Anchoring Love or Fear

oh pretty pretty beautiful wow share with me what you'd like me to talk about today please never mind foreign fear how about fear of relationships some of you are asking let's weave all these together fear of relationships forgiveness okay that's good thanks the song we shared before the service for those of you watching online was Shining Star by Earth Wind and Fire your shining star no matter who you are shining bright to beasts to see what you

can truly be you know just fantastic affirmation if you think about it hmm I I really love the sacred reading this morning and and every morning I think every Sunday our sacred readings are just profound we ask our readers to sit with that look feel God be guided as to the most profound relevant reading for the Sunday so even that we don't do things just gratuitously or simple we don't just read standard kinds of yes more simple you know simple prayers that some groups use or sacred readings we want them to

channel the deepest possible we want our musicians to play at the deepest level possible and it all sets the stage for something you know something more miraculous in our lives and um part of what I just heard Robert share um you know sort of sort of had to do with that concept of you know if you think of God as distant then God is distant because that's what you believe and and I think people forget the concept of the mother the mother aspect of God it's good analogy would be most of us grew up in an age where and it's not to

be sexist so get over that where Dad went to work and mom took care of the kids that was kind of the thing for many thousands of years and it's kind of like that the father aspects hold space and holds Bliss in heaven not a location but it holds Bliss the mother aspect of God said well look our children are running away from home they're going off into a world that of Make-Believe where they can believe that they're separate and Afraid and struggling and looking for relationships and all these things and the father says

to the mother well what would you do she said I'm going to go in there with them I'm going to go and live with them in that world but the mother is incapable of forgetting who she really is the children gave up free will they gave up they used their free will to say I'm going to give up free will I'm going to start living under the dictates of something else that we manufactured called the ego so we live in this strange space this strange place looking like we're trying to you know even forgiven us one of you

asked about these are all things that when we remember who we are you won't be asking how to hook up you won't be asking who to forgive you'll be beyond all of that when you're one with everything you're not looking for anything which is one of our fears so I want to keep the illusionary world because I still want stuff you know I mean I understand we're one with everything but I gotta have my coffee in the morning to wake up there won't be a morning you'll always be awake well no

because I like to sleep too but you won't need sleep because you'll be blissfully peacefully in a restful State all the time oh no but I like anxiety I want challenges to overcome you know and whatever else this that's insane human thinking so it's really hard sadly it's hard for human beings to really grasp what it means to be God so we're playing with this a day at a time you know we we practice forgiveness one day and then a week and a half later seemingly unrelated we woke up and we

felt kind of nice today not realizing it's from forgiveness you did proverbial yesterday you didn't just wake up in a good mood and you shouldn't start crediting the thing you drank this morning oh wow that really does fire me up I've never had a sip of coffee and I don't feel tired ever you know what I mean it's like you know like I've never had coffee so when people have got to have my coffee you have to have your belief that you need coffee everything's our beliefs you don't

really need coffee you're God how did that happen I'm God but I've got to have my espresso it doesn't make sense foreign you know God I'm I'm you know you're they're mutually exclusive Concepts to say I am and I need if I am there is no need that that just cuts that right out but that's the Human Condition all these Concepts you know Stillness one of you asked about Stillness everything we want comes from God and the only reason we don't remember our state of godness is because we still

keep a certain number of resentments between us and that remembrance so technically forgiveness is the only thing that gets us home and once we're home we don't need forgiveness anymore because it ended yesterday that's why before we go home in the Book of Revelation you have the day of the last judgment where people are telling you that's when everybody goes to hell we've already lived in hell away from God for all these years we're done that's redundant you're going to go to another hell no

the last judgment means I'm done judging and when I'm done judging I get to go home I got to forgive the judgments I did of and then I get to go home so why aren't we there if that's such a simple concept because we're tyrants the ego is tyrannical it's going to do everything to convince us that we're afraid of our light more than our Darkness it's going to you know make us afraid of God May afraid of light God is light and when we recognize we're light workers what does that mean we're

anchoring the presence of God I made up that term in the 80s light workers and people now use it as though they made it up but they're they're changing the definition which is really weird don't change the definition of my word oh no light workers man it means though and they start you know it's when you're one with the Pleiadians and no that's not in my definition and it's my word my word okay light worker you think Michael's gonna think light worker means you get to go to the fourth and a half Dimension and

hang out with the Pleiadians that's not Michael you know me light capital L God I go all the way with things so a light worker is a god worker and light work simply means to Anchor the presence of God but the people that are anti-god have to come up with other definitions to that word well it just it's no it's my word leave it alone I know they're going to do it anyway because that's humans but no no the real meaning it's about anchoring the presence of God light workers and it's only work while we're on the planet

where it seems like we need to work to Anchor light once we're beyond that and back home there's no more work to do everybody gets to retire from their spiritual electrician jobs light workers so so this beautiful presence you know anchoring the presence of God the that word anchoring like to pull down the word prayer if in its crude definition is is capture to capture God but it's the same in the Far East there's a little better definition when you do a a mantra or a yantra ayantra is like um you know you've heard

of mantras when you're reciting Like a Prayer but yantra is when you you know like mandalas you've seen mandalas right but you can create a mandala like on the ground like the way some pagans would do a pentagram except it's it's twisted into evil purposes for some you create a yantra what that means is whether you do it literally with crystals in a certain configuration and like a sand painting on the ground let's say as an example the purpose of that yantra is to capture God but really the word capture is sort of

weird we trapped God what you're really doing is you're anchoring divine presence and you should be doing this in your sacred bed chamber when you're making love you should be doing this in your kitchen things should be much more conscious our decision making everywhere you go first of all you're God forgetting yeah you're you know God's with amnesia for sure but it doesn't change that we are the presence of God one way that I can wake up from my Amnesia is to get in the practice of owning my daily thoughts

words and deeds I'm here to Anchor the presence of God capture is the words for some prayer to capture God it means to grab hold and pull it here I choose to make this a holy place and every thought you know humans man what's with these people they're they they seem to have an issue with anchoring the presence of God they don't seem to have an issue leaving their human presence clothes on the floor smells in a room you know like dishes in this sink we're always leaving a presence but humans

have no problem leaving crude and grotesque presents you know muddy shoes walking on the carpet in the house oh you know they were here that's what they do leave lights on leave doors open or whatever we don't have to be spiritual slobs you know like spiritual meaning leaving this deep spiritual or psychological statement they've been here you know you just know they were here how do you know you can smell them they left the doors open the lights are on you just know somebody was in the room but that's not how it's supposed to be

it's supposed to be you can feel the countenance you can feel the presence something holy is happening which is why we say here you know like don't just have musicians don't just have sacred readings that aren't very sacred we really have to hold that stamp in place and our employees and volunteers everybody has to be part of that because they are part of that I want no incongruence to that but if incongruence happens our job is to forgive not to say no wire hanger congruent incongruences you know it's

not about being obsessive or you know anal about it it's about setting your intention so don't just choose a song choose a song that lifts Spirits even if it's a deep slower song does it make a statement that makes people's hearts do this as opposed to this the concept of bridging means to hear where somebody's at say okay I got it and then adding another thought bridging is is connecting which is what the mother does the the Divine mother says you guys you folks my children you believe you're separate from the father

or aspect of God or heaven or whatever and my job is to bridge you home constantly here's the Divine here's where you think you are can we move in this direction well mother I just don't manifest really good relationships they're always like this this and all she can ever do is and so it is she's actually not going to make you have a better relationship then your mind is able to understand if your Consciousness is a 2 on a 0 to 10 scale she'll say and so it is no no but I want a four but you're a two

beloved if you would like a four relationship why don't you ramp up your Consciousness no well and so it is I just want to actually complain about relationships not being better because if only I could have somebody that was innate oh but you're a two but I won an eight then be an eight I don't know how to be innate love forgive no my last partnership ruined my life I'm not forgiving them and so it is again Mr two so she can only reflect our changes and and introduce us to other options she gets to cheat she mirrors perfectly

our Consciousness but she's allowed to say and there's another option most human beings I don't want any other options I just want to complain about what I don't have and long for it right long for it in so many different forms if only if you know I'd be happy if only the if onlys which is one of the most popular axioms of the ego if only means I don't already have which is all about the Ten Commandments Thou shalt not covet means why would you that's what it means people hear the old

school teacher Thou shalt not covet what God's really saying is eh I wouldn't bother why would you covet see God's casual God's hanging out with us especially since it's really the mother that communicates with us you know why would you covet what does that mean it's that means you think you don't have something did you actually have so why would you covet just own it when you see equality in someone else that you don't like learn from it and see what it's triggering heal and now

you're a better person when you see something you do like why sit around and wish you had it that lowers your Consciousness just become it Own It ramp up to innate you'll have an eight relationship that's not true because I'm really amazing and I'm spiritual and I'm creative and people just don't get it you're gonna have to take some honest deep looks at that because it's impossible for you to not have Merit in your life a replica of your Consciousness there's not an accident to that it's not like you know

I know that there are no accidents but I only say that when it's convenient because I know there are none except in my life because I know that somehow the stork dropped the wrong child into my house I know that was one of the neighbor's child oh my God you know the way they act you know or or my partner you know they they you know I asked her soul mate they gave me cellmate they just didn't they just didn't get the translation quite right it's somebody else's fault you want a soul mate but you still imprison

yourself in so many different ways all you're going to get is a cell mate someone that's karmically bound into prison with you and this will get a little happier and more inspiring in a moment I'm sure just as you were reaching can we add the word plummet onto your list of requests I don't remember saying plummet so so the world it it mirrors us it mirrors perfectly the mother cannot make mistakes and that doesn't mean we're bad people because you can be a relatively wonderful person you're still going to

have lessons there's mine that I still might have to work on but there's hours and I'm part of the US so as long as there's Collective Consciousness and there is nothing but that really as long as there's Collective Consciousness there's Collective lessons so even if I've worked a lot on let's say abandonment we still have abandonment so I'm still going to be bound to have to work on abandonment issues and you can sit around going I don't get it why am I still I worked on that why is that still

happening relax did you think all humanity is done with abandonment well no they're not but I am but you're part of they so if it's in front of you just work on it instead of analyzing and trying to find the culprit on who created your need to have to work on abandonment just work on it it's up but it shouldn't be but it is so work it work what's coming up we're to me it's a brilliant concept this an idea of anchoring you you walk into a room understand this isn't what we think it

is you're when you walk into a seat in the Senate when you walk out of a stadium where there's a concert or a game going everywhere we go we're bringing either the awareness that I am as God created me or I am not there's actually not neutral believe it or not a lot of humans would like to think that they're neutral that's why in The Book of Revelation you hear this description John the Beloved is describing this meditation he's in where he awakens Christ Consciousness or it's

awakened in him and one of the things he says when because he's talking about the Seven Seals which is the seven chakras or seven states of Consciousness so as the Seven Seals are being opened when he's getting towards the end one of the initiations or messages he's told is this concept of if you're lukewarm in a way Spirit tells John that's the most dangerous of all of the chakra blocks to be lukewarm to think I can I can really just live neutral I don't have to be too spiritual but I'm definitely not

going to be like them I'm just going to hang in the middle there's no such thing every second of every day is a statement I am or I'm not I am that I am and there's no doubts about it or I'm not and if I'm not as God created me to be what am I I'm daydreaming this concept of I'm an ego I'm a personality and then all the masks that the ego self creates I'm a mom I'm a single mom I'm a black or white or I'm this or that or whatever it might be the lukewarm concept is really

amongst the the top couple most dangerous of all the blocks in human consciousness to be lukewarm step up and the world is going through all kinds of things and I promise you it's going to go through a lot more this afternoon we're doing a workshop that people have insisted on you know predictions for the next 10 years fun for the whole family the new new game by you know Hasbro or whatever Milton Brothers or whatever those things were you know fun for the whole family what a great way to spend the afternoon

um it is actually and it's all coming there's more coming and part of the purpose of the coming purges of the planet is real and again it's the mother it's it's the mother not doing it to us reflecting how are you guys doing we're lukewarm oh sorry to hear that and then here it comes things that are going to make us learn to step up and own who we are now the way Christianity hears Revelation or the way people hear this concept they're always when it comes to these prophecies it has to do with God

is going to punish those are the words often used by especially Christian or religious seers prophets okay God's going to punish God punish Sodom and Gomorrah God punished this group and that group God punished the Israelites God punished the Philistines or whatever God's like what what I just read the paper they have me having done things I never did you know holy news and what what's I wasn't even there so that's that's not how this goes down this is the mother mirroring our Consciousness our lack of commitment

means we're going to see the results even more dramatically of our lack of commitment which looks like God punishing us karmically for a lack of commitment it isn't it's just us as Edgar Casey used to put it meeting ourselves hi nice to meet me oh it really isn't you know I have all kinds of weird stuff that I you know and if you say but if I only knew those issues I would work on them I have great news soon you won't be able to avoid any of them they're just gonna be smack dab in your face

it's gonna happen where people just like have nothing else to do but look at themselves and it isn't it isn't a punishment meted out by God it's the inevitable we're going home we've set this clock ourselves not God we set this clock and God just said okay when are you setting your clock for what year is it now it's um 5 billion BC okay let's all synchronize our internal watches 2012 is going to be a very pivotal time for you all and by the time you get to another 10 20 years later

it's done time is going to end as you know it which by the way time's an illusion so if time comes to an end it's the end of time well that's good news isn't it because if it's the end of time and time's an illusion it means it's the end of Illusion well geez that's cool that means we get to be in our remembrance again oh no no it's not good the ego is telling us it's oh it can't be good you know what that means it means death and destruction all over the world

God can't die or be destroyed so when you start becoming afraid of the death and destruction coming to this world it's actually your ego going uh-oh because it's going to end the ego is going to be retired for lack of work you have no place I'm just it's like saying you know what it's weirdest thing just happened I'm no longer interested in your opinions it's cool is there's no there's no fight there's no Archangel Michael will swoop into the planet and spear some actual

person called Satan or whatever it's going to be like yeah um no thanks and you'll go to the next person the next person you know nobody's interested and it'll disappear that's all it might say I'm melting as it does but that's about it it's just gonna disappear foreign every room you walk in you're bringing a footprint a stamp of your presence do you walk in Holiness you know or is it always a problem is it always a scene always defensive always reactive is that the stamp you

want to leave oh you can tell so-and-so has been here there's this like oppressive dark energy in the room it really is that is that what you want to leave you know do you want to walk out into your garden and just leave this you know collateral damage all birds fall from the trees as you walk by you know raccoons commit suicide like the deer drowned themselves like is it really and you could go well I'm not that bad good then how bad are is it you really Own It lighten it up how can I be the presence of God

you walk in perfect holiness not because of your figuring out what is perfect holiness but because you surrender to anything that isn't you surrender everything that isn't that Holiness to God here it is I don't know I don't know how to feel more gentle I don't know how to end surrender it but be open to the answer don't ever just enter meditation for silence I mean you can do it sometimes but don't make silence your goal in meditation on the other side of silence is the voice of God

that's one of the challenges with people that thought oh man I'm a great meditator I can definitely be silent and then what well nothing I just maintain silence yeah but then God's going hello beloved you're like talk to the hand you know God's like excuse me man see see if you find me later no you know you shut me up I'm done um so it's on the other side of Silence is the presence the voice of God so when we walk in perfect Holiness it helps if we ask that other voice what does it look like if I Surrender my

version of who I am my masks my identities my stereotypes my wounds all those things we do you know this is my wound this is my inner child there's all these labels all of them fine there's a time when you go from not understanding anything to a time when you're looking at stuff like that wounded self inner child that's good that's good for you but eventually all those labels some of them not healthy some of them healthy healthier on the other side of all the labels is the I am as God created me

I mean there is no broken child there to talk anymore but I'm not dissing the child the child wants to be God it's the adult that's not letting that happen so if you really care about an inner child let it become what God created it to be let it grow up in a healthy safe environment you as an adult are responsible to create a safe environment for that inner child to come out and if you don't it stays scared and it's a part of you that's now broken dismembered from yourself dissociated from you

so remembering God means remembering my broken parts and then releasing them not just remembering them going oh this is great because I wasn't aware of how broken I was now I am I'm definitely all messed up that it doesn't end there on the other side of that none of that exists it's Holiness again and on the other side of silence is the presence of God so when when Santa Claus visits people on earth you know most people didn't you know report Santa Claus as being like a bummer oh man how's your day oh it was great

until Santa Claus showed up you know the concept of Santa Claus to bring happiness to children and adults but happiness to Children you know right to bring like Saint Francis his communion with animals he brought no fear in himself no anger therefore when he walks in the animals could not sense any reason to be afraid and run from him it's like that to become the peace of God to become the presence of God you know it's one thing to enjoy the beauties of a Christmas tree the beauty of a rainbow it's another to become that

thing you know like wow you know when when you walk in a room when you've been in a room people should feel something really beautiful has happened now that doesn't mean it always works that way you can walk at Jesus himself he's walked into a room sometimes and ticked off a lot of people truth can trigger people but let's let's say that that's the exception to the rule generally when you walk in how was it well you know let's say you're a parent and you there's another parent that you

have to deal with because you're divorced and you know your children they take on and I know people you know they my kids they're they're really stressed because the the stuff and you know going on with my ex or or me or us you can have a different Consciousness and they wouldn't be picking up all the drama we we would like to think that the the children are victims but they're not you'd like to think your animals are victims we can change the frequency of anything you can go into a place where there was a battle

or a horrendous crime and there's a frequency people can feel and the more that place happens to have been a little bit thinner Veil between spirit world I don't mean God Spirit astral world and the 3D World the more energy can be stuck in that place so wow you know Gettysburg how many tens of thousands of people died in a day or a couple days that's horrific but you know what you could be sitting in your house resenting your ex and have just as much horrific energy as that Battleground oh no no no my stuff's

small in comparison so is your house compared to a Battlefield it's all the same really how do I not bring a negative stamp how do I enter this world and not plot through the mud with such a density and heaviness lighten up I walked through in the mud I splatter it every Everybody near me gets splattered you know and that's how some people are they want to Splatter if I'm miserable everybody else has to be miserable is that the stamp you want to leave I remember one time I was on tour up in Alaska and it was really cold there but I

always wear shorts you know swim trunks and I mean it's funny because I was walking from the center where I was doing sessions and it was a break I was gonna have so I'm like oh wow you know there's a Pizza Hut uh just like a half a mile away so I'm walking to Pizza Hut in my t-shirt and swim trunks and it's like 100 below zero and I I'm going you know and this one guy rides his like little bike or whatever and he's all fog you know and he rides by he actually stopped and looked back at me and just

sat and marveled like you can't is that a ghost and I'm like hi wondering what why did he stopping and um it took me a second to realize oh my reality is different than his and he's disturbed by my reality that day anyway I was walking back to the house where I was staying and I remember walking and some people do this on purpose they just went from the lane they were in a little to the side just enough to take a giant puddle and wipe me out no response just keep going just keep going and they're thinking yeah man

that's great and I'm like it's okay and it is okay people are going to try to do things and it did it didn't really affect me internally emotionally but I noticed when I got to the house my hands were frozen where they were and I couldn't get the key to actually in honestly and it took me like you know so you're gonna have some effects but what's most important is don't let it affect this your ability to love and forgive your ability to trust even in a seemingly untrusty World untrustworthy

world this world is like that but do you want to leave that negative stamp well I'm not but my ex or the guy that drove by I know but you'll turn it into a positive step if you can forgive them for the way they are I don't mean enable them okay Michael slapped my hand today and he said forgive everybody so I'm going to call uh the you know my my that person mass murderer ex of mine and you know I didn't say that don't pretend you're forgiving try to understand forgiveness as a process as I've said many times refuse

to hate them learn what you can learn from the experience and affirm that in them somewhere is a light made in God's image if you can pull off those three things you've achieved forgiveness at least some degree of forgiveness it's impossible to not feel a sense of forgiveness when you've done those three things because that's all you need to do anyway okay that's all you need to do I refuse to hate I free will no matter what you've done I refuse to hate you like Victor Frankl from Auschwitz saying

I refused to let these people have an effect on me that's BR that's mastery and you can say oh there's this spiritual guy he can lower his heart rate with his mind ooh did he forgive him he hates his ex but he can lower his heart rate why be so impressed the the apostles the Disciples of Buddha that said Buddha you know we've been following you and you're very impressive Buddha we have to tell you that whole fasting thing look at you you've lost so much weight it's great you look wonderful

um but there's this other teacher down you know down a little ways around this Lake he can actually walk on water and Buddha says what a waste of energy he could have just paid a couple of pennies to take the ferry what did he mean by that why put energy into levitating or walking on what work on this your own sense of peace and and Buddha's point was not just become like still no no nothing else you have to still go in the world and bring it bring a different stamp to the world don't think Buddhism is is the pacifist

thing that you think it is he's talking about bringing it he separates in a way his teachings from here's my advice for everybody and then if you want to be more committed like disciples in a way or practicing Buddhists there's another level of rules suggestions that's no different than Reading A Course in Miracles there's the course and you're reading it you're a reader and maybe even a student of the course but there's a point where you say now I'm becoming a teacher of the course not

a school teacher teacher it means a practitioner of the principles the word teacher was just used but he was saying wherever you go you're teaching people and you think you mean one plus one is two no everywhere you go you are teaching people what you believe about yourself when you bring a negative step you're saying to people I and all of us are in trouble we have forgotten who we are and we act out on each other every time you do it that's your statement today that's your stamp not so happy not Integrity not

partnership commitment or whatever it is and then there's another step you can bring cooperation love appreciation a couple of us went to a a shop nearby we just went and picked some things up for for the center here and um we go there you know every few months or so and um and I just stopped as we were going out the door and told there's a couple of people that worked there regularly and I just said by the way you know you guys the vibe here you know they're and they start with the gratuitous like oh thank you no no no

there's something about this you folks not only have a nice place you act as though you love doing this work like you love what you're oh we do now they're opening up more like it's a secret you know like oh we really do did you see yes I see it thank you because you're mirroring that to me and I really appreciate it now you leave that could soak in for 10 seconds or it could be 10 days or 10 weeks or three months from now or six years from now they could be telling the story of some guy

walking in the store seeing them I left something how long they keep it is up to them but I left an imprint of something right and even if I leave with an imprint of nothing noticeable just thank you exchange money buy you left an emptiness because it was an opportunity and you left it unfilled with light which means it's not light there's no neutral like you think there's light or there isn't light did you leave a lack of light well I didn't cause it I just didn't say anything loving and spiritual and I'm

not telling you you have to go and give some speech just ask here what is needed at the very least thank you so much okay just like that and it's not always understood I called um on behalf a few of us we wanted to get some very you know beautifully raw organic stuff to have for lunch the other day it was dominoes but anyway I called I called because some of the other people didn't want to call and I called and you know after placing the order they're like okay we got it and it was a new person you could tell but okay

got the order and I said and I just want to say thank you for so much for the for the order thank you for hearing what we asked for and we can just tell thank you because you're gonna make the order the way we want it it was great but I got as far as I want to just think like well what are you gonna do now well let's see if I'm gonna tip you you denied God's presence today um no that's not what we're supposed to be doing and there is the oops you know like there is that abrupt weird oh it was I mean it was there for a second

like I was I was in the middle of thanking you man but what is your job when those things don't go the way you would have thought love them anyway right just love love love love love love so how do we leave a positive imprint be the energy and it'll happen automatically you don't actually have to walk in a room you know walk into Safeway everybody hold still I'm going to do a crystal prism in aisle five Crystal prism ladies and gentlemen Crystal prism and aisle five you know cleanup of Bad Karma il-6 you know you

don't have to go in and announce I have come I know you were shopping for your stuff but no no no no no no no no no I have come and I am blessing and you know holy water you know on the fresh produce or whatever um you don't you don't have to do that first and foremost are you that thing that you would like to see in the world you know I mean and I would hope you would say I try and some people don't like the word try because it's true do or don't do but I'm gonna say there's a value to the word

try are you at least making an effort I I do what I can I do my best people uh send you know posts and emails and things and sometimes they post these amazing statements they actually see beyond you know hello um Michael or team at the global Center I just wanted to say that was a great presentation and so on you get those kinds of it's just beautiful and plain simple but there's somebody once in a while that sees beyond all that stuff and says wow and immediately you realize they went deeper they allowed themselves

to see feel experience something deeper instead of here going that was a really my that was a fine talk you know which is beautiful because that's the level they're at but there are some people that go like wow there's something Supernatural happening see but if we don't leave that imprint vibrationally how are they going to see it and is it their fault well they're choosing to not see it is their side of the responsibility did you bring it and we have to ask ourselves that you know did you bring that

did you bring that to to your children when they woke up this morning you know did you did you bring that I mean even when I've had challenges in a partnership marriage many years ago I still woke up every day doing like I would say I scored a nine plus on a 10 scale of parenting in that sense I mean my kids didn't just ever just wake up or just go to sleep every night when they're going to sleep I would go in there there was an upper bunk a lower bunk and then a trundle like an underneath bed I'd go

and lay in the middle of a mall one hand up on the upper bunk so that child holds that hand this child's holding meal here and this child I'm you know contact with all of them and then I would start channeling a bedtime story always and it would have songs I mean it would just all come okay let's see just like I do here so girls what do you want me to do a story on today do fairies you know okay once upon and it would go into a fairy store and it would have these dead you know it's very singing and the colors and they

flap their wings and the vibration you know and then the ferns come to life and it would go on and just all kinds of cool things that's just going to bed waking up you know life not get up it's life what are you doing to help make a difference and bring them to life now I know you could say well that's your children that's not the same as that work it's different but it's the same it's called content and form in content I'm the same I meaning any of us potentially in form it varies

yes it's true when I go and I'm a a roofer and we're out there you know blacked up putting tar on the roof I'm not doing fairy stories it wouldn't make sense to them they'd throw me off the roof tar and further me I don't know it might not fit but but are you bringing it in that way in your way in that moment are you bridging father mother God how would you have me make a difference today and always remember the answer first answer is start with yourself so don't like okay I'm ready I'm going

in man all these Wicked humans I'm going to change them that's old school and it's not healthy it's not good start with yourself what can I give up today before I even start my day before I get out of bed what can I give up today fear resentment anxiety doubt depression whatever give that up and then start it with filling up with the presence peace happiness joy you know fill up with something and then take that in to the to the world now some days You're Gonna Go dang it I did bring it I swear I

tried here here here here you know 10 20 things I did and they were pushing back and fighting with me remember some days you need to stop and go I'm on the receiving end today it's not what I'm bringing I'm supposed to be rejuvenating I'm not feeling good today I'm feeling off everything's triggering me let me stop and breathe because really what I want is the pre piece of God I thought I was supposed to be bringing the peace to others but every so often you can be writing up and down the the

highway and pick up hitchhikers and you know helping them out I think that's great but eventually you have to fuel up well no I thought the Good Karma of just giving people a ride was enough to be you know and I do that when it gets snowy on that big hill over there um you know I do that sometimes I'll just pull over and give these people you know they're they're tourists that didn't expect snow in Arizona and you know they're trying to make it up they all just pull over and give them a ride

and you know if you pull over there's other cars coming oh you put on your flashers or whatever you know do whatever feels right for you but I pull over and give people a ride because it's the right thing in for me not necessarily for you but it's the right thing for me what are you doing every day to make a difference in people's lives what are you doing to lighten their load practice giving always of a part of yourself but only a part that feels it can afford it as I've said you've heard me say many

times smiles and whatever else money you know gifts or whatever it happens to be the world is a world of taking the three-dimensional world that has been corrupted by the ego is all about I lack which is ultimately the presence of God I feel lack I'm going to take from others to falsely fill myself what I need is used to be just a half a cup of coffee now it's five cups once smoke became three packs or whatever we do in this world and that becomes the addictive world and the whole Genesis behind the whole process

behind addiction is what there has to be an emptiness that you're trying to fill the filling it doesn't work so you fill it again and again and again and that's repetitive that's addiction you would think someone would go hmm I just realized it's never worked it's never worked you know people have had those epiphanies right it it never worked now sometimes you have to get in a program where they can help you see that it doesn't work which is good but you can also just come to grips with the fact

that you know what I need to look at this for a moment I just hearing this talk and I'm sitting I've been married 20 times and I'm still waiting for my soul mate hmm maybe this isn't the solution or I used to get a little stoned now I need to get majorly stoned and yet as the the song kicks from the 60s kicks just keep getting harder to find and he says you know no matter what you do you'll never run away from you as soon as you come down you're there again no but when I was stoned I wasn't just

me I was make believe things oh that helps you know make believe um it's fantasy I I want real Enlightenment I want real presence of God not fake not manufactured not drug diversions the real thing so again be aware that everywhere you go you're bringing a stamp a footprint you're leaving a footprint you know I kind of think it's funny there's people will occasionally post here's our recent trip to Mars and there's just junk everywhere this is like even another planet we just couldn't go without leaving a bunch of

junk it's just metal objects everywhere like it's bizarre and I'm thinking and I know the reason oh there's excuses and whatever you could at least gather the junk up into one location and use it as a recycling for later if people were to populate the place and want those materials but just leaving junk all over exploring the oceans ships that you know go across the sea and actually throw their garbage in the ocean why is it okay because nobody will see it it's a big ocean and then you have some you know

uh Orca or a dolphin that drowns because it's all hooked in these things that we thought nobody would see it's just bizarre but that is not God leaving an imprint that's mankind that is controlled by their ego the ego doesn't care what it does to others it doesn't leave the imprint so wherever we go how how can I leave a positive imprint and the best you can you can go to a restaurant and they can have rude servers and so on you can make a decision I won't be back here and that's not a negative imprint you're

leaving it's an unfortunate scenario but you could still leave with love and forgiveness and decide not to be there you can decide with love to not be in a relationship you don't have to leave them hatefully you can just say this is no longer what I want reflected to myself love and forgive refuse to hate of course learn what you can and affirm the light of God in all things but you can move on give yourself permission so we're going to close in a sec you know soak in this idea the very idea what how do I do how am I

doing with this imprint idea am I leaving generally do I leave if I go to 10 restaurants in a week or a month what portion you know proportion of those did I leave a stamp that changed someone's life and it's in all kinds of ways thank you wonderful job oh my God how do you do that job you know you seem to always remember what kind of food we order or what you know thank them compliment them and a tip right whatever the case may be so what's your proportion of your restaurants how many days that you were with your

children in 10 days how many of those days did they leave with a better impression now remember I'm not saying this to guilt you for not leaving nine out of ten days with your kids left a positive imprint what I would do is if I'm only leaving two times out of ten I need to rethink things because maybe I'm too raw right now after a divorce to leave my children with a positive imprint so I need to stay back a little more I need to work on me because I will not go into their lives and leave a negative

imprint you're allowed to own that and say no I will not settle if you're a performer music you know and all if you're a performer or or an athlete for that matter what are you leaving a positive imprint it's arrogance that would make you want to leave anything but the presence of God people should feel like something wonderful happened and I think it's astounding I love that when people I've had met people and they go who are you like there's something about you oh no Michael what do you do for a living I'm mostly

retired which some of you go well that's not honest I don't care it's the best answer in the moment because I am mostly retired I no longer tour and that was 80 of my hours of of any week or month so I'm technically partly retired but why am I saying that so they don't ask me who I am and what I do I don't you think I would do it the other way around hi welcome we're down business card come see us at the global Center for surprise concerts Sunday every 10 of 10 o'clock and you can join

us eastern Time or live online be sure to donate um seriously like that's that's my hi nice to meet you that's all you got so um I have always wanted I wanted my presence to speak not name your right reputation I always wanted my presence I wanted to make a difference and have them going what just happened I feel happier or that that person was kind now there were there were moments when I purposefully or accidentally but even purposefully didn't do it that way I did it this way you know bring the light

first like one of the first board meetings here when I came here 12 years ago they were talking about this there's a program where children in the area that don't have food are asking if anybody the spiritual centers would donate and help the children have food and I was walking in and some woman came over to me and said Michael um I'm just asking you could you go into the board meeting and ask them if they would donate towards this food program for children without food I'm like well I just got here basically but why

would they have not I don't know they won't help and they won't bring it up in their meetings So I entered the board meeting and I waited till my turn to talk and I went um I was approached by somebody that said there's this Children's Program um and they're asking for money to help the children with no food and um maybe I'm mistaken or their mistake but they said you guys aren't helping well that's because there's this other person that asked us to help a charity that they're involved with and we're

waiting for them to get the paperwork together to see if we were going to vote on that because they have senior they get first call because they were there first I said how long have have you been waiting well several months now watch it's not like let's hold hands and sing We are the world no really really now here Michael goes from you know oh you know and then really call the guy that says he wants us to help his program he has till noon tomorrow to present his papers and his materials and then we'll help him

after that the children are going to get our money they're going to get our donations this is what I said and and I said and let me make this clear we're going to get those children food unless one of you figures out where I live and you can come to my house in the middle of the night crawl in my house and kill me in my sleep we're going to give those children food and inside I'm like I like this this is fun but outside you hear me and they're like you know we got the wrong spiritual leader man he's he's just so mean no I'm

not enabling and you can you can hate me for not enabling and I don't care I don't that's the way it's going to be you have something tangible in front of you man let's make a difference and we did oh my God man just you know flooded this situation one time there were kids looking for scholarships musicians these people like act like you know we don't care about musicians you know they want the academic world to to to be the important thing in the world which is the least important but that's never

mind the musicians these kids these kids the creative Essence and their families are don't have money and they can't go to any kind of art school and they're like can you try to raise 10 of one scholarship for one child and we'll try to get 10 from nine other spiritual centers and we'll send one child no we raised money and we sent several kids just our Center several kids and they sent us you know thank you letters and it was so cute but we didn't do it for the letters the point is it's

in front of you do something and and then you're making a difference forever I mean you think it might sound as simple as giving a little bit of food to the kids that don't have food in the area oh it ain't that man there's lots more there's the humiliation they live with when they go to the lines and kids are having lunch and they can't get lunch there's that psychological scarring there's the nutritional aspect of it they're going to be affected by lacking nutrients they'll grow up with

the effects of those lack of nutrients we're helping on all kinds of levels not to mention the spiritual level that you helped a child of God feel valuable that they matter you know people would say oh Michael you know you have such nice hair just about that time I'll say really all right cut you know I just chop it off and donate it to children when it's long enough donate it to children that where they make wigs for children with cancer why not is somebody going to say oh no you looked better with your hair alone who

cares what I look like some child is out there wearing a glorious wig you know why wouldn't you give what you can and if you have three cars there's a family that doesn't have a car well I don't know where they are Drive the highway you'll see them walking to work and so on just use a little imagination show up and you'll be shown where you can be helpful but it isn't just giving them the car help them feel valued help all people feel valued why because it's a nice thing to do sure it's good karma sure

but it's also the truth we are actually all valuable in the ego world you're not permitted to say that you're not permitted to demonstrate it it's it's considered you know well you know you have to let them it's their car I've had people do that on me they go oh Michael I don't know you talk about helping people but my Swami so-and-so said you have to let them live out their karma I say well you know tell Swami what to do with that it you are not being the presence of God how how good is that for God to go well

they got themselves into this God has a divine plan for our Awakening and although it seems like it takes a lot of time times an illusion there is this wave of light from Spirit since the day we thought we separated calling us home and when we step into it they become light workers when we step into that hear the request and take action you're making a difference in people's lives with it it's so beautiful you are being the presence of God in the material world and there's nothing more we should even

be asking for to be the presence let's take a few centering breaths [Music] [Music] hear the words I am when you inhale peace when you exhale you're owning those words you're commanding lovingly that this is your reality I really am I am at peace and again and again

think of challenges in your life this day this week this month this year just be aware of them as though they're standing before you and just say I am at peace and disperse them you have no place here I am at peace think of any time recently you had doubts about something that was good positive whatever your health issues [Music] a date whatever just I am you're affirming the presence of Peace in that situation it's the truth I am not only at peace I am peace the presence of I just forget sometimes foreign

I am as God created me I will to be the Christ on Earth I'm not just a light worker passive beginner I am a light worker I am a light worker not a private more like a general I am a light worker here making a difference wherever I go and when I slip a light worker will forgive themselves I am as God created me I will to be and that means I choose to be I will to be the Christ on Earth let music Fade Away now and let's ourselves

hmm just a hum [Music] keep going breathe when you need to keep it going I am as God created me that means the tone that I'm letting out right now is not a sound it's a presence of Consciousness that is emitting out into the universe starting with my own body Space Room nation and around the world and throughout the Universe [Music] keep going keep going and while they're doing that gentlemen ad while they're doing that holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy holy love on the last time keep going

holy holy holy holy holy good holy holy holy Holy Holy Love on the 12th one keep going a little louder now holy holy holy keep going love ladies love love love love love the gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love Holy Love Again everybody foreign [Music] Holy Holy Love Again louder keep going

[Music] holy love to the world love love Love Love The Gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love holy love to the universe love love love love love the gospel in one word is love love thy neighbor as thyself love Holy Love deep breath back to its own but out our mouths not humming [Music] oh good oh keep it going to the whole universe the sound of peace to everyone keep it going oh

[Music] keep it going send that frequency to people that are afraid send it to political leaders this is the sound of love of God it says be at peace be still and know the I am presence of God it says I am as God created us and so are you and we are the presence of Christ on Earth [Music] continue hearing the sound all Angels joining with us toning with us

Masters and then there's no sound there's the effects of the sound breathe in it reverberates and comes back to us it's not a tone I'm doing it's a message that I am it's a statement of what God is I am we are God is but love and therefore so am I very gradually come back into the room

back into the body hmm wherever you go you leave an imprint so what's the imprint you're leaving when you Garden bring the presence of God to the things you're planting the presence of God into the things you're planting it becomes nutrients you know not of when you go and eat those Foods you know the raising of children bring it as much as you can the presence of God make a difference make a difference where can you bring a difference and and sometimes it's playful sometimes it's musical sometimes

it's wit sometimes it's prayer sometimes it's a hug you know really it depends on how your tool belt how the breadth of your tool about are you willing to only just one-dimensional how you bring it or are you open to whatever's needed in the moment just that's up to each of us some of us say I don't feel confident enough to speak words of help to people but I will do prayer do whatever you can do sometimes you know the world can be so serious we want to make a difference then bring a difference be the

difference my children you know uh they went to private schools here and there they did public school for a few years and then a couple of different um private schools um but a couple of the years were in Catholic School and um that was fun um because they were so serious you know but um you know I'd get complaints like one teacher was like you know your daughter she's telling the kids she sees angels and you know in the room and so forth I'm thinking that why is that a problem why am I sitting here with

Mother Superior being reprimanded because my child sees Angels isn't that weird but I didn't say anything and just like really her those angels what am I going to do with her you know but one of my favorites which I've shared before was I came in and there was this one kid who was always in trouble funny thing is my daughter ended up marrying him for a year but anyway um he was always in trouble and he's in the hallway and like like you stories you've heard he's like with a little brush scrubbing the stairs you know and

I go what's going on oh I got in trouble again I'm like really you know how long you've been here well two hours you know and he's doing all the stairs I'm like you want me to get you some McDonald's you know I went and got him something to eat you know brought him you know some you know and um you know it's like make a difference and of course the the certain people didn't like me helping him but one of my favorite moments was um the kids when I would come to pick up my kids they would say Jesus is here

and so um he was talking to another kid when I got back with his food and they joking that they go oh look Jesus is here and here he is in trouble right paying for his sins and they go Jesus is here and I said that's right and your sins are forgiven now that came back around later you know you can't be coming here and telling the kids their sins are forgiven oh but I can then we were in Waldorf next you know we had to make our way around all the different schools one problem or another angels and you know whatever else

anyway so thank you thank you for everything I pray that you you really felt the frequency of what we were sharing sacred reading prayer everything else we did the message but the meditation we're going to take up our collection and do our closing prayer please be as generous as you can be always you know this is your to some degree or another it's your spiritual home it's your spiritual family just support us as best you can make it a make it a commitment to make this a priority give a portion of your earnings to help

out and then separate from that also when you have a smile or something to share with other people in the world absolutely do that as you raise your Prosperity Consciousness by giving abundantly as you can you'll have more to give and you'll see how much more you can help other people even if the topic is Smiles you'll find share some you'll have more to give patience or whatever else the topic is we breathe in a sense of gratitude all that we experienced today and that we get to reciprocate even if it's just a

prayer and not donations or money if we don't have it on us doesn't matter give a thank you that's all the money is it's a token of gratitude feel that gratitude bless These funds I bless them they come back to me they go to others we all become greatly abundant Divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that I am all that I have all that I give and all that I receive and so it is if ever you think that I exaggerate when I tell these stories like with my kids just ask my kids oh they have ones that I've forgotten

but they're all true so while they're passing the baskets and such a couple of quick things everyone this afternoon we've got a free presentation it's really for people on our mailing list but it's open if you're here you can watch it you can just stay and watch it live in person but it's also a way to keep it somewhat private I don't want to to go uh you know have one of these things go viral which is counterproductive you think that when you're a teacher and you have a project

or a business or a book you want these things to go as far as you can around the world I don't I'm not an ambitious person I'm happy as I am so it's the way it is so we do these things privately all right um so we're doing a private presentation this afternoon but it is on the state of the world where we're going for the next several years okay also November 24th Thanksgiving it'll start a four-day workshop on awakening Christ Consciousness we'll be doing I'll be doing that here on Thanksgiving as

well as for the next few days you can ask for more information we have Flyers about that okay um I appreciate that people are starting to arrive a little earlier try to arrive five ten minutes to the hour then you can join us in our opening songs together and all that before the hour where we start just a few minutes make sure you're on time and remember parking our parking lot's a big parking lot we fill it though and there's an empty parking lot the bank across the street they we have permission to use that

place on Sundays don't park in other people's driveways or on the street you know don't do that all right and if you're on social media thank you for being with us around the world um you know share where you can sponsor us if you're watching this on YouTube do all the things that you know help to network but share it with people that you think will be into it don't just you know please don't send it to your mother um or your sister-in-law you know fundamental assistant or sister-in-law

you know um just send it to people you into it are open to it that's how I am about things I'm not here to convert anybody I like to just share with people that are reasonably nice all right um all righty please stand for our closing prayer Mike what time does the event start this afternoon around noon yeah yeah before we cut you all loose how do you feel can anyone wave a hand and share what you learned to her today that made the most sense to you that made a difference yes there's no neutral oh yeah

leave Sparkle wherever you go that's right yes [Music] thank you you're welcome he's thanking me for the gifts that I give and that we give yes foreign yes leave us a footprint leaving the presence of God wherever you go absolutely isn't that good stuff yes giving and receiving love it's the same thing wherever you go bring it and you'll be it you know the world teaches you to give so that you can get something no share your abundance of it it affirms your abundance and then you'll have more but

it looks like you gave and it came back more that's not actually what's happening when you give you're actually giving from a state of mind that says I actually have an abundance to give and that affirmation makes you have more the human world wants to think of it their way but it's it's a statement of abundance and where do you live [Music] come here say hello to your family back in Alaska hi hi Mom she's watching pretty cool all right thank you sweetie appreciate the Jesus shirt you have on

[Laughter] it say we embrace it all you know she's got like some Metallica kind of heavy metal shirt you know but that's all right no I think it's beautiful that's good good say hello to your family anyone else what you learned or heard today yes nice came in feeling kind of drained but you you got this concept of look at where you've been you know look where you are now compared to where you've been and you see a difference it's beautiful yes the three steps to forgiveness refuse to hate learn what you can from the

experience and then affirm the light in the other that there is a light of God and I've got that book I've written called The Book of Love and forgiveness that's in there and then other things obviously about forgiveness all right and the I got to ask the meditation people ask online they'll say you know and we've commented with people online they're saying people don't usually make a comment about the meditation and I say that's and it's the truth sometimes they're actually still processing it but

we are a little more shy about that what we get like from The Meditation so can anybody share just a word or two on that Bliss presence of God peace what is it Oneness Unity power it's nice isn't that good man isn't that wonderful be in that presence and then shine you're a shining star remember the chant at the end of the song shining stuff for you to see what your life can truly be shining stuff for you to see what your love can truly be right just perfect let's do that let's bring that to the world

hmm deep gratitude the light of God surrounds us the love of God unfolds us power of God protects us and the presence of God watches over us wherever we go God is I am we are and so it is well peace be with you all bye-bye you're welcome