Ascension & Grounding

all right so as i said uh today's mother's day and i'm not going to do per se a talk on mother's day because we've done that several times where during holidays i mean it's appropriate to to speak about the relevance of that particular holiday so i will do that to a degree but it's i'm not going to focus exclusively on that instead i'm going to start i had a dream a few days ago it was an interesting dream but from what i recall you know dreams are very important because there's there's messages going

on there are higher dimensional messages and in the dream it was very interesting because it was um it had to do with like being shown this donut shaped like vortex above the city of seattle and what i was noticing was i was sort of like like uh captured by this vision because it was like planes have to come into seattle and go through this vortex and really land steeply after once they go through the vortex come in very you know steep so i was like wow and that's that's kind of dangerous and and at the same time i was

remembering a few near near-death experiences flying in and out of seattle um myself so it was putting together my own remembering so many flights going through there and um you know one of them was interesting because i i flew to seattle and um i was going to speak at a conference and there were other speakers from the states that were going um as well people that i referred to the conference and said you guys might want to get this guy in this guy so there was greg braden and a few others and we were all heading over there but i

arrived at the seattle airport and it's getting ready to board i walked up to the ticket counter and i hear is that michael miradad so one of those individuals um saw me you know and they said hey you know and i'm like hey great you know how's it going so we i said well let's let's get our seats changed and we'll sit by each other so a few of us got together and sat there and then the flight starts taking off and smoke starts filling the plane now i don't know how much you fly but it's not a good thing okay so

smoke's filling the plane and you know people are looking at each other and you know and i'm looking at the flight attendant like are you noticing this um you know and it was it was so interesting because one of those speakers i won't say which one it was said what if we crash and i said if we crash today you shall be with me in paradise it's a jesus reference okay um it's what he says on the cross to somebody you know keep things light you know but you shall be with me in paradise and they're like

oh okay you know wow um in any case we had to land again and it all got sorted out but seattle okay so i'm noticing this steep dissent they have to make and so on so then when the dream's over i'm told the interpretation and it had to do simply with how we as human beings find it so scary and dangerous to get grounded it feels too much too steep too sudden but we have to get grounded all of us and we have to stay grounded now the opposite extreme materialism so you and i justify i don't want to be grounded because i

don't want to be materialistic who told you that that's what we meant the ego the ego never wants you in your center it wants you at the extremes overly materialistic or overly ungrounded now let me add it's logical it is it's logical for somebody to say look if water in a tub is too hot not getting in would make me safe if the water in a lake is too cold logical you don't go in and then it's not too cold so what we do to ourselves is earth kind of tense this place is kind of intense it's

messed up if i don't land if i don't get in my body i'm safe that is logical it's just not rational because the opposite is true the more you are not in your body the more danger you're in that's why people that are overly in their body are so tense and they look protective and hyper masculine and they seem so safe because it's the opposite extreme if i'm out of my body so much so that oh my god everything frightens me everything startles me when someone walks in the room and says

hi whoa i jumped out of my body that's not safe you got to be more like you know kwai chang kang man in the kung fu episodes you know in your center you're in the world but not of the world totally present now there's not there should be classes in high school on this before you graduate they should make sure you're in your body you know properly i'm talking about balance as always center center center balance balance balance but the extremes you and i are told this world and it's true this world does seem

very intense the way to stay safe stay out of it be fragile you pull up to a stop sign look both ways and definitely don't proceed if there's a car within three miles those roundabouts again i'm bringing up but you know they look and it's like oh no i can see a car in the horizon i'll wait it's the weirdest thing you know and it's like yeah i could finish a chess match in the time that they i don't even play chess but i could finish a chess match before they proceed because so scared

just so like this so scared and there's those of us who are we're driving it's always fun to be in the car with somebody like this who break break break break because they're so scared what they're looking for is not breaking its safety it's a hyper vigilance towards safety how do i get safe by constantly pushing the brake by not going when there's a car a mile away that's not how you stay safe a car can be 10 feet away and if you're in your body you'll know how to deal with that

we all have to become awake while we're in our body we have to come into our body some of us never even landed completely in we came and when you you know like a you've seen shows where or you've seen in real life a neighbor shows up at their house they pull up they stop they go in their door you start seeing at night a light a light and you know what rooms they've gone in because the lights are coming on right same thing when you've entered your body we should all see a light a light a light every chakra

the light switches should be going on until poof some of us the root chakra light never got turned on and we thought nobody will notice i just won't fully show up and that way i'll be safe and it's not how you're safe you're now unsafe because predators don't look for people that are totally in their body sorry they look for people who are kind of out of their body it seems you know just like a predator animal they don't go wow there's a giant wildebeest he could probably pummel me with those

hooves i'm going after him that's not how it works they look for the wounded wounded is synonymous with not in your body they look for the frail the wounded etc the young anything that seems at all vulnerable it's a bit serious of a conversation i know it seems but it's very important for us to hear this there are groups of people through history that have been given to earth as a blessing groups of people for example shaman druids so on that are supposed to they they may not even remember their origins or their their

original purpose but one of the main purposes for such groups help humanity feel safe and get in their bodies unfortunately most of them forgot that that's part of their core purpose but even those that remember and don't remember end up often becoming abusive with that that role they're given tantra is another one these are people these are groups where they're supposed to be saying we're here to help you heal and get in your body because our groups are about earth now these groups often will talk to you about the earth

they might even use the words earth mother they might talk to you about getting your body and it sounds very beautiful and tantra getting your body but yet they don't even know what they're doing if you're not in touch with the divine mother how can you tell me about the real earth mother see we have to be in love with the earth mother to be in love with her child which is me my body my body is birthed of the earth mother however if i don't know the divine mother i already limit my ability to know the

earth mother and the feminine within myself so these groups shy away from talking about the divine mother because that sounds like holy spirit or divine mother god it's like sounding old school to some of them so they'll just talk to you oh you don't need that just get in touch with the mother earth and be one with the earth you can't they're lying to you if you neglect the mother of all the mothers then how much can you really get in touch with the even the earth mother or your human mother or the human

mother within you we have to fall in love with the divine mother the earth mother and the human mother within all of us it's mother on all three levels just as its father on all three levels bringing healing back into this consciousness when people when i'm doing sessions and people talk about being you know when i sense that they're ungrounded or their root chakras unplugged as i would call it you know there's things there are things that they can do to get back in their body now let's pretend you can say like it's

a dosage well what you need is three drumming sessions and you need you know to eat eat foods that are a little more earthy which is true foods that are more below ground vegetables or a little bit more meats those are the carnivorous energy helps you ground more that's why the people that are usually predators are hyper carnivorous they want to devour other human beings in all the gross ways that they do but that's extreme balance balance and balance and balance find ways to get grounded but no matter what

if i could give you a dosage take three of these do two of those which i do with clients usually recommend some things there's one important piece that will take it all to another level grounding that is one important piece heal what made you feel ungrounded in the first place it'll help any other dosages we give you well i mean we can say you know wear rust colors wear some earth tones uh listen to music that's got you know a little bit of a beat to it so you're like get in your body some good primal stuff

do some drumming circles you know howl at the moon get you know hug a tree all kinds of things you can do get some you know i mean whatever you know go sit under a tree and chew on beef jerky you know just i'm so grounded man i'm just getting in my body the inner warrior you know beat rocks together ah i'm just getting primal i'm in my body good whatever you decide to do you'll have to do a thousand times more than you really needed to had you healed what made you feel afraid to be here in the first place but

that's yucky that's scary sometimes it means navigating things i don't remember what if it's past life you set your course i am here to heal anything you call on the holy spirit or divine mother she'll know what you need to heal so if i ask the divine mother because it's i like this because it's mother's day but if i ask the divine mother help me navigate the journey towards feeling safe again help me to to be in touch with my body the earth whatever you want to call these things help me to get there help

me to get in touch with the feminine now if i make that part of my journey you'll be more conscious when opportunities are put before you to heal those very things and so all of a sudden there'll be a show uh um a movie that comes on the tv you know and oh that was unexpected you turn the channel wait just wait you know watch a movie like instead of oh i just want to only watch movies that are all purple and you know about fairies you're already there you're already uh you know your aura you know get an ora photograph oh look it's

purple that's already nice but you're not a good date okay you're just all oh you know you're into you're in touch you're dating the air it's very beautiful we don't see it so you have these invisible partners you know have you met them yet you know in your body how do we get you to go there feel safe how start forgiving the things that trigger you because that's the medicine right in front of you forgiveness how do i know which things to forgive i don't want you to go overboard and put

yourself in danger to process danger just watch the subtle things the mother is placing there there's things you can do to heal things you know the triggers and there's also positive nutrients you can take like watch a movie like 13th warrior that is about the warrior fighting off evil you can you can get in touch with that you can you can uh identify with that instead of scared no wait like there's a great scene in that movie uh this is kind of a poet kind of mellow guy antonio banderas and next thing he knows he's in this group of

vikings that have to go fight some evil force he's a little bit like no no it's not my thing so there's a scene where they're all resting in this it and it's getting late at night and this the evil force is about to invade and and uh break into the building and try to kill them all well they're all like resting back waiting for the invasion and they're going to fight them bandera says but i'm i'm not a fighter i'm not a warrior and one of the vikings says soon you will be

what is he saying get in your body dude when they break through the walls and start flailing swords at us you don't want to say um i'm out of this because i'm a philosopher you're just going to be dead you and i you know some people think that getting in your body is overly compensating that's not your ego wants you to try to overcompensate it wants you to go from being fragile and vulnerable to a hater of over fighting it's more about your presence i'm safe wherever i am it's not about having to pick up

weaponry it's i i'm safe realizing there are things that can happen but if i go into a store and my past makes me hyper nervous because there's so many people in the store i can say to myself okay i'm gonna take one of the shopping baskets home and i'm gonna i'm gonna you know check it up man i'm going to put spikes on the wheels like a chariot kind of ben hur thing and i'm going to put you know armor around the basket so i can really just go in there and plow people through the aisles that

would be hyper masculine what we're supposed to be doing is go to the grocery store knowing that if you get overwhelmed i can walk out at any moment you reassuring yourself is the mother talking to the child sweetheart but but mom but mom stop honey we can leave any time really yes but let's let's try one aisle you do one aisle and and i know this might sound extremely ludicrous but this is how it is for some of us so make an aisle wow guess what what mommy we made it that was pretty cool huh we did yeah did look

we did that aisle yeah but i noticed we dissociated do you remember anything in the aisle you're right let's go back over the eye and you do it we did it did you remember anything yeah there was a you know cookies and whatever it was you notice you know fruit drinks and whatever so stop we did it you just reprogrammed that's an important piece see there's no weaponry you just reprogrammed another one is remember i said first give yourself permission to leave anytime second try a little at a time and you

accomplished and give thanks this is important but one more piece while you're in the store why are we panicking why did we dissociate i must have felt afraid and it's not like it was overt of a fear it wasn't like you had a panic full a full-on panic attack but we know that if you left your body you didn't feel safe so what are we gonna do i recognize that i was out of my body i recognize him panicking while i'm in the store see it own it secondly but this isn't about what's happening right now

whether i was killed in another life or abused in this life it's not happening right now and that's it you're saying to the child in you honey mom guess what honey but look look around real quick is any of that happening right now well no but it could you're right it could you know what we're going to do we're going to leave if it does show that the mother is there show that the mother is a masculine feminine blend show that she can step up she's strong remind the child within that she's safe he's safe

you see and be be conscious learn to be more conscious that a song triggered you it's happened i mean for everybody but most people get triggered unconsciously and so all they did was add another layer of wound because when you get unconsciously triggered all it does is become layers that you're not even aware of but you just become worse and worse as a person i'm not here i'm afraid i'm afraid i live in terror i just become worse and worse in terms of i'm not alive my condition is worsening

so i breathe and i peel the layers honey we're going to try this but but mom i know let's try it and we made it you don't just make it you acknowledge you made it and you give thanks wow you know we did it if you're afraid of relationships oh man i got burned into relationships they took everything and now i'm never gonna do another relationship that's not proper reprogramming it's i see that it hurt i see what happened so i think what i'm gonna do just like the parenting the mom to the child in

the store same the mom to the child or the dad to the child says you know what we're going to do honey we're going to try dating for 30 days and we're allowed to stop just like the store you're allowed to leave but let's try it but what if they hurt me then we'll leave let's try it 30 days 30 days later i dated they didn't try to kill me they didn't file any kind of negative comments about me it's like everything went well breathe it in you want to try another 30 days you want to go for 90.

as ludicrous as it might sound to some people it's micro adjustments let me adjust and feel and what you're doing is giving yourself space to remind yourself that you're safe again it's so important i want to be here nobody tells me how when they talk about things like you know men are brought up as boys they're brought up really kind of in a shallow way and they're forced to do this and they're told you know the programming we talk about with men and boys guess what it the opposite would be

safety again even for a little boy and man they have to feel safe it doesn't matter the gender or the age we have to find safety and behind it is we believe we left heaven we apparently because it's only apparent we apparently or seem to have left heaven when you leave heaven and no longer have god you are going to feel unsafe but god so loved the world that he allowed his only son not jesus to come and save everybody he allowed his only son which is us the christ god so loved that it allowed its only creation us to come into the earth

plane and feel safe again the separation created a feeling of unsafe we have to say god so loved us it created this membrane of safety around us a womb well where is it and this world won't tell you ask a politician besides telling me what you're going to do for us in your campaign how do you how are you going to create a perfectly safe world they cannot ask science they cannot whether it's medical science or astrophysicist you know it's not going to happen ask religion where is my ultimate safety they cannot

provide it if religion can't provide safety what are they representing they're the same as the tantric the druid and any other group that ever said we're gonna help you feel safe and grounded but they forgot how to do it instead they're saying we're going to help you get in touch with the mother just drink this why don't you just give me a beer why do i need to drink some herbal cacao oh this is organic it's of the mother i'm still getting stoned i'm still you're getting me in touch

with the mother but are you talking about the divine mother oh the earth mother if you don't know about the divine mother i don't want you as my guide you follow what i'm saying with that no offense because i know some of you enjoy these kinds of things but if your guide isn't in touch with the divine mother why trust them to show you the earth mother if it's tantric oh man i'm just gonna help you get in touch with your body i'll show you you know forms of stimulation i could have you know all kinds of

forms of neurological and brain stimuli i can have a lobotomy that works on my brain why would i want you to make messing with my nervous system telling me let's get you in touch with your your body your stimulation and i get that it's a nice thing and sometimes we start to feel more i am in touch with my body i feel a little more like in my body more arousal without the divine mother it's never complete it's never healthy it still involves some forms of addiction and seduction the mother is not about seduction

so if you're going to do something tantric see if they're willing to call in the divine mother instead of just calling in you know sex if it's somebody doing some other form whether it's the druid or whether it's the shaman and we're going to do journeying let's call in the divine mother to put her in charge of the process because if we don't i will not ultimately feel as safe as i could have which means we potentially are adding to my layers of unsafe and i'm not saying they're all

ill-intended at all some are some are not it's just that if you don't know the mother what are you going to be able to share with me what can you tell me i want somebody that knows god i don't even if you're a psychic doing a reading for me do you call upon the mother and can i call upon the mother for our reading i don't want you giving me a reading you're supposed to be a channel for the mother you're supposed to be the holy spirit talking to me and you made it about you're a fifth lineage psychic

great but what if all five lineages are screwed up i'm fifth you know generation great but what if you're all twisted all five generations let's call on the mother let's get back to god and call it the mother call it the holy spirit it is in a sense like the divine mother god's ability to connect with us and keep us in a safe womb is like the mother aspect of god so all these things that people can do all the you know i can make you tingle more uh or whatever else how is it different from religion that lets people down

messes with their minds promising answers they don't have this is one reason why jesus said don't ever call any person father and yet that's the tradition in some religions to call the leader's father right i don't know how did you miss that statement it's kind of weird don't call any man or person father why because he's saying go to the father aspect of god and go to the mother aspect of god for anything you need it doesn't mean don't use a psychic don't go to a restaurant

it means what you do do in a state of surrender to the divine if you want to learn to read auras do so ask the mother to help you learn that's the ultimate shortcut it's really the only shortcut mother's day we really have to understand the the power and the importance of really understanding the mother bring her back into the picture bring her her into everything we do these other people they're again they're not all ill-intended but they're going to help me get in touch with my body of which they know

very little as an attempt to get in touch with the mother of which they know even less and yet to ultimately connect with the divine mother of which they know nothing at all that's not the guide i want i want to start having i'm ready now to start having a in touch relationship with the mother the holy spirit of god when i call on a reader i want one that's getting used to the mother coming through and channeling through her that person i don't care contractors whomever ask the mother the holy spirit to be

your guide every day your teacher every day you and i have been programmed to think there's god and then there's this world we're here and we're supposed to find god now that we're here and it's through the mother that that'll happen more so the mother aspect of god it's such a beautiful thing when we realize it's all in the care of instead of just like religiously saying well it's all in the care of god what do you mean by that if religions aren't going to tell you about your body

they're not typically going to tell you about cellular connection with god this is this is i'm partly talking about ascension and grounding but as the saying goes and one i've quoted before you can only ascend as well as you fall jesus said what he's meaning in part is you can only ascend as much as you're grounded well no grounding makes me stuck here no that's the wounds that are talking see wounding unhealed wounds make us feel not grounded but smothered enmeshed in the material world

if i've been abused as a child or an adult if i've been abused you know what that tells me this world abuses me the mother is holding the world saying i am this world when you think the world abuses you you're saying that i abuse you and then we're still you know god i love you but i don't love the world and we're being told in scriptures don't dare say that you love god and hate your neighbor see no offense but your detachment from your body is although sometimes a past life program you might have been a monk or a nun and

so on so you're still running on that program but you know what that's very convenient if i can run on that program it helps me feel religious which is not my ascension it's religion i'm religious and i'm i'm being proper because bodies are bad that's the old nun and priest talking so some of us do the opposite well i've been a priest i think i'm going to go back this time and really go nuts and just do it all right the opposite extreme you got trapped the ego talked you into

swinging to the opposite extreme why did it do that because you were just about to get it you were just about to go i get it now so it had to distract you with an opposite extreme because you're just about to take your extreme to your center and say this is a bit too extreme there are people that say the mother wants you to love your body so go and do everything with your body it's just the licentious kind of go nuts it's too extreme i'm being given permission to heal i'm allowed to be in my body i get to be

not have to be some of you and i'm not asking for a show of hands some of you have been taught and allowed yourself to be taught that stay out of your body it's naughty spiritual people now warriors warriors very much the lower chakras are activated and there's not much up here spiritual people wow and not much here mastery is about balance to be in the world not of the world and and so many people on the spiritual path struggle with finances you know because that's that world again so we unconsciously say

i know that if i go into this lifetime if i don't get in my body i'll struggle more financially and i'm going to accept that some of us have made vows and contracts like that i'm going to accept and it's okay or that uh sex is going to be an issue either no sex or forms of sex that are somehow violating because i'm still not in my body so all these extremes and we're allowed to say whatever vows i made how do i break them people say this all the time oh you know you can do ritual to cut

cords and break vows and break contracts there are things you can do some brilliant healers you know different forms of of cutting cords and breaking contracts and all that the simplest way to break a contract of any kind i vowed to never start to feel too nice sensation wise in my body i vowed to never ever do this never ever do that all you have to do is plead insanity that's what you do okay now it's hard to believe that there's such a simple i'm telling you stand there and say in the courtroom of the universe here i am

i stand before you your honor god instead of making excuses for why i'm not in my body instead of telling you how many people abused me because then like as though god's gonna go no wonder you're not in your body god i wouldn't be either good job be dissociated that's a great idea that's not what god's gonna say so what's god gonna say show me who they are i'm gonna go beat them up for you that's not going to happen either what's going to happen when you plead god i stand before you i've been abused i

have not known safety i had one of those households where someone was always drinking or drugging and so we never knew when they were going to lash out somebody was bipolar we never knew when they were going to swing to one of those extreme poles and start lashing out so my nervous system is like this what are you going to ask for i stand before you god make them apologize make my paths not be there what are you going to do then you stand before the court most of us you know what we do don't go to court don't show up

that's what you're used to doing not showing up so don't show up before god either and just hope you die before you ever get truly called on not being in your body then you're going to die and come back and it'll be more extreme you know you'll just be born with a head i wonder why i wonder why this happened just this head sitting in a hospital bed how did this happen you know and then eventually they're going to try this and they're going to try and you still don't sprout a body and

eventually some psychics going to come in you know and say well you see in a past life you know when that's more acceptable in the medical world they'll bring one in they'll bring in a psychic we have a person who only has a head and we're going to try to sort out why this happened they'll bring in a sidekick who says yeah man you are so not in your body this is the universe going see what it's like to not be in your body right so it's you're miserable you can't even brush your teeth it's not good

so eventually you're gonna have to say i got it fine fine yes the world dished stuff out we're not gonna pretend that didn't happen i get it stuff happened but my reaction to it my terror my unhealed wounds are what's what's keeping me in this position circumstance so you know what god i plead insanity i was insane to think these people had power over me i was insane to think this world had power over me i was insane to choose not to be in my body it made sense logically but it wasn't rational

i am ready to be here and you might have one of those moments where you know your ceiling parts your your roof everything parts and sky you can see this and you see angels and there's this amazing celestial activity going on and there's light ships and angels in your living room now and everybody says hallelujah you're in your body that could happen it might also happen with one technique at a time where the mother says honey we're gonna go in the store and i want you to just make it through one aisle

give thanks when you're done next week we'll try to that's more often the way the mother the holy spirit brings healing to us gently tactfully proportionately right for us don't forget though there's people in your life that are those ungrounded people right so you and i are also embodiments or manifestations of the mother so you and i need to be good manifestations of the mother good representations how by trying to be the safety that people are looking for in the world whatever form that takes for for

somebody who says oh my god you know i i i could never eat food made by somebody else i think in a past life i was poisoned you you know you say well let's try something here's a candy bar that's wrapped you know it's fairly safe and you know it's not been tampered with and you try that and say good job anything you find out what you can do to help others don't go overboard and don't try to be overly in people's face telling them i sense you're out of your body let me help you and they're like

do i know you you know it's you can't in be invasive but imagine because as a healer and counselor i can't tell you that the thousands and thousands of times that this worked out for me helping people go in that direction let's try that you know let's let's let's try that i remember a gal i worked for i did a session with and you know often the sessions got get crammed into spaces uh when i'm on tour especially when i was touring and this was one where i was doing a service and the lady needed i

needed to do during the lunch break between service and workshop i needed to do sessions but before service and after so this lady before service i did one and this was she was very scared out of her body no mail contact i can't do it i can't do it i can't do it we did some healing there were some tears some healing very beautiful but i also said now we have about 10 minutes before service let's go for a walk i actually took her i took her arm in my arm and held her hand and we walked through the

parking lot see why because it was taking it to another level it was not just thank you for being with us bye bye good luck with the continued healing it's like let's just do the healing let's we did the work now let's walk and you'll hold a man's hand you see what i'm doing it makes it a an absolute visceral manifestation i can never hug a man let's give me a hug see doing things like that that kind of acted out a little bit in a positive way to get them in their bodies i've seen

this with children um you know children terrified you know to be present at all and i i never you know a mother brings their child to me at a workshop and can you do a healing on my child you know two years old or four years old or whatever and one child was constantly having panic attacks about dying no it was about getting old at all aging so this child thinks i don't i never want to be an adult i never well something happened right somewhere so it's like wow so at some point i'm just talking hey how are you doing and

on you bridge properly somewhere in the conversation i brought up you know um oh well it was nice to meet you let me shake hands and they were all excited i get to shake this guy's hand and he's he's like a a a healer or whatever they thought i was let's shake hands and i went oh i'm sorry wait that's something adults do see what i just did really well yeah you know adults you know they men you know hey nice to meet you you know would you like to try it yeah yeah i would love to okay but it's

like we're adults is that okay see what's happening i got him to want to do something that was adult-oriented something that simple was probably far more effective than all the conversation i had with them so those three dimensional visceral things we can do walk the aisle of a grocery store if you have panic there sometimes uh i i panic you know i can't sit in water and bathe because it brings up panic then sit in a puddle you know well this isn't really killing me you know puddle you know then try a sitz bath you know

maybe two inches of water or whatever try it you survived it nice job you see what i'm doing let the mother guide you into a day at a time you don't need to get stoned on something organic or non-organic to get in touch with the mother oh but i did you know i went on a journey and i went under the earth and saw roots and this and that and you can do all that even without being stoned but even if you do it with some wonderful ayahuasca or something you enjoy doing all i said was don't do it i didn't say

don't do it or do it i said do it with the mother bring in the mother there was a guy who recently passed away he was an incredible healer here in sedona and that's something i probably most admired about him his healing skills were fantastic he did adjustments of the body and all these things and he always had some tripped out thing going on in his house he would like you know he just always had some bizarre concoctions burning you know and whatever all kinds of ayahuasca experiences masks he had all kinds and

music you know and the and the the the table you lay on would be you know plugged into them so you know you're always gotten you get some totally tripped out thing going on yet i loved that he would honor god he didn't stoop to the level of we're only going to talk about me and magic skills which is what some healers that do these kinds of things do he was like the mother the mother a man and so i could i could go there a couple few sometimes when i saw him i could lay there and and i could have stayed there for hours on that table

because the music and everything that i asked him to select was all about the divine mother so you and i have to step up and make that selection in our lives sometimes he was a good enough person to do that you know to match that he kept open to that and i loved that about him but you and i have to do that when you're having a conversation with your partners and it's too far gone you can say wait i'm not feeling real safe right now give me a minute i don't mean to overuse that sentence i don't feel safe because that sounds

offensive like you're doing something but truly everything you do if you're reading a book that makes you start to get scared because it's all darkness and conspiracy oriented maybe that's not the choice from the mother the mother it's true god only loves us there's not except on mondays except when there's a saturn return always consistently purely unconditionally loves us so when you're not feeling love there's something wrong and love the forms of love peace happiness safety everybody needs i mean that's the

practical word we can talk about ascension you're not ascending if you feel unsafe oh no because i'm out of my body i'm going to get there faster i'm going to make it to the fifth dimension quicker than you because i'm not even in the third i'm telling you you can think you ascend all they're gonna do is give you a you know card like in a monopoly game do not pass go do not collect 200 or whatever you're going back to jail that's called earth go get in your body then talk to

us about the fifth dimension see the logic is if i'm not in the third dimensional body i'm closer to the fifth makes sense it's not true though the fifth dimension is for people who are in their body and in their soul see healed for some of you as i'm going to close now for some of you this is bad news because you were like god i thought for sure the less i'm in my body i'm ascending um so i mean that's kind of a bummer and you're you're hearing somebody talk about you've got to get in touch with

wounds you can't let them control you and keep you out of your body and you were thinking man i was i mean i'm like i'm 98 i was thinking i'm out of here soon and i'm going to ascend and now you're telling me i've got to go back and work on something yes but all in the care of the mother the mother can heal you of everything in one second if you believe that you don't believe it usually so it's going to take maybe lifetimes maybe only days all i know is it's the most effective

and efficient route to surrender it all to the mother happy mother's day is the day that i happily surrender and choose the mother as my guide you know i mean think about this how can i make the mother happy how can i make my mom proud of me stop trying to make your human mother proud of you go to god the mother and make her proud how by surrendering by saying i love you now i was afraid of you i know you don't think you're afraid of the mother but when you're afraid of men or women of government when you're afraid of

taxes when you're afraid of death illness those are all symptoms of not trusting the mother how do i know that because the mother is behind every one of them not behind hurtfulness i'm saying she's hidden and concealed behind them all so at the end of the day you and i ultimately what we're doing is divine mother how can i find you today i want to have a happy mother's day every day how do i find you she's going to say well i'm behind all those shoppers that are scaring you so let's walk through breathe

and at the end of the aisle say i did it and you've gotten closer to me today memories that you don't want to remember because they're too intimate intimidating breathe let's just look at one at a time she's fine with it she's like we're gonna do this at your pace it's true but some of us don't trust god or the mother and think that we'll be dragged into healing modalities or dragged into healing crisis beyond our ability to handle it it can it can't be done beyond our

capacity to handle it it can't be done that way it might feel that way because i lost faith in myself please take a few centering breaths today we start as usual with diffuse centering breaths and we're going to imagine ourselves standing with a light in the distance and we know we want that light that is our destiny it's it's the embodiment of miracles the fulfillment of prosperity and peace and joy that light in the distance that's the mother the holy spirit of god that can and will bring us everything we

could desire in this world see it in the distance and know that's where you want to go just give that a second and for us to be able to navigate ever so slowly just an inch at a time imagine that this is let's say let's say a hundred yards away we can move a few yards if we walk through this question do you understand that being grounded is not the same as being trapped just observe your thoughts around that sweetheart the mother says part of you thinks that getting grounded means you're going to be trapped

some of you are afraid of commitment and relationship that's because you're afraid of being trapped which is your form of not being grounded give that a moment to unravel are we willing to let that go and plead insanity for that false thought that's not true we could say to ourselves that was an incorrect assumption or belief to believe it to take it on is insanity so i plead insanity and we float another few feet and another slowly but surely try this one she says to us sweetheart part of you believes that being grounded

means being absorbed in the materialism money that you judge power that you judge so can you divide yourself can you peel away allow to be peeled away your beliefs that to be grounded means to be materially enmeshed just choose to let that go i was mistaken to think that to be grounded you're going to be harmed to be grounded means you're going to show up and if you show up people are going to see you and if they see you they might attack you it's not true decide that it's not true allow the truth to be here

and let the other go and you're floating several more feet and yards forward i'm starting to get this i'm getting this i'm floating more easily she says to us sweetheart do you realize that you believe that getting grounded is going to mean that people are going to see you and like i said before seeing you but it also means you're here more so they see you and they're going to see your flaws they might see your past naughty things you've done or done to you you'll be judged if you're here

are you willing to let that go fill in a blank honey do you realize that being grounded to you means and name a negative interpretation you might hold for you being grounded means and fill in the blank and visualize that as you let that be peeled off that you're just pushing forward faster now you're going 10 yards at a time i'm fully here i'm fully present and the more you're saying that the more you're making some ground here you're getting some territory you're

getting towards that doorway i'm here i'm safe yeah but you could die die what i can't die it's impossible lay the body down sure but if it's my choice how is that not empowering i'm here and i'm in charge i'm also choosing to start parenting myself but i don't know how that's also not true even if i don't know how i'm willing to find out the mother's going to teach me how to mother myself i refuse to see or find this to be flawed this plan this goal of letting the

mother lead my life a few centering breaths and in your own way get to the conclusion that the light at the end of that tunnel as it were step into that light absorb that light when you're not grounded your body can't absorb nutrients you're killing yourself by not being grounded literally stand here and at least absorb the light ether around you alive alive yes this feels great but i could still think i like this but this isn't density so love where you're at and then take your assignment from the

mother and trust her she says now turn take this light that you are back into the earth plane and know if you properly get in your body you will find the light nutrients even in dense foods you will find light in people you will find light and love and possibilities in crowded places everything's going to be seen and experienced differently if you allow it to be really get that you're bringing light to the world that's what it means to be grounded it's not an either or it's inclusive the light of god goes me

wherever i go when i'm showering when i'm at work when i am on the toilet when i parent people when i'm making love all the things i do sports activities the presence of god goes with me wherever i go and i refuse to believe anything else so when i eat the presence of god is here and the nutrients they they just immediately burst from the food and get absorbed into my body because they're so excited to find god again instead of being treated like they're poison all the right nutrients whoa it's you

and they come into you perfect absorption perfect aliveness a few grounding final breaths with that with an attitude of thanks and slowly stretch out what we're asking for seems impossible you're being asked to feel safe in an unsafe world it's impossible but what is impossible for man is possible for women i mean for god i'm kidding [Laughter] we're being asked to embrace our

divinity in a world that tries to crucify the divine it's impossible but it is possible with god you're going to have to say show me how because there is no book yet that says here's the one two three because there can't be because we're all different we all have our variations of what to work on but generally the recipe is there i've got to turn around my feelings of unsafe how heal what made you feel unsafe secondly refill with more grounding don't just try grounding try to heal and

empty your cup of the things that made you feel unsafe in the first place and i whatever i don't care what it is or where it came from another life people wounds choose to heal it if you don't choose to heal it it means you're choosing to stay broken and ungrounded that means you're also choosing to not go to higher dimensionality you're making that choice by not healing all right thank you let's please stand for our closing affirmation yeah shake off the past shake off the old i you know i ten i typically i'm in

touch with what i say i'm aware of what i say i'm conscious of what i'm saying typically and i love that we can navigate so many places guys but i i also want to say that you all the females and the female within the guys but all the females that are willing to watch this kind of program or attend this kind of program you are partly making a statement this is a male that i tend to feel a trust towards that's an honor but there's also men who are able to watch and not feel the competitive mail thing

that's huge and i'm honored that you trust me enough to let me play that role to be the mother to you and the father to you but i also very much thank all of you for being the mother and father to me helping me birth new parts of myself because you guys trust me more than my own human father did you gals love me more than my human mother did you understand just like jesus told john and and mary at the foot of the cross be there for each other and that's what we're doing okay ultimately underneath it all we talk we share we do

all these cool lectures and ceremonies and songs but underneath it all we're walking each other home a sense of gratitude the light of god surrounds us we are the light of god the love of god enfolds us the power of god protects us and the presence of god watches over us no doubt about it right wherever we go god is i am we are and so it is totally and for all time god bless you all thank you for being with us and thank you for watching online as well