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Are You Really Too Sensitive, Part 2

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it's Michael Muir dad it's time for our program so thanks for joining us so today we're going on - are you really - sensitive part - are you really - sensitive beacon one reason I'm asking is because a lot of us on the spiritual path we're probably and most of the time it's true we were the black sheep of our family not always you know maybe you were stellar great kin that well connected with your family I think it's great but a lot of times the majority of the times we're the black sheep we're
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the ones that maybe we're the youngest maybe we're the lost child is as some psychologists call it maybe we're just the one that didn't quite get it the one that didn't want to get as addicted as the rest of him if they were addicts the one that asked more questions maybe the one who had their own version of kind of connecting with God in trouble or something for food by the other family members standards you know not doing well enough not being smart enough not being athletic enough or whatever being gay instead of
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straight if they were straight I'm feeling spiritual rather than Mormon or Catholic or whatever they might have been you know we just feel different wanting to marry someone we love rather than who they tell us to marry just you know it looks like we're the Renegades but and we are spiritually but not the renegade who's trying to be a renegade to cause harm to other people right so that's one way to know you know - to know the foundation of becoming too sensitive the people that are too sensitive often they might have weight
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issues gaining weight because especially females because it helps them buffer the stuff of the world for others it's you know kind of a you know there's a nervous system reaction to these kinds of things sometimes we're addicts because we're sensitive we were not just irresponsible we're not just weak and addicted like some people might call an attic we're actually often yeah some very often selfish self-serving etc as they say in 12-step programs but now guys sometimes it's we're so sensitive and
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our nervous system doesn't know how to deal with this constant stimulus we're picking up on stuff it's a lot of through addicts or psychics and they don't know it so there what what is this and so they did go in on trip saying things because they're feeling those things and they don't know what they are so it's unconsciously usually it's unconscious but unconsciously they're going on trips to see or feel things that they're already sensing are there and they don't know how to make peace
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with it or connect it or find it what is that thing I'm feeling you know so it's it's quite amazing I'm not trying to enable or promote addiction nor am I ever cursing addiction when I talk about things that just I talk about them that they are what they are and they're we're trying to push one thing or another all right so you know some of you were saying you know I was talking about it last week or in the part one of this which is the toll it can take on our nervous system and not only our nervous
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system we have any tharok body around our dense body and that's like our force field and so the the weight of or the blow after blow of toxic words and comments and even physical blows of course you know if we're physically abused but the constant barrage of this it's it's like the Starship Enterprise you know and and you you know boom boom these these lasers are torpedoes or whatever are bombing us and it wears down our etheric double our third double will sometimes react by becoming thinner
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thinner this direction closer to us other times thinner and third thinner in terms of its quality it doesn't have the density to buffer out garbage etheric garbage out there in the world you know just negative energy and sometimes actual holes the etheric double because of the stuff of the world and and I end our addictions and so forth when you do acid you go wow you know while I'm seeing things you're actually puncturing holes in your tharok double that's allowing you to see things in the next word
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because there's a physical realm an etheric realm and an astral realm so you're seeing through windows of the etheric double into the astral realm going wow you know look at the colors this is amazing you know and what you're actually doing is puncturing holes near a thick double so yeah I'm glad you had a really cool trip and you saw colors those colors would be visible to you if only you were evolved enough but who wants to take time to evolve when you can you know drop a little acid Purple
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Haze you know and some of the nicknames for the you know the the drops and you know it's interesting because that that that song Purple Haze which people equated with with dropping acid was originally penned when you see the original lyrics Jimi Hendrix wrote it was Purple Haze and Jesus Saves but it was too Christian he knew for audiences so as much as people like to make things conveniently for their their little trip that they want to you know whatever their their thing they want to promote so I want to you want to do acid so I'm
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gonna make every song you know LSD Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds was all about LSD you know no yeah Lennon had an abstract kind of a mind so it sounds like he was writing like that but you know it's factually speaking it was it was not about that at all it's just you somebody pulls that acronym and go wow it's you know you know it's it's it's you know and if you LSD probably you could say most of the letters of LSD are somehow filtered into the words you know that Paul is dead you know back in
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the days when they were saying that too so you could you know it's spell it backwards and find a letter that matches and you know it doesn't make it for truth right so you know Purple Haze Jesus Saves was what Hendrix said and the song came from him have dream of of seeing some almost etheric kinds of experiences in a dream so he was kind of and he was coming from a I think his his mother or his aunt or something was quite quite strong religious background and you know was bringing him up with some bits of that
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so he didn't lose as completely lose a memory of that but you know the drugs did completely take a toll at some point they finally take a toll took a toll at some point where he was just kind of losing it and that's what happened so don't don't think that that doing the drugs that give you a an angle of a spiritual slash astral experience makes for a righteous decision it's not at all you're seeing things that you actually don't realize you're destroying your brain cells but also you're at their
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double and that's why masters of the Far East would laugh at people that were from the West going to the East saying wow look man this does all this cool stuff that you guys talk about except we can do it in seconds instead of taking years and these guys laughed and we thought they were ignorant because you know they just don't get it no no the people in the West often are the ones who don't get things and and and just don't even realize how lost they are by trying to do shortcuts so that said
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someone of you I know I think it was actually two or three asked so what about this etheric what about this damage can it be repaired yes and how does this relate to being too sensitive when there's thinness when there's holes in your thick double you're gonna be even more now you're gonna be what I would have to call hyper sensitive because your nerves your etheric nerves your your tharok senses your signal sense that sort of thing this is raw it's like having no skin and having your nerves all exposed even air would hurt
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if you're exposed with no skin your nerve endings so your athira cailli acting as though there's no buffer I mean you're just raw so you have all these hair like fiber etheric strands around your body and they're just getting you know rubbed up against by entities bye-bye just vibes energy or you know somebody's having a bad day and you're like picking it up and having a meltdown over it you know it's it's like that it's like oh my god and you just feel frantic so a lot of that frenetic a
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lot of that frantic a lot of that anxiety attack I don't know they look you know people that are just like shaking inside and out a lot of that's just this barrage of feelings that come to them you know when they take certain medications they say cause you to shake you get tremors you know like lithium and so forth it's it's interesting to me because when when I was first observing that clairvoyantly with people and clients and so on you know I've got these lithium tremors and whatever I
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could tell it's backwards like everything else in this world you think that the lithium is causing you tremors the truth is you already have the tremors and the lithium has thinned out your ability to fend off the tremors in other words you're magnifying them by taking the medication I'm not telling you don't take the medication I'm just saying it's an amazing thing that the medication is almost sedating your ability to fend off this thing you know so it's almost like I'm gonna take a
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deep breath and keep stuffing that down and the lithium doesn't allow you to do that it's not it's just causing it it's actually in a sense showing it to you take that for what you will but some of you are asking can you heal these if they're ik wounds of course anything anything can be healed but will you do what it takes to heal it and if you heal it you're gonna become less sensitive in a good way you're gonna be less hyper sensitive so it's kind of cool if you think about it so you look at it and say
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well okay how do I heal it what will you do what it takes when you say sure really well what if what if what it takes is having some Foods in your diet there more grounding so that you're not floating and to etheric all the time oh no no I have to only eat fruits I like to eat foods that just feel all alive and fresh in whatever great well then you don't really want to change this go ahead and be hypersensitive and you know let every kind of critter out there peck at you like you're a piece of fruit full
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you know just acting all fruity on the tree and not grounded be like the tree man ground you know get in the earth and let your branches your consciousness be also out in space as it were so will you do what it takes some people say you know you sure and I give them examples and oh no I can't do that in a nutshell I'm only being very brief with this to counter the hypersensitivity it's the word is the opposite would be grounding and this world has people very dense but we have had generation after generation
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after generation that have been dense honest honestly with few exceptions the cultures few exceptions we have been in a state of density for tens of thousands of years it's not like 50 years or something tens of thousands of years even in the the exception moments like the Renaissance people were opening up a bit more oh my god but there was still this stifling churchy kind of oppression stifling political oppression so there was still stuff happening and a lot of fear in the world coming out of the Dark
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Ages and so on there was still a memory of that at cellular memory genetic memory you know so you know there's just it was still a little dense but we've had moments here and there that are a little like a Renaissance a little more ethereal which is pretty cool if you think about it but we are now going in the direction to become we're about going back home in a sense so we're peeling off layers of density and that's helping us return to a state of more of a fear ik more conscious society may not seem like it
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in the world and that's because the world still mostly not so what's gonna happen is we're gonna go from density of tens of thousands of years with some exceptions major density where everybody was just you know almost like the spiritual consciousness of a rock and I mean a dense dull rock I know that minerals still have consciousness we're not talking about that just density man just like the hammer head you know the head of a hammer so it's it's it's changing and we're going
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from that to now more etheric and we need to go more thick so we were over here and we need to go more ease Eric the downside is that we tend to swing on a pendulum on earth so we've done this and now it's it's a lot of people are swinging the opposite directions which is why sexual abuse for example has become rampant especially for children sexual abuse abuses towards women and and so forth nations national abuses to other nations and all that it's because we've swung from the victimizers density
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hyper masculine hyper left brain what would you like instead oh let's have the opposite so swing the pendulum to the opposite it's not good because you're creating a lot of not just the oppressive victimizers the victims victimizers you're swinging to the side where there's more and more ethereal people almost tempting victimizers to even become more predatorial i know this may sound strange but what we need is the center the balance so we won't spend tens of thousands of years swinging the
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hyper opposite because it'll never happen that we go all the way to what people are waiting for just this really wonderful poetic civilization we all just kind of sit around you know with flowers in our hair and and breathe you know nobody you know does anything anymore no that would be a hyper opposite a lot of us have gone that and when we started birthing around the Year 1960 that generation edgar cayce would call it 1958 so i'm not just coming up with a number of my own but around the year 1960 there started being
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born which is why you saw the flower power and sixties not you started seeing born a new race what some people could say are the Indigo's and so what I mean by hyper extreme is everybody sits around now going oh it's an amazing indigo is an indigo children and we started we're the ones that are the Indigo's we started it we're the first Indigo's and the generations now being born are the children of the Indigo's and so they are also Indigo's of course but what we don't want to do is have
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this this demand this request this calling for a hyper extreme of indigo is coming into a world that doesn't accept them and harms them what we want is it to create a world by creating different selves create a world that kind of is a healthy receptacle for balanced individuals you know so it's kind of like yeah Indigo's have their place but man this world isn't totally ready to accept that and have that extreme the Indigo's are mirroring to us another extreme it's almost like saying at one
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end of the pendulum you have red as a color indigo is when you swing a little more in the other direction and so red has been almost the coloration that the human race has been at for tens of thousands of years who we swung way over to indigo and it's gonna be like no no no wait a minute back it off a little bring it down a few color you know notches to let's say green and green would be a balance between those two green would be the heart chakra not way up at the crown not way at the root but a heart balance and
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that's where we're going to be able to bridge because if we all go to indigo the Reds the Reds are going to fight us and try to stomp on us and that's what you're seeing a reaction the Reds I just made this up but you know but the Reds are what is this thing going on and and the Reds look for how can we profit from this we don't care if you're indigo we don't care what what you call yourselves we don't care what race you are we don't care what gender you are we don't care what your beliefs
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your religion whatever spiritual and you know ideals we don't care all we think about is how we will profit from this this new thing this new thought is there whatever they even release you know headlines in magazines and newspapers for people to read that they want them to read because they're telling you they're telling you the future because they're already making it happen by creating a headline you should be afraid of this or the trend is gonna go this way it's just the strangest thing
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there's a new trend coming you know bathroom fixtures all have to be now they have to be you know nickel the pewter colored you know and then you go and take your hard-earned money you buy all those things and then you're gonna sell your house they say oh you have all the wrong fixtures because that's not in anymore what what do you mean like you're lucky to have plumbing why do I have to have colors you like so that's kind of the way the world is predatorial towards you know people that
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get extreme I'm teaching balance we have to find balance so people ask can you heal these wounds these these and that's what they are these etheric holes and thinness and all that as you heal spiritually two things healing and learning as you heal your physical and emotional self the physical self reflects even my physical drug use but also my physical accidents traumas are reflecting in my etheric double my emotional state those and emotions coming at me and my own emotions will reflect in that etheric double as well
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so do my thoughts so my etheric double can heal but can be repaired reversed but it would involve healing and also learning learning to become more spiritual learning to become what God created me to be if all I do is heal that's going to help but that's almost like it'll help from a lower lower body lower chakras lower consciousness not bad lower just a lower level of consciousness when you do your learning your spiritual learning your your prayers meditations oneness with God Course in Miracles workbook lessons
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whatever you're into when you do your spiritual work you're bringing in the higher colorations the higher components the higher consciousness that gives you an etheric double that's like it's not only just repaired bandaged it's now fully coming forward to a new self almost like being born again to a new level instead of just not wounded you're actually rising to new levels so yes it can be healed are you willing to do what it's gonna take do your spiritual work trust God's gonna
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take care of it and the Holy Spirit you know is gonna the Divine Mother she's gonna take care of you she's like the mother earth the Divine Mother is going to hold you and nurture you and and help repair things at a pace that you can accept you physically emotionally mentally spiritually you have to be able to accept it she'll just do as much as she can do at any given time sometimes it's dramatic overnight instantaneous healing and other times it's little bits at a time depending on what we can handle you would think well
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I would like it all now not all healing can happen now because you're so raw it's it's kind of like grafting skin when you've been burned severely why don't they just do it all at once no no no man you you could go into shock and die healing can kill you in other words you wouldn't think so and so in A Course in Miracles we read that the Holy Spirit will not bring you healing of anything that would in any way cause you a problem cause you fear cause you fear in any form cause you hesitation cause you
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Hyper reactions or whatever so adverse reactions are anything else so it takes time and for some of us it can be like wow I just was lit up overnight and I just feel the presence of God there are times when I've seen people that I've worked on who we ramp it up I can help them I can do some work on them and there let's say on a 0 to 10 scale there if tharok body is like a - I do some work on them and it's like a seven they feel it I see it I feel it I sense it and so on it's like really obvious and
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then they go and could do something that could drop it back to let's say a three you would hope not you would think not but it can happen they could go and get an ax severe argument with somebody they could go and party they could go and work too hard they go out let's say and work in a yard out in their yard in the Sun and get exhausted and kind of just drained that's not healthy because you're seven your new seven level is is you're still on the men's and you've gone and you pushed yourself too far
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so now back down to you know a three maybe so things like that you got to be responsible when you're working on this and again how does this play into sensitivity well because my own sensitivities are made hyper because of my wounds so healing my wounds is going to mend my etheric body and then I won't be so what we call hypersensitive I remember people have said this before and one of you posted I think that I saw after after the filming of this the last week one the part one somebody said you know I'm not sure if it's healthier I'm
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not sure why I do it but when I get really upset like angry I cry it's an amazing thing because what's happening you're so thin in your etheric double that no sooner do does one emotion should come in so does another because they're not let's call it compartmentalized they're not clear in your mind so all of a sudden what am I feeling I'm really angry I'm crying why am i crank I'm crying because I'm sad that I'm angry but I'm also scared so you think you're crying when you're
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because you're angry this one person would say you're crying not because you're angry you're also crying could you because you're scared you're sad that you're angry perhaps yes but you're also scared when you got angry you started feeling like you're losing control and when you started losing control you started feeling some of the things your predators or your abusers ever have felt when they treated you the way they did so now oh my god I'm scared and then you start to feel an anxiety in
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a an anxiousness and you know and then you start crying because you're nervous I hope that makes sense to the people that we're asking a little bit about that but it's a collision of emotions now when your etheric body is healthy you can kind of you know what's this coming in Oh a feeling of this what's this coming out an emotion of that you know you have time to filter it I always thought of the etheric double well ever since I was a kid seeing it I always thought of it for some reason as like
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gauze like layers of gauze that filters debris and dirt and so forth that we don't want into our inner self now it's so sort of speak we would become infected you know so it's kind of like that it's cotton or perhaps you could think of it as cotton a you know something like that that filters out stuff and and it very much is a filter but if it's plugged up clogged up to ripped torn it's hard to tell anymore whether I'm coming but coming or going one one thing that people say quite often in the spiritual
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community how do I know when emotions are mine or someone else's well no matter which one that it is if it's something you're feeling it's still in you you still feel it so when you say someone else has sad but I'm not someone else is angry but it's not me I'm picking up their emotions you couldn't if it didn't have some velcro to stick to so you know you could say well I'm not like them at all you don't have to be exactly like them but you could be you could have a raw a button
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that they can push related to that particular emotion and when your theropod II isn't healthy which reminds us that we're kind of weak in some areas then that's getting it like you could have a great immunity somebody has a cold you don't pick it up your immunities down you picked it up how they gave me a cold no your immunity was down why was your immunity down well they shouldn't have given me a cold they shouldn't have come to work when they had a cold or a flu you know and so I know guys I understand you could use
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that argument but guys know also why was your immunity down well that's not my fault I can't control that yes you can you control your immunity by having an alkaline diet and system not just the diet system how are they different because you could have alkaline diet like foods but you could also have an acidic system because you meet alkaline foods but you're constantly anxious angry upset scared whatever your food keeps turning to acid and then making your blood turn acid acidic so alkaline foods create an immunity that will help
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your etheric body grounding grounding more often that will help you're a third body another thing that helps it healing old wounds of course that's going to help heal and strengthen your etheric body spiritual work is going to strengthen your etheric body but one of the ones that most intimidates people when I recommend what will help them is when you get in your body and you find the spiritual warrior the armor of the Lord which is your etheric body in some levels of interpretation it's your third
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body and the armor of the Lord comes from connection with the Lord God in your heart and soul but that that armor it's referred to as armor because it does imply a warrior the warrior and you needs armor armor simply meaning how the ability to fend off stuff because armor isn't necessarily your weapon it's simply to fend off stuff it's your ability to say wait a minute breathe no no no not today man no thank you they try to strike it doesn't go anywhere you have this this armor and the armor is your etheric double able to
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fend off you know stuff of this world stuff that kind of you know otherwise seems to get in get it affect you you know affect us and again it could be emotion it could be astral stuff even believe it or not even entities you know I remember times in my life where people have asked me to go into a house clearing like a house blessing when there in fact was definitely entities and so on and you know when I do that it's not that I'm boasting I'm saying this is kind of how it has to be done you have to have that backbone if you go
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in to do a you know an exorcism on a home or a person and you walk in going hi how we all doing oh my god entities are like this is gonna be good man this is some this isn't even just fruit that's crunchy this is soft you know juicy fruit now this is great we're just gonna devour this person that's not how you do these things and I want to add I'm not telling you to sensitive means you need to harden yourself I'm saying balance so if you're too hard which people believe they needed to be for
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thousands of years so be it some exceptions of course there's too soft and a lot of the you know we're seeing a lot of that in the world today vulnerable susceptible naive folks that you know have taken it too far and I'm not saying it's a funny thing because the word innocence means I'm in touch with my god self we think innocence is a weakness like oh they're so innocent they're so easy to easily harmed when you know your spiritual innocence it means free of guilt shame your doubt that's what it means innocent
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not naive and vulnerable in a negative way it means I'm innocent therefore I'm in vulnerable I'm totally not susceptible to any garbage of this world because I'm so clear about Who I am nothing can affect me and that's what we're heading for that's what we're looking for that's what what what true balance is you know that a balance of the masculine and the feminine you know at the same time people have asked me like about my own work and sensitivity level and I would have to say I doubt that anybody really
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knows maybe maybe nobody that's ever even known me really knows my level of sensitivity I hint about it here and there I share when it's relevant but here I'm telling you balance guys I was born sensitive and I certainly took hits for it literally and figuratively took hits for it but I chose not to harden the other extreme to harden but I also didn't stay just hypersensitive I accessed the warrior within I healed wounds I called upon God's presence and that's how it worked for me so when I go
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in and do these exorcisms and things I've done I I go in with that Center you go in with certainty if you have any doubts at all don't go in if you're a surgeon and you have doubts don't you dare cut into me and and and think about whether you you're in the right space or not you want a master you want somebody somebody who says got it we got it covered you want there's an old story of a football reference and you know the professional football the guy Joe Montana he's been in the Super Bowl I
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think he went four times won every time and I think he even which is like never been done never even threw him thrown her an interception I think maybe in a Super Bowl or a playoff game the guy was really masterful but my point because I like to hear and learn about people I don't care you know in sports or whatever I'm not really that really that into but but I like people that are masters and when I heard they call him Joe Cool Joe Montana Joe cool because his first time in the Super Bowl you know it's like you know there was one
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time when he when he won the playoff game to go to the Super Bowl he beat the Dallas Cowboys and and it was like wow because they had been you know kind of in and out of the playoffs at forever through several years you know so they had a good reputation for being at least contenders they I think they only by this time won a couple of times but they were contenders he beats them and yet when he throws this final pass to beat them they can't believe it they're so they're so kind of overly confident well how dare you beat us so
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one of them comes up to him and says when you just beat America's Team Montana turns to him and says well you and the rest of America can stay home in a couple of weeks and watch the Super Bowl that I'll be in it's just cool like putting people and situations in their place no hatred you just know how to hold your space your Center and you and I have to learn to do that oh it's so intense no no guys I don't want you at all to become hateful and hurtful like I want to one-up you with rude
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comments not at all just not letting people's stuff get through to you so he goes on to the Super Bowl that year and the the as the story goes they're down to the last like minute of the game and they're behind they need a touchdown in a matter of a minute it's it's you know that doesn't happen very easily and in a super boy you're playing against typically a really good team so that you don't usually just decide we're gonna go get a touchdown in to get one so they're gonna march up the field and
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they've got you know 80 90 yards to go or whatever it is and his team members they all get in the huddle and they're going like the nervousness your kids will have that sometimes your partner will have that some of your employees will have that if you're you know an employer your clients if you're a counselor they're gonna come to you with that what do we do and these guys get in the huddle and they're going oh man what are we gonna do Joe Montana says to them hey do you see who's here
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they're like what did you see who's in the audience and he mentions the name of a an actor comedian actor I won't say the name but he points him hey did you guys look he's over there and they're like what and they're turning around look are you serious dude we have to hike the ball within a few seconds because we're already in the huddle too long and we're in the Super Bowl and we're about to lose and we need to go must get a suit touchdown and you're you're actually doing you know little
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little shots of the audience and that's how cool he was and when he did that they went man we are in good hands man we're we feel it and listen to this carefully when you hold an energy and your therapy is full and you're you're like I got it my I'm charged I'm alive and you deliver whatever it is I don't care if it's you're delivering milk you know whatever you deliver they can sense that you know what you're doing yes confidence is contagious but people say that they're thinking it means more like
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you're your external confidence they don't understand guys my energy if I'm holding enough confidence will shine through my etheric double onto that of others into the astral body and etheric body and then the internal consciousness of another person they pick that up so instead of them being hyper sensitive oh my god what are we going to do or the opposite overly arrogant or overly hardened it's this beautiful light of God that can penetrate things if we let it if we let that be it's almost like
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it's the color on a bird the scent of a rose it's just this not elimination that's just beautiful it and in it is what it is I am as God created me and it's just this very natural energy so you go into something like a whether it's a surgery or your counselor intell's you some horrific history instead of like oh my god that's terrible I don't want to hear anymore you've just scared them because you don't want to hear anymore like they overwhelmed you they're counting on you
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the surgeon looks at you in an emergency room after an accident and they go geez you know you wouldn't want that okay we're on it you know military operations God if you're you know captain's lieutenants and whomever else we're nervous going well guys and it's not good probably not gonna do very well in this battle but let's just give it a shot it's not sounding good so whatever metaphor feels right for you I don't care what it is when you have an art instructor and they say I think you can
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do it go ahead and try it just just do something good you look at what you did you you captured this now let's work on that more they don't talk about what you suck at and if they do they're not actually teachers they're they're linear thinkers so you want that love that compassion to be able to come through and those of you who have had people that push you you know the proverbial dad watching over your shoulder the nagging mom narcissistic mother or whatever if you've had those that is I'm
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just using examples the boss it's never enough oh yeah you got five more cells this week but we want you to get ten next week well wait nobody's even had five in a week yeah that's great let's get ten next they don't acknowledge care you know I know that's hard your job is to find yourself not to keep reacting to what they don't find in you but instead find yourself and and this is this is really in every fable in every mythology that has had to do with a hero or hero in but a hero a hero's journey
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it's always been about our own finding ourselves our own sense of balance so as I'm going to start coming to a close one of my last thoughts is I don't think people really know my sensitivity level so I'm gonna share that you know in case it works for yours it's important to you it's to kind of give you an example of when I sit here and you go okay yeah he's talking about balance and like we usually seems pretty confident yeah it's great but I'm not coming from hardened and just becoming a little bit spiritual
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there are people like that I was really messed up and now I've gotten a little bit spiritual I'm not one of those which I'm glad that they did become a little spiritual I was really a lot more sensitive and have balanced coming back the other way how sensitive and and does sensitivity have its perks absolutely when I when I sit down to do a talk I don't have to think and make a talk all I need to do is open my mind and it starts coming and a lot of people say how does he know to say exactly I
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mean Michael made up made up this bizarre example and it was mean like I could use some arbitrary thing and somebody will say well wait a minute wait that's too weird because that's exactly what happened there was this you know bright red you know dragonfly on a beautiful green leaf and the color contrast was amazing wait a minute most states don't even have red dragonflies so he brings up some arbitrary thing like that and it just happened yesterday that happens a lot in what I do why oh because I'm brilliant and know
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it's it's it's our my ability our ability to say not you know less of me and more of thee and for me when you when you write a book even if God's channeling through you he comes through your filters in other words when I'm starting to share with you it's still my hands moving it's still my eyes looking at you it's still me and I like metaphors so God comes through me and I I sort of filter the information it just filters through not not in my head it just happens naturally then I start using an analogy a metaphor
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and what which ones I use how do I know which ones I'm going to use I don't they just pop out but how and why because I'm so sensitive I can actually feel what you're feeling even though these are remotely done do I know exactly what person sometimes sometimes it'll pop into my head which one of your little faces that I see on the screen who it was but I never think about it and I never analyze it I don't sit and go probably them I wonder what they're going through it's it's not like that
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it's just all constant and spontaneous I'm saying all this for a reason because my sensitivity level it could be like when I write an email or if I'm responding to some question or whatever it happens to be when I go to respond to a question like if I'm doing a lecture somewhere when I go to respond usually people are linear they answer the way they want to answer your question is though you're a separate person when I answer my my mind becomes aware of all of your responses to my answer at the
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same time as I'm also filtering the answer I'm starting to become aware of your feelings to my reading my response my answer which the parts of it connect which parts are scaring you and then all of a sudden I'm also aware of the people other people in the room or other people online these things just start you know coming and honestly it can feel like a barrage if I slow down enough and become dense enough then think enough as soon as you start slipping into the human thinker then it would be overwhelming
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hyper stimulating and even now it can still be a little bit I do these talks and sometimes Wow afterwards you know the Sunday services or these talks it's people just think I'm just sitting and talking it's like taking off the skin and being all open but the good news is it allows God so much more room to move through me because I'm going let's go well Michael should we should we keep it to this no Here I am use me God's eye Wow okay so in comes this comment and comes that and the feelings and you know so it's an
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interesting thing because in becoming such a broad channel it can be a bit overwhelming and it's really interesting because and so I'm just kind of blurting out all this personal stuff now but it's really interesting because my ability to be a warrior and ground is partly what keeps me sane if I let go of my anchor grounding warrior kind of energy which is half me as the other half is the sensitive side if I were to let that go I don't think I could survive I really don't think I would survive very long at all you know
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even as a kid hearing these things and feeling these things and sensing these things you know Edgar Cayce was an incredible channel total clairvoyant but his reason for being a chain-smoker was because it was his way of dealing with the nervousness of being such an open channel so that's one quick example and you know at the same time and when he would do be done with his readings instantly I mean he immediately would ask for something to eat usually a grain of bread because it's got a density to it he needed to ground
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afterwards so a little bit of bread and something to drink and it would kind of ground him so what what grounds you you know find something that can help you just find an equilibrium I know that there are some people that sat around have been around me watching this theorizing what's going to wonder what's going on with him you know and they analyze sometimes when they analyze they're gonna almost always be wrong even if their friends theorizing what goes on inside of me at any given moment this this hypersensitivity can
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also manifest as impatience not just being an impatient jerk kind of a thing but an impatience inside of if somebody asked me a question and they asked five different times it can be an agitation to the nervous system to have to answer five times because I'm already going somewhere else I'm already moving on and we're we're going back here that's how sensitive your system can become for you it could be the noise of your children you love love love them but the noise can be a lot for you find
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some grounding so that you don't take it out on them there are so many examples I could give that would I think I think would blow your mind if I you know explained what it looks like to be in that level of sensitivity it can be like like people have said you know Michael I notice your hands you know they move as you're talking and I think a lot of people have said and and when I do these Friday nights you don't see them as much they're down here so you just see the upper body moving I noticed that when I
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watched some of the videos but my hands you know often do things and I've heard people oh I think it's a arising this or that or the other you know wonder if it's cultural I wonder if it's this or do you're just very expressive the bottom line is it's it's like body mandalas body mudras there's their sacred geometries but I don't think about them but they're doing something to balance everything I'm saying just like I make a joke now and again because and not because I think of it it just
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comes out and I learned years and years ago that even a little bit of a joke was all about balancing because every I'm talking and talking people are like getting like whoa they started to lean forward man this is deep wow this is amazing and their their minds getting engaged and they're leaning forward and then there's a part of me I realized that lately you know years ago that comes in and snips all the cords they're starting to put into me going tell us more you know master or whatever you know tell us more
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the the joke comes in and snips the cords so they can breathe and I can let them be empowered did you get what I said did you get it don't lean in anymore did you get it oh and they laugh and they don't realize because people are not sensitive enough a lot of people are not tuned into themselves enough they might be hypersensitive and energetically they're not tuned into themselves enough to realize what happened snip bounced back in yourself and instead they just go oh you know that was funny and they end up almost
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forgetting the depth thing we're at a moment ago where in fact what I'm doing energetically they might think they forgot it absorbed at a deeper level but it would help them even more if they would have the laughter and let the laughter become a joyousness and let the joyousness become a this is a holy moment god I'm hearing things that yeah we were in and then we laughed but oh my god you know it's like you would hear the chill the Angels when Jesus is born the Angels you could hear the vibrations
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in the ethers you know peace on earth and goodwill to man that's what you would hear if you would really hear something I'm saying and then I crack a joke we laugh the laughter is the joy of the Christ child being born in you and or in me anytime we allow ourselves to go to deeper levels deeper levels of consciousness deeper levels of healing deeper deeper levels of growth in any way you know but I I just I can just sense these things in people and so I'm doing a talk I'm I'm writing an email it's it's really
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it's so interesting because it involves like when I've written books people will say god this is I really love this part of that part when I'm writing it it's very simple but not but it's tuning in to God letting God channel through me and then letting me match you me myself letting me the me match you god self and others those are the three relationships of the universe so God me so God's consciousness comes through me as a filter as a channel but it doesn't just preach to you what I do is as it's
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coming out of me I ask myself it's all simultaneous how do they need to hear this what wording how I'm actually able to see the readers five years later the readers going wow you know wow that's pretty amazing and and that's kind of cool but it's also kind of a drag because you guys and you know myself when we also have sensitivities yours may not be as Extreme as mine or maybe it's more I'm not gonna say one way that it doesn't matter but when we have these these kinds of emotions this emotional
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connection it also means that when people are being pissy and and not liking us and judging and that can be a little much it can be a little oh you know you you know I've had an apple right go in a restaurant and you know somebody that feels like competitive they they don't they're mad because my book sell more than theirs or my classroom is filled with more people that whatever and there's such hatred and I don't take it on thank God but I I can become sad just at the fact that anybody hates I don't need to become sad
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that's something that that I'm healing and healing and healing in over time because I don't need to get worried you know caught up in their trip about being sad about being angry at me rather so so it's lessened a lot every year that I've grown on this planet it but it's rooted always in wounds if you're gonna feel something there's a button that they're pushing so what button are they pushing you know you could say I have nothing to do their issues guys that's not the best
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way to heal the things brushing them off could fend it off for today when you say well it's not my issue healing it will heal it forever and so when I was a kid I sat around wondering why why do my family members not like me you know and then that went out of the house too to school you know any bullies or any you know what what is that about you know instead of just being sad or scared like instead of just being scared of people like that I was like bill wildered like wow what is this what is the problem you
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know and and then taking with that with me and I would say I would say probably years ago maybe ten years ago another level of that really shifted for me but it's still there and I'm glad I'm glad that you that you have a conscience that I have a conscience I'm glad that you sometimes pick stuff up of people even if it makes you sad or whatever because I'd rather you and I be able to feel than to not feel because that's what a lot of people do as an alternative they shut down yeah it's a drag sometimes to
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feel too much you know it'll affect you know for some you you know it could be a headache you take on heading you know give your ahead response you're not taking on a headache but your your head is building up an energy becomes headaches because you're taking up so toxic energy around you too much of it or it could be allergies allergic reactions or it could be just depletion of energy we can be fed but you have to shift your consciousness and this world man it's it's it's really a lot anytime
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you're a public figure you have a group of people liking you in a P group of people hating you and my attitude was always like but what a bummer I mean I don't dislike you I don't even know you I there's people I don't even know that dislike me and I think what a bummer what a sad kind of a thing and that's partly that little boy in me and partly that that spiritual sensitive soul but we can't fix them all you no matter what you say or do they don't want to be healed or fixed they want to hate you
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because they hate themselves so you can't fix all that but I just know that that I love being alive and there's people that don't want us to feel alive because they don't you know and whether it's been strangers or friends that I've seen that that hater are competitive or turn you know turn on us or whatever you know there's a there's a time in the past where I would have went oh man what a bummer but once I learned to see through if they want to hate they're gonna hate if they want to
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compete they're gonna compete if they want to be jealous they're gonna be jealous part of me still says but that's such a bummer and part of me says okay whatever and I move forward so I own all the great qualities of being sensitive I mean it makes me who I am like I said Casey would compensate and have to have a little brand or something to ground him after whatever and I have my kinds of things whatever they happen to be I don't have any you know chemical addictions and things like that or
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whatever to kind of try to ground or compensate I don't drink there's nothing like that I'm not an overeater anything like that but the most common thing for me would be that I liked I've always liked to I guess it would be to chill it's kind of like a great conference I'd go and speak at a conference the vibes are everybody's like wow that was amazing sign autographs I could do I could do things for 72 hours straight 500 hours straight I could probably do it without sleeping just I know how to just be in the light
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and do the energy when I'm done sometimes I like to decompress I think that this is the most common thing I've ever noticed about myself when it comes to what is my response after a really high energy decompress be with a few people that are somewhat trustworthy and some of them turn out not to be and then I say goodbye but people that are gonna be honest people that I can relax and just kind of hang out laugh a little bit maybe maybe have something to eat because to me it's it's my way of grounding
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not just the food but grounding the the friendships the safety it could be like like sitting back and just so you know how you guys doing and it's kind of like that when that energy can't be met my request might need whatever you want to call it and you got to look for yours you really really advise you to look for your sensitivities and your needs to counter it and if you don't meet those needs it's gonna tax you until you go over the edge so I recommend you find what works for you you know it could be
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like I remember a period where a really a friend of mine at the time who was strong enough they would say loved I remember this guy that I hung out with way back the 90s he was strong in and he would say he loved doing foot reflexology oh my god that was great you know and then he would just work the feet I'm like you know just float man loved it no matter how hard he worked I just float and I've had things like that done in here and there in my life or sometimes it's hanging out and decompressing the downside and you got
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to watch for if there's a downside for you when you find your way to to ground to decompress or to balance an extreme emotional that situation or vulnerability or sensitivity you do psychic readings for several in a day and you're feeling a little like vulnerable you better do something oh I'll smudge smudging is nice that's not what I'm talking about do something else that brings you back a to earth and ground and be to God in Center find something that does that for you both the spiritual centering the earth
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centering and that's what it was for me the feet getting done and then just spiritually reconnecting and also the friend also the friendships where I could at one time it was really quite beautiful four years of my life every so often cycles where there would be friends I could kind of count on if if my sitting down and decompressing and say that was you know really great sometimes I'll say you remember things just to decompress an energy I might say something like oh you know my fans really loved me today or something just
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being silly and we all laugh and and do I mean it in that way of course not but if I had my microphone on and it was still turn on and over the PA system somebody heard me say some of the things I say once in a while oh my fans you know they'd be like what a jerk so when I when I decompress and let my hair down so to speak it's nice when the people in the room are okay with that they can handle that it's always a drag when either a they can't handle they didn't understand it they get weird about it and and freaked
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out like oh he's a jerk or it's not just when they can't handle it it's when they take those moments those private moments those deep you know connecting moments and and you know whatever and break confidentiality you know and that sort of thing or practice dishonest ease and that what a drag you know what a drag we're doing all this great work well just like a little sanity a few safe friends clear me and then they blow it and that's just like oh jeez forget it so watch for what works for you you must
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discover your medicine after those moments of working yourself it could even be quiet isolated private alone quiet hot tub you know whatever it's gonna be I can only tell you that I very good with who I am evolved to a degree I'm not boasting I'm saying in consciousness and still I need to know what I need in any given moment and I as much as I know grounding a balance and whatever oh my god you guys have no idea of how just how sensitive I am and my systems are to pick up the thoughts and feelings all
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the time but not in a freaky way but in a way that is so well orchestrated by the holy spirit the Divine Mother just the right information but it's wider deeper broader higher than than anybody I've ever known to deal with this sort of thing I'm not it's not a boast because I'm saying this is God that's capable if it were up to me oh I'm sure I would explode you know in seconds or minutes of my you know as soon as it weren't there from the Holy Spirit anymore and no human I think can
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endure the the things that happen in and around me so you know sometimes it's like nice to know guys it's just imperative to know it's just so nice to know what you need for your grounding I hope it's not unhealthy things because those are now actually helping you grounding and centering grounding and centering healing and learning you know healing that brings you grounding learning the brings you Center when in God that's what to watch for that's a bit of your solution to any of this that
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might seem a little extreme you know if you struggle and you find yourself real sensitive be careful not to do more as much as be more go inside and do some more work don't keep doing work if you're already too sensitive have some breathing time take time off work if work is too extreme if you can take time off don't go after that one more sale if you're already at your end your edge you know of your balance don't allow one more emotional outburst with for somebody if you're already bordering a
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cold or a flu or or any other more extreme illness find what you need to maintain your balance so that you're your roots are there strongly enough to where the rest of you can come out and grow you know when you're new you're like a new plant it takes a year or two and all of a sudden the roots go okay seems safe enough well then they start taking off that's what happens in us you need some time for the foundation to feel good and strong enough your soul is saying hey we don't want to give you too
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much and you say well it's not too much but then you physically and emotionally I break down to the souls like alright that's it we're not gonna let you grow anymore we're not gonna let you do you know see more more poems in the ethers art art in the ethers love in the ethers channeling of God you can't even get through a day you got to show it you got to say I'm here I'm here I'm a minute you know just do your grounding show you're strong show you're clear and persistently so consistently so so that
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more can come to you be faithful with what you've got and then more will be given but be faithful take good care of what you've got all right thank you this is felt really good it's just an just wow there's so much to share but I think you know at least you have the a bit of an idea of what this looks like on a deeper level and and God will take care of you but you got to also do your part you're welcome to join us anytime for these Friday talks these Fridays are usually about it now or maybe you know
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45 minutes if I can keep it to that but 45 minutes to an hour and it's around 5:30 Arizona time which is sometimes specific and sometimes it's Mountain Time Sundays it's 10 o'clock 10:15 we do our sacred services from unity of Sedona so you can join us there if you like so god bless you all thank you for your time I wish you many blessings we'll talk to you soon bye-bye

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