Are You Really Too Sensitve?

today we're gonna talk about the following are you really too sensitive it's a great topic because in the spiritual community we find the more people that start sort of adventuring onto this spiritual path they tend to find themselves becoming sensitive it's actually typically you know part of the spiritual path is the self-help movement we'll call it and you know if you look at it a lot of people there's comedians that make jokes about the self-help movement and people talk a lot about how

men are afraid of entering that world because it involves developing more sensitivity a story I've shared once before but I remember one of the few times many years ago this must god this must be 20 years ago being at my family's house and my brother was talking to his wife and she was upset about something and trying to get something across to him I think it was basically it was she was trying to get something across to him about how screwed up our family was you know and she was like just trying to defend

herself in a way and she's trying to tell my brother he's defending the way of the family as a lot of people do and she's trying to get it across to him and you know then I I just listened because I don't usually talk when I was around these people especially since I was an adult I might just listen and leave usually eivin's you know I've been done that haven't been around them in bazillion years now but back in those days and just leave sometimes you know but I was there and they're arguing and you know

it's a holiday kind of thing even though it was a holiday they were arguing so I turned you know she was just sitting right there and he's sitting there and I said this is at the table and I said you know I think what she's trying to say is and I I did my usual what I believe in bridging you know listening to tune and what does a person really saying trying to put the right words that the other person could hear them so that's kind of you know what I do when I counseling couples especially in

mediate so I said that and she said exactly I mean she got it it was amazing now if she felt validated heard the whole bit in one sentence you know he turns to me he says you know your problem is Michael you're in touch with your feelings Wow if you only know what that man do you know it's just so sad but that's the that's the way that's the point of of the male the human males of today and most generations in history the hyper masculine is very dense so for a male to be tuned in it looks feminine and in a

way it is but it looks feminine it looks almost hyper feminine it looks weak and it is not but I can understand why they would think it is some people would think it is because in the survival of the fittest world there you know the the weaker the softer the more sensitive lose the more sensitive the Predators divide the weak from the herd the weak in that sense would be softer more pliable more malleable more young and so forth of any particular kind or the ones who have finally reached an age where they're checking out but young and and

in a sense more sensitive more pliable and so forth seem to be weak rather than the big strong muscle-bound of an animal of any just about any species so this is the bigger stronger bad or they tend to win so what I'm gonna get to then is are we really too sensitive when we're on the spiritual path people are gonna think you know yeah you guys on the path you know they make jokes you know you're you're so sensitive often that does mean males often say that to females or more masculine types of people which could be

a woman or a man saying it to more feminine kinds of people which could be a man or so the stronger say that and it you know it's funny because it hurts our feelings which then implies we're just too sensitive and if we show that then they're gonna say oh you're so sensitive it's such an interesting thing guys and what I'm sharing with you today is a very sensitive topic it's a very feeling topic so I would like you to do your best to you know drop in and just kind of try to feel what I'm describing you

can still make notes as some of you do still make notes but try not to just do it from your head try to really get what I'm saying basically we originated as androgynous balanced male/female beings not in genders identified with a gender we were androgynous we were male/female as the Bible says they created them us male and female in their image meaning the gods the Elohim the L aspects of God that got involved with the creation and you know so we were created in the male/female sense androgynous we only split into men

and women so I'm calling it like a masculine feminine within us balanced and originally then we split into men and women we only did that when we wanted somebody to argue with you know no really we we did that so that we would have somebody to blame we split into gender so we would have duality and there would be another something for the strong it was something to pick on for the weak it was something to blame for taking your power and and don't you know please don't get me wrong and don't get

all defensive about it but this is the way it worked we started out balanced the solution is and the result of the solution is that we end up balanced again how to get there healing it's healing and developing mastery and higher consciousness that's true so we have to go into the spiritual path to develop that balance without the spiritual path you don't the wisdom to find balance you don't have the means you don't have the healing tools you don't have anything other than your own device and you think

I will make myself a balanced person not true at all you cannot there is no you separate from spirit so trying to do things separate from spirit actually make no sense at all because you can't accomplish anything you can contrive balance you can contrive learning you can contrive being spiritual and whatever else you want to do you being a strong character of some kind a musician you can do anything on your own but it's all contrived anything without God cannot be real because only God is real so what we do with God is sustainable

and it's real and it's it's integrated into our being so what happens is we started balanced and what happens is that we get back to that balance in the meantime we're in a world that is very survival mode it's very survival of the fittest dog-eat-dog world and the ones making the rules if you know remember the golden rule you know do unto others as you would have them do unto you well this world actually changed the golden rule how do you change a spiritual law well they did this world changed the golden rule instead of do

unto others as you'd have them do unto you which is kind of like saying love others just as you would want them to love you and love you know let them love you as much as you'd want to love others you know this is nice reciprocal love consciousness that's the Golden Rule it got changed to those who have the gold make the rules and that's what happened the world now changed it all so the world says to us survival of the fittest dog-eat-dog world and all these sayings that they've made up so they're making

the rules and then telling us there's something wrong with us if we can't comply to their rules but they made up their rules so when we say no I'm gonna I'm gonna follow God's rules instead it sounds insane anybody that that follows that that's why I've written a book you know you're not going crazy you're just waking up which is like saying I'm breaking the trance of this world so we're going to look like there's something wrong with us you know the way my brother responded

to his wife we're gonna look like something's wrong with us if we you know stay even as you kids you know I again I said it was saying we started off androgynous but one read you know lifetime after another we we find ourselves just becoming stumped and hurt and wounded someone wrote in and said Michael will you talk about autism no I'm not going to talk right now about autism and maybe I will do a talk on it someday but you usually wouldn't like most people wouldn't typically like what I would say about it cuz I can't say

that oh you know autists the autistic people and children are somehow better than normal human regular human beings the average human being or that they're lesser than the average human being that we're all humans and we all have stuff and what I would say in summary about autistic individuals is that they are are hypersensitive they are people that have been badgered in other lifetimes if you believe in other lifetimes they've been badgered in other lifetimes and part of them has given up part of

them still came in still saying like kind of like almost like screw all of you I'm just gonna you know have my own little reality in them I'm sort of living in other dimensions that you limited bric minded people can't understand so I think it's pretty cool at the same time I feel for them because at the same time I know that a lot of this scenario this condition is part of them being so hypersensitive that's why a lot of times they say you know looking back in history they'll look at at the

geniuses the wizards of life and say now looking back at some of these people I won't name you know but historically they may have been high-functioning autistic because of you can just tell they're sensitive Souls and they're so sensitive that when stuffs happening around them they're like no like they get agitated well it's almost like they in one respect it's a pause because they're they're tuned in so well the bad news is they're not equipped to fend off their tuned in but they can't

fend off because they don't have all the defense mechanisms that some people have I'm saying then this world tries to make you nothing but armored now in bodywork and massage we would say armoring is kind of like you know muscles kind of almost atrophying they're locking up or atrophy you're getting what's called armoring so your muscles are becoming like armor and you could just use a little imagination and you would understand that muscles armoring would be a form of a defense why would you

have that form of a defense it's certainly a cat feel good to have muscles locking up and armoring it doesn't but yet the person is somehow saying to the world armoring doesn't feel good but it feels better and the crap that I'm trying to fight off and that's pretty harsh it's very unfortunate for such Souls which is almost everybody but some more than others the armoring well this world is telling you you better be prepared you got it toughen up you know suck it up you know as they say I mean god I

remember one time I was playing soccer in high school we were in this like at a big you know big game and you know I was playing goalie and it happened where I this amazing kind of lucky thing or whatever happened and I ran out and here comes the other team they it always reminds me of these like an animated Disney show I remember in one of their Disney cartoons all these rhinos you know come rushing at the the little individual on this and and they're all coming and I see all these other team guys you know rushing at me dribbling

the ball and they're gonna take a shot so I'm thinking well you know if I stand in the goal my chances of stopping the ball or maybe 10% but if I go out that's the way I used to play if I go out and dive at the ball and and secure it my odds are 80 or 90% you know if I can get them all the only problem is when you're diving at the feet of high speed and Jewell's you know you usually take a few bits so I dove in who saved the day everybody was doing not you know like wow you know it's it's because it's like

five minutes left in the game and saved the day you know wow I don't mean boom the only problem is somewhere in that a foot met introduced itself to my jaw and so my jaw was dislocated and there was this lump sticking out here my job and my coach and all the members are the team members yeah my Michael good job right on and I'm not no my drawers are like mine coach couldn't understand what I was saying he's going good job yeah just yeah good job and I'm like gosh he's gone yeah suck it up good job like

so it's a funny thing this world sometimes out of ignorance like that instant instance and sometimes out of coldness they just you know too bad suck it up row up actuate you step up come on you can do it you know toughen toughen up and and there are a lot of people who go around lecturing saying you know you have to toughen up and people are applauding when they say that you know you don't let you know you just let you turn that that hurt into fire to make you succeed and show them I wouldn't teach you you got a live to show other

people anything but some people have made it by doing that the only problem is it's a reaction and reactions will always turn south eventually but but at least they made it they feel comfortable about their lives because they somehow bounced back and now they're out there telling other people bounce back and that's the only languaging some people can hear so it works for them I'm just speaking to people that are ready to hear a different level of what to do with stuff and so I'm saying that this

world is trying to coax you into being hard when in fact in fact you're meant to be soft not soft as in vulnerable a softness that is like the Aikido master the Tai Chi master the kung fu master it's it's a it's a pliability it's a softness that is very water rolls off you it doesn't absorb it doesn't stick and if it sticks it's because it's sticking to wounds velcro you loons are like velcro when stuff comes across they stick you know you start having pains in your body that build up

over time because something let's say it's an arthritic thing in his shoulder what happens is blood and lymph and energy tried to flow through these areas if you've had a wound there whether it's a shaming wound like a family member always smacking you on the shoulder or it's an old you know sports wound or injury kind of thing it's still it's a it's got a memory of hurt then every time blood and lymph and energy tries to flow it stagnates a little bit and then the next day a little more every day a

little more a little more and eventually it holds so much that 20 years later ah you know there's a pain there people just think it all just aging no actually it doesn't work that way we could be pain-free forever if we want it to be but pain sticks and it sticks because of unhealed bits behind it in other words some of our original wounds are holding a memory and the memories attracting like velcro it's attracting other pieces of velcro that go across and stick to it and it all builds that's why I did a talk once on

um how how pain and issues are often cumulative rather than see me like CT seems sudden but in fact they're very often cumulative so the world has from the time we come into the universe it's trying to tell us toughen up and get ready you know three-dimensional bodies here we go and we went in and then one life after another were just used to man you know gotta be prepared next time when I go into this earth plane because it's a tough place and I meet people that are sensitive Souls you can just

tell uh my god man they're barely in their body I can tell by looking at people who are there's things I see that I can tell they're not grounded which is not safe see the logical thing is when you come into this world the logical thing is hey I have an idea if this world is tough or hurtful or painful all I have to do is not be here yeah I'll be in my body because apparently where I am I came to earth but I can just stay a little dissociated a little distanced a little ungrounded it makes total sense I mean logically from not in

my body my body can't be hurt so much but the opposite is true when I'm not in my body people will sense it people can tell when you're not fully and and integrated and anchored into your body and they'll go after you predators sense the weak and they go after so what are you gonna do become like them no guys it's not either either or it's not predator or victim in the center is our strength in the center is our real self and and I don't mean a self that I achieved by myself of myself I'm nothing

it's a self that gets fed by by God on a consistent basis teaching me teaching me and telling me nothing can really harm you even physical loss or of life you still find spiritually you are not a body you are free you remain as God created you you still are a spiritual essence a spiritual being so how can I be that on a day to day basis oh my god that's that's the whole rub right there how do I live the God life while I'm here and so it is it is about becoming the living example of spirit embodied but this work you know this

world were shown is the complete opposite this world shows us guys there is no God can you see God look around you come on there's poverty there's war every day the news is trying to convince you in fact it's programming you that there is no God there is no spiritual realm this is it pain and suffering so run and hide or become a warrior and fight in the negative form of warrior fight become part of the predatorial world survival of the fittest and we get scared and now you have anxiety and the anxiety leads to other problems now the

illnesses and disown you disorders you know any of physical or emotional human relationship issues because people are just so scared and scattered and you know there's people that they they're really focused on conspiracies this is the ultimate can you see when you say the government's lying or some front people or lying or groups are lying in their conspiracies guys this world is a conspiracy it's all lie upon lie upon lie upon lie trying to build greater forms of lies to keep us so distanced from sweetness from love

from trust in one another God's presence where we seem to be a biological miracle guys were even biologically Provost avatars now you can think nature is a miracle it's sabotage there's no part no part of the material universe not just earth the universe that isn't sabotage now by egoic thinking by an evil a veil of illusion there's no part of our reality that hasn't been screwed up twisted and become part of the ultimate conspiracy and that sounds pretty bleak I know the only solution is to wake up from the

world that has the conspiracies and evils and so on wake up from it and when you wake up you're no friend of this world the world's gonna raise the level it's gonna raise the the whole bar I'm trying to assault you and it doesn't matter you just do your thing you just do your thing you believe in something else do you choose not to hate choose not to get into gossip and gross things of this lower nature choose not to participate in the lower realm realities there's a capital our reality in its

gods you can't get that from just being told about it you have to choose to listen to that and then you have to choose to integrate it believe it and integrate it and then live it so God's reality is here it's all around us Buddha says you know heaven is all around you have to lift the veils to see it Jesus says the kingdom of heaven is within you so heaven is here but we're not seeing it when we're seeing pain suffering in any way and whether you're you have a cold whether you're autistic

whether you have an emotional challenge whether you're you have a splinter in your finger that are any form of suffering physical emotional financial the struggle of not being able to communicate so if it's a handicap of some form where you can't communicate you can't hear let's see and listen whatever speak or whatever it's not yet God I'm not calling it your bad because you have a handicap or a splinter in your finger I'm just saying that in God none of those exist the more we turn to

God in consciousness and in our lifestyle the more those other things fall away but more important than them following the way because then you think okay well this guy's teaching the thing that suddenly my life is perfect there's no challenge more important than issues falling away is that you sort of feel immune to them not immune like rose-colored glasses not immune to wear like you you're stoned and you're like I don't care mad cuz I'm so stoned everything feels fine it's not denial

dissociation it's a deeper wisdom has come somehow everything's going to be okay it's not just I'm going to raise my vibration and attract higher vibrations it includes that such as in the positive thinking movement but it's it's also greater than that it's not just see in the positive thinking movement there's this whole notion of you know the manifestation a true law of attraction all these people they're like yeah you just set your vibration and thoughts into a higher reality and you'll attract

better things nah no that's not the way it actually works you can't you you can't set you can recalibrate your own vibration that's why some of that law of attraction has worked and some not because people get on the bandwagon start trying it and we're going to look at I manifested this and I fend it off that because I set my recalibrated my you know psychological vibration and blah blah blah guys you cannot raise your vibration enough to and off all that this world tells you it is you cannot I of myself am nothing

meaning the little I that thinks I can recalibrate that's where the whole law of attraction and its teachers which I won't name but it's teachers I mean there's the main proponents but then there's also the students that have become you know the so-called teachers and and believers even in the law of attraction some of you are them and and your your being just as ridiculous as the main proponents because you're not understanding the full concept guys you you the little you that has caused a

real world of war and suffering is not the one that can recalibrate as Einstein says you cannot fix the world with the same and I'm adding the word word ridiculous mind that screwed up the world you need a different mind meaning not just I'm gonna recalibrate my lower mind know your lower mind isn't going to help you ever it's not gonna well one day it'll get evolve didn't know ever you need another mind oh you mean my higher might know cuz you still sent me mine no no I me or mine of the lower

nature it's I don't know I little I I don't know but God does and you call upon God at first as though it's outside of you but then you start to realize I'm part of that God and that evolves you know you evolve to that consciousness if you try to just jump to the I'm already God you probably will miss you have to start first with the humility to then get to the real understanding of the higher it's a beautiful thing but it's hard to explain to people because they want to be that thing at all ready they

want it now fast food fast spirituality I want that I want fit now even though there's no nutrients if I go to fast food and I want a spirituality even though there's no spiritual nutrients you got nothing other than a quick fix so you seem higher you seem vet who that was the just had to have been good had been lots of nutrients in that you know whatever the heck it is the people you know the fast food stuff it's it's actually not really gonna have nutrients I'm not pushing a particular diet or condemning

a particular diet I'm just talking about a mindset and so we have even our bodies wired to know the difference between hardness and softness we want balance we do want balance hardness is like our left brain masculine side softness is like our right brain feminine side if we're hyper or you know ultra left brain we are hard and brick minded I call it death you know because people seem as dense as bricks but if we're altra soft which people are like oh the feminine the feminine Oh guys this whole thing of

femininity it's time for the famine the Divine Feminine know if you go Divine Feminine then the poles got to swing back to the masculine again no stop listening to the lies of this world even the spiritual pseudo spiritual lies they're lying to you because it gets you them somehow it gets them money or fame or gives them something to talk about and it gives you something to listen to even though it's all inaccurate you're looking for the wholeness the balanced male/female within yourself one that

spirit and your own efforts of things like love and growth and forgiveness will bring you to but you're looking for your own balance you're not looking for the era of the Divine Feminine and own or the era of the divine masculine nor the non divine masculine and the non divine feminine you can have it I mean go ahead though the the more things you go and get and make happen in this world this is now Republican era and then a couple years down the road it's a Democrat era go ahead and keep doing it

and I'm just telling you all you're doing is prolonging our hell our life on earth that'll have duality and they all lie they all lie to you they can all be announcing the same newsflash and you can go to two different TV stations and the newsflash will be on each of the two but you go to one of them and it'll tell you this side of the story the other one will tell you that story side of the story and if you listen carefully they each had to apply to you they each had to have spun the story for their own gain and when

there's your own gain then it means you can't tell the truth because you're eight you have a vested interest for it to go your way so the teachers Oh divine masculine it's time for the Divine Feminine Oh or have it have it I'll just hang out in heaven while you all act crazy for another zillion years and I Michael will choose not to do this I'll just choose to smile and watch down from another realm and I hope many of you would join me instead of joining into the insanity now I'm not saying we have to get out of

the earth plane I'm saying we have to live that while we're here but if people want to keep pushing the other and prolonging our ascension as a race go ahead knock yourselves up you know knock yourselves out because it's funny has it knock yourselves off because what you're gonna do is destroy yourselves go ahead and keep warring masculine against feminine Republican against Democrat keep boring against you know these things men and women black and white all these dualities keep warring and trust me

everybody's invested everybody's invested even if it's racial equality they're lying to you because they're pushing for something they're all making a buck that's why some people even in the you know the racial movements of various for various races when some of these people saw through it and realize they're being used as puppets as poster children for pro this and pro that anti-this anti-that and they saw through it so so what's interesting is they when they saw through it they backed out and

in some cases they were murdered because they said no way I'm not gonna play this game anymore I see that you guys are using me I thought you were Cerre when you said we want to fight for equal rights for a particular color a particular race a particular gender whatever it happens to have been and it could be anything it could even be gay rights people are are making up stories to get you all upset to fight for their cause but they're making money or getting a reputation or something they're invested in their cause

there's not a neutrality there's not a you know just uh let's let's just be at peace you know there's our color is also deserving of peace our sexual preference is also deserving of peace okay then let's act like it let's let's love each other well no I'm just gonna love the ones that are agreeing with me so you do you have duality again so this goes on and on so I want to share something more a little more of a biological anatomical human human perspective of this what you

can't see I've explained a little of the biologically Anatol to the body but what you can't see is that every male if you could measure a male would have a male charge let's say electrically your electromagnetic system your your body would have a masculine charge of your male a feminine charge of your female but your body isn't just a dense body your body is made up of a few layers of elements but there's a few invisible layers that that come out to here in other words my physical body isn't here

it's here it includes my etheric double which is not the same as my full aura but I have any fair double around me every cell has an etheric double it's what holds it this cells together but I have any third you know a mass of cells like a body I have you know a force field around it too so I have any theory double what's interesting is that the dense part because you're made up of two halves your physical self is to house dense non dense but all physical matter it's not dense matter visible but it's

still there and it's very easy to see the human aura I'm sorry the human etheric double and then the aura outside of that but the affair double just wraps you a couple of inches right around the dance body and the if they're a double is what people feel like they call it the phantom limb if you have a limb removed they sometimes go still go to scratch that arm even though it's not there because it's still there because you still you're made up of several layers 7 to be exact but you made up of

several layers of matter just your physical self not counting your astral body and other layers just your physical self it's half physical happy pairing physical lingos and the etheric version still there so my physical arm is still there limb is still there it's just not the dense part of my physicality hopefully that makes sense but the afarid part of us is the opposite charge if this is masculine this is feminine if this is feminine this is masculine so we're still secretly androgynous but people haven't allowed it to integrate

we've pushed it out to be a second half of ourselves that's just one point the other point is that my physical body kind of looks like masses of tissue that's layered me in a bone muscle you know and so on and so on skin and so on so it looks like this but my etheric body if you could see it you would go and some of you could probably see it by looking right now if you look you just let your eyes blur and then you keep them open and squinted slightly and you look and you let your eyes blur and you'll start to notice a little bit of

light you can just do it around anything you can do it around a chair an animal if it's sitting still easier you know sitting still any object a picture frame they all have a fair force field around them so I haven't a fear of course one if you see it it'll just look like a slight haze or light around the body the stronger the vitality the root chakra and the vitality centers in the body the stronger they are these things they're therapy's gonna be stronger the sicker weaker I am the thinner it's

gonna be so that's where we go back to the person who's not wanting to be here or if they are here and they have done an excessive amount of emotional stuff in their life being abused or physical abuse sexual abuse for example or drugs and alcohol it beats the hell out of your etheric body I mean it just damages it just it punches holes in it it thins it so all of a sudden now you're walking around the world rock walking around your life with this thin force field does that even sound good ever watch you know Star Trek captain we

can't take much more to this you know it's it's when your force field has been beat up it can't take anything more so now you absorb every little boom that you should be able to you know like yeah I'm strong I'm clear and this force field psychologically is known as boundaries so if I don't have a healthy I'm here in my body it'll create a greater chance of weak force field which would mean also weak boundaries so the person who's weak in terms of being in their body is also weak etheric link

there or in there a dick double and they would be weak psychologically but a person who's overly dense would not have the opposite which would be healthy boundaries or healthy etheric body they would have the opposite which is like armor like just just shutting out the world I don't care about anybody or they mow people over because they're hyper aggressive or intense we want balance as I know peace and yet in my body the etheric double will reflect that and my boundaries will reflect that if you

could see the etheric double it looks like a light mist and kind of hanging around the body but it isn't if you could see it clairvoyantly you're gonna actually see spikes zillions and zillions of little spikes of light beaming off around you like so a kind of porcupine ish in a sense but all these it's made up of lines beaming out more than just kind of a soft case it'll look like a haze but it's actually little light beams the reason I mentioned that is because those light beams are are

bringing my light to the word but they're also beaming away other stuff entities negative energy whatever it happens to be you fend it off because your light is coming out - it's like a whoosh of water washes things away that are trying to swim this way that it's gonna wash them away that way right it's the same the light is just beaming and the stronger you are in your character your spiritual character your physical character and so on psychological character itself it's beaming such beautiful perfect light you don't really

have to think about entities people their energy so when you say things like you know acting like such a victim oh I take on other people's energy which is true I'm sure it's true you know it's a sad thing but we do sometimes take on people's energy or people take my power or I'm a victim or anything along these lines it really in the spiritual community because we're swinging into such a passive enabling kind of world anymore people you know oh I'm so sorry me too yeah we're all victims and so on

but wait if you are gonna be a responsible spiritual person then you've got some backbone spiritual backbone your fight is beaming there's nobody that can do anything to you honestly I'm not wrong and you were shaming you I'm educating you and say step up step up and realize it in your body you're not safe by staying out of your body and dissociating oh but the world you know and everybody's out to get me I know and they won't if you show up instead of run and hide so stay here or you know you're

going to deal with it in some other lifetime in some harsh way you'll either come back in the same circumstance or ten times worse or you'll come back as a person who suffers in some disorder that it's making you feel like you can't even connect with this world you can't communicate with this world I mean we can manifest things that reflect that it isn't God's will so sympathy and love and compassion for everybody that suffers in any way physical armoring handicaps of the senses whatever it

happens to be I'm not wrong in any of them I'm saying we we have our stuff because we put up with and take on so much crap we have to show up however that's our immunity show up let your light shine put on the armor of the Lord which means let your etheric body and your aura shine such light nothing can penetrate I've shared the story before but when people say to me Michael God you know you've I mean I've done tens of thousands however many could be hungry but tens of thousands of sessions

in my life and of every type you can imagine I mean from the psychological to the physical to the you know the worst stories you know dramatic hurtful stories scary sort of all kinds of things demonic possession in homes to couples counseling everything you can imagine and people say how do you do it how do you maintain a of myself and nothing I can't I couldn't no nervous system can take all that and handle it you have to plug in the trusting God knowing who you really are in your light shines but also

don't see anything outside is being bad because if you do it sets up a reaction in your in your energy field that says look out bad people so it starts an armouring to defend against them or senses they're bigger and badder so it breaks down the walls and your castle so to speak has been breached instead we recognize who we are and we also know the reason I'm working with that person they might have this issue that's you this bad story that's that story all kinds of drama trauma and it's

true put out a hand let them cry on your shoulder give them a tissue help them process absolutely but never let the wounds be greater than who we really are somehow I knew that somehow spirit taught me that that's what helped me so that people say how do you handle it Michael they always say you know do you smudge no I don't mind smudging but I don't have to smudge they say you know how do you do what do you do you surround yourself with white light I can do that I'm fine with that but I don't

have to I really believe I let my light shine I'm not claiming to be better or perfect than anyone else all I know is I let my light shine that's what I do know has haven't worked for me know God and know that God in myself and know that God in others and it seems to have worked for me whether it's on any topic to have given me a light that has helped me sustain longer than most people who can do every kind of defensive mechanism I take these pills I take these vitamins I surround myself with light I smudge

and that's just before I get out of bed all of that was just before I get out of bed because I gotta fend off such a bad world well what you're doing is creating a bad world in consciousness making yourself susceptible to it and then if you wonder why it gets to you so are you too sensitive yes in reality no are you too sensitive yes and you're too sensitive because a the world has convinced you that by beating you up but B you started believing it and you can say well no I didn't believe it I I'm

not too sensitive armoring is just the hyper reaction to being hypersensitive you know are there signs for being hypersensitive of course when people say boo you know in it and it startles you because you weren't in your body when every single thing can make you just feel devastated you know a when somebody sneezes and you think oh my god I'm going to catch a cold that's all hypersensitive letting everybody's opinions worrying about other people's opinions on can be hypersensitive and we

all have our susceptibilities in our own ways but some just more extreme than others it's one of the most interesting things about hypersensitivity is when we become spiritual we start waking up and as we wake up we start to realize we have some hurts that to work on but we also start to notice the wounds in others so it's a very beautiful thing but it also is and involves sensitivity when you wake up you become more sensitive but the problem is we can become too sensitive why am i calling it hyper or too sensitive when it's

clinical when it's over the line of health when it's past the line of bouncing back when it devastates you yeah it's too sensitive and some people will say well I don't like being called hypersensitive because that makes it sound like something's wrong with me you're right and there is something wrong with you because it isn't God's will if you said God what would you have me experience today God wouldn't say you need a dose of hyper sensitivity you need a dose of your being so sensitive

that everything devastates you that wouldn't be God's will ever balance light peace joy happiness and anything that would pull you here or there would not be God's will just sustainable bless if you're not feeling that and especially if it's because something's outside are pushing and pulling and pulling you know off of your Center it apparently that fits the definition of hyper sensitive because you're being so sensitive that you're allowing something or even if you don't think you're

allowing something seems to be getting to you so relax you know but it's a tricky thing because as we grow we do develop more sensitivity more is good too much is not so good none at all is not so good so I don't want to be insensitive I don't want to be hypersensitive just sensitive you know just clear a person who has a true balanced sense of empathy I understand what you're going through but not and it's pulled me in the quicksand with you so I you know pray this is making sense because it's such

an important tool to understand and even they the ORAC kind of demonstration or example that I'm giving it's really beautiful to understand how all this works let your light shine wherever you go you know let it let it shine bright let it be your defense let it take care of you on every level you know when somebody says and and and again I know it can sound like I'm I'm judging or even making fun of people who have these these issues you don't want to always call it a disorder or whatever but but

it's just a figure of speech but there are people that say I can't even I can't even go outside I'm so hyper Island you know allergenic or whatever you know I just I have so many allergies the air the pollens molds and I know that we a lot of us have that I'm not criticising I'm saying that is not God's will for me to have such a hyper allergic reaction to everything oh I'm allergic to people oh I'm allergic to phones oh I'm allergic to clouds oh my god you know water and whatever else sunlight clearly

what it means week we have compassion for such people including ourselves if that's us but just stop and go just the symbolism of being so hyper allergic it's like wow somewhere I have been so hurt this life for another so hurt that I have nothing left and my systems broke down and now yeah everything seems to get me that's not how God wired you but that's how the world rewired you in a hurtful negative programming way that's what's happened so it's just and it's all of us it's gonna show up in some way

or another your skin or your your your mind or your emotions or whatever it is our reactions to this world but we're meant to have an immunity of God within us even when you're in a body you're still gonna break down over time anyway because you're in the three dimensional delusion and illusion so it'll take a toll over time but we should be able to see that when we bring in light and when we ground ourselves there's a there's a change we shift from such victims of everything in the world

to a little more clear mastery like I I now make decisions and if I have a allergic reactions to things it's fading and when it's fading I'm stepping up more I'm developing a healthier body mind and soul so I feel a holistic and holistically centered it's really really beautiful if you think about it so consider it consider what you could do besides your spiritual work consider what you might be able to do do your spiritual whether its Course in Miracles workbook lessons or your affirmations or

decrees or whatever you do spiritually prayer meditation do something to to develop a higher spiritual immunity but don't make it philosophical where you say I'm so spiritual but everything in the world destroys me be spiritual and ground yourself and kick some butt in this world meaning show up show some vitality if all you have is enough vitality for one hour a day in that hour what are you doing show up in an end the hour with a yes I did it even if you have to go sleep for four hours and to sleep off the effects

of showing up for one hour kick some butt do not disappear and barely be alive on this planet don't don't be here and you know to be in such adverse energy with the planet such defense such breakdown such blame and shame and victimhood and so on that's not going to help you show up and demonstrate the presence of God here do what you can don't overdo only do what you can and give thanks each time you've achieved some amount of yes it worked I was here you know just show up it's fantastic if

you think about it and do what you can do then also not just the spiritual but physically do it you know show up and do some things to kind of turn that around whether it's something to help you your adrenals to help them stay clear and clean and strong you know take the nutrients you can to give your body an immunity the b-complex like a time release to handle some of the stresses take care of the illusion and do some of the things here that that would be a sign of physical reflecting the spiritual will to to be

clear and powerful and centered and immune it really really will make a difference in your life and I pray that I've covered enough breadth of this information too to give you a lot to look at and think about typically that would be my goal but I pray that it's really making sense and it has a good breadth to it it's not just a linear topic and and also please understand no person in this talk has been picked on when I say victim I'm not saying you're bad cuz you're a victim or autism or

handicaps or emotional frailties or you know hypersensitive all these words have charges on them and I can throw out a few more on purpose just to see your reaction to show you the fact that you do react even the words that I mean well and in a healthy form some people are gonna get reactions over though you know I don't that words a bad word and we're not supposed to say that in whatever you guys we're all screwed up everybody that's in a body is is suffering from separation anxiety from God and it's

taking a toll on them you know it doesn't matter I can look healthier feel healthier than the next person but we're all still doing what we can to get by man we are but I'm just describing some go numb that's not getting by it's certainly not surviving you if you're if it's anything it's just getting by but it's not driving it's just surviving it's not thriving we're meant to be alive and some people I don't mind my partner passed away I don't know how to

live without them I they were in my life I mean some of you were like I can't live because my dog or my cat passed away some it's your child passed away some it's your parents died recently whatever it is I lost all my money I've known energy left I mean I experienced the last time I went through the dark diastole some years ago uhm semi recently but some years ago I came out of it and I felt post trauma for a while I never knew each time the phone would ring is it another problem because I was

in you know inundated with so many issues with people around me that we're having these issues problems so it was like the phone would ring and I'd get my stomach would turn although cuz it was so constant that I went god this is amazing my body's now on ur natural reactions to these things that happened those things aren't me but my body's reacting as though they have power over me the phone rang because you know yeah but but but but because there's so many traumas and dramas programmed me to whoa so I had to

catch on and start turning that around and pulling myself back out again so during the trauma my aura if you could see it would have been in a little more because it's it's reserving energy and it's conserving energy and it's protecting a little more that's normal in nature on this planet but as I started shifting it it's okay you know it's trust again it doesn't mean I would foolishly trust all the same people with all the same things in my life but I now I feel clearer more awake almost more

balanced where instead of overly trusting as I've talked about before in dogs you just trust the trustworthy parts in people so I wouldn't choose the same friends the same whatever students or employers employees or whatever they are I wouldn't choose the same ones because I recognize that not everybody can handle the responsibilities that I might give them so never mind let's only give them the whatever they can handle and and still maintain a healthy 'no sand no more no less i don't care if you're talking about

partnerships or employees or whatever try to give them only what they can handle and let that be worked as a muscle building place right there no more and not less less we mean i'm constricted more would be i'm septa below two snice healthy centered and balanced okay so thank you guys for watching peace be with all of you bye bye