shall be opened the door he's talking about is

Christ consciousness God I am presence it's right here and I am the door I am the door knock Here I am knock but we don't get that we look at each other and the doors are always closed the distrust is there is you say you love somebody and then they betray you you say you love someone they don't return the love so the door always seems shut okay wait I believe I'm suddenly I'm converted I believe okay God Here I am I'm the doorway so let me find you ready go nothing happened when he checked oh I

still have a gray hair so what happened God you were supposed to spiritualize me you know I'm still hungry this world will try to look make you look at vault doors that are shut down no cemented over you know it doesn't show you an open door so we are doors that are open that are shut but if we're even shut their doors that are waiting to be opened every door every door here every door in the center of the universe every door that is called a human being will at some point or another finally trust again and be opened but we all

come through the the female symbol the divine feminine symbol of the vesica Pisces and we're born physically through there we come out where babies were born but when you're born spiritually you have to go through here the womb to be born physically the third eye to be born spiritually and everything like that's connected this world has the metaphor itself of that third eye not only physically in the womb but I'm talking about spiritually every one of us has this it's like you who's missing that

you'd have to be decapitated to not have it and even then you'd still have it even the Headless Horseman has a head somewhere so if you didn't have a head you could say well there's somebody out there that's got to be an exception about that third I know if you're alive on this planet you have one right so it's kind of cool third eye right there and through that I find God well how do I get to that well that's why they're symbols of the Kundalini don't be thinking about pump and Kundalini up

your spine but this could think about the Kundalini being a symbol of you I reside at the base of my spine I am the Kundalini and the Kundalini is also known as the Shakti and the Shakti means the female energy the female self but it's not just female it's the soul because the soul is you know thought to be feminine by mythology or symbology so Shakti the feminine me my soul wants to be with God again it's just a symbol God is the male I am the female this isn't about men and women hooking up the spiritual concept

of male and female and and sexual alchemy and all that it's all fine and everybody can do as they made but what I'm saying is the ultimate spiritual union is not men and women you know even the the beautiful symbol in Tantra and in Hinduism and so forth you'll see a symbol of a female straddling a male sitting on his lap it's a very sexy picture people are like ooh you know she's usually quite breasty and all that so it looks quite nice but first of all their assumption then is it's a very sexy and sensual kind of

position except the position they're in she wouldn't be able to move a whole lot so it's not that pleasurable often she's wearing clothing so I can't say that lots happening there either it's just these are people with demented Minds putting that human projection onto it it's a symbol saying that here's a symbol of wholeness so it's a male and a female which can be two females to males or a male and a female it's a male and a female showing you a symbol they're joined in Union Union it's called Yaba

young position and it means the masculine feminine kind of fused it's a great symbol but if you make it into nothing but a physical symbol you've missed the point it's a great symbol of any two people joining and letting go it's quite cool when you can sit with a person that you trust and they sit with you and you just join in you know kind of like Rumi like Hafiz and other you know great teachers that taught like I gazing exercises but you you look into each other's eyes and at first you're

looking in the eyes but then the eyes gradually start disappearing and you start seeing greater depths and greater depths you see what you're doing is you're gradually trancing out of these eyes and into this eye where you're just starting you go from seeing a person hi nice to see you you too okay great let's sit together Hey right let's let's breathe and relax together but gradually the eyes and then the disappearing see even as I'm looking at a camera that is a symbol of you folks

I actually see the camera starts to morph and look weird and wobbly as though you know I'm on acid or something you know it starts to get weird but we don't care about that stuff because that's that's not how it's done it's it's letting go of the physical it's no longer there and all of a sudden see like right now as I'm looking through the camera I am what's happening is there's an energy that's going outward and it's you know I'm not trying to be all whoo but it's connecting with

everybody you know Wow so now the whole rooms filled with light I have to pause so that I don't lose that so now the whole room is in this mist yeah and as I hold that just try to breathe you know and you know it's not a michael thing just imagine that it's you and God you know just be with God just imagine you're looking here you can use my face as that symbol okay and just look and just forget that it's Michael and that there's this person whose eyes are being made available and look within those

eyes and then let the face an image start to disappear try not to blink but if you do make it quick come right back and just let the image of me fade away and start to go through that I'm a portal there's a doorway that I am go into that portal and then start disappearing kind of of your human self and do this only with the intention of God being one with God Here I am beloved Here I am God Here I am I'm a soul we're all female in the sense that the soul is considered to be feminine so we go in

and we just let go don't think don't tell god what to do just go in and here I am and you can be aware of things happening all of a sudden there's pulses you didn't know that we're there it could be your cranial pulse that's your Kundalini as well you might fill chakras you might see symbols in it all of it is beautiful don't chase any of them just wow just be in the whatever God reveals in this moment let everything disappear but love Wow and just feel all of us doing this together there are thousands of people

at the same time doing this together Here I am God and close your eyes and let this internalize see if you see anything remaining we went through a portal of the Divine Feminine we went through a portal of the Sun the Great Central Sun the third eye all forms of it through it and into the oneness of God and while we reside there just for a moment longer let's recognize that in

this in this space nothing can affect us nothing can harm us because nothing is no thing it doesn't even exist it means we're perfectly safe and if we can anchor this in this will pay your bills this will heal your body it can do anything if we can believe in the thing we thought was nothing spirit and let go of the things we thought were there switch it around let go things become know things and then no thing that is God becomes everything feel totally loved feel totally safe because that's you and God it's shared

with all of us and it's okay and it's right that it's shared with all of us but really this is between you and God soak it in just another breath or two and then gradually come back to the room thank you take your time and if you share something like this with someone and you sit and you eye gaze you learn to just relax and breathe

together and then sometimes you take a deep breath and you let the sound of God come through you like like you're a flute and God placed through you and you just allow a sound without inhibiting just who you know a sigh but then make it last and sustain [Music] you know something like that just huh you know just let us sound come through and you'll find that these two voices start to they start to like broaden and become big and fill the room and reverberate it's beautiful the sound is only a symbol it's not the answer it's

not the goal it's a symbol and and it just enhances this whole feeling of oh my god I'm totally won with this person and breathing and pulsing with this person it's very very beautiful you know and and it's great to do sitting together and facing each other you know you could you could do that just in when you hug someone and I would love to see a world where people could just hug and share sound hug and share a connection and all that and even though it might sound odd for me to say the following

because it'll sound like you know it sounds negative I'm just saying to you with all due respect of where people are at you know it would get funky wouldn't it a cop pulls you over write you a ticket you say would you just do some I connecting with me you know the world doesn't you know dig that and people you know that's one way one reason I loved once upon a time when I taught sacred sexuality workshops because we could ask and share and do almost anything and nobody cared because they knew they were

there to learn and be open so it's beautiful because it could stay healthy safe and controlled so to speak but God you know a person could just walk up to somebody and just say would you mind if we just I connect and breathe and it was just beautiful to watch people do things like that what I loved most the number one thing I loved in periods of my life when friends were friends with you know and really being true to each other as friends the trust was there and in those workshops and or any workshop at those

workshops what I loved most in life if I were to name one thing even just in human beings walking down the street I loved seeing human beings let go I do I don't whatever the reason I just loved it I can track that and say all these beautiful things about it it represents surrender it represents being one with God it does represents all these sublime things but it also represents very humanistic things people letting go means they're unwinding oh my god their nervous system their tensions their musculature if

you're a massage therapist you love to feel the moments when people's muscles are releasing that's great right if you're a chiropractor oh there's that vertebra is letting go isn't that beautiful if you see some surgeon working on somebody and there's problems and then it gets resolved they're quite happy with that you know and intimately sensually when people can let go in anything singers when they can let go laughter and just to be able to let go that concept of abandon I think it's a beautiful thing

because of what it leads to it of itself isn't the beauty it's that it's happening is the first half the second half is where it leads us that laughter can actually heal us laughter can heal and so can letting go in any regard remember that Jesus tells you strangely about A Course in Miracles he says this course isn't actually going to try to teach you about anything Wow okay you know he's like that that's not really gonna help and you have all kinds of philosophers that sit around I'm

teaching you I'm telling you this and that and the other and he says and and the world still pretty screwed up the ratio if you knew it you'd kill yourself you know the ratio is so bad as to how many people have woken up in all of history and how many have not the ratio would just make everybody quite depressed no you know no offense I'm just being playful with that but Wow I mean the ratio is is not even a billion to one if the ratio is way way off so Jesus says we're not doing that what I'm

gonna do is I want to teach you how to see the parts of you that are in the way of your bliss instead of just telling you all about bliss follow me we'll all head off the bliss bill you know he says you know some of you will try to do that you'll just become you know hypnotized you know followers and I don't want that he's saying and others are going to get all you know their minds blown so he's like let's stop let's let's just get you to start peeling your own layers off now

how do I get you to want to do that you know that's like walking into a bar and say do you realize Elka Hall is not good for you and they're all gonna go whoa hell nobody told that had we known that we wouldn't be here let's all go somewhere and hang out at a park perhaps you know feed pigeons they're not going to do that people don't want to heal there's reasons main reason is fear there's also control it's a control trip to not heal but we won't go into that right now

I have DVDs about all that stuff about healing and all that you might want to look at but we're not going there right now all I'm saying though is that people resist and you would think they wouldn't or that they don't but but they do so Jesus is like we got it teach you how to want to look at you know the stuff that's in the way not talk about bliss let's talk about and we'll get the you know the peppers that in there but we're not going to focus just on bliss because that won't get you home not at a good

ratio of a percentage so he says we're going to talk about how to peel the layers off of the bless the things covering the bliss how do we get you to want to do that hmm he says I guess we're gonna have to try to teach you and convince you that you're not happy without the Bliss you're not at peace so it sounds like a really negative approach but it's the right approach so he says I'm going to want to teach you then how unhappy you are without God and I guess that's maybe why sometimes

you'll hear me sound sounding sarcastic or cynical or you know whatever you might even the better word for it's probably just irreverent and it's because I have no reverence for the things the stupidities of this world I don't I don't mean I don't have any reverence at all for anything I just don't have reverence for the stupidities for the things that people do to pretend that they're not holy I'm not gonna rev that that's ridiculous why would I do that that's gonna make

you want Holi I don't have reverence for people you know biessing themselves or others and saying you know I'm really spiritual because you know when I do acid I see colors you know no that's that's not spiritual at all it's it's synthetic it's fake you know so I make fun of those things but I love the people that even that do such things I still love the people any one of them that would say hey what can I do you know to open my heart or whatever I would never turn them away so I love the

people the behaviors are really ridiculous because the behaviors come from ego and ego gets no reverence because it doesn't even exist not because I hate the ego that would then make it into something no I just get it I know what it is and what it isn't and it is a pain in the ass and it isn't real so it gets in people's way we keep feeding it and so it seems to exist because we keep feeding this this you know there's nothing so as I'm closing now I just want to share I hope you gained from the the

meditation experience I I just did that it just started happening and there's something interesting that I want to say about that but it just happened I didn't plan on it and I've never done it and I don't know if I ever will again but I never have done that on camera during videos of filming and all that for various reasons but notice how what I was doing was I was going to explain how something's done but as soon as I start explaining how it all it already starts happening for me that goes back to where

I started with this search find when someone says you know can you explain to human aura hmmm search find aura and it all starts downloading and I start rambling about auras you know and I don't just go auras are your colors of being you know some lofty worthless statement that's maybe poetic but didn't really tell them anything they can go okay you know I still don't know what auras are so I say things like yeah Mike I might say man it's it's the glow of your soul yeah and I might say things like

that but but I'm also gonna say well your body is sort of like your home and electricity in the house is kind of like the presence of God and your energy systems and because you are home when you turn on your lights notice when you go outside the house glows the windows there's glowing those are called chakras the light in your soul glowing through the windows of your soul which are your chakras not just your eyes they say are the windows of the soul it's your chakras really so we have these beautiful windows glowing light

just like in the evening and you look at a house and beautiful glowing you know it's that you know that's what it's like the the chakras and that house if you look at infrared footage of a house you'll see that there's even heat and light coming out you can't see it when you look at with most people when you look at a house but notice how when they do is special photography filming you see light coming warmth coming from the house that's your aura so your aura isn't something that wraps around you

you don't put it on like a coat literally you it emanates from you that's why the color of your aura if it's blue it's telling us something that's happening inside of you the type of person you are you know so colors do change in the aura so you can't just say I always have a blue aura as an example but what you can do is that most people when they're the most common color you see in their aura that is probably the most common state of their being okay but it does change we're not doing a

talk on auras right now I just wanted to make a point that a word and then it all starts downloading and metaphors and all examples examples metaphors stories you know whatever it may be because all of that is connected and we started that way if you want to know everything in the universe don't go and look and find it per se but start looking for how things connect so let's say you heard this talk today ask yourself how that applies how it applies to your life how would applies to friends oh wait a minute

stars are in relationship to one another and yet there's stars in one galaxy versus another oh wait so maybe the stars in one galaxy are kind of like a group soul right a soul group oh okay that makes sense why some of us connect and get along we're like hey you're a Milky Way or aren't you yes I am you know and then there's other galaxies other solar systems so I'm I'm you know arc really close families this solar system is our family and cycles of evolution this solar system we venture

off here and there but we're very much this solar system and then we're also that's a small version of this you know this galaxy and then that galaxies part of a local part of the universe you know and so on and so on so we're all connected but some of us have connected more often when we came in and and stayed a little more resonant with each other each of us though is a light that has sparked off of the original fire so here's a fire that's God sparks pop pop pop and those are like Suns shooting off

of the Great Central Sun popping out there and becoming Suns you know meaning not s o n but s un so we got to be careful not to mess around a play gender on it on it here you know when when it we were told that Jesus was the son of God it was a symbol of Jesus remembers that he's the son of God and you should remember that you're the Son of God you are the son you know don't think of it as the one and only which was a misinterpretation and scriptures but think of it like when somebody meets you and says aren't you that aren't you the

daughter of someone's who aren't you the son of so-and-so it's more like the identity I am yes I'm the son of God and this is I this is also the son of God this is the son of God but you don't just blatantly throw it out there and say I'm the son of God what you do is you have to remember that you're the Son of God the Sun the spark the light I'm the light of God in this world and the name Christ means just that I'm the light of God not the one and only but I am the light of God meaning I live as an

intention to be a light in this universe a son what does the Sun do it gives us light and warmth other things you could you know speculate know that but mainly light and warmth what do you think your aura gives but if your aura is all decrepit because your soul is all decrepit you're not really bringing light and warmth to the world if right now the actual Sun in the universe was in the condition that most human beings are in all life on the planet would be dead within hours because it would give us nothing and it would be over in

minutes or hours or whatever soon enough so imagine that if you are a Sun a spark of God are you bringing warmth to the world are you bringing light to the world that's all we have to ask ourselves forget everything else let's all just become pagans and call ourselves lights to the world and ask yourself are you doing it I am a son but are you rising and bringing warmth where there was a good chill in somebody's soul you know some people are living winter forever you know they're like living in Narnia where the ego turned

Narnia into a perpetual winter there it's always winter but never Christmas is the way they said it what do you think that meant always frozen traumatised never Christmas which means no presence of Christ or God not a great way to live and that's what we're leaving people in that state is what we're leaving people in when we don't do something to bring the light you know to the world I know it's it's hard to deal with difficult people I really dig nice people I do I like nice people nice

people are just so cool and when they're honest and they're vulnerable they're loving they don't have harmful intentions or agendas they're just sweet you know I love that and I would love to see more and more and more people just being able to say you know God wouldn't it be great that we could walk around the earth instead of saying hi how about I love you wouldn't that just be so cool everybody meeting in every place state you know gas stations and on the freeway everything's I love you to greet each

other I love you kind of an namaste thing but just learning to greet I love you god I'm so grateful to be able to to be in your presence but instead people are annoying because they're in their ego it causes us to then get fearful we shut down and push them back at a distance we don't make eye contact and we all lift packed like lemmings and cities you know nobody you know living like lemmings all just grouped across the crosswalks and all that sardine like and that's not that's not a thriving life so

I am the light of the world and if I'm the light of the world that I'm supposed to bring light and warmth did I do that today how did I do that today next day god that felt great how could I do that even more and that's why I do these talks because it's it's bringing the light as best I can you know on any given moment and sometimes like I said I'll seem more irreverent and sometimes a little softer and it's all for reasons it's it's each facet like that has a reason you know so I pray this has made

good sense I pray that you've gained from it truly I really do and I really appreciate this because by us popping out this tripod and putting this camera up and allowing me to kind of search find you know I'm always in this movement to we're in this together you know we're in this solar system I'm playing like a role of a teacher to a degree but do I think that here's the solar system we live in here's our our solar system or the galaxy and I I'm over here just kind of watching all you spiritual minions

living life down in your earth plane or your solar system or whatever it's not how I think of it at all you know but it'll sometimes seem like that I think too because I really just do my best to stay in the light of God so sometimes people that are not living in that light will feel like or look like they're over here and I can't help that I just you know because I've got to just do my best to stay in this light so where you go bring the light you go into a store do your best to be different than the worrisome

people the rush to people to try to bring the light you go to a family reunion if you're you know insane enough to go and oh I'm kidding but if you're gonna do such adventures then you you know what you tether to God man and you go you know sometimes those are beautiful events for people and sometimes they're challenging but if you're gonna do it god be with me it's a funny way to say it but God be with me you know it's I joked it and said it before I'm going in you know so connect

with God and here we go not because you're better than anyone all I know is I'm choosing to remember and be the light I am not evaluating how much light they do or donate I don't care that's their business all I know is I am gonna do my best to be the light you go into those scenarios some people will immediately shrink back like a sci-fi movie because that's how wicked they might be in their soul their real soul is light but that they might be so caught up in their stuff that they start you know like a vampire movie and

you're the holy water you know no they won't always dig that so you know just you know just let it go and when you can make a difference god you're gonna say oh my god I gotta try this again you know you'll get real bold because when you do see the difference you make and I've seen that even in family environments and you know that those are hard places for some of us to pull it off but to be able to have pulled it off there I feel already wow you know in my life but wherever you're called just how

can I be the light and you don't have to remember the words all the time please just remember this start every day here I am God where would you have me go what would you have me do and not do and not say you know what would you let me say and not say like just in other words it's a generic statement that's that's just saying Here I am like guide me be with me and then just remember that throughout the day as best you can at the end of the day give thanks when it worked when it happened so that you're

you're registering gratitude for goodness and not taking it for granted all right I pray this has made good sense let's all walk together and stay committed to walking back through that light okay the light that you are thank you guys peaceful with you bye-bye [Music]