A New Year and a New Life

so today you know we're we're still sort of at this new threshold we're starting a new year somebody could watch this a video of this anytime during the year and it would still apply but we're watching ourselves walk into a new year and it's a very magical time very unique 2020 you know it's got a lot of symbolism to it but the obvious being clear-sighted so I'm not I don't think I'm doing a talk on 20/20 per se I mean if it happens then okay but I don't know that but what

I am wanting to talk about is that we have a new beginning a new year and a new life you can just have a new year and not do anything different or you can say you know what what the heck let's just do it I'm gonna do a new year toss out the old you want to do that again if I can get applauses for that that's good so it's a it's a new time I mean a new year any time we decide to be born again spiritually or even in terms of recovery it's huge you know I met some guys yesterday at this place and and a lot of them are

in recovery it's a team of guys that do work for people and they're all in recovery and I'm just like you know what you guys are doing is fantastic you know you're working on changing your lives it might be called na it might be called AAA it really doesn't matter because we're all messed up you know I've said this many times we need a you know a recovery from Earth program 12 steps recovery from Earth and then just cover it all because it really doesn't matter which kind of addiction

everybody's got something cuz you're trying to cope this world is not our home as Yogananda puts it this world is not our home and we keep trying to make it into our home and that's exhausting we try to make it everything just be okay which I you know shut off things that are too intense or violent don't let the children hear certain things make sure you take them to the Disneyland or whatever they're calling that these days you know all these kinds of things you know it's very cutesy and

I think it's well intended but we're trying to recover we're trying to cope with being in a place that's not ours you think about how amazing this is think about this really try to feel the concept we're made in God's image we're made as part of God God is all there is so you can't leave God then where in the hell are we and I mean that literally using the word age that wasn't a slip you know the H word where are we we're not in Kansas anymore seriously where we're clearly not in Kansas anymore

what happened if God said you are made in my perfect and holy image I don't mean this thing like well which one of us you know it's it's we're made in God's perfect consciousness and you can't leave God then where did we go because this is an INT and you go well you know maybe this would be like heaven if only everybody would eat certain foods if everybody went organic today the next day they would talk about how the food supply of veggies are going it's you're gonna have something to

complain about everybody be sure to start drinking filtered water because there is none now now you have to pay five bucks for a bottle of water somebody's always going to come up with something you know stop the synthetic medications only use organic well now the herbs are all gone and then the animals and bugs are dying because the herbs are all gone someone's going to always have something to complain about because this is not heaven but you can have a heaven like existence but not created by man it's not going to be one

we fabricate and go there it's it's much nicer now that's not how it comes to be it has to be in consciousness when the world reflects a consciousness that doesn't choose anything except God you'll start to see heaven on earth and even then that'll only be temporary heaven on earth only so that people can acclimate and get used to not living in hell for a while and go you know this is not so bad then we'll be able to go one step further into total bliss eternal bliss but you can't get that while still

having a propensity to have addictions towards this world and everybody's got them on one level or another you know you can have the aesthetic who's like I'm completely detached from the world I don't involve myself I try I try not to eat I don't do anything of this world they're just extremists I have respect for them in a sense but I have respect for an addict who's working on themselves every day instead of just doing this I don't involve with anything they're admitting that they've got issues and

working on them the honesty is very huge man it's huge you can't just go well I'm gonna have the same old same old this year or I mean everybody has a free will so the world you see is gonna be the one not that you just create but it's the one you already believe you deserve don't forget that the life you're gonna create this coming year is not the one we supply you with well if only these people would change your family your occupational place you know place of work employees or colleagues all that

you're gonna experience in your life your partnership all of them aren't just going to be the ones you force into place I'm gonna trade in my partner for a new model I'm going to you know change jobs I'm gonna you know you can do that and it's very good and healthy however if you do it without changing consciousness you're not understanding recovery at all you're just exchanging illusions as the Course in Miracles would put it or you're exchanging addictions as other groups would put it

you can't just exchange things but I will say this in its defence it's better to be addicted to doing spiritual study than it is to be self abusive it's becoming a happy dream instead of a nightmare that's a good thing but don't think that just just shifting a little bit of your life I'm now only addicted to less harmful drugs than the other that's better than it was but don't think that's the goal don't think that's the end the end isn't anything you'll see on planet earth the end is when you

are so not related to 3rd dimension you absolutely cannot identify with this place and I don't mean dissociation because any abused person already has a bit of that going on I'm talking about when we can say I really spiritually don't I believe more in God than I believe in this world I believe more in spiritual power then I believe this world material power I believe more in mice self than I do my human self and it starts all shifting the power it's like a shift in bet you know balance it all

starts to go another direction and clarity starts to come and then you'll have not dissociation but it's similar in the sense that you just you look around you go this is bizarre and you'll start questioning this is why Jesus said you must become as children he was talking about the like for example the fable later on that was created the emperor has new clothes which is really the emperor has no clothes when Jesus said you must become his children he meant he said and he says and of course miracles to learn to question the

reality of this world learn to look at this world and go wow this is amazing there are so many things I don't need look at the things that people get attached to don't judge them but when you start finding yourself more and more amazed at how you don't relate how you just don't connect you start to realize it's not really about how much money a person has or what kind of car and all those kinds of things it's great have money have car it's all fine but you don't feel attached to it one of the big

shifts that we should take into the new year is I recognize the meaninglessness of this place it has no power over me now if I really get that then I'm gonna start realizing therefore if I'm going to create a new life this year you know the workshop I'm doing it this afternoon if you're interested you can join us but co-creating a new life I put that in there on purpose co-creating instead of me making a new life that I like that's just more egotism all it is is they should call those workshops accessing

your inner tyrant or something like that because that's all you're doing iiiiii you know great George Harrison song called I Me Mine you know he's like all through the day I Me Mine I'm a mine I mean mine everything's so self-centered and even those in he says in the song everybody even the tears are all about I Me Mine and it's true those who get on the spiritual path and say I'm gonna create more you're still talking I the only time you speak of I it should be lowercase I not even worthy of

capitalizing it just so it doesn't get confused with the divine I am I cannot of myself Jesus said I am nothing that's so perfect of myself I am nothing because there is no self other than the great I that is one with all all that is love so we learn to Center and say I am I am I am I'm ready I am ready to create a new life and it's not just I'm hoping it's the I am in me the divine I am in me is ready to create a new life so that means I can't say I am really if I'm conscious I can't say I am without

including God people say I am creating a new life but they don't mean with God so watch the difference know the difference for yourself of myself I am nothing and when you hear other people tell you or you tell yourself you know what I deserve a raise who's speaking because the I am is completely abundant and wouldn't have to put any effort into drawing it to you and I'm not just talking about positive thinking because there are so systems out there Oh ever so popular and it's better than negative

thinking systems but the positive thinking systems all about manifestation I think that's fine but tyrants also know how to manifest so do you want to co-create or do you want to make happen and one comes from God one comes from the ego and there's a fine line are you humble enough to say of myself I know nothing oh that's not a very empowering statement my my personal empowerment love based manifestation coach told me that I am God I am wonderful aren't I amazing you know I'm gonna change my name to peachy because

I'm just so amazing that's my new New Age name DG you know and you you have this on your mirror and and that's what some of these folks will tell you and I think it's wonderful the most they're gonna do is help you shift from a dark negative illusion to a happier illusion and I I'm definitely supportive of that because a happier illusion is at least moving in the right direction but there's a line a very clear line between negative illusions happier illusions and reality and it just feels like we're

moving into a new year and a new life and I love it man I love I get just so filled with light when I think about no settling you know just just try it on and say you know what this year I'm gonna go totally into light I'm just gonna start really bringing this in now you don't have to commit to it in the way I would say and I don't have to commit it in the wit to it the way you would say just generally no settling have that in a sense as part of your affirmation now some people say well why don't I just say the opposite positive

because sometimes you need to kick the butt of your ego and be able to say to yourself no instead of can you say that in a positive yes peachy no just sometimes sometimes go no settling because it's not my highest self that has to say no settling but in me there is the presence of God and it it is it knows what it wants but there's also this the Spirit is willing but the flesh is weak the one that is weak say to it no not today no settling it's okay to say though strong seemingly negative phrases

because you're making a very solid point but it's not just to your ego guys you're saying to yourself no more no more sometimes I slip I know you do and it's okay now say no more and if you slip again now you've contradict you said no more but you did it say it again create a new no more and when you understand now if you just blurt the words and don't believe in them they become nothing but if you can just get behind yourself and say and I've talked about this before treat yourself the way

you would anyone you loved it's that simple treat yourself like you actually like yourself well I do really tell me about your last three relationships you know that doesn't tell me you love yourself look at the addictions that get out of control look at your inner chatter the stuff that goes on in between the years that nobody seems to know about is that confirming the self love your decision-making what foods you eat what things you drink everything we do is reflecting and this is the important part

really possibly the most important part the life you're gonna try to create this year like I said it's not just about making it happen I'm saying to you people often ask me is there such a thing as fate not in the usual sense not not in the usual sense but there is such a thing as fate in some to some degree here's the the Fate you will inevitably manifest what you believe about yourself that's the Fate you see fate is not like I met someone and it was fate I have to marry them even though they make my skin

crawl I just feel like it's meant to be they match the description that my astrologer gave me for the person that I'll live with till the end they didn't tell you they're gonna end your life they just told you that okay anyway okay but think think about this fate faint those of you who are a guest it's okay to laugh okay fate the fate is what you already decided about yourself but I don't believe in fate I believe we have our own destiny we have our own right and free will you do and you're misusing

it you're using your free will to create negative fate every ounce of of loathing every bit of negative chatter those are just symptoms when people say control your thoughts control your thoughts guys your thoughts are already controlled by your beliefs who are you well I'm a wonderful person and a nice mom symptomatic still deep in your heart see your head is a bit lower than the heart deep in the heart is your beliefs so I'm not just telling you how to co-create a new life I'm telling you it's already

been set you can change it by changing your thoughts and your beliefs your beliefs have to change the beliefs will make it easier to change your thoughts once you change your thoughts it'll be easier to change your feelings once your feelings are changed it'll be easier to change your experience for chakras beliefs thoughts emotions manifestations all the way down to the physical chakra manifestations that's it it all just rolls on down from the highest heavens God says I am that's even God in me but

I don't hear that voice every day I'm still struggling with I don't know I am I'm not sure oh my god there and you know there's by the time it hits the world of manifestation how Michael you know how do I tell us how to change our lives oh we got a lot of work to do they want it people want to say how do I change my life how do I change the new year how do I make some adjustments all they want even though they can sound well-intended all too often they're asking for just an adjustment on the outside I would like a

little more a little more um love romance a little more money Allah and that's what people ask for ask people if you're a life coach a counselor say what would you like to see different in your life almost always they're asking about external stuff well I would just like my husband to treat me nice I would like my kids to respect no more or whatever it's still external and I'm saying even God says please do not pray for externals please and everybody does the reason God's saying that is because God's

saying I'm not an external so I'm not really involved with your external your external comes from your beliefs so God is saying just come back to your faith and belief in me and me that is in you contact your true divine nature not just your positive thinker contact the divine nature okay uh that's the what does that look like it's the I am and you use it all in your head still the divine nature would treat yourself like you matter like you're loved like you're a beautiful child that you're in charge of

and you want to take care of it don't treat yourself so itself abusively and then tell God to fix it God says there's only one problem you forgot who you are Buddha says it all comes back to ignorance ignorance meant not a lack of knowledge not a lack of book study it gets all twisted to mean that no ignorance meaning you don't know who you are it doesn't mean you don't know the knowledge it meant you don't know who you are a knowingness so what can I do start your prayers more focused get your

prayers more focused on help me to forgive myself for forgetting we actually judge ourselves for forgetting and we do that all the time not just in the big spiritual sense we do it every day some of us and and and we all do to a degree we we say I'm never gonna do that again and we do it you forgot when you did that you forgot who you are again try again but the difference is each time you try to improve your life don't just do do it again believe more in your worthiness believe more in your value and it'll

give you more fuel to be able to pull it off next time now there's one other catch not only the believing in the new and wanting to get really make that change be willing to look at your attachments or addictions to keeping it the old way if you're not going to look at that then you're going to be shining up the outside of a tomb inside they're still death a metaphor that Jesus used so you can say look at this I got that marble door of that tomb polished it's so beautiful and bright that's my new

life but inside there's still death still dead dead people dead person you know so don't be dead inside be willing to say you know I can see that there's a part of me that keeps wanting to change my life now watch this carefully I'm ready for more prosperity and ready for a better soul's purpose and meet my soulmate all those things and you're ready you feel like you're soaring but then something's it's tiring because they're not cooperating and so on and so on so you get tired and your partner

isn't co-parenting the way you had hoped they would have and all these kinds of things that go on the bus you went in with visualizations you came up with new ideas to help the business they still won't give you a raise that's heavy stuff and partly what's happening often what's happening is I'm trying to fly and I have an anchor dropped the anchor is I didn't want to look at the fact that I'm sabotaging my boss giving me a raise I'm sabotaging my partner and the parenting situation can I take

responsibility I don't mean blame yourself but can I take responsibility and say hey listen everything outside is a reflection of the inside my boss my partner all these things that I don't like and blame somehow they're all reflections of my belief systems I may not like that but I'm gonna just and you don't even have to own it completely just try I'm gonna accept it that's a possibility and it'll already start to help shift it it's a possibility and it's really hard

for folks to believe these things because it means a total shift in awareness for us to say my life is fated but not by the gods of Olympus you know or some mythological experience my life is fated by my belief systems so when people say when you start your day think this and positive and it's all nice it helps but I'm saying to you and I don't know why I've never heard another teachers say this they need to but they don't because the world likes even in our spiritual growth in our spiritual

students and studies they like still to move in mass so we're you know people will not accept some of these other higher truths that are up here we want to kind of go as a group in mass you know so it's kind of one of those grading curves so we're all kind of moving and if it's too high of a knowledge we're not going to go there yet but we're we can at least accept hearing those higher truths the higher truth I'm mentioning is beliefs are stronger than your thoughts beliefs are stronger your thoughts reflect your

beliefs so you know go ahead and say positive the statements and it helps it really does help but your beliefs could be undermining those thoughts that's how can I prove that I can prove it very easily haven't you ever known yourself or other people that you've met to say I tried positive thinking but other negatives keep getting in there because you don't totally know your value am I saying punish yourself or blame yourself for it not at all I told you to treat yourself like someone you love and

if I had a child in my care and they said daddy I try to think positive you know these things but sometimes these negatives I'd say that's okay that's how I would talk to them oh that's okay I do that all the time really daddy you do I thought you said we should try I said yeah try and I said ask yourself how you feel when you have those negative ones kind of feels yucky doesn't it yeah it does so try to have positives and so if you fall down and break a bone you can say you can say oh honey you can say ow

and if somebody breaks your heart you know it's okay say ow I would give them metaphors they can understand because ow doesn't sound like a I am wonderful and bright how is pain you feel pain cry scream do what you got to do in an appropriate way in an appropriate setting that's what I would tell someone I loved why don't I just tell that to myself then all the heady spiritual sublime stuff is great in its proper place but if you try to go sublime and forget the humane you're missing something

all this course and miracle stuff all the biblical the whole Bible it can do you no good if all you did was memorize it if you don't apply any of it and when I say apply I don't mean an john 5:3 and matthews and Exodus said and are you any nicer this year than you were last year yeah but Exodus does he shut up Deuteronomy God see you get it see how old is this child two and a half and she gets it right it's it's so clear because it's so simple I'm going into a new year I'm going to love myself treat myself

like I love myself if you don't get that you just start quoting chapters of verses of anything I have no interest in listening to anything like that you know how is it making a difference in your life how is it making a difference in the lives of others and even then oh I'm doing all kinds of things to change others people's lives are you becoming a better person don't forget that God self and others get closer to God get closer to self and bring the closeness not to others don't go grabbing people to get

close to them as a way to make up and supplement for God and self that you're missing God and self come first oh that's so selfish I heard others come first that was from somebody dysfunctional somebody dysfunctional told you that God and self first it's not selfish why because I'm only bringing to others what I have within myself so let me keep working on becoming a healthier person I don't mean literally linearly you have to go and perfect your God relationship and with yourself before you interact with others

it all happens at the same time in fact the way you work with others is a way to anchor the changes you've made between you and God and yourself so if I'm not seeing like I can be talking about oh I had this amazing meditation today I had a vision the highest of heavens and I heard trumpet blast and there were angels and all kinds of things and you can't bring an ounce higher vibration to the world I don't even know what you're doing and I don't care how high you think you got oh and I saw the highest

of the beings you know and light beings Metatron and Oh mani padmi Holmes and all these kind of cool things I heard vibrations and angel's wings and all these cool visions you're coming back you're gonna have to come back because someone on the other side is going and how did that help you interact with others oh I didn't because I was so spiritual and holy I just walked away from others you know how screwed up those people are you're coming back and you'll have some bizarre Souls purpose

related to being of service to others and do nothing but that because you'll be told you got to go and bring this to everyday to be like a social worker because that's a hard thing to deal with being a social worker man that's a person who has to try to stay plugged in inside and go into the trenches of trenches true that's a hard job I think that's a challenging thing for some people it can really wear or nurses it can really wear on you to deal with this kind of stuff because you're not just

like you know at some you know other kind of job you know some some administrative kind of job and you know doing you go and you do your thing you leave a bank you go you do you think you're constantly dealing with the barrage of people's stuff it's very challenging that particular kind of world so you know you might find yourself having to do that because you were you were all into the spiritual God's gonna say I need you to bring it to other people you have to have a balanced relationship with God self and

others that's one thing you're gonna see in 2020 people are gonna find themselves called to have to deal with the concept of balance things that are overly this or overly that overly internal work not enough external overly external work not enough internal all that's going to be called to mind all that's going to be having to be faced so partly what we're on to today is this idea of fate but the fate we're learning is coming from us what part of me not your thoughts and it isn't your Karma

that's what another thing that people think is what sets faint karma karma helps set the fates Karma's like giving you the Box in which the Fate drops in who and what and what setting and what year that's the karmic peace but even karma is only a certain symptom of fate ultimately the feint comes from are you or are you not as God created you to be and I don't mean getting comfortable with the human well I've learned to love and accept my my self I'm I'm just this and I'm gonna be okay guys we are made

in God's image it's way beyond what my brain can even fathom that's why you've heard in sacred texts even in in Hindu material you know Krishna might say to our Juna or to others if I showed you Who I am it would devour your mind if I showed you all images of myself it would devour your mind the divine that we really are would devour us for us to see it but why because the us that sees it is our ego self and it would get devoured because it would cease to exist but we're told it's going to be devoured because that

sounds like a negative guess who's telling you that the ego hey I wouldn't look at God too much that'll devour you but it isn't you it's the ego that would be released for lack of work it's retired don't need it goodbye and Jesus is saying and the Bible is saying the same thing you look upon the face of God and look what will happen you'll turn to light it's okay now that could sound like too much for some of us and and it would be for some of us just start somewhere I am as God

created me I will to be the Christ on earth but remember I am as God created me you're only going to hear and I'm only gonna hear as much of this as I'm ready to hear right now there's not just resistance guys there's a fortress around our heart a fortress that's trying to make sure it's impenetrable nothing can get in here we are dictating what's going to happen in your life we are where your beliefs are stored this is even your Akashic records there in what's called the seed atom in your

heart so in the heart is where you read people in the heart is where you find the acacia crackers Edgar Cayce reading people he read their records but he had to access their there a Kasich record in their heart he had to he was a soul reading basically it wasn't just a psychic reading which is great it was a full-on a Kasich record soul reading which means that it's going to be 8090 percent or better accurate typically a psychic reading is considered by science anything that's going to be 50 something 60 something

percent accurate is already unusual that's because science would say the odds are going to be 50/50 at anything you say to somebody soon as you're 50 something 60 something accurate it is considered unusual like possibly supernatural when you start hitting it like Edgar Cayce 80 and 90 something accurate that is supernatural for sure man that's out there but it's because he's reading the soul and that's where the accurate stuff is the most accurate of a person and of the world for that

matter so the fate my fate is coming from my soul can I change the fate change your soul okay well I haven't met it lately how do I have a conversation with my soul do tracking kinds of exercises that help you even like soul retrieval type that help you look at deep old patterns I don't mean just your surface level patterns look at the roots of your belief systems not just what kinds of things have you felt you know upset about well I I've been abandoned and betrayed you know and so forth okay let's say that applies believe it or not

those are just patterns on a certain level those aren't the deepest core patterns you've been abandoned and rejected let's say the core belief behind that could be low self-worth now watch this if I believe I have low self worth or value in here I'm gonna likely manifest rejections and betrayals and abandonment and so on even though those are core emotions behind the action how are you doing today someone did this that's the external how's it making you feel what I rejected and hurt and betrayed okay those are the

emotions behind the action theory that's the recipient but behind the emotions core issues you and I only have a couple of core issues lots of messed up emotions but only a couple of core issues ultimately we have only one and that is that we judge ourselves as though we're separate from God and from each other so that created fear and guilt but then it manifested our core couple of issues so when you pray pray to release whatever you can access but also pray for that which you don't remember I don't remember separating

from God but I am surrendering all beliefs that I'm separate from anything that is love that is good let me remember my oneness with you God let me remember and you can't do it let me remember my oneness with you God so I can get away from these people that's not how it works let me remember my oneness with you through these people oh no no that's not how I wanted this to work I wanted God to get me out of these people it's it's so messed up it's the opposite of what we were hoping for and

gods like that's thou not learnis and heard it of the very incarnation a--the the reason we have reincarnation is because you still don't get it oh look a Souls coming in height did you understand that you know I didn't know Kiko just-just-just file on back you know that's we won't even have a conversation like now in heaven they just did they just put one of those saloon or rather those revolving hotel revolving doors like you just come in out back that way you know at one time at least they they would have had the

courtesy to ask how we did but everybody did the same so they don't need to just you know the old image st. Peter at the gates telling me how you it's just you know Peter's just sleeping do not you know just move on through don't even bother coming here just go directly to jail jail you know with you which is earth and and we're we're all stuck in and it's good to laugh at it the laughter is a way of saying wow we can be so silly now notice I use the word silly because that's how I would

speak to a child and it's the right word to use not we can be so bad no we're not bad at all just ridiculous because it's ridiculous to believe that you're anything but God it's more ridiculous to act like it but I don't care about the actions because the actions are coming from the beliefs if I knew do you think about anybody that's ever harmed you and here's the truth of that whether you want to believe it or not if they knew who they were that is to say made in God's image do

you understand they could have never done that if they knew they were they would have never been able to do anything no dictator no crazy tyrant no megalomaniacs okay none and that's just covering politics religion households abuses if you know some people have said you know if you could have three wishes you know of course forget the hundred more wishes and if God said to me Michael you get three wishes and they have to be something related to humanity not like I now wish that we all ascend something on

the on the human level has to affect the human plane one of them would be child abuse absolutely I would say no abuse period but if I had to be specific one would be you know child abuse the things we do are ridiculous but no child needs to go through that but if people knew who they were they wouldn't be able to do it so I would say one of these wishes instead of just curing the the problem would be that everybody remember who they are because if they remembered who they are they wouldn't do those things

they couldn't no it's it's like no politician could go into position and come from the wrong place it would be what would be the greatest good for the most people decisions made like that and most presidents that even tried were usually shot coming from that kind of mindset you know somebody like Abraham Lincoln I know it's easier to to look back and only remember the positives and all that but he had a lot of them and you think a guy even in the world of politic to be able to say you know the

fact that he went into that and hurt so much knowing that they were in war he knew I don't want to be at war and you're going into a new year be like him as a model of sorts just as a simple example but guys try it I pros or cons of human beings Kennedy's let's say but at least the Kennedy said civil rights even if it's a threat against our own lives it doesn't make sense to treat people like they don't matter it's the right thing to do so can you muster up just a little Martin Luther

King inside can you muster up a little mother Teresa whatever it is that you admire you don't have to go all Jesus on us to the point of saying now I'm gonna be crucified because I'm a martyr Jesus already told you that jobs been taken done you're not allowed to become martyrs and call yourselves Christians it's not real if you want to say that you're a Christian or in in the true sense think about putting on the mind of Christ not the body of Christ the mind of Christ don't get crucified say no to

crucifixions don't crucify yourself don't crucify others and don't let them crucify you say no to crucifixion that's the new bumper sticker and it can have that little red thing you know with a cross behind it you know no crucifixions and it means you know just like on your dating websites you you know you some of you might go to I like this and I like this and no crucifixions you know no abuses no harming I don't need it first of all because I said no mas but I'm also affirming where I'm going no

more of this and yeah things that reflect that I am as God created me and if you want people to treat you better and you're not treating yourself better you're a hypocrite don't forget that don't mean to sound harsh but I like it it's the right thing it is it's hypocrisy to say cuz a lot of people say you know oh I wish my so-and-so do you know my children whatever would treat me nice my parents would have more respect well wait why don't you respect yourself more I do really then why are you

talking to them but there might be old shush just stop you're in a karmic loop with them and you can call it karmic you can call it fate you can call it genetic you can call it family obligation call it what you want and and that's fine for you I'm not gonna buy it because my ear my life is coming from my beliefs and I'm allowed to say no more because the things I'm allowing on the outside can perpetuate my inner core beliefs do you see what I meant by that if I allow patterns of abuse it's confirming that I

was right and I have no value or I can say wait it's okay to change some things on the outside as long as you bring it here too if you only change the outside expecting it to change the inside that actually doesn't work but if you can evoke changes on the outside and let it reverberate to the core of your being and say the reason I'm saying no to that is because that's what I would say if I were taking care of a child and someone we're treating the child like that hey no fact I would do that you say to

yourself that therefore I know it's right when you say but I don't know if I should date this person can you know can you give me a reading and so forth I will but you already do know if you don't love yourself and this person treats you in any way that could be harsh you know I mean we all slip I'm talking about if it if it starts resonating with or reflecting your old low self-worth I don't think it's a good idea you want a new year date a different vibe you want a new year Stoll's purpose instead of just a job do

things different on the outside but if you don't believe you deserve it you're gonna sabotage it and one way to double-check yourself are you doing things that you would advise someone you love it's so simple and I've done a talk just on that but keep that in mind so as I'm starting to wrap up here what are you going to do for the new year and whatever you do for the new year is going to affect your new life do you want to make one percent change then that's what you're going to expect to

see now and and you could say no but I expect much more later wait if you're only doing one percent now we can only realistically expect one percent change I'm not telling you to shoot for a hundred percent even 80% because if you look upon the face of God it will devour your mind so if you say I'm gonna change my life 90% it's gonna be a lot for your mind not your divine mind but the one that you think you are right now temporarily the human self it'll be too much sometimes you know you have to respect

the illusion sometimes a person can have cancerous things in their body that can't all be removed because it's like the rust holding a car together sometimes there's so much of it it's they can't remove it all there would be not much of you left that sounds strange but it's true so it's the same with your your life and your patterns sometimes a bit at a time but you and God have to decide how much that's gonna be if things are really messed up in my life and I see it's out of control

I'll hit it from all sides because I and now I'm speaking as Michael I don't feel intimidated by it I'm like oh let's do it but for some people it's too much and for me there's been times where it was too much you know to stay in a relationship longer or to do this longer or you know it happens we get complacent or we get used to order we're not sure if it's the right thing to shift because there's too many confusing bits it's too much entangled but decide even if a little how much

would I like to change my life my life will come from this year therefore how much am I willing to change my year thus my life how much I would recommend at least a chunk yeah one percent you know if that's all you can do I think it's great I'm not gonna advocate ninety and a hundred percent I'm not gonna advocate I'm not gonna push you like go for it eighty percent I would just say find significant peace to it if you worked on even a 12-step program that would shift a significant piece and I think that's

fantastic I'm not telling you to like all of a sudden you know make yourself eat what I would eat or drink what they would drink or I'm not talking about comparing going here guys what is in my soul my soul my beliefs are feeding in most thoughts emotions and activities in my life what can I go in and change that would starve out these old fruits these these weeds that were growing what can I change it's okay to also pull the the weeds out here but what can I change that's feeding those weeds and think

about that low self-worth abuse that I've never addressed what else whatever else it's gonna be take a look at it one thing I would say if you're aware of something that you'd rather not work on I would start with that too I would bring that I'd bring that into the mix don't just say well you know what I'm willing to work on is this I'm gonna I would think about that just consider it because believe it or not it's easier to tell someone about your hurts then even than it is to work on deep addictions

chemical addictions let's say that's hard stuff it can be hard stuff work on the roots of it and it becomes easier that's why in a 12-step program they asked you to do some soul-searching so don't just try to stop drinking or whatever you do a program is going to help you shift it in here it kind of loosens it up and you start realizing things about yourself why you drink why you do this or that or the other it's so empowering and now some people get intimidated and scared and turned off by

it you know this is making me have to do this and I don't like you know and they get defensive it's okay because at the end of the day the part of you that is God never experienced the things that the human part has experienced my divinity is untouched by any of that my divinity has never been buzzed it's never been addicted it's never been abused nor has my divinity ever caused abuse so really what I'm shifting in my life is becoming more like my divine self and the other starts to fall away which parts where

would I like to start that you decide any part that you'd rather not like I said I'd probably consider that especially since talking is one way you can just work it out that's easy well even if you say well I can't afford a counselor they're free chaplains here every Sunday you have friends hotlines there's all kinds of you know don't don't try that those are just ways to try to hide so if the least you can do is talk out some stuff you'll start changing your life well I don't want to tell anybody I know

about some of the things that happen to me call a stranger just get a phone book engine hi hey this is Gladys hi Gladys listen do you know what's happened to me it's unbelievable just okay no poor gal you know okay I don't mean to overwhelm you glad is but listen Wow my life anyway don't make excuses reach out somewhere somehow isn't that amazing just talking to oh my god I didn't know I could say that to anybody clients come to me and they'll so upset and they'll blurt out a curse word

I'll just one-up them it's like it's okay because I don't want anyone shamed find a healthy way to bring it out and then you're gonna go oh my god I didn't spontaneously combust I guess it's okay yes it is but I thought my stuff was horrible evil it is honey it is it is it's sad that that happened but do you want to go somewhere good now yes I would great let's talk it let's cry it let's it's all right get that stuff up please take a few centering breaths we relax into our breathing inhaling the

words I am quietly in our mind exhaling and the word relaxed I am on the inhale relaxed on the exhale just as an act of centering and quieting today's meditation almost like a prayer instead is to just imagine where we are right now in our lives in our circumstances pros and cons areas that are working areas that are challenged and become aware of the areas that do

not feel like they resonate or reflect resonate with or reflect the god itself the I am the Christ I am any term you use for it areas that don't reflect it as well as they could if I change nothing today this will probably still be there tomorrow if I don't change it this month probably next month this year probably next year do I really want to believe that semi-happy is enough that so so is okay well maybe I could try that but would I advise that to someone I loved would I say to my child that came

home from school hi did you have a so-so day and tell them that that's okay that that's great think about that so what would I advise someone I love given my circumstances what would I consider what might I do now this month to create some changes for the next months this year to create some changes for the year what would I do be courageous but don't get worried don't worry that if you come up with some answers that something in the sky is now going to make you do them you do have free will so relax try to let

spirit the Divine Mother guide your mind and give you ideas of changing only the things that seem reasonable that you'll do it's not about do things you won't do and then feeling guilty what will you do what changes can you make honest and then if you made those changes what outcome might be likely and before we're done if there is any core issue core beliefs that you have

about yourself that would try to undermine the progress you were just visualizing what would it be just honest and let spirit help you is there a core belief that these changes are going to shake up and when you see that what you're seeing in part is that you think you want the certain outcome that's what the human wants what your soul wants is to uproot the issue and I would say let God's will be done not mine I'll get what I want that's fine but am I willing to work on the core issue behind it this is what is

meant by God Jesus saying give to Caesar what Caesar's but give to God what is God's this is what's meant by give to me what I asked and I'll give you what you want give me the healing of your soul let me help your soul then you'll get the material stuff the external will change when you work on the inside or last but not least seek first the consciousness of God Kingdom of Heaven so we give thanks to you father mother God not just individually what we saw but collectively we stand together two or

more on behalf of each other not just as us receiving what we want what we're looking for eating praying for and visualizing we're actually expanding our consciousness that anyone's seeing this program even if they watch it ten years from now they're feeling the support of hundreds and thousands of souls saying guys were in this together let's get this let's do this support me in my weak areas let me support you in your weak areas let's stand together filling all the voids that we perceived to

to be at one time and find ourselves in wholeness in light the answers already here in our oneness we are healed in love in peace enjoy beyond issues and needs to forgive or beyond that to a place of thank you God I get it back to the peace the love the joy a deep inhalation and with your mouth closed humming sounds good

keep going just a nice humming sound it's a vibration that's connecting all of us and people all around the planet and throughout the solar system galaxy and universe the sound we're making is just gratitude it's like saying oh thank you thank you and it's saying that not only do I feel this I'm sending this out to the world to all people the sounds of a hummingbird the feeling of all all nature just connected keep it going just a half a minute more not loud but slightly opening the mouth

and allow a little more sound [Music] keep going fill the sound coming back to you and not just going out a feeling of thank you and lastly try to imagine that even the angels are vibrating with you everyone experiencing that sounding [Music] and then soft quiet continue hearing it even though it's quiet and imagine that that vibration actually like a generator

it actually builds a form of light hear the sound still going and picture light lighting up the room your mind I am the light of God I am the light of the world it's not an ego Proclamation it means I am is the light of the world and I am as God created me and so it is