12 Holy Days & Night of Christmas

All righty. There's so much happening and this holiday, you know, it's my favorite. For all kinds of good reasons, I mean, but it's my favorite and I know it's not easy for everybody, because some people have losses and then it's hard to have holidays without remembering those people that aren't with you now. And you know that's fine.

There's actually a better time for that; it's called Halloween, for the dying. It is. Halloween is to honor those who have passed. Of course unless they passed after that. But that's what Halloween is about. The ghosts saying goodbye, closures. It's great to do good ceremony around now and then followed by what? Thanksgiving, giving thanks for what you learned what you gained from those experiences and those people and then you know it clears us open some room up inside of us so that we right go into you know the Thanksgiving time so that we're ready for Christmas and then

Christmas obviously leads into New Year's and so on so we'll explain that a little more as we go but this is such a highly symbolic holiday there's a saying I think it was William Blake who was an artist you know it he draws carves poet you know did all these different things but he was a mystic and a Rosicrucian he said something along the lines and I believe it was Blake but something along the lines of if if the infant Jesus was born a thousand times in Bethlehem but not once in my heart then it was all in vain and I think that summarizes a lot

of what I teach okay it's like what's the point all this is sacred this and sacred Christmas if we're not any different so New Year's as it's all these holidays are leading up to New Year's New Year's doesn't just mean oh we have a new year it's a new life why would any of us want to be the same as we were last year or the year before and so on there should be this progression and if you're on the spiritual path you should by now have noticed some differences you know you should be able to go seriously

God the me I was when I was 18 compared to you know almost 50:58 now or whatever it is like the difference 20 to 40 40 to 60 I mean we should see some differences and I know a lot of people have some major epiphanies on their deathbed but don't wait you know don't deathbed confusions are never taken serious on the other side they don't go well you know you were a jerk always until those last few hours but all is well now they know you're in a desperate state those are called foxhole prayers you know when the bullets are flying by it's like I'm

converted I'm I'm with you Lord I've always believed did I forget to tell you those you know those don't work that means you know they're if if nothing else spirit is not stupid let me come on it's it doesn't it can see through these things so don't wait till the end make amends now even if you can't do it with others do it in your own quiet make amends sitting your own quiet place and cry and write stuff and burn it in the burning bowl on New Year's with us say goodbye let bring closure and if you're not sure it's it's

another talk with it check don't go won't go into now but if you're not sure when you still feel the same feelings days letter weeks later month later years later you might not have done it as sincerely as you cut oh there's a there should be a visceral difference in how you feel about that person and I don't care if it changes 10 percent per year that's still incredible more would be great but doesn't matter as long as you notice you're not hurting as much as you were once upon a time that's change that's progress and if you say oh great

well that doesn't apply to me I feel even worse than when I started I hate that so and so my ex even more now you know that I did 20 years ago not a problem I know don't blame you hurtful people cause you to feel hurt not a problem but there are ways to do more progressive work find those ways there are ways there has to be you know let me come on we wouldn't be doing this work if it didn't work so there are ways so let's reach for that so I'm going to share this concept with you all I have a list that I share of

twelve holy days and nights of Christmas so I'm gonna get to that in a nutshell though the holy days of the year in a sense they begin with Halloween the dying Thanksgiving what you gained from whatever dies now preparing the way clearing out for Christmas the gifts the new here comes the new something into my life new gifts and don't forget it's not just gifts of miracles or gifts under the tree I'm one of those gifts so why don't I just step get in get on board and just step into it I'm one of the gifts of God you know so so am I just

going to wait for stuff under the tree or am I going they're going to own that I'm one of those gifts now if one of those gifts what's the purpose of that gift if you get a necklace you put it around your neck if you you know get a new piece of garment you wear the garment new hat you wear the hat whatever it is whatever it is you use it but if I'm one of those gifts I need to be used I need to let spirit guide me into a better way of living you know stepping up and and living this and I know we all slip I'm not talking about

us all acting perfectly but just always refining and do the doing the best we can you know be a great child to your parents don't try to be the best and compete with your siblings be a great child to your parents if you have a relationship with them some families has not even healthy to be around some people but if you are be the healthiest you can further be the healthiest parent it's kind of cool you know I have children they're little we don't I don't see them very often but at any time that we talk it's just like it's always been

there's fun there's banter there's playfulness and if there's challenge they're allowed to talk about it you know just to really be like like and I always told my kids when they were growing up if I have to choose between being helpful to you or your parent I'd rather be helpful you know it probably sent him into therapy but you know abandonment tell them I got but that's okay the once they peeled the codependence off they'll get what I was saying because a lot of times kids can't hear their parents so I don't want to be

your parent if you can't hear me that's what I said to them you know they can't said lots of things that made them think you know but you know it's like yeah I care more about you as a soul than I do as a role that right that was kind of cool okay yes Jesus hey get that on a bumper sticker okay so so we go through this we're preparing and Christmas we think that's the end but it's not because there are considered to be by the Mystics especially it's not culminating in Christmas or even New Year's Christmas and then the twelve

holy days and nights of Christmas follow which I'll explain and then those end on epiphany so epiphany is really an epiphany is called an active holiday by the ancients because the ancients understood you're on a roll baby you died at Halloween you gave thanks at Thanksgiving even before there was a Thanksgiving it was still commemoration and then Christmas woohoo we're doing great twelve days and nights of Christmas and then epiphany and the Epiphany an octave holiday meant we're going to close all

the holidays during the holiday season with an octave holiday because it means this holiday is going to take everything you just did in your processes of the holidays to another octave to another level so they didn't just sit around going on what did what I'm getting for Christmas you seriously birds in the oven you know I think is that it you know birds and boxes under the tree I mean the ancients would just be appalled at the idea it's all you got yes stuff taking all of this and really really deepening it one way

to deepen it is the know that it exists these these differing these mystical versions of all this the other thing is how much you put your mind into it not just knowing it exists but we're going to put our consciousness into this so we get to epiphany I'm gonna jump now into sharing let me say this much you go you go Halloween Thanksgiving Christmas the Christmas portion of all those holidays it's a longer spread of months but the Christmas portion let's say that that couple of weeks is Christmas itself and that in itself has all kinds of cool

symbolism I'm gonna share that briefly then the twelve holy days and nights and then the Epiphany all right so Christmas itself has a symbolism I've shared probably every year that I've been here but the Christmas tree if you think about it just like you would learn in the Kabbalah you are the tree and if you are the tree and there are presents put under the tree what does it symbolize for you those gifts that come from God are supposed to be my foundation under my tree and I'm the tree the star at the

top the angel at the top for me is always about priorities God first the cornerstone the capstone god it's why are our bills you know and the and our state seal or whatever the seal of the United States you see that pyramid on your dollar bills the pyramid and there's the capstone is missing but it's not missing because it was always supposed to say God is your capstone God is your you know your pinnacle it would be like a person wearing a beautiful expensive brooch with rubies and diamonds and then having one section

missing a stone people would be like oh a piece fella it certainly doesn't look good but to a mystic that would be amazing because you would say yeah diamonds rubies or whatever people wear these days you know so on and so on they go oh that one Oh something fell out no that's for God you know it's one of those see I heard an amen and Oh for those of you watching that was a baby you know so imagine that God leaving a chair at the table one of those concepts Lee a chair at the table not for a deceased relative which if you do that that's beautiful but a plate a

setting for God something to commemorate something to remind us you know all over my house there's something you know they're dangerous or fairies or whatever it's all to me part of the beauty of my life but it also symbolizes the remembrance there's something more than the material world when you look at this tree if you know anything if you're an acupuncturist how do you not notice the wires that are called meridians and the lights that are called acupuncture points I mean this is just me meaning you me any of us so you know how

am i doing it doesn't mean if you don't have a tree you know there's a problem with you I'm saying it's all symbolic the ornaments what are the ornaments represent maybe experiences that add sparkles to my life my memories and if there are you know I know life experiences that you don't want to hang as an ornament that's fine let them die in Halloween when they're supposed to give thanks for them and Thanksgiving the Christmas presents are not just presents like gifts PR es en TS it's the presence of God I say this every year

but I still love saying it when I say it Wow you know like seriously like how many of us got I I never thought of that and it's okay to have not thought of it but now you heard it now you can't forget it remember it in your soul this holiday man this is about the presence of God so if I get a thousand presents under the tree but not one in my heart and so what's it done for me what what value is there to gain the world and lose your soul get our priorities straight there's even the twelve you know on the first day of

Christmas Eve you know the twelve songs the the you know the 12 days of Christmas the song you know first day of Christmas my true love gave to me my true love in that song although on the Internet if you try to search things you know I don't even bother because there's always people arguing about what things mean and where they came from so I don't bother I just know in my heart but whatever what is but my true love came to gave to me when people made up this twelve days of Christmas they were

talking the true love was God but during the time the song was developed one thing we know is it was a time of the Catholics and Protestants really going after each other so even though we know that the Catholic Church has had times of oppressing other people and beliefs they also have a period where they were running for their lives during that time some historians believe they kept their catechism hidden in the song the twelve days of Christmas so my true love gave to me was God a partridge in a pear tree was the Christ Jesus

on the second day two turtle doves represent the old and new testaments the third day of Christmas the the three French hens were the Trinity faith hope and love are the gifts of the Trinity fourth day of Christmas for calling birds it's actually not calling Birds everybody sings it that way it's called E birds but that's another story and that represented the four Gospels the fifth day of Christmas my five golden rings which people think it's like Ringo Starr used to wearing those rings rings on every finger the

five golden rings were were it's a pheasant that has five rings around its neck but that too is another story so the that represented the the five books of the Old Testament the Torah the sixth day of Christmas six geese a-laying I love that because six geese a-laying like eggs its creation so it's the six days of creation seventh day of Christmas seven swans a-swimming representing the seven gifts of the Holy Spirit prophecy ministry compassion etc the eighth day of Christmas eight maids a-milking that's the eight Beatitudes

ninth day of Christmas nine ladies dancing the nine fruits of the Holy Spirit love joy peace patience kindness generosity etc the tenth day of Christmas ten Lords a-leaping the ten commandments and the eleventh day the eleven pipers piping the eleven faithful apostles the Catholics didn't like Judis for some reason so they called the other the 11 faithful you know let's throw that in there you know the twelfth day of Christmas the 12 drummers drumming and that's the 12 points of the doctrine in the Apostles Creed if you

know the Apostles Creed some of you might remember so that was their way of being able to sing their song and keep their catechism keep their their thoughts alive their beliefs alive their belief system alive so whether you find it to be true and historic or whether it's just a theory from some you know that's that's one more part of Christmas my part of my point is look at that what how much there is hidden behind everything presents presents the tree the Meridian that's me am i alive or not and don't forget the greenery of the

tree represents life in a dark time of winter so it's all about there's always hope there's always life there's always light get your priorities straight God is your foundation and God is your crown chakra as well it's just like that these people keeping their catechism alive find a way to sing your faith man find a way to to sing and fill your beliefs bless you when I was a kid you know it wouldn't have been real fashionable or cool to walk around my high school and talk about Christ consciousness and and so I don't mean you know people would

have thought I was a little out of it what they did think I already that I was a little out of it but but it wouldn't have been very fashionable or you know vogue so I found my way and for me as a kid it was music I've shared many times earth one in fire was a deep very they were very highly spiritual I mean head-to-toe man the colors they were of the Africana kind of customs the songs how many members are in the band and calling themselves the elements of the zodiac you know the four elements except they left out one because there was

nobody in the band that was that sign of the zodiac that element you know so everything they did was numerological and so on so it kept me alive just like the symbolism here or the catechism of the catholic s-- find something that you can sneak it in there even if you're going while my place of work we're not allowed there's always away something even if you're only allowed to put one ornament of some kind one little symbol on your desk let it be something that reminds you of the presence of God

in your life it could be one star one star hanging on your bulletin board or whatever they are those things are it could be your your screensaver something preserves something for yourself the 12 Holy Days nights of Christmas now this gets pretty deep but hang in there I'm going to give you just an overview now this again is a is it it was a really auspicious time to deepen the Christmas and our personal and spiritual experience in life the magic of these days are really rooted in mysticism I mean mystics understood that mystics

used to tie the zodiac and the Kosmos into everything everything was connected once upon a time the more we lost faith the more we split our minds and became faithless we started analyzing and intellectualizing we started splitting you know science and religion spirituality from this a strong in astronomy as the science from astrology we kept segmenting everything off kind of Aristotle lling you know kind of everything you know everything we could so that everything separated and split up forgetting you know the oneness of

everything so the Mystics knew that each of the 12 signs of the zodiac of Christmas are under the direct influences of the 12 signs of the zodiac so the Mystics knew that there are twelve days of Christmas that were celebrated but they didn't just go hey how you doing I'm all right you know a third day Christmas today oh yeah like it wasn't flat every day for 12 days you moved through one sign of the zodiac in 12 days instead of 12 months is that making sense so far I'll explain that more all right and this goes back before

Jesus sort of as a an effect of the time of Alexander the Great calendars were changed he just to do anything so calendars were changed him and one thing that happened was they figured they're three we're going to do a solar 365 days of the year the problem was there were other cultures in the world but less known that celebrated lunar a lunar experience and it didn't match up so it ended up where the lunar did the solar days are 365 and a half so we have our leap year and all that we have our time to make it up but the the math is as follows 364 days if you do

the lunar cycle so there's 12 days short of the solar year so some cultures would go okay we're here we are we went through our solar year 365 and 1/2 days the lunar people would go well ours ended days ago so there's this period of 12 days before we made 12 holy days nights of Christmas the ancients were already saying there's already 12 days and nights that are kind of unknown what do we do with those you see you follow so far it's like strange then they realize the mysticism of that it's when the solar rays will now

directly come to the earth not to be buffered by the lunar sea the Holy Spirit plays the role she's the the moon if they call it the man on the moon but it's not it's really she represents a the female more than the male so the loom the the lunar the the moon is saying you can't look directly at the Sun and the Sun representing the pure light of God but I love you so much I'm gonna reflect it to you that's the mother the love of the mother you know like sometimes she's like you know sometimes your dad's have been intense

let me reinterpret what he was trying to tell you you know I mean I guess you could put it that way so the Mo's mirroring the light differently so at this period they're saying the forces of the moon have waned and they're sitting still but the sun's days are still going for 12 more days so what's happening to the Rays of the Sun and the stars planets and the signs so here's what happens instead of the it Sun which shines upon us and warms us physically illuminates our day physically

symbolically what ends up happening is the lunar and influence seems to wane and for twelve days and nights the solar and celestial rays of the planets and the Sun beam into us like they always did but more directly in our hearts rather than just on our skin then there's more wait there's more during the 12 days the Mystics realised it shines its light the Stars the zodiac and so on for all those days but during these twelve days it it's in our hearts and souls what happens is we start beaming out to it so throughout the year

its beaming its light into our hearts and for 12 days and nights our hearts get ignited and start beaming back that making sense here's what you're doing during those 12 days and nights instead of the solar and and the celestial of influence is saying here's the influence of aries taurus gemini you know and on and on throughout the month throughout the year what's happening instead is that our hearts and souls for 12 days are placing our order here's what I would like this year but we don't know it so people just live flat but if we

step in alignment with it we would place our order for 12 days so the first day holy day and night of Christmas you are placing an order with one sign of the zodiac saying here's how I want January to be for me the next day here's how I want February to be and so on but people have to become more conscious of these things or it's just gonna your flat order is gonna give you nothing go into restaurant can I take your order no not yet well five hours later you're still not fed you can complain but they go well we asked for your order you said no

and we checked with you again and again you said no we checked with you 12 times we checked with you and you said no so you get nothing back because you ordered nothing the ordering is if ordering people around it's choosing to be conscious and I'm gonna get to that all right so what I'm gonna do now is just breeze through the 12 days which are going to start soon all right here we go coming soon to a life near you first instead of following eros aries taurus gemini the signs of the zodiac

it starts the twelve holy days and nights of christmas start with virgo because tonight at midnight it all begins the birth of the christ to the virgin it's all symbolic I don't care if you literally believe in virgin birth or not the virgin is the first night of our series all right now and it really fits perfectly because of the virgin birth on the Virgo Day night we should contemplate whether or not we're ready to accept our original innocence rather than all the opinions of guilt and shame we've accumulated over the years usually

causing us anxiety and low self-worth on this Virgo Day night which will be all tomorrow we also must authentically discover that for us to birth the inner god goddess it's essential that we never lose our sense of humility they were born in a manger the symbolism so be the virgin birth you are the Christ whoa look at me I'm told I'm the Christ yeah but be born in a manger don't shout it spout it I unfortunately you know a lot of colleagues and spiritual leaders you know whether their new editor long term in it they get this virgin birth they

get this birthing even if it's a little or a lot of this God consciousness something comes to them and they start spouting to everybody how holy they are I'm an amazing Channel hi nice to meet you i china from the 89th dimension where do you channel from because whatever you say there's gonna be higher you know my beliefs can beat up your beliefs you know it's like it's so infantile and that's going to somehow intercept you know mess up their ability to channel anyway just the lack of humility

so today we're starting this virgin birth we're talking about starting this virgin birth tomorrow never lose the humility still born in a manger second day Libra this is often known as st. Stephen's Day by the way he was a martyr who got you know at the time he got persecuted for his beliefs so the second day of Christmas meaning you know we start tonight at midnight you have your first day of Christmas Christmas Day then you've got your next day on the next day it's technically Libra day it's not just Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday

it's not just the 26th there's 27th it's not just date and calendar it's Libra day the day for you to make up your mind what you believe in and stay the course okay show your faith conviction it's about learning to improve our ability to discern and make decisions with greater clarity and alignment with our heart higher good followed by conviction even if persecuted st.

Stephen's Day right and that doesn't just mean persecuted by other people right our own head who are you who do you think you are you know there are people that if you don't know this the the statistics say when people win the lottery most of them go broke again shortly after there's all kinds of linear reasons for that they get preyed upon they get taxed first then they get preyed upon by people that are trying to rip them off and then there's family members you'll find you have family members you never heard of that show up there's reasons logistically why they go

broke but you know what the main reason is the lack of deserve ability you winning the lottery does not mean you have the consciousness of the lottery it means you earned it somewhere sometime in a lifetime and here it is but you getting a gift does not guarantee it stays we have to adapt our mind to believing it so that that Libra bit man I got a watch for the thoughts in my head that yeah but no you don't deserve and you know because it sabotages our lives the third day of the holy nights days and

nights of Christmas Scorpio now the Scorpio is often symbolized one of the symbols of it if you don't know this is an eagle or Phoenix Scorpio de or Scorpio but Scorpio the Scorpio day and night of Christmas is also called the day of Saint John st.

John or John the Apostle who wrote the Gospel of John was also symbolized in in all the Christian art there's often four creatures around the Christ or Mary those four creatures represent four the four Gospels but there's a symbol for each of them like the eagle or the you know the bull or whatever for the fixed signs of the zodiac so st.

John is you know known to be the sign Scorpio but it represents that element the eagle or you know in this case it's also known as water so he's the also known as the mystic apostle so he's all about let's see the bird's eye view the Eagle Phoenix let's Scorpios about seeing the bird's eye view access the scorpio in you that day sit back and go I want to look at this from a bigger picture look at what not just the day I'm committing to this birthing of this in my life but definitely this day because on that third day virgo libra Scorpio on that

third day whatever you do and don't do is going to show up on that month is that making sense so you watch so Scorpio is all about that day man it's all about soul searching see if you have anything you need to release on that third day although Scorpio gets a bird's-eye view the bird's eye view can tell you if you've missed anything get an objective viewpoint about resentments and unhealed wounds all right now because you can't reach the heights with the the weight of the wounds it just doesn't work

holy night of Christmas or a holy day night of Christmas number four day number four Sagittarius that is thought to be the day when Herod had the newborns killed now the symbolism is all about learning about your setbacks and the main thing to learning that day commit to it because it's going to affect you when that month rolls around so what you do is you recognize the fourth month of the year is going to hold the energy you do on the fourth day of Christmas so be aware setbacks what do I need to learn

about setbacks first of all that nothing of true value can be a setback what if my setbacks involve losses anything of value to me could not be taken I know I might want it but who's the eye that's talking if it's the god I it's impossible for the god I to say well I really needed that more than anything in the world and it's gone that's not how it would work if it's gone it must be that that's not relevant to me anymore what can I learn from that so it's really about recognizing we can't truly truly lose anything so here you're

talking about what sign of the zodiac mmm the fourth net Sagittarius what is the symbol of Sagittarius right but the archer is shooting for the stars setbacks but you know what heck with it shoot for the stars keep your focus on higher things and move forward the fifth day holy day and night Capricorn now the ancients often refer to Capricorn the sign of the the symbols as the gate of the Gods the sign Capricorn in the heavens the gate of the gods because they believed if you were evolved enough to walk through the gate of the gods you

would ascend you could achieve anything even on earth right so the Capricorn day night is related to the need to cleanse ourselves and addictions so watch that at that time on many as many levels as possible watch what do I need to cleanse including addictions during that day night and you'll probably see something roll around that month that fifth month in so doing we might even reach the heights of a new life because if I'm going to commit to working through my addictions on that holy day night it's symbolic of me ask

logically walking through the Gateway of Capricorn which means into a new life I can accomplish anything the holy day night number 6 Aquarius this sign is often connected by the way to King David now a lot of historians say that King David was every bit the king that Jesus was King David was the physical king version the ultimate version of the king a lot of people associate King David with King Arthur because of the the devotion to God but King David is thought to be the you know numero uno in terms of the Risen man the king but it

also is the metaphor of the Queen but King David Jesus was what what David was physically Jesus was spiritually so and so they call this the new man meaning the Aquarian man and just because we say the Aquarian man it doesn't mean male you know this is just symbolism so the Aquarian Day night calls us to discover how to be perfect and balanced gods and goddesses a blend of Jesus David Mother Mary Magdalene any you know duality want to use we also are called to move beyond thinking to that we know everything and instead practice thinking as a we it's

very important for the Aquarian part of us to stop saying I already know I know so much this means making choices that considers the needs and opinions of others serving the greater good because Aquarius is the sign of humanitarianism it's Aquarian as we we and I've made jokes about this a little bit recently where people are saying hey Michael I really you know would like to attend your services but I don't because I don't believe in group things anymore the New Age is all about being on our own and I'm like what the hell have you

been studying like what are you talking about like that's kind of bizarre did you not hear we're entering the Aquarian age which is about we humanitarian is oneness not singling out so it's kind of funny they're thinking they're evolving by becoming individuated individualized and it's not you have to learn to become yourself and then humbling and blending as a weak collaboration baby so the next Pisces now this is typically symbolized by a fish going one direction and the opposite direction so one is swimming symbolically towards higher

growth and one of them is swimming downward so the Pisces symbol is are you gonna rise swim upwards the the fish you know the symbol of the Christ so you're going to go upwards or are you just going to swim downwards into self-gratification so Pisces has a lot of duality to it so and this this is also kind of cool because this is the end of when we get to that day in in this 12 days and nights it's actually the end of December very very beautiful very symbolic so it's the end of December so it's you

know it's also the end of the 12 signs of the zodiac and yet it's also ending on the end of December so very very cool there symbolically so it's clearly about endings so the last day of the year astrologically and based on the twelve days nights of Christmas is about die well endings endings that night before New Year's man that died man look at what you're ready to let go of and come up come out here and do our burning bowl ceremony or have it at home if you're watching from a distance have your own create your own safe way to have you

know your little burning bowl ceremony the pie see and day and night also calls us to go with the flow the fish go with the flow of life it also is about moving through the early clumsy stages of our beliefs you know it's you know so so when we go through this Piscean day it's uh now I'm gonna move more into new levels of spirituality when Aries comes tomorrow Pisces on dying of the old but I'm kind of new at this now I'm not saying we're all new I'm saying look at it as though maybe there are some new things I'm gonna start trying out or

wearing as a thought system but except that some of it will be clumsy and it also urges us to make a choice to swim in direction of spirit okay you know Pisces is often associated with addiction but we've talked about addiction in another sign Pisces though that duality the fish swimming towards God or towards self gratification self gratification can include drinking or any other kind of addiction but that's why they say Pisces drink like a fish it's it's a common addiction for that particular sign of

the zodiac now the holy day night number eight Aries this literally falls on New Year's Day the first day of the year and it is astrologically the sign that starts the whole zodiac not in January typically but you know in literally but it starts the whole zodiac so the first day of the year is going to be not only the first day of the year and after all the endings that we've done but it's also about total new beginnings Aries the Aries day starting over so this is also the day when they say Jesus was baptized circumsized and the day he was

given his name so January 1st I need to sit down and be thinking about not what to let go of but Who am I the name doesn't mean I literally have to change my name it's about Who am I I'm I'm I'm not a single mom anymore i I'm really meant to be a God goddess I'm not a single guy I'm not a No Labels I'm not part of that family I'm not that genetic go ahead you know keep your name keep your driver's license and keep your kids if you have them you know but but I'm not that thing that's what I do but I'm not that thing

because people become too often what they do which is totally inappropriate spiritually speaking I mean that you could make up every kind of mythology or myth and fable about that people that you know there was a guy who one day started farming because of necessity because he didn't happen so he started farming and pretty soon his nice name became farmer it's like seriously that's what people used to do you named mill something mill if you worked in a mill you were a farmer you were called something related right the

blacksmith you know something Smith it's like kind of nuts you know we just it makes sense for people that might have not been able to identify people on a soul level I'm sorry who are you again oh you're the blacksmith hi nice to meet you Joe blacksmith you know it's like we gave names to people based on what they did I guess that's okay for primitive thinking people spiritually primitive but what if we drop that a bit more you know what if we start identifying with people on a soul level and the first thing that would happen if we did you're

not going to know them by their trade you'll know them as lights or honor lights are off you know hi I'm gonna introduce you that Joe lights off this is oh I'm sorry I'm Joey you know you don't call people lights off but it's lights on lights off that's the first thing that'll happen eventually will be evolved enough to recognize the lights can never be off it would maybe be light seeing like unseen but the light is always there and that's when we start identifying the Christ and everybody all right now the Aries day

night like I said is all about new beginnings but remember on that day let's all learn to to temper ourselves and not jump in headfirst Aries can be a little too much you know just forward you know I had to dive in before you think about it okay oh he got an Amen over here so the ninth night day night Taurus now this is what's cool the next three days nights are attributed not only to assign this case Taurus but to the three wise men the three wise men are not just a passing comment you hear like in a song

the three wise men were mystics they were called Magi Magi was where we get the word magician they were not sorcerers of negative dark days they were metaphysicians they were Wizards so the Three Magi came from different parts of the world but they were all astrologers because Magi meant magician but not trick magician it a rabbit from a hat it was you're an astrologer Mehta physician so you know fundamental religions do not want to acknowledge that but that's what it was you know I had when I was my god late 20s a conversation with some

fundamental Christians and they were wanting to just go after me you know metaphysics is evil and listen that in the other so I just kind of come sometimes come up with common sensical questions and I'm like what do you mean astrology and all that's evil oh yeah it's of the devil I said then then why did the only people that knew of the birth of Jesus and where it would be and to come and give him gifts were astrologers you know and they kind of hit this like you know but it's like just come on think this through I wasn't

trying to prove anybody wrong I'm just you know come on think it through guys it was astrologers who knew about the birth so the next three days nights they commemorate the three wisemen Taurus is gonna be the Wiseman Melchior and what do you think he brings tourists come on gold baby Taurus if it's about the gold not the frankincense for a tour the Torian day night calls us to release our attachments no because the Taurus represents the daily needs it's the practical like come on you know how does

it grow bread you know how does it grow corn you know how does it give us something solid so it's about releasing attachments though the Torian self that day needs to practice releasing attachments to material things it also reminds us though the Torian that day reminds us you can manifest gold out of thin air don't attach to it but recognize your ability to be prosperous if you could extract the Torian from us we would have a much difficult time being prosperous in our lives it represents you can work magic

this magician says you can work magic gold baby this means letting go of limited beliefs that abundance comes from material means rather than from God so the Holy enlighten Torian you know that symbol the round symbol the head and the horns being open like this that's symbols supposed to represent Here I am my head saying I surrender so when we embrace the proper Torian man it all comes together so we'd have to learn how to trust God to supply our daily bread and all needs okay Gemini tenth day night

we're almost done that's the next of the three wisemen Kaspar all right he brings frankincense now in in saying that you know in saying that the the first wise man Melchior brings gold what he's saying is you are a king you deserve gold because you're a king to Jesus that's the symbolism of Geum gifting Jesus gold when when a cash bar brings frankincense he's recognizing him as a priest a spiritual symbol that the frankincense also represents duality because it melts into like a molten earthy substance like lava but its

essence rises to the heavens so it can represent duality so this is you know like Jesus coming to transform the material world and bring it to a spiritual experience so Gemini is often referred to as the Waring twins therefore the Gemini day night calls us to heal and release all forms of duality and inner warring between our head and our heart our ego and our soul which can then be assisted by making healthy commitments the eleventh day night cancer the last of the three wise men Balthazar Baltazar he brought myrrh now myrrh is an interesting thing

for him to have brought because myrrh although an amazingly wonderful oil resin to myrrh is also used to anoint the and it's what Magdalene brought to Jesus and anointed his feet and head at one point so myrrh is kind of an interesting gift for the print the King in the Prince the Wiseman of the magician he brings myrrh because it's almost like this is going to be a bittersweet experience I'm acknowledging he brings he acknowledges as a human King he acknowledges you as a spiritual King and

I bring you the memory that this is all going to come to death in crucifixion and then it comes around full circle when Magdalene brings the same oil so you know obviously it's a it's a difficult one but since critic and Syrians are often known to be family oriented the Cancerian day and night asks us to get our priorities straight by recognizing the bitter truth because it's a bitter herb the bitter truth that God and our spiritual life have to be our first priority even more so than our families so watch on the Cancerian night

the day and night of Christmas and then the month that follows eleven months later because it will be a time for you to be able to say which in months it will be Thanksgiving month and it'll be time for you to to see what work you did on that 11th day night and the day is supposed to be focused on what priorities your family they're just people God is all that matters bring God to your family members but just as same as anyone else they're just family that it's only the head and programming that tells us

they're any different than anyone else care about all people equally love all people people equally don't just love family members and don't do anything for your family members out of you know being gratuitous if it's not sincere don't do it you know there's you know we all have different levels of that but that's a tough one for some of us but get your priorities straight by that 11th day night okay it doesn't mean you send announcements to them all listen this is the eleventh day night

this guy named Michael said I'm supposed to send you all notice you know that this is the end of our relationship no it's it's just inside your heart prioritizing all that matters is God all that matters is God and that means God in your family members doesn't it but it also means God and everyone else so it's just recognizing I can't fix them all but I can become more and more of the presence of God and bring that to them it's all I can do they get it or they don't they wanted they don't that's

their thing so those who do the will of God Jesus says are my family it doesn't mean the others are not spiritual family but when Jesus says those who do the will of God when because they're trying to guilt him Jesus your mother's outside he's been alcohol I've been on tour for months it was years you know easily oh the places I have been the things I've seen you know so he's been to Greece and India and all over the world he's back home he didn't even go home he just went

right into the synagogue teaching they came you know hey Jesus your mother's outside because the females were not allowed in spiritual centers you know so your mom's outside okay well I'm teaching what do you mean your teacher but this is your mom everyone is my mother my father my mother my brother my sister everyone so it's like you know you know and you got to imagine mother Mary's got to be like okay I'm gonna breathe through this okay he's unusual you know you know cuz you know they're all watching let's see

if she's gonna get upset no it's okay he's been he's been on for a long time and and this is you know this is how my family and you know ended up interacting with me at one point or another and and if they were cruel and hurtful I walk away but I watched little glimmers what would happen in their heart and soul they never totally got it and I'm never just sitting around waiting for it you don't have to you don't have to sit around wait and they didn't get it but I did see differences a quick example would be in regard to the Kent's area

and day and night my dad was very hard very mean really cruel kind of guy but and he you know he respecting me was nowhere on his list of things to do if he wasn't having his last breath he wasn't gonna say I probably should kinda patch things up with Mike no he wasn't gonna like me then he didn't like nah he'd it wasn't gonna happen but when he was in pain at times in his life I could take it away he never said things like you know that's amazing Wow he didn't even say kind of half you know

I don't know what it is you do but it I do get it man you're you know you're on to something and would you work on me no no it wasn't gonna be like that he was gonna be a whatever that crap is that you do you want to it was totally rude disrespectful you know that whoo-whoo-whoo-whoo that you learned it true which coven you know I mean his brain wasn't going he just wasn't the type to filter and turn it into something respectful but but and I'm not telling you to put up with garbage like that if people treat you that way but I'm saying I was able

to hear that that was the closest his rude self would allow him to say that works and he's amazed because trust me he wouldn't have asked if he didn't believe in it so you never know who's gonna reach out to you you know you just don't a brother of mine didn't believe in this stuff you know and he would tease me and be rude you know when I was still you know studying at twenty years old and he would be rude and he would tease constantly consequent of the custody and then one day he had a really intense middle of the night like 2:00 in

the morning dream really shook him up and he too like my dad he was really a hard guy so he wasn't afraid of anything and he gets this nightmare that shook him up he calls middle of the night hey I just had this dream man you know I know you're into that stuff so you know can you you know kind of tell me what this means and I was like inside I'm like oh yeah I can tell you what that means you're gonna die not really but I probably thought it you know I'm I'm making light of the fact that guys they don't always come to you

respectfully but that moment you have no idea how huge it was for a person like him to call and say I had this dream what does it mean I could yeah I could say all kinds of things and I could say well and you and you you're gonna be tempted as spiritual people to say well hold on I'm gonna just check in no you've been mean to me and my spiritual belief so I'm guided to not give you any help that's just not God talking that's your hurt feelings talking I'm not saying I'm not telling you guys that you should enable those behaviors stay safe

stay saying and take care of yourselves if people are rude to a level you can't handle you should walk away but I'm saying more the more we recognize who we really are the more that stuff rolls off but there's a difference rolling off of us when we're actually still victims is not the healthy rolling off of us because it isn't rolling like you think it is it's absorbing and you just think it's not but you do get to the point and you'll know it you'll know if you still doubt it don't risk it get some space but

you'll know when you can't handle it because there's actually a smile inside just like you know 2:00 in the morning look at the time so it was a disturbing dream kind of scared you I see and you're calling me for some help hmm you know you can you soak those moments in but there's a little bit of levity to it and you know what honestly if he heard me we hung up in the next day he was still the same rude person it would not have changed the fact a soul was in trouble reached out and I helped

him however if I would have found in my heart that my helping him he still was harming people that he shouldn't be harmony harming including me I might have drawn the line all of us have to determine where to draw the line of how much to keep bringing our sweet love forgiveness and all that to people when they step on you like Edgar Cayce said being spirits will never met being a doormat so we all have to figure out where that line is and you know I felt you know it was okay and every little bit made a difference okay I knew in the

big picture every little bit made a difference I didn't expect him to be transformed the next day but I knew because there was a time when that brother of mine was asking me to teach him how to meditate it's gonna all come at its own time the twelfth day night is Leo known traditionally as simians day he's the man who when Jesus was in the temple cried out I love this quote all is fulfilled now i behold the one who is the bearer of the sun a wise guy man he walks into the temple and he sees jesus and his spirit of the spirit spoke to

him and said this is the guy I see it this is the master but I love the specific term in terminology you know he's I behold the bearer of the son perfect that they call it simians day because it's the day of Leo the son symbolizing the constellation of Leo and important king and queen of the universe so our 12 days and nights end with you and I being crowned or not if you practice the 12 holyday's nights of Christmas it ends with you being crowned in some form or another just like that 12 labors of Hercules were him moving through the 12 initiations of the zodiac

but at the end the gods decided to make him into a god because he so well went through his life's tests so the Leo day night calls us to recognize that the last shall be first and the first shall be last even though we're Leo crowned go back to the very first day of the zodiac virgin stable virgin birth remembering the stable humility the Leo Rises you got your crown but but be humble like we talked about it the other day the song you know King Wenceslas you know it's about a guy that was like Saint Nicholas who despite being up somewhat royalty

King Wenceslas he has royalty he still went out and fed the poor he would do it at night so nobody would know it was even him he wasn't out there to say look at me he just saw a situation and he stepped up and did something about it it means that we're not only great kings and queens as much as we're able to surrender to God we're only as great as our ability to surrender to God remember we can only lead as kings and queens as as successfully as we are willing to follow so we close with aligning ourselves to

the 12 holy days nights of Christmas is to align ourselves with the vibrations of the holiday season with the planets with the cosmos cosmic forces the whole universe to gain the most from these 12 days and nights though it's very important to remember we've got to do this consciously try to set an alarm or put a little sticker on your bathroom mirror or a little note on your bed before you go to sleep you see it to make sure every day do your best which sign is it again and do the work okay put your consciousness in each day I

remember one time years ago when I did my 12 days nights there was one day that was neglected and I knew when that month you know that would be an extra test because I didn't accidentally forget there's always something going on under the surface so I knew I better pay special attention when that month comes around if you miss a day or the day doesn't go well you know you're gonna go geez day five I just I don't want to be on earth when that month comes around that's you don't let the stars fate you it just means I slipped on this day I

can make amends now at the end of the day stop pray forgive and visualize whatever went weird that day visualize it going differently trust me on this and the day don't let it end the way it was change it and let it be what you'd like it to be there might still be an energy carried over to that month when it comes around energy that carries over to say well it's gonna be some tests you know if it was that day of working on addictions if it was that day of forgetting that that God is my source

yeah it might come around there might be that month might be a challenge but that's good because I'm gonna go after it and earn my crown which means my higher consciousness so imagine living this 12 days nights which is going to affect 12 months which means this time of next year I'm going to be a different person to a whole new level whole new level a quantum leap higher and then I'll start the next year and do the same lastly keep a journal if you can it's a good idea it shows more commitment to it but keep a journal if you can make some

notes you know oops and the slipped a little here there and then watch and mark your calendars your daily your journals or your calendars to kind of keep an eye on certain things when that month comes around that way you are being the master make sense all right take it with you let's close if you don't mind we'll have a brief meditation this will be a little bit more a simple not a lengthy journey meditation but a simple prayer like meditation setting all things aside the mind resting and after just this few

minutes we'll have our closing song father mother god I slash we commit ourselves to a holy experience through this holy holiday we understand to a new level that the Christmas holiday is not just commemorating the birth of Jesus or a time of gift-giving it is the time of the gift that we are being unwrapped and coming forward as a gift to the world not under means of being superior to others but rather a gift to help everyone because we're all in this together father mother God shine your light upon this tree bring alive all the lights on

this tree sparkle on all the ornaments past experiences of my life on this tree let you be the crown of this tree the star at the top father mother God you manifest the gifts the presence your presence and the presence of miracles under the tree as my foundation this is who I am we see ourselves selves shiny let's all visualize ourselves just shining glowing see your meridians the Christmas tree lights the meridians light brightly they bring health to your organs your nervous system your glands see the crown chakra

glowing and illuminated see at your foundation gifts all around so many that when you meet someone all you need to do is reach down pick one up and hand it to him throughout the year not just on Christmas morning I have so many gifts of miracle making at my disposal that's me I see someone in need let me reach down and hand them some something like a stuffing stalker a $20 bill let me hand them a smile it's not stuff all the time let me hand them a hug a handshake a kind word let this Christmas tree that I am be fully alive

and assigned to people even during dark times their dark night of the soul let me show them hope like Saint Francis would say let me not just receive let me be the one who brings it not just to be understood let me be understanding not just receive compassion let me be compassionate and the prayer of st.

Patrick that says more or less I affirm my commitment to awakening to a whole new level starting this evening this moment but this evening I see as the birth of my new self it is God that is pure that will birth me and it's my purity that will be birthed I get a new chance I am born again spiritually it means clearing my past of who I've been with slept with what things I've done to my body shames guilts I've carried regrets not anymore I left him died with the previous Halloween and give thanks for what I

learned from them and Thanksgiving even though I'm past those dates I can do it now and say Here I am I am the chalice empty so that you can fill this Grail with your presence father mother God and that presence comes from the heavens pours into us fills us our cup runneth over and it pours upon all the people we meet we become st.

Nicholas the presence of Christ like the Christ child but on the earth Saint Nicholas bring the gifts to all the needy children and it's a metaphor all God's children when they're struggling somehow inspire them tell them about the right book or website to read where they might be lifted tell them it's normal to go through dark times so that they don't feel flawed be an example and when you slip pause and let others bring their light to you today because everybody needs a break sometimes we close with seeing this feeling this absorbing this and

already giving thanks in advance that this is already happening we're going to launch into these 12 days and nights we're going to breathe them in and integrate them will be different 12 days and nights from now so that epiphany can launch us to a new octave of everything we just did more effortlessly we rise to new consciousness because we committed to this and then the new octave comes in and kicks it into gear we feel that overwhelming gratitude in our hearts and souls